Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Holidays

Had had a great weekend.
Went Gentings with my family last Thur,
The scenery and the breeze were great!
Thanks to Uncle Dicky for your generosity!
Glad to have some bonding with my cousin too... ^^
Best of all, something couragous happened
Attended Church Lock-In immediately after that...
On Friday night,
went to Angel's class' Charity concert with my friends..
It's not too bad.. Quite good actually...^^
Was stunned by the Cellist and Ms. Angel,
They were great, so does Li Peng... hehe..
Might upload some photos when later...
Lock-In's really enjoyable,
Made some new friends there,
And the activities were well-planned.
haha... Loved it a lot!!!
Thanks ya guys for throwing such fun Lock-in for all of us!
Education Fair is where I headed to on Sun.
Packed with curious SPM leavers and many worried parents
Asking for details...details..and details...
Non-stop.
Poor promoters and lecturers,
talking non-stop the whole day...^^
Spent my whole time there wondering around and asking bout details just like everyone else..
And I actually ran out of questions to ask..
No idea what to ask exactly as I'm quite sure that I won't enter any of them..
So, gotta pretend that I wanted to register for their college
and ask question that I don't really want to know..
What a time waster..
But still, I did learned somethings through it..^^
Communicating is one of the essentials of what I wanna become.. XD
Oh well, I also do get to eat much pricey food throughout de whole day,
Thanks to my Dada!!! hehe.. Yummy~
My past few days were Awesome, ( Not THAT awesome la)
today's not a let-dower either...
It's so fun hanging out with Ni,
Best friends are best friends..
We always know what each other needs..
haha... And best of all is,
We both were great time-killer for each other!!! hahaha....
Time passes so fast when we are together.
May days like this happen again!! Muakzzzz...

I have ithy hands these days,
Can't stand just looking at beautiful memorable things just like that,
I've gotta capture them!!!
Took tons of pics already...
Lucky I have 8GB of storage for my passion of picture capturing.. Tee hee!!
Will show some of them here when I got time...

Christmas's coming... Just a brief info for you guys out there,
my church don't celebrate Christmas
as we don't believe that baby Jesus was born on the 25th of Dec.
It wasn't even stated in the Bible.
So please don't get the wrong mistake that all Christians celebrate Christmas..^^
Anyway, despite the fact that people claims to be Jesus' B'day (Which is not)
I do support the fact that it's a season of giving and sharing...
It's a good time to give in return and not just take from others..
Hope that each and everyone of you will be a small Santa of someone you love,
and try sharing something with others..
You'll enjoy doing it! I guarantee!
So, have fun during Christmas!!

Happy Kitchen Festival and Merry Christmas!!!
(Tong yun tong yun, here I come!!)

** Me want prezzies for Christmas!! Santa please grant me my wish!!!
*** Anyone knows anywhere with a job vacancy?

All I Want for Christmas-Mariah Carey

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

New 'style'

Got my haircut which I had been longing to get.
It turned out... I totally dislike it.
Arrgh... Why can't it look as what I had pictured it to be?
Craps.
Oh well. It's all been cut and I have to live up to it.
Just hope that it will look better when my hair is longer.
But that's just something I don't quite understand.
Why do some people who is not really good in their profession open a saloon?
I mean, it's so obvious that the lady who cut my hair didn't really have much skills
Or at least pretends to be a pro.
Wasn't really satisfied with what she did to my hair, but nevermind.
The thing that bugs me is that,
for someone who pretends to be a pro (It's what I think la)
And does not satisfy her clients to charge RM 12 for a haircut is outrageous.
Ok la, it's quite cheap if compared to the average price people charge these days,
but.. to me. It's simply called conning..
Eee.... Still felt like I wasted that RM 12 for this haircut is a waste..
Rather pay more for a better style..
Ish!
Haiz...

When You're Gone-Arvil Lavigne

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Last Day! Last Day!

Oh mi Gosh!! SPM's really over.
I mean like the TRUE end of it.
No more SPM ever in my life!! (Except if I fail in BM la, of coz)
It came all so sudden and
I don't really want to say this but it ended quick sudden too.
Really, it sort of bugged me knowing that it's the ultimate end for my secondary life.
ULTIMATE END... There's no more of it (Unless I go Form 6)
It's a lot of goodbyes to say to many many people that I might never get a chance to see again,
but I missed doing all of it. Pathetic right?
Neh~ Fate brought us together and I believe it will bring us back together again..
I'm quite sure.... maybe??
Chinese paper made the closing ceremony for us, the HARD way...
It's funny that we speak in mandarin everyday,
but taking Chinese paper, it's really killing..
Even the taxi guy was like you guys as Chinese say Chinese is hard,how funny isit?
Ee... It's not like we don't wanna do well in Chinese ma..
It's because it's pretty tough ma...
haiz.. he doesn't understand.. neh-mind.
The important thing is that... We're Breaking Free!!! hahaha...

Hehe.. after we broke free from our so called 'jail',
We flee immediately out of our so-called 'home',
Rushed into the Big Red Taxi and headed straight to out paradise!

Had been anticipating this day to come and it did! Har!
Pizza Hut session was Hilarious...
Some of us do have some weird talents,
One of them... Tofu, the ability to make people laugh.. haha..
Prank calling someone, that was classic.
GREEN BOX, here we come!!
We were all maniacs in the small little room.
Sang and yelled our hearts out
Till we got out of tune...
That was FUN!
Hahaha... Damn high man!
We sang, we shouted, we do crazy moves!XD
Youngsters are youngsters, you can't take away our soul can you..^^
In the future, I do long for such fun to happen again.
LONG Live FUN and Happiness!!
Lalalalalala... Can't get enough of you!!


p.s. Happy END of SPM everyone! May we meet again, monsters!

I'm such a sucker in lying... Oh well~ Sorry ya! haha..

Best of You-Foo Fighters

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Bloody movies..

9 down 1 more to go.. The Chinese soldier...
Craps, what does it take so long to shoot it down..
Patience.. patience...
Getting lazier and lazier these days..
Haiz, wonder what would I become in the future...

Watched quite a number of movies these days,
Am so IN to movies..
It's like you can live a life which is not yours.
Seeing people doing what you wanted to do but you can't
And having stuffs that you had always wanted but never get it.
It's like an another escape from the real world,
Though you know that everything you see is nothing but an act.
But still...
It takes you far away to you imaginations.

But.... because of movies, many people gets into trouble.
Don't seem to understand why do movies have to put in "XX" rated scenes,
it's like the trend in showbiz.
It's so disgusting seeing people kissing and XX all the time.
And now, you won't ever get to miss any XX-rated scenes in a movie.
The scenes are so damn predictable nowadays,
people falls in love, kisses, holds hands and....
YUCKS....
Not going on with it... Makes me wana puke!!

