Reborn

Am reborn for 1 week now.
It's been are really thrilling experience,
starting anew.
Though nothing much changed,
except the fact that I used up my second chance of living,
everything seems to go well.
I get to tell everyone how amazing it felt,
when I was immersed into the water,
or how blessed I am to finally accepted Him.

Always thought that there would be some form of drastic change
after I come out of the water,
but how wrong I am.
It's only the start of a new journey.
The path we are making,
in order to reach Him eventually..
There's still so many to learn,
so much to understand,
and heaps more the CHANGE...

I am only at the beginning,
making my way towards our final destination..
Really excited about what's bound to come.
Hopefully I will do well,
and also bring others to my realization
of how blessed we are...

There's no doubt that He loves us dearly,
so it's time for us to show Him ours...
Dear Lord, may I be more like you!
To help, care, forgive and love everyone around me,
just like what Your Son did.
Thank you for everything,
You're the BEST! =)

Can't believe I get to see them with my bare eyes!

STOMP were breath-taking!

Please do come back soon! 

Let's play it to the beat~ ~

Last week had been a really blessed week. Everything good happened! Haha...
And I know its all because of You...


"I will be still, and know You're God..."

Still-Hillsong

Good Will Hunts

It would really be great if I have a friend like Chuckie,

Will’s best friend in the movie Good Will Hunting…

All he wants is the best for his friend,

To not waste the talent Will has,

that can change the world…

The words his used, is so powerful, there’s no better words to put it.

No matter how many f***s uttered

Or whatever rude words used,

A true friend is a true friend, no matter who a person is,

Or what does the person look like…

Amusing…. Fascinating… Empowering…

Shawn is a good man / psychologists / therapists / friend /counselor…

Robin Williams is a great actor,

Matt Damian, with his usual charismatic aura…

I am not saying that the moral of the story is good,

Or the script of the story is breath-taking…

The language especially… urgh… indescribable…

There are also scenes which are not soothing for the eyes….

But the facts of the story is real,

The intense conversations you get in the movie,

The unyielding personalities,

And the complicated pasts are absolutely astonishing.

To tell the truth, 

I know someone who's like Will...

The genius in him, 

the attitude...

I can't help but to think that how good will it be

if Chuckie and Shawn is around to boost him up.

Hope that I could as influential as Chuckie or Shawn,

who is able to change Will's point of view...

Life is like a crossroad.
We always stop and wonder which way to go.
Unless we take a step out and give it a try,
We'll never know.
Peace be with everyone who is walking on different paths of their lives...

SPMers, STPMers and Yi..

The Hardest Thing-Tylar Ward

Back!

Finally, I earned myself a lil' bit of time to update what has happened in my life!

Upon my previous post, this is a follow up story about my new furry friend.
Ok, I should not say that it is my friend, yet, but am very confident that we will be near future.

Right, my dog (I like to call it my dog) now has a new staying place,
somewhere very near which I can see it everyday.
It no longer clings under my car for shelter,
the place it is right now provides more comfort.
For awhile, I really thought I lost it after its disappearance after the 2nd day I found it!
It was a real relieve.
As soon as me and pa found its current location, we tried to lure it out,
as to invite it into our family,
but it didn't happen.
We tried all sorts of ways,
whistling, flashing lights so that it sees us, feeding it, try to talk to him...
**Oops, its gender is still yet to be defined, but am assuming its a He**

We were tipped by our neighbor that its leg was injured but it is better now...
Phew, thank God that it can still mobile fine...
Am still on the verge of befriending him,
trying my best to feed it / play with it as much as I can,
filling my mind with the thought that it may soon be officially called - my dog!

Am making some progress now... See, it posed for me!

Ain't it handsome! hehe...

Wish me luck!

Oh ya, speaking of luck, just wanna share something that happened to me recently.
I am a seriously very lucky person...
N days ago, I left A (A=something of mine which is very important)on the bus...
Only found out long after I embarked the bus...
Leaving pity A behind...
So, with much disappointment of myself, I called it one of my BAD DAYS...
Everyone told me that it is very unlikely that I may find A again...
Sadden by the fact that I may have lost A forever, I returned home telling ma...
As I was thinking of ways and efforts to try my luck,
to give it a shot of finding A,
miracle happened.
Someone phoned my house saying that it found A and is willing to return it to mua...
Haha!!!!
The someone was the bus driver of the bus and he really tried his best to return A to me..
You know, as a bus driver, he is always on the go...
He is even willing to bring A to me at 11pm at night,
how kind was that?
However, our time didn't clicked and he sought for different solutions for us to meet up..
Unbelievably, A is back with me now!
Thank you bus driver Zul, you are one of the kindest man I've seen,
trying your very best to return something so unimportant,
and making such a huge effort to contact us every time you are free...
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

Nowadays, everyone is so stereotypical about the hearts of human beings,
assuming that no one in this earth would do anything kind,
as to go all the way out to return something insignificant to you.
People always say, people might have stolen your thing,
or there is no way that you can find your things back...
Well, I found the someone which maybe the 1 out of 100 people.
There's still a lot of hope in this world,
we just have to have some faith in it...

I like to believe that
what God takes from you, he will return it with something more precious...
It may be a lesson, an experience, a sense of hope, or even something very small...
it is still much valuable than the thing you lost...

Peace for tomorrow...

Skyscrapper - Demi Lovato

There it Goes Again

A doggy was found under my car!
It was there since morning and haven't left there since.
Dad was very concern that it may bite and hence,
he used water to spray it so that it may leave.
It did, turned a round, and went under the car again.
How cute.
Another thought was to remove the car hoping that it will leave somehow.
And we took the car for a drive.
THis is the moment I first met this special doggy.
As the car was removed, it stood up, but didn't walk away.
It stood there for a moment, staring straight into my eyes,
as though saying "help me!"
I was shocked by how calm this little dog is,
the strong-willed, determined and stern eyes,
like it has witness every possible thing of the surface of the earth,
but yet, there's some degree of sorrow and grief clouding those bright little eyes.
I was moved.

As the car moved away, the doggy walked around,
looking back at the spot it just laid.
It walked across the road, to a neighbor's house, the turn to another,
making effort of squeezing its head between the metal bars,
in hope of squeezing into the house compound.
This special dog has a sentence written all around its face
"I am Lost"
Poor little doggy....
It's attempt of enter the house compound through the little spaces of the gate failed.
Tried another house, failed.
Eventually, it found another car to hid under.
As my car came back to its rightful place, we thought that the dog said it's goodbyes...
But moments later, it came back again.
Haha...
It's either the spot my car is parked is so comfortable,
or that my car is too 'hot' to leave.

haha... The eagerness of this interesting doggy is amusing,
There's nothing else we can do but to let it there.
I had some wild imaginations after meeting the dog,
the thought of it being ours, jogging and playing with it,
helping it to bath excites me...

But the rejection of my idea from pa and ma spoils it all...

All I can hope is to meet it everyday and befriend this little creature!
See ya under the car tomorrow, doggy! =)


In The Mood-Swing Girls

I am Sam

Possibly the best movie in the whole wide world.
Who says autism or retardation holds back a person’s ability to take care of others?
A normal person might think that they have what it takes to raise a child,
They think they undergo every hard ships in life, have the best experience or ability to take care of others.
But do they know the struggles of those who are born special?
Do they even understand how hard they must try to do a simple thing such as adding 2+2?

We all take advantages of what we can do,
Think that as we have the standard brain just like anybody else, we have the right to make decisions for those who don’t.
Who in the earth has the authority to separate a parent from his or her child?
No one, accept the One and Only.
No human beings can take a child away from his or her parents who loved them more than themselves, No one.

Sam is one of the most amazing people I have ever seen.
Sometimes I often wonder, won’t it be better to think as simple as he is,
See things as all beautiful so that I won’t get to see the dark side on earth…
The special ones are the more blessed and perfect people compared to us, normal people as they know how to treasure every moment, every skills, everything they have.
We, ungrateful brats, sulk with the many things we already have, not to say the many things we can do, we are the unfortunate ones.
Sam Dawson, you are wonderful, you are perfect! Thanks giving me the chance to see and know more about you and your life! =)

Applause to Sean Penn, Michelle Pfeiffer, Dakota Fanning and the whole behind it for this fantastic and heart whelming movie.