Anywayz, though I'm bound to finish my SPM by next week,
I'm not feeling as happy as I thought I would be.
Yes, the things we had planned to do by then,
The moment for Our long hidden wings to be widely spread,
The happiness and freedom we thought we can get,
Still, is not enough to make things better...
Well, it's what I had expected,
being all so excited on the 1st place,
Things always do seemed that way,
being overexcited and later feel rather down by the time..
Will see how it goes on Mon.
Anyhow, can't wait to get out with the guys.. haha..

Much to say, but will stop right now..
Hope to blog again soon!

Viva La Vida-violin cover

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The Special Day

Here's a brief recap on the official 17th year of my life.
It was full of heart flipping experience..
And I‘m gonna share it now...

It's SUCKS that one of the most important day of my life
was began with the freaking Bio papers..
It was.... heart-chilling....
。。。。。。。。。。。。
Although it was sort of the most important day of the year for all F5's,
There were still thoughtful people who hadn't forgotten the special day.
Received a hands full of wishes (I meant it literally..)
Which is basically enough to make me happy.
Thanks ya guys, for not forgetting...
The papers came and went one by one as usual after that....
Ohh... I forget one thing...
It was a pretty silly thing...
So, will just skip this...^^

Mum came late to fetch me as I told her the wrong time to pick me up..
My Bad...
And in the end, I made Orange wait with me..
Really sorry for taking so much of you time yay, Marcus...XD

Reached home and went into my house as usual.
Sensed something strange that very moment..
And Pooph!
A couple of guys suddenly jump out of no where holding a palm sized cake,
singing a song which I had been listening over the 17 years journey of my life.
Damn shocked....
And touched.
It was beautiful...
Was forced to blow off the candles and make my wish fast.
So, I had no choice... Simply made a wish and Shoosh~
haha... Immeadiately cut the cake and distributed it.
They were prowling over my cake... They had no lunch...^^
They look like little hungry cubs who was starved for a few days... Damn Funny!
The tiny lil' cake was yummy,
And it vanished within split seconds (You can imagine how hungry they were :)
Chit-chatting was fun!
1st time in my life that people actually surprised me, IN MY HOUSE.
And by people who I'd known forever. You guys really caught me.

Dad later took me to some place I had been very eager to visit,
and there's where... My 2nd darling was born!!!!
Can't believe I get to own another darling since my 1st ran away...
And dad just gave it to me! OMG!
Dead happy man!!! My 2nd Darling!!! Daddy, I LOVE YA!
But am not going to tell what's it.. hehe...

When we when back, my official cake awaits.
It's by far he yummiest cake ever!
Pumpkin Cheese cake.. Mmm... Loved it!!!
They got it from somewhere special,
And it cost a bom. ^_^
Hehe... Guess that I'm THE luckiest gal in the whole wide world!



Me cake.
Ain't it pretty?? Yummy too!


Ah wait, my day's still young...
We went out that night, and that was the last time I saw my house that day.
Had a simple dinner as we were totally stuffed with chezzy cakies...
After that, we were heading towards the biggest surprise of all:
We were gonna spend a night in a 5-star hotel--Marriott Hotel!!
Dad's really a surprise booster!
The place was huge and spectacular!
It was luxurious & beautiful...
Though it's located in the middle of no where...(So that means no going anywhere)
But it's good enough for me.
Enjoyed my night there and the service was quite good.
A perfect night with my lovely family... MUAKZZZZZ...

We went home the 2nd day,
Munching on tasty food and
along I took back the unforgettable memories...
It's yet not the best B'day ever,
there's more to come... hehehe...

Anywayz, this is something that had happened for like... 2 weeks ago.
Just thought that I should share it here as to remember the special occasssion of my life.
haha...
Oh ya. Just wanna say BIG THANK YOU to all of you gifties and wishies.. ^^
Especially to Eling... for your cakie!!! :p

p.s: I know my post are getting boring these days. Really sorry for that. I'm current suffering from some sort of writers's block. Apologies for that..^^



I Will Be-Avril Lavigne

Friday, November 20, 2009

Alas!

Yippee!!! It's the last day of school!!!
It feels darn good leaving school.
Spend my whole day chit chatting with my Jrs
They were loads of fun..^^
Recalled some moments of myself being their age..
haha.. what memories..
Have to admit that I'm really really old le..
Even climbing the stairs seemed to be a little more tougher than last time..
haiz... The result of aging...
Time passes faster when you have friends who you know is by your side.
Though we have some difference in status (Soon, you know what I mean la.) XD
5 turned up today in my class
Which was definitely a record breaker for us.
But had expected less to come.

Took many pics with teachers and friends.
It was fun..^^
And knowing that there were some who really cared about you,
makes everything worth while.
I may not know how they really feel about me,
but I know that I'm very very grateful to have them in my life.
Last day of school,
Signifying the last of many things.
Am wondering what would I miss most about school.
And the answer was obvious.
Nothing was above it...^^

Gratitudes of the day list: (arrangements are at random)
~ All my teachers. You guys had made me who I'm today. Thanks for all the guidance and patience you all had showered upon me. Will gonna miss you all.
~ My fellow team mates. I may not have made it without you guys. Thanks for everything.
~ Darling Juniors. Though I may look as if I'm very strict with you all, I really do thank you all for having me in my life and making me someone you can come to when you are in need.
~ Soon. Thanks bro!
~Khai Seng. Hehe... you rock man!! Enjoyed my nuggets! Mmmm..
~ BL and CN. Arigato for you lovely cams. hehe... I want the pics o!!
~ Lemon. Thanks for not breaking your promise to come and all the support.
~Everyone else. Appreciate much for everything!!! It's too long for me to list everyone else. So, try tagging yourself to this. XD

The conversations we had had surprised me about something in life.
People often hides themselves and is protected by a hard shell.
A mask is what beng will say.
And yes, it's a mask which people wears everyday,
socializing and treating everyone under the freaking mask.
And in the end,
while we were so obsessed in protecting ourselves,
we are bound to forget ourselves.
Who we are and our true identity.
That's the way of life.
People wear masks and being realistic.
It really makes human pretty scary..

Anywayz,
life still goes on no matter what.
Why do we care what people say about us
when we did not do anything wrong??
Why must we care if people accuse you of doing something,
when whatever you do is for the sake of improving something
when nothing's being done?
This is the true side of life which we must face...
Oh well...
Hope that the can cope it up la.. ^^

I drew this just now when I was recalling our conversations.
I SuCK in art but overall, I think it's quite ok.
Comments are welcome.
I think that what I'm trying to tell here is quite obvious.
Hope you'll understand it.
今天的人类总爱分你我,分地盘,分地位与权力,
一切都分得清清楚楚。
无论我们多么的努力,多么希望能了解你的生活,我们之间总被一条线给隔着:



这一切分来分去,身份,地位,权力?难道这些比友谊更重要吗?
若再这样下去我们几时才会团结?几时才能像个大家庭一样不分你我呢?



只要彼此尊重与体谅,往同一个方向前进,
没有事情是不可能的。
而这正是我最想看到的。

Happy Last Day of School!!!


p.s: I know my Language SUCKS. Please forgive mua for the mistakes...

我介意-金莎

Sunday, November 15, 2009

We're free!!!


Just glanced through my previous post,
damn emo..
Wondering what had got me then...

There are some particular events which happened the past few days.
It really bugged me for not blogging it..
I'm a very very lazy blogger... haha..

v
v

Morning
Had just graduated on Fri (It's basically a ceremony)
Went to main school to attend the ceremony,
Met with a whole bunch of friends,
cam-whored...
Chatted,
Ran here and there...
More cam-whoring..
Ceremony starts,
Crapping speeches,
Award-giving sessions,
Drum performance,
Witnessing the ridiculous tradition of CW,
Clapping and cheering only for those they know,
Ignoring arrogantly the others who too deserves the rights to be cheered for...
Haiz, a stupid tradition which can't and will not be changed forever..
Anywayz,
More prize-giving,
More performances,
Dance, Wushu..
(Poor TW, you were pretty wear off ain't ya)
The announcement of
Our role-model of the year:
Kean Yoong, Soon, Yi & Jing Fei
Congrats!!!! haha.. (Damn happy for all of them)
Got our certs,
Award-giving ceremony ends.
Performances by the classes begins.
Singing and dancing by Damai and Harmoni,
Drama like performance by Bestari and Cekal,
Kai Yue and Jia Khang,
Aww...you guys were such good singers..
Later,
Got startled by the performance by the Arifans..
Damn good wey!
Musical, it was like a dream come true,
though it's not mua who realized it...
Great job guys!!! You guys were amazing!!!
Jujur wrapped up the whole ceremony
by singing their class song + Auld Lang Syne...
*sobs* *sob*... Nah!!!

Received a flower by our dear Ms. Chiew,
She's all around though she can't make it to our graduation..
haha.. Thanks teacher,
We LOVE ya!!!


Finally!! We are free!! (So it seemed....NOT)

~END~

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Night

Our monster's graduation gathering,
Haha... Had loads of fun!!!
We sang, we dance, we did stupid things!!!

haha..
Was SOSO glad that everyone can make it.
Even our special guest -- Stapler made it!!! haha...
Thanks ya, guys for making this real for me!
Can't seem to express my gratitude enough.
Thanks also to our fellow teachers who joined our insanity!!!
You guys are the best!!
Oh ya,
Forget to mention,
our beloved monitor was SOSO handsome that night!!!
You are the BEST and most HANDSOME monitor in the entire universe!
Love ya!! muakz...
hehe...
and our cool cool Ms. Chiew who our the guest of honour ,
We did the knighty thinggy ,
Held 'swords' high up for the Most Honourable to pass through..
Damn funny... hahahaha...
Its was AWESOME!!!
We even spotted some couples that night,
haha... Our best 'harvest' of the night..
So SWEET eh, beng?
And same goes to our Murid Cemerlang-Jing Fei!!!
Your papa's shop is way cool man!!
Thanks soso much for allowing us trashing the place down!

Can't stop laughing for the whole 4-hours,
Our beloved JJ-s were damn hilarious... HAHAHA..
We laughed so much that we forgot how to cry,
seriously,
no one attempted to sob,
which is what we thought would had happened...
Guess we are a really jolly class ya...
hahaha...
Was way high till I came home,
still suffering from the awesome night we had.
I LOVE YA GUYS!!!!!!

Laughter had never left us these two years...
It may be out last gathering for all we know,
but the memories will we keep it save in our minds..
WE MONSTER ROCK THE WORLD!!!!
All da best in our SPM o!!!!



Trios + Pn. Sabariah... smiles!!!

p.s.: Gotta get back to work... Ciao!!!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Nonsense

Shut up and stay out of my life!
Do what you think is right,
for live SUCKS no matter what.
Don't say you care when you don't,
Don't say you wanna help, when it hadn't even cross your mind
Just please, shut up!

And there are the bunch 'fishmongers',
and all they think is about themselves,
thinking that they are way better than the others,
but yet do not realize how wrong they were.
And there are those who makes themselves so highly respected,
yet, pushes people down the cliff
when no eyes were placed on them.
So are those who spreads gossips around,
pinpointing someone, but says:"Just my opinion..."
Same to those who says things they don't mean,
Bad words, and words that hurts the others,
yet, gets away
by claiming its the work of someone else.
There are also those who pats you on you shoulders,
and claims that they are someone called "Your friends",
later turns their back on you,
when you need them true...
Had tried to hard to get everyone together,
really really hard...
In the end,
All I get in return is ignorance,
arrogance, foolishness and most of all
SELFISHNESS...
Should I go on like this???

Felt as if I'm a spectator, an audience
who watches my live walk pass me.
Looking barely through all the pain and sorrow people suffers,
Seeing through people's hardened heart pumping in their naked body,
witnessing every painful moments of people,
but yet is helpless in showing how they were to the ones they love.
Watching people fall on my knees,
yet, they couldn't reach for my hand,
no matter how hard I'd tried...
Life is damn depressing,
SUCKS! Totally meaningless...

Not to say that I regretted my life,
Life's too short for regrets,
but yet,
it's freaking boring.
Can't believe that I'm actually saying this,
but... I HATE EMOTIONS!!!!!
Hush... hush... emotions,
You are no help at all...

Who's the best?
Of the rest?
All you have to do is to trip and fall,
on a stinky piece of mud on the floor,
hold you hands up and say "PLEASE"
many will tease,
Stating that they are getting help,
Nope, not them, they're totally unreliable.
Who is to trust?
Is the one who dives in with you and fetches you out...

Hereby wanna give a BIG FAT THANKS to my friend Lemon who does the same to mua..
You're the best, man!!! You had made my day....

*** Crapping**** Crapping****

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Nice

Hehe, yesterday said won't be posting any sooner but today I post again... lolz...

Erm, what I wanna say ah? oh ya, right.
Wanted to post this in Chinese, but found out that my Chinese is damn cacat...
haha... No choice, gotta use my broken English to tell the story lo.

Really had great fun today at PBC's Farewell Gathering.
Though its really a huge disappointment,
we still had fun.
Shocked to see how many people had came for this event.
it made me feel as if we are so awful that no one even bothers to say goodbye...
Sad~
Anyhow, it's our event and we had had to enjoy ourselves...
So... as usual, we PBC's do what we do best--'self-enjoy'(translate yourself)
hahaha....
Anywayz, we did make ourselves comfortable on the whole event:
We went through some lamie games,
Played like a 5 year olds,
Pissed off the game master,
Dine through the simple food they prepared,
Touched by Long's little message,
Laughed through the whole singing performance,
Rush out and took the stage,
Ignored the organizers,
Sang out hearts out,
and Danced till my shoes flew away (I meant it literally),
Zi high until we can't help ourselves,
Clapped till our hands rot,
Laugh till our mouths drop
And yet danced with our hearts desire....
It's damn FUN!
hahahahahah....
Had missed the times when all of us went crazy and did stupid things...
Though some of us might had only met a few times,
it did felt as if all of us are ONE.
Hadn't felt much when we were working together
but now, it's so sad to say goodbye....
And despite waving goodbye to the harmonic melodies of the ultimate CW Band,
plus the forever ongoing dragon's heir, PBC.
I had came to realized that we had to say goodbye to a special friend....
Who will be leaving soon...
What a day full of 'surprises'...