Quotes which move hearts:
“You’re the red in her paintings,”

“I am her father.”

P.S.: Sam said something like “Jessie Mccartney wrote the song Michelle. He wrote the first few lines and passed to John Lenon who wrote “I love you, I love you, I love you” Annie said that the song won’t be complete without it…” in the movie. He had a point there. XD

We’ll Be A Dream – We the Kings ft. Demi Lovato

We Did It!

We finally did it!!!
Achieved what we started out to do!!!!
Organized a mini show,
and to get as much donations as we can!

Have to thanks Sha for backing the initial idea, and to go through the whole thing with me,
Tham who asked loads of questions about the whole event, and of coz, performed!
Yi, Ni, Teddy, LiSha, Zhen Pei, Yee Wen, Char, Disney, Tim, the Youths who agreed to perform,
My parents especially, for being so Supportive,
Sis who gave me so much encouragement,
Joy and A. Cindy who baked and made fantastic cupcakes, cookies and pudding!
Church members for giving so many positive response,
My friends and family who attended the event,
Henry and Joanne who took loads of pics for us,
Everyone who helped in any kind of way,
Pusat Jagaan Orang Kurang Upaya Si Putih's supervisor, Mrs Rajes who provided so much info,
Each and everyone who donated to the funds!! You...you...you...you...you!!!
And not forgetting,
our Mighty LORD, who was, is and always be there for us, to make things right.
Lord, thank you for making this happen to me...

This whole thing started out with a small dream,
a dream almost impossible to happen....
A dream to raise funds solely by asking people to watch performances.
The dream was shared, agreed,
Shared to more, more responses...
Positive and negative, we went on,
looking for performers,
not easy, but its a really fun process...
Date, time and venue was set, It's really happening!!!!
Practicing for the performances,
the best thing that happened throughout the whole event...
Spreading the word out,
not easy as well, not many supports art and charity at the same time...

The whole event began like a dream,
really can't believe it is really happening...
Not many turned up, but the initial target was there...
Seeing people putting money inside the blue donation box,
it felt real good.... At least we've got some money inside!!!
We were the 1st performance, did everything we rehearsed tons of times...
The crowd seemed to enjoy it.
Performance after performance,
everyone was really quiet,
but they seemed to be concentrating very hard on the performances.
At least its better than making noise, right?
Intermission, everyone happily bought the food we prepared,
sat down and chatted delightfully...
I have nothing to worry about now....
Some mic probs for the next performance,
but Disney sang beautifully....
We're the next in line again!
And we went up and had loads of fun....
You guys rock ya! EXPH!!!! XD
Tim on his bass tone,
Intro of the centre,
And lastly, our gal band!!!!
More mic probs again, but it felt real good!!!
So this is how it is like being in a band! Haha...
Hymns (More to work on)
and lastly duet.
My Chains are Gone is so powerful, something flickered as we sang...
Counted the donations... WHOA!
1 K+!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY
MORE than we expected!
Hope that I'm not dreaming..... Ouch! I'm not!!! LOL!

Though not everything went on smoothly,
Though we can't call it a perfect/successful event,
we collected funds which can help improve lives...
I enjoyed the whole process...
Waking up early in the morning...
Practicing whole day long...
Come back at night,
Jamming....
Talking to friends,
asking for opinions,
Making new friends,
promoting the event,
and even... DREAMING about the event...
I'm Lovin' it!!!! Haha....
Got to do everything I longed to do, there's nothing more that I can say....


And we went to pay a visit to the home.
Another dream come true...
Went shopping for groceries with a list in hand with Sha and Disney.
Spent the whole 2 hours grabbing things,
choosing and picking like what old man and aunties does...
calculating every penny....
Take this.... Grab that.... Which one should we buy???
Really have to salute all the aunties who goes shopping for groceries...

*TABIK!*

Finally got to know that its not easy to be an aunty... or at least try to be one.... XD
2 trolleys full... For the 1st time in my whole tinny whinny life,
I actually bought THIS MUCH AMOUNT OF GROCERIES!!!!
And EVERYTHING IS SO FREAKING DAMN EXPENSIVE!!!!!
Once again... *TABIK AUNTIES!*

We finally reached the small little corner house after getting lost in the middle of nowhere...
Mrs Rajes is really a nice women with a really big heart.
Can't believe I actually got to see her in person!!
There were various kinds of kids there
Down Syndrome, Autism, cerebral palsy, mental problems, Learning Disorders...
Mrs Rajes sat there and talked about each and everyone of the children she has....
We went snooping around the house, touching this, touching that...
And she continued explaining everything that we see....
Most of the children have the inability to speak except for one of two...
Some are able to help in chores,
some juz sits there.... smiling the whole time, not talking or doing anything else...
They are all really cute and beautiful children...
Perfect in God's eyes.....
Everyone is born with their own uniqueness....
You and I the same....

Glad that we got to visit the centre and to know more about the children.
Lets just hope that the children will live better with a lil' help from all of us.
Shall return someday to have another visit sometime....
I'm CONTENTED and HAPPY!!! =)

Pusat Jagaan Orang Kurang Upaya Si Putih

3348, Jalan Seroja 16,
Taman Seremban, Jalan Tampin
70100 Seremban.

Ee Sin should be thinking about Jerry as we are taking the pic. LOL!!!

Stand Out Mini Charity Show 2011,
a Success!!!!
(At least for the donation part)

p.s.: If any of you are interested in donating, do contact me ya! Happy Birthday Malaysia!
Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!!! ^^

Perfect-Pink

Stand Out Mini Charity Concert

Hey guys, juz wanna share about a little event I'm doing now...
I have this desire to do something which combines the two things I love,
Music and aiding...
And I am about to make it happen...

This event is called Stand Out! Mini Charity Concert
Which means that we want people to stand out and give to others,
Stand Out to make a change in the lives of others...
To stand out for those who needs a hand,
for people to stand out and make an effort to aid the souls out there who are less fortunate,
to allow people to stand out it showing their talents,
and also to stand out in making a change in our own lives by sharing a portion of them with others.

I don't have ambitious target, juz a small amount from everyone will do.
Coz in my mind, a little strength from everyone can really move mountains,
Little small effort from everyone can change the world....
All I want it for people to chirp in small amounts cheerfully....
To know that every cent they are giving will help a person have another hope in life...

A few performance will be lined out for everyone to watch,
though they might not be the best ever performance you will see,
but at least you can see their efforts....
A sign of appreciation for your cheerfulness...
They are also need your support to give them courage to get on stage again...

We just want to help people,
and hopefully you do too.

Do join us on the 27th Aug, this Sat, 4.30pm-6.00pm, at Seremban Church of Christ.
I want to make it straight here that it is not a church event, and am not trying to change your religion, it is only the church premise we are using to make the small desire of mine happen.
Its something personal, so don't hesitate to come.

Hope to see you there. =)


p/s: A little boy broke his piggy bank just to give every penny he had to help others even before the day of the event. I am so touched by his big heart and also the innocence he had with him. Thank you so much, Tim, you gave me the strength to move on. Also to the Lord who created someone as kind as him, You are the Sole, Mighty and Powerful... THANK YOU!!!



Amazing Grace by anyone who sings it with his/her heart

Tuesdays with Morrie

I would really like to have a professor like Morrie.
Someone you can really talk to,
who listens and gives you the answers that you had been searching all your life...
Seriously, can a person be as wise and as optimistic as him?
He's truly someone who is well-liked,
strong, keen, cheerful, hilarious, knowledgeable...
His words are wise...

" We must love one another, or die..." (Yeah, its quoted)
" When you learn how to die, you learn how to live..."
" Love always wins..."
" Tuesdays, we are Tuesday people..."