Mr. JX,
hope that you'll find a place that belongs to you in wherever you are heading to,
keep the music in you heart and share it with the ones that appreciates it.
We'll miss you smile and presence here....
Sill long....

Had stayed for the surprise performance then held for him...
Friends for Life.... Can see that they meant it...
It's sort of touching tough there are some mistakes here and there...
It was far from perfect,
but, it fitted perfectly into his heart...
Again, felt kinda sad knowing that I could never be the one sitting there fiddling...
But it earned a place in my mind....


1 Band 1 Sound!!!
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Another surprise to a special person, it's really a surprise, can see it through his expressions... He was shocked... Lolz.... haha.... Its nice celebrating a special occasion with someone you've known for life... Even special when you have a bunch of them... Though it on lasted for a short while, it meant a lot to everyone... Good Luck ya, guys... haha... Enjoyed spending time with you all!!! Good Luck in your exams!!!! ^^

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Change of mood...
Haha.. Am trying my best to blurt out whatever I have inside now...
This is my little space to do so..
Am making full use of it.. tee hee...
Kk...
Er....
It's really funny that not much tears were shed this year,
We all went through a lot... And I mean A LOT.
but still, I didn't feel much emotions going on...
Not like the past years,
you can see that everyone didn't want to say goodbyes,
Now, when it's our turn,
It doesn't feel the same anymore,
everyone seems to be quite pleased to be leaving...
Weird.
Anyways....
Thank you to all of you,
who had made my days,
For giving, sharing and caring,
Not to forget, smiling...
Love that all of you smiles...
It's like nothing matters anymore when you do so..^^
THANK YA, ALL OF YA,
for being in my life.....
Wish for the best things to happen to all of you,
and may you guys lead a great life in the future...

hahas.... Momo Love is feaking funny!
You guys gotta watch it... Really funny..
hahaz.....

Thought of blogging more... But you guys will be bored to death..
Gonna stop here...

Last words:
Gambateh to all SPM candidates, study well, study smart, study till you hit the charts... stay cool, stay clam, as it will be your lucky charm, Eat your fish and make a wish, Do your best and serve you dish, Try your best your the test, so your parents can be at rest!

whoo.. felt kinda poetic and simply made it up... haha...

-OUT-

Hey ya!

Oh great! I'm back. Please accept my sincere apologies as I had let my little space here to rot for after so long. Had severe problems with my com and hopefully it had recovered fully now...

It's really funny knowing that the day I posted my last post is when Beethoven's Virus aired for the 1st day on TV and now I'm posting when the show had just ended. Haha... guess it's like a spell or something. But the show is really fascinating, music is So-so MAGICAL!

Its just a quick recap of my 'olden' days.
er... Just wanna say that our Band Farewell went muddily well.
Yup, I did just mentioned 'muddy',
fyi, our dear main school was flooded with MUD and everywhere was like... brownish in colour.
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Poor Little jr-s had to scrub and wash and scrub the floors clean,
just to make way for us 'VIPs'...
And after that, they did more voluntarily work by helping the old folks to clear the water in their house...
Such a touching scene:










Despite being stinking sweaty, suffering from joints aches,
They managed to smile as if nothing matters~

Sweating, working, entertaining...
Can see that they had made an effort to make us happy...


^ Farewell committees (F3-s) performing...

And yes, they succeeded.
It's really a nice Farewell (though we didn't have much crying scene)
Thank ya guys for everything.
As we say, BAND ROCKZ~


Yeah, it's gross.. But we gotta eat it as a punishment... quite yummy..^&^

Yesterday Once More, lacks of moral, but damn touching.... Watch it and you'll know why...

" Don't want much, I just want everything,
Thought that I would forget everything...."

Can't stop think about it...
Bunkface, very impressive.

p.s: won't be updating often and sorry guys as I will quit blog walking for sometime...^^

Friday, October 9, 2009

Random

Kay, its feels like a long time since I last posted something here( though its only about a week..^^)
Anyway, just wanna 'renew' my blog as it is starting to get dusty. Got tons to say but not in such a bloggie mood now, maybe tomorrow... Just wanna shout out for now...

Kay, 1st I would like to wish my fellow October baby friends :" Happy Birthday!!!" The reason I'm saying this as I'm quite forgetful these days and may have forgot some of your birthdates... Not doing this on purpose but it's just that am having loads in my mind these few days. Am really scared that I might forget any important dates. Forgive me ya, if I forgot yours...

2nd, Had a nice and relaxing + lonely walk by myself today. Enjoyed the peacefulness. Had a great long chat with my darling. She's such a sweetheart. (It seems that's what we usually do when we meet...) Anyway, back to the topic, as I was peacefully strolling along, a little boy shouted something to his grandpa, which caught my attention.
Boy: 爷爷, 我在地上吐血,因为我两颗牙子掉了!
Grandpa: 什么?两颗牙子?做么酱的?
Boy: 不知道哦,我掉了两颗牙子!
Grandpa: 你怎样弄到的? 做么会掉?
Boy: 他就是掉了!..... (Went off. Can't be standing there listening to them argue ma...)

Anywayz, that's just a naive child who does not know how important his teeth is. 2 tooth drop as once, wonder how will he survive..^^ But still, his voice seems to take the frus out of me...

Maybe I'm a loner, destined to be alone no matter where I go... I wonder? (No, beng, not copying your signature Nick...) This thought appeared suddenly, Don't know why. )For eg. tomorow, a lonely day again...

3rd. MUAKZ and BIG THANKSSSSS for both beng and yang! You both are really computer savers!! Thanks for all your time and patience in aiding a computer idiot like me in the process of saving it!!! Owe ya guys one! (I will pay back soon, don't like to owe people, so don't worry) ^^ Thanks thanks very muchie!

4th. Have no idea in Chemist! Gosh, why does chemical names gotta be such a pain!! The names are already giving me a hard time, not to say all the chemical equations and the properties of each of it... I'm DOOMED!!!

5th Wanna talk about how did I spend it with my family. But I guess, it has to wait. Still got dozens of difference thoughts 2 share, but sadly I have no time... Oh ya, had finally witnessed hoe One Malaysia works. Had a good lunch at a mamak. The workers there are so considerate and cute~ (They are Malays) They kept joking around until you leave. Such fun...

Ok, gotta take the exit dy, eyes closing heavily...

p.s.: Beethoven virus is finally here!! wakakak... So happy!!! Lovin it! (The trumpeter looks damn cool!!) Can't wait to see more of it..

p.p.s: PMR candidates!! (zap shang la... All the best o!!) Gambateh~

Teardrops on my Guitar - Taylor Swift

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Time...Child...

I have not enough time!!!
Not enough time to eat,
not enough time to sleep,
Not enough time to play,
Not enough time to do my homework.
Not enough time to study,
Not even enough time to watch my favourite TV shows!!!

Gosh, why am I always running out of time????

Gotta speed up my typing rate...^^

Mum said something rather soothing earlier...
A little gal whom she fetches every afternoon seems to fall deeply asleep
whenever she climbs into mum's car.
And everyday, never failing,
I do catch a glimpse of the sleeping gal,
Dozing off at the back to the seat.
She look rather angelic then,
Despite people's comment that she isn't as 'angelic' when she is awake..
Mum said today that her car must possess some kind of spell..
Sleeping spell,
which puts her in a deep sleep...
And you'll be amazed by her sleeping poses.
Sitting, lying, half danggling,
leaning against the door, lying on top of her bag...
It will be unbelievable that someone could sleep in such conditions.
Plus, the hot sun dazing through her skin...
It's a wonder that she's still asleep...
Mum says that it's the beauty of being a child.
A child can actually sleep in whatsoever conditions and circumstances..
Dreaming through the worst days of their lives...
Two thumbs up for being a child...^^
I wanna be a child again,
being pampered, loved and care,
leading a carefree live,
Get to sleep and wake up whenever we want,
Cry when we want something badly.
Laugh as a token of appreciation to our dear parents who fulfills our needs...
What a simple live..
Unlike today,
loads of things waiting to be settled,
Decisions to be made,
Sacrifices to be offered,
Bad days to go through...
Blah..blah...
Tons of problems to be solved.
It's really a wonder that we can still live under such pressure...

Oh well, just sharing a piece of my mind....^^

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Gratitudes.

Oh... It had been officially a week since I hadn't updated here.. Sorry guys as it had been quite a holiday for me. Its like I've gotta sit in front of the computer all day long just to adjust some simple things. FYI, its not easy to publish a book, even a class mag. Not to say a book which will be read by everyone in school. So, had devoted my whole holidays in making the book which is rather tiring to tell the truth. People seem to think that its a easy job and all we have to do is collect the data but no, it needs tons of time and effort after achieving all the info we need. Oh my, am starting to sound like an old lady, that's all about my say in book making...^^

This post will be long as usual as it will contain the other things I wanted to post since the holidays but do not have the time to do so. I did think that my holidays were relaxing and sort of frustrate too!! Here's some gratitude I wanna show to some parties...

Monday

Got to gather with my classmates to give a 'final touch up' for our Class Mag as said. Was really glad that everyone made it (well, except Charm who is sick) and gave their best in helping to make it happen. But still as usual, we from the monsters class have a special talent which is making loads of noise and the ability to have fun in whatever we do which in the end, we don't really get to finish what we set out to do. Just wanna apologize to all the monsters as I was sort of fierce that day and kept ordering this and that that fine day. Really really sorry if I had ever made any of you uncomfortable or said things which offended you... Please do accept my sincere apologies... But still Thank you all so much for voluntarily offered to help in making this class thinggy of ours and the full support given. I love ya guys so MUCH!!!!!!!!!! THank You guys!

Tuesday


Can't really remember what had happen that day. Let me think.... Hmm....Nopes, nothing....

Wednesday

Gotta go to the publishers office of the Zhen Feng, a book by the PBC which will be published every year end. It's located in KL and we took the KTM there. Met loads of people there where most of them were also heading to KL to gai gai with friends. Was delighted to be involved in such a Big thing. But was sort of worn off when we were back as tons of brain cells were dead by the fact that too many thinking was done... You know what I mean. Anyway wanna give a BIG thanks to Mr. Chai for his friendly hospitality he gave to us and the nice lunch he belangjad.... lolz.. Oh ya, to another Mr.Chai who send us back so kindly.. Thanks ya!!!

Thursday

Home all day long facing my dear PC.. Thanks ya PC for the cooperation you gave to me...

Friday

Spend whole day with dear PC again. Oh ya, had forgotten how much I missed watching the auditions of American Idol. Its hilarious! hahahaha... Enjoyed watching the Season 8 replay.. haha...

Saturday


Another devoted day in class mag making. Biscuit, Lemon, Prawn and Black man came. Glad that all of them came. Laughter never left and the fun of teasing each other is always enjoying. Thanks to all of them, we finally got to complete something. It's really a nice known Saturday as sis is back!!! Hooray!!! Had been anticipating this day for a long long time... Mum's cooking was superb and it's nice to have a 'reunion' dinner like this. Mum, you ROCK!!

* Thanks ya, Al for helping in fixing my comp in tears! You sure make a good technician... ^^

Sunday

Too bad there are Goodbyes today. Many people gotta head back to their respective places after the Raya holidays. Haiz.. May they have a safe journey home. Thanks ya Uncle CM for the nice lunch! Oh ya, had a nice dinner with my dear leaders in Hawaii (Steakhouse, I can't really afford to go overseas...Lol..) Its such a nice gathering and the reunion was really fun as we got to chit-chat a little more than what we usually do. The conversations we had was silly but yet comforting. Love to know that all of us can bland in together regardless of our age. We were all friends despite the fact that we are their ex-com. Nice dinner we had as a appreciation for our hard work, but too bad everyone had to leave in a rush. Anyway, thanks ya guys for giving such an interesting dinner. You guys will be great leaders and will lead our librarians to a better future! (Haha... it's a little over...) OMG. The ice-cream I had is really making me sick!!

** CM, see, you didn't join us. You won't know how much you miss.. hahas...
*** One Tree Hill's back in action.

Monday
Today is not a nice day as we have our exam papers distributed back to us. What the heck! Such lousy results I also can get?? haiz.. what can do? didn't study ma. Cannot blame anyone except myself. Anyway, thank you Pn. Selva, Cik Yeon and Pn. Chew today!!

Kay, more things to be done. Better work my arse up in order to beautify my 'picture of life'... lolz... It might take awhile for the next post, who knows??

Pic of the post( lolz... added it as the post looks boring):


An Apple a day, keeps the stress away!
This pic is taken in the dark where all the glow-in-the-dark-s steps out immediately, showing of their beauty and glowing brightly in the dark..

Quiz: What positive attitudes dwell in you?? Think about it and list out. Keep it in your diary and read it once in a while, adding the list or rather deleting some... Keep it. You'll definitely use it in the future....

蜗牛-周杰伦

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Haiz..

OMG. Desperate!!
Kinda Frus right now..
Feel like screaming in front of my comp..
Gosh.. Why isit so hard to do a simple thing??
TO organize my time well..
And 2 other things which took up practically all my time..
Arrgh... No time for myself...
Suan...

Luckily I gotta eat Mcflurry today..
Mum belanja.
So happy man... haha..
Thanks mum!! Luv ya!!


Ok. Gotta get back to work. Do wish me luck!!

Wishing all of you Happy Holidays and Happy Raya !!!
Use this period of time wisely o!!
Happy Birthday Zhi Yuan!!! May you be a better person!!

雪花

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Wet wet day...

Its really a damp weather today.
Rain, rain and more rain...
Gosh, what a nice day to sleep in...
Anyway, got to go for a nice morning jog in our pretty Lake Gardens today,
What a pleasant jog, I say...
Beautiful scenery, calm pond, friendly joggers...
A nice place to go..
Though the rubbish there were terrifying...
All in all, a nice place to go for a nice cool morning jog.

Had bugged my dad to buy me some ice-cream
and is answer is a constant NO.
I really wonder why my parents dislike me eating the heart-capturing dessert...
Its not like I will get sick after eating it right?
I want ice-cream!! A&W Ice-cream!!
Baskin Robbins..
Whatever.. A plain Ice-cream will do!!
Anyone bother to buy some for me??

Oh ya, here's a joke:
Waiter: 你要喝什么?
Me: 一杯冰水。
Waiter:要冰吗?
Me: ???? 我叫冰水喔! 当然要冰啊!

Laughs, this is what I experienced just now when I went for lunch.
The waiter is damn funny.

Btw, can anyone tell me how do caves exists?
I mean how come there are holes in the mountains which are known as caves??
Sort of lazy to do my own research. -_- zzZZ
Hope that kind little you can solve the simply little question of mine...

That's all for now. Gotta get ready for my dinner...
Happy HolidaYz~

Humming:
Rain.. rain go away,
Come back in another day...

Some Where Over The Rainbow-Judy Garland

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Way happy wey!




Beethoven's Virus will be screening on TV at 5 October!!
Can't wait for it to show!!
Heard many comments about it and none of it is bad!
Hehe.. At least there's one good news for the day!!!
Oh ya make it 2,
tomorrow will be a holiday for all of us!! HOORAY!!
Our school declared it officially this morning and just can't believe it!!
We are free!!! HOLIDAYS!!! I'm coming to get you!!!

Oh ya, just fyi,
Please do not simply post anything personal which reflects you and your life
as it has been said that people can track you down through the Internet.
Be careful of what you put on the Net,
It's really dangerous nowadays..
Whatever you post, its a trace of your life,
so if people is 'interested' with you,
You'll know what happens next la...

Ice-cream, still in my mind..
Can anyone belanja me eat Ice-cream???
I wanna eat Ice-Cream!!!
Hehe....

Ok. Don't wanna talk much.
Me wanna go and save my crying PC!!!
Toodles~


** May all the road users travel safely back to their respected destinations...
*** Thanks beng for helping me in the programs thinggy...^^

难相处-江美琪

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Craps

Creeps.. I'm starting to get hungry again..
FOOD!!! I NEED FOOD~!!!
That's no way I can live a normal life if I can't stop my craving for FOOD!!!
Nopesy.. Gotta control.. No food for you yay!!!

Er, just wanna clarify something.
I think I did some mistake by posting something I wasn't supposed to.
Was not angry or pin-pointing something in my previous post.
Just wanna tell all of you that it don't be easily affected by what people says.
And do be true to yourself and try not to fool yourself by doing things that is not you..
I guess that some people got the wrong idea of it.

To my dear friend: I'm sorry I made you feel bad my friend. What you said do have an impact to me which that it helped me think clearly.. I wouldn't wanna do anything to hurt you and that I guess I made a Big Mistake by saying stuff like that here.. Please don't let my words bother you... Forgive me, bestie...

Gotta get myself something to occupy my time,
Felt really empty wandering round my house all day...
Guess TV's really a good cure for it..
And yes, FOOD too!!^^
Still suffering from Lazy Bum Syndrome,
Loads of things to do but still... Plain lazy..
Arrgh... Gotta kick my own A** out,
Oops, I can't, (My legs are only meant to kick forward.. Not backwards..)
Oh well, must find some way to help me do it...

btw, The Perfect Score's nice, check it out!!





Everything-Fete Dobson

Friday, September 11, 2009

It's a Long One, be ready!!!

Got to spend some quality time with my lovely violin today.^^
Had been craving for the time for us to spend together for the past few days.
And got to have a tiny whiny bit of time with it..
What a special moment we had, didn't we...^^

Gosh, had gained so much weight ever since trials started.
I know many of you won't believe me but its true.
Evidence: My pants!! they are all too tight and most of them are unwearable now.
I'm like a small hyppo now, (with spare tyres around me...)
It's 1.40am now and I'm still holding a cookie on my other hand while typing.
Matching up with a nice warm cup of tea...
I think there won't be any chance of me being called thin anymore.
Craps, that means I've gotta buy a new batch of clothes for myself!!!!
Arrgh..
Can't keep my mind out of food.
Eat, eat, eat, that's all I do and now
have to suffer the consequences...

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Anyway, had a great time today as we got to watch a movie in school yesterday.
Called 《三个好人》
Though the attendance was poor,
There was a slip second where it felt as if all of us are one...
In unity.
What a nice moment.

Had to fill in some form about our dismissal from school.
It requires your Co-cu activities, post you had and achievements,
And so, I filled whatsoever that is required and directed by the teacher...
I filled things that I had experienced and all the other requirements needed..
And had already filled half the column in minutes...
And then a friend of mine said something which got me thinking.
She said:" If people don't know you, they will think that you are trying to boast about your achievements and show off." (Didn't look happy)
Was so shocked to hear that.
And then I wondered about what she said,
Am I doing so? Am I trying to boast ?
And then it strikes me,
No Way I'm doing that,it's not like I have anything to boast about.
I just happened to be scribbling whatsoever that is demanded and just being true about myself.
I may have wrote about a lot of unnecessary things which are not important,
but its what I had done.
I have no achievements which can be compared with other people,
and can't I be happy with the little I have?
I don't have to please people by showing off the things I have and too don't care of what and how people sees me,(I think?)
Maybe I got a little carried away by the subject again...
But it do bug me as this comes our from a friend who is quite close..
Oh well, as long as I'm honest to myself and am not doing anything wrong, nothing matters...

Oh my, can't belive I haven't mention this.
Our class T is finally out!!!
haha.. serious, the same Class T which got me so nervous and excited since the pass few months is finally done!
Damn happy!!! (Flying in the air~)
It looks just like what I had imagined and
all the things I had been worried about are actually put to waste..
hahahahahahahahahahassssssssssssssssss.......


Our very own Class T

5M©

P.S. I Love you.. I love you!!!
Thanks so much for putting so much joy in my life for the past few days,
enjoyed your company...

** Can't get my mind off the song 我的太阳 sung by a little boy in my school... urgh...
*** Happy Belated Birthday Yang and MWei...

永不消失的彩虹-卓文萱

Thursday, September 10, 2009

This Is The Day...

Oh gosh. Finally.. This is it!!
Add Maths down, Maths down, Physics, Chem, Bio... All down!!
What's left is only Chinese!! haha..
Felt as if I'm flying in the air now...
haha..Holidays!! here I come...
Anticipated this day for so long and now it had finally arrived.
Relaxing afternoon I must say,
a lonely jog with enjoying music all around,
beautiful plants blossom before me,
Children playing among themselves ignoring the lonely stranger passing by,
Some of them may symbolize our slogan "1 Malaysia"
Saw a Chinese and a mix-blood Chindian riding a bike together...
What a nice picture to be taken...
Though there were enormous number of strays,
it didn't seem to be a bother at all..
Ahh... What a relaxing day...
Treating myself a love tale,
Full of passion and heartfelt scenes,
which took me to another dimension,
where I'm no longer a part of this complicated world
or rather just a passer-by to spectate the magic of life.
Its fascinating looking through someone's life,
knowing what the persona's thinking, feeling whatsoever she is the time,
Such a beautiful portrait to be taken,
where Love is the main character of your life...

hahas... Nice day to have after those freaking moments of brainstorming..
Thank God that it all come to some end...
Which we can breath again and shout out:"I'm Free~!"
This is the day...

Wonder why is it so hard for humans to accept something that sounds illogical..
It might sound insane,
What what are the chances of it happening?
Isn't it as same as the chances of having it not to happen?
That's what we humans these days are,
Its all about facts facts and more facts,
and fantasies and plain out dreams doesn't seem be happen anyway.
Isn't this kind of lifestyle making us similar to robots??
Life's tough when there's no more creative hope to cling on..
Don't you think so?


** Craps, dad's mumbling again...gotta go now...

9 Crimes-Damien Rice

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Sep B'days~

Hahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!
Hehe.. The reason why am I so happy is today's the actual birthday of 2 of my favourite person!! Uncle K and Jing!!! Way happy man!!! Felt so excited when I arrived in church today... Almost went crazy as I went insane this morning... Replayed Jing's song for N times and could not get my eyes off the comp... She's way way cool!!

And right now, I would also like to wish some of my pretty little friends , Jen & Ling who had just celebrated their B'days days ago, Kah Ling & Z.Er in the following week, and dozens of them for the weeks to come... Here's my wishes to all September babies!!!

Hap... hap... HaPpY Bufday!!! (The scene from Snow White... lol)
May you all have a prosperous year to come and so will all your(s) wishes come true!!!!
God bless... ^^


Oh ya, sorry Ling for not getting to spend your B'day with you.. But, hope that you did have a splendid day yesterday. Muakzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz to lovely you!!!!!!!!!!!

**Gosh, exam's still on and still had not click with the freaking Chem and Bio.. Ahh!!!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Down..down...

Wanted to post something else at first, but instead, I posted these bunch of craps. So, bear with me for a little while...

Scenerios
A: You should study now and play later. The time is crucial to you now, you have to grab every minute now and study. There's no time to waste. Every minute is important to you now, make good use of it. People all fighting for time to study and you sit here and waste it. Don't always do all the useless things. No use one. I told you many times already, but you still don't listen. If you don't listen now, you will not have much chance to hear me talking to you in the future. Go go study!

B: What are you doing? Why are you not studying? You still think you got a lot of time hor? Not scared one meh? People all fighting for time to study, know how important is SPM and you still sitting here like nothing. The future is yours, you decide la...

C: So, have you studied yet ?
Ans: nope.
C: Huh? You still don't want to study ah? Tomorrow is the paper already still not yet study ah? Not scared ah? You think you can score good marks if you continue like this??

D: What do you wanna do in the future? What course do you wanna take? What interests you? Any goals you wanna achieve?
Ans: DOn't know yet, Not sure, Music, Movies, Photography, sleep?? Erm, being able to be a backpacker?? Help others? Sleep, eat and be merry??

Ok. These are what I get from the comments and questions by the people around me. Was always scared to admit that I'm a lazy person, but now, I do. I'm a Big Fat Lazy Bum who does not know how to treasure time and make full use of it. I'm always talking of something, being determined to accomplish something, but still I fail in doing so. Its as if I'm crap-talking. Dragging deadlines, lazy to study, always glued to my TV and com. Nothing seems to mean much and music now, its just a part of my life. Craps, what had I become? An ***hole who knows nothing but craps a lot? An idiot who is contented with all she has now and has no other demands in her life? Some jerk who thinks that she knows a lot and has what she wants and have everything a person can ever have but yet, she do not have a single clue of what she wants and lacks? Idiot You, Shyuan. This is all BUll Sh**.

This is a part of my life. Sorry for being so emo. Its just that I need a place to do some self reflection and stuff... My life is in a mess.... Its time to get up and clean it all up!

Realize-Colbie Caillat

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Wake Up!!

Ahh... What a relieve that Physics and Add Maths had passed...
Though I know that I'll suck in my results,
It doesn't really seem to bother me much at all..
At least for now...

Felt as if I'm living in a dream of mine,
Nothing seems to be mean anything,
I can do what ever I want,
without actually realizing that it is really happening.
Guess I just got too carried away by my dreams,
And I don't seem to be ready to be awaken from it.
Studies, academics, life, computer...
Its like nothing matters now, (while, except TV I guess?)
all I do now is to wander all around my dreamland,
Looking for something to suit myself,
but, Nothing....
What can I do to snap out of it and face the reality??
Anyone or anything that can helps???

**(I spend most of my day sleeping, right after my exams, I come back home to sleep. Is that normal for someone who will be facing her exams the next day??? I feel no fear or nervous in me. Don't even touch the freaking books at all. What had I become??)

Come Back to Me-Utada Hikaru

Monday, August 31, 2009

Movies...Merdeka!!!

This movie is called Daisy, 爱无间
Its about a sad love story which revolves the 3 characters:
A professional killer, an artist and a policemen.
Nice, sweet, cold-hearted but yet heart-breaking...
Something new for me.
The main theme is about the girl's message to the one she had been waiting for all these time...
The daisies look so pretty in this movie...
It holds the meaning of hidden love... Nice~
Love is so beautiful... so beautiful...



Watched G.I Joe-The rise of Cobra.
Its moderately nice.
Better than what I expected.
Still, love save the day...


Minutemen , a hilarious Disney movie.
About 3 high school kids who invented a time travelling machine...
They used the machine in defense of the kids who were being bullied
and tries to make things right by using the machine.
They came to a simple conclusion that most of us forgets:
" Every minute is essential as things can go wrong by any minute..."
Something like that, I think...^^
Anyway, this show is lots of fun!!!

btw, Happy National Day to all Malaysian!!! Its so nice to finally get to celebrate our country's 52th birthday!! Its time for us to cheer and be grateful of what we have today, as 52 years of independence is not easy. May our country have more upcoming birthdays in the future!! 1 Malaysia!! 1 Nation!! Please do show some patriotic spirit and let sing Negaraku aloud!!!

Negaraku, Tanah tumpahnya darahku....Lolz...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MALAYSIA!!! LOVE YA, BIRTHDAY BABY!!

Satu Suara-All stars

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Think think think...

OMG. I’d 1000 visitors already!!! Hooray!!!

1st I wanna thank all my friends and my fellow pals who had been constantly following my blog since I’d 1st started to blog… Lolz..

Ok la, enough of the drama…^^


Oh ya, I went for McD for lunch today. I just can’t help it!!!

But this time, the service is so much better,

the waitress who tended me is really nice and she smiles,

The cleaning guy is so damn efficient that that you won’t be able to see any dishes left on the table,

Though the lady who helped me refill my drinks wasn’t really polite, she did what she needed to do,

All in all, this is what customers would say :” Great job!!!”

So guys, remember, whenever you feel like eating McD, go to the outlet in Tesco, they are really fantastic! (except that the guys making the burgers are quite slow with their hands….)^^


This is just a thought to share:

What’s the use of putting all your efforts on something when all the next generation does is to change whatever is done? I know that changes are for the best and that it should be done from time to time. But sometimes, changes can make things get worst and that it may destroy some wonderful culture that when it’s gone, nothing matters anymore. For example: a restaurant. What is the most unique and distinct thing of a restaurant? Yup, taste! So to be able to keep the customers coming, the taste of the food served should be really nice, right? So, if your restaurant is famous and is known for the one of a kind taste that is preserved from generations to generations, do you think that the taste is to be maintained?? But somehow, some people don’t think that way. They are foolish enough to think that people will still buy you for the new set of utensils you use or how many franchise you opened and they will say things like:” People like the new environment, they like the beautiful table we set” etc.…. What the heck. You will somehow lose your customers la. People can forget a lot of things, but they would forget the unique taste that brings them joy and the contented feeling…. Anywayz, this is just some thought after watching today’s episode of Gourmet. Sometimes, it really makes me wonder why we have to work so hard… For parents, they work hard to earn money so that their children can have a better life, for the Big Shots of some companies; they work till their hair turns white just to make sure that their next generation can inherit the company…. Do they ever think that somehow, the next generation might have some crazy thought of themselves and does changes which eventually lead to failure?? Just think about it, I know its some type of pessimist thought but, just think about it..^^



Another thought:

If we don’t do our best and make a success, what is the purpose of living anyway. Everyone need something to approve their abilities and through getting achievements, they feel more useful and secure being financially stable plus having some achievements… So, its right that we pour all our efforts on something that we think it important..^^


Ok, this is already a long one. Hope that you’ll do some mind exercise about it.



寂寞沙洲-徐佳莹

To Mr. Add Maths

I can't quite figure out why can't I be friends with Mr. Add Maths..
We don't seem to see eye to eye most of the time,
even after I beg and prayed for it to communicate with me..
Still, nothing works..
It has been going on for a year and more already,
why can't we just be on the same page for once???
You are all tangled up inside,
making me dizzy and confused,
whenever I try to get into your world..
A whole lots of craps and numbers guarding then entrance of your kingdom,
makes me stumble through the traps set by you..
aching here and there, especially my head...
Add maths ah.. Add Maths...
Just look me in the eyes for once..
So that I can see through you heart,
and learn what's making you so complicated that I don't understand...
Just for once.. Maybe twice...
So that I can pass through the troublesome trials..
And that mum will stop pointing at me..
Asking me to go for tuition...
Please..please..please...
Will be waiting for you answer...
Do reply me soon!!!

** Hooray!!! Sis will be back!!! Yipeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lucky-Jason Mraz, Colbie Caillat

Monday, August 24, 2009

What's on Earth??


1st day of my official holidays...
Used it to watch the tv for the whole day..
Its always hard to see your love leaving you...
suffering so much pain,
Its already sad enough just being a spectator,
it kills being the one loosing someone...
Sometimes I do wonder,
why is life so unpredictable,
You can have the whole world in you hands in this minute,
But,
you might loose every single thing you had the next...
Isn't it funny?
We always tell ourselves to live life fullest,
Be optimistic, Be happy,
Be kind,
Be open-minded,
Slow to wrath and
remain calm no matter what..
But in reality,
Its really hard to do so.

People cry watching scenes in a drama,
But in reality,
how many people do deeply care of what happens??
Sorry for being so sentimental today,
Am not in a very good mood now.
There are too many bad things happening in our world...
But I'm just so helpless over here....

Anyway, here's some events of my day..
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Wanted to have McD for lunch,
So we went there to take away.
Ordered what I want, a chicken burger + Fries,
She asked rudely if we want set meals,
I declined.
But after some thought, I wanted to change my order,
Can't believe that there are such rude waitresses there,
The way she spoke to me and my mum,
was as if we had done something wrong,
All we want was to change our order that's all,
She not only refused,
saying something like:" Saya tak boleh tukar order, sudah masuk,”
She also showed a stuck up face,
So arrogant, and then she said:" Saya sudah kata la!"
Showed an even hateful look to us.
We were so angry with the way she acted,
as if we own her something...
Arrgh,
We just say:" well then, I don't want the order!!!"
And dashed out.
I was so angry that I was about to use the B word...
haiz.. lucky I restrain myself for doing what is not right...
Anyway, this is not the right type of service we customers should get,
And I decided that I won't to eat McD anymore...
At least for now..

Next.
A little bird fell from its nest today,
it just hatched not too long ago,
It doesn't even have much feathers yet,
and you can't see its wings yet..
But its body was found in the porch of my home,
so pitiful..
It hadn't even get to see the world yet and...
Looking at it makes me sad...*sobs*

Following.
Then there's about 200+ baby seals found dead somewhere in the world,
And its caused by the state of the polluted sea,
which restrain them from hunting food in the sea.
so, they starved to death...
ITS SO !!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH *SPEECHLESS!!!*


How can something so cute and helpless be left to die???

The world is getting uglier by the minute..
Should we keep going on like this???


When she Loved Me-Sarah Mclachlan

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Fake

There are people out there who tricks and cheats people's feelings just to get some profit.
Got an e-mail from someone I don't know, but states how hard life is for her,
saying something about wars and blah..blah...
And how she losts her mother and father...
Where she lives.... more craps..
For a moment,
I felt sorry for her...
But as I scroll down the mail,
something strikes me,
she puts a telephone no. for me to call (if I wanted to make sure she's not lying..)
and then lets the cat out of the bag.
She says its a secret..
that her father is still alive and sorts..
And wants to give her 6.7 million USD.
Then asked for my account no. (what??)
I stunned immediately after that,
How can somebody do that??
They gather people's sympathy and slowly make use of the chance to con you,
And later said that this is a secret.. So and so..
And hopes to hear from me in my next mail.
FAT HOPES~

She making use of other people is nothing,
The best is,
She make use of the name of our Sovereign Lord to seek for sympathy,
to do something illegal and sinful,
That's what makes me sad... 'n'

You might think I'm somehow cruel or something,
but the thought of thinking that this might be true never even cross my mind.
In the olden days,
I might fall for it,
but now, sorry la..
There's to much of such con cases happening and
I'm not someone stupid enough to fall for it easily,
At least I don't hope so...
Anyhow guys,
do not fall easily on words that capture your hearts and had you pity that something,
You might end up being the pitiful one...
Stay rational and strong...
Or else, you might be involved in a fraud...

Be careful~