He lived his life doing what he loves best,
Teaching, dancing and eating...
And when he knows that he's dying...
he had to give up the latter two...
but continued the only thing he can possibly do...
Teaching.
Everyone needs someone like him...
The words uttered from his mouth,
its like gold we should treasure and apply in our lives.
Like scriptures,
but his words comes from his personal experience. (And more of a personal thought)
The lesson of life..
How much about it each and everyone of us know?
What do you want to do if you are given 24 hours of a perfect day??

Tuesdays with Morrie,
a marvelous show which talks about the basics of life...
Inspiring, heartwarming and funny...
Watch and learn...

Morrie mentioned something about listening to the bird on your shoulders...

Is there really a bird?

p/s: Janine in the movie sang a beautiful song....

It's juz too nice to let go

It's almost 4a.m. and I have no intentions of going to bed any sooner...
Juz sitting here plainly, watching videos of people singing...
If everyone can sing like 洪佩瑜, I would rather not sleep,
despite being up the whole day,
the dreadful mourns of both my eyes,
the deafening cries of every muscles of my body...

Music lifts the soul...
People with great voice should be praised,
and there are countless of them all over the world...
If only I would get the time and chance the hear each of them out...
Filling my heart and mind with every harmonious pitch they make...

Music heals the soul...
That's all I can say...


洪佩瑜-Dance with My Father

Run

Joined S'ban Half Marathon 2011 today.
Finished the 9km, pass the finish line and got the medal I wanted.
Ya, nothing special,
except the fact that for someone as slow as me got a qualifier medal,
that's PURE luck.

Anyway, what I wanna say here is not to boast about what I got.
But about this lady.
There was a lady in the marathon today,
Tim found her crying loudly, ranting about something...
looking all around, as though searching for something...
And on her hands was 2 Glatorade sample cups....
It was assumed that she lost her kid...
She cried and cried, ranting and ranting,
Tim asked if we should do something about it...
I said we should, but let's observe and see what is she actually looking for first...
And we stood there watching her sitting at this corner,
not moving an inch, crying...
with the 2 cups of Glatorade glued firmly on her palms.
I thought: For a women who has juz lost her child, she's relatively calm...

After not too long,
she started moving into the crowd,
crying and ranting...
This is when Tim glides off and followed her,
with me trying hard to keep up behind..
And he approached her and asked what happened.
She juz replied:" cari ibu..." and cries...
She stomps away looking all around crying loudly...
Pushing through the crowds, I finally kept up with them.
We are at the place where the big shots are seated.
Tim's trying to get the PA guy to make and announcement,
but got rejected as the BiG Shot was making a speech...
The lady started crying loudly and shouting for her mother again..
What caught my attention most was not how many gazes were directed towards us,
or how many annoyed faces were shown that moment,
but the fact that after all the yelling and sobbing,
she still have the 2 cups of Glatorade with her.

The impatient reaction of the PA guy pisses me as he couldn't get her to calm down.
I mean, come on! She lost her mother!!!
Where's your patience???
After answering some questions by some other people around there,
the lady started crying again....
This time, the big shots glanced our direction,
but their butts still glued to their seats.
I dunno if they are being respectful to the guy talking in front,
or juz mere ignorance,
no effort was made to know what's going on.
Anyway, as the workers round there find her disturbing the speech,
she was asked to sit, calm down, stop crying..
Taken to another place for I dunno-for-what and talk to another bunch of people...
Tim and I juz stood far away, watching her,
to see if she's getting the help she needed...
She stopped crying for awhile,
and the tap flowed out not long after.
Few ladies started bringing her around,
in the attempt of looking for her mother...
Remember, she's emotional, terrified, scared, and unstable...
Dun forget, the 2 cups of Glatorade she's put much importance on.
So, as this emotional young lady was storming out once again to find her 'ibu',
Squeezing through a crowd,
some Glatorade will surely spill out on her way, right?
And surely, in a situation packed with people,
some lucky one will get a portion of the Glatorade on them...
They cursed her.
Saying bad things about her.
I was mad...
But why pick up a fight with people who doesn't care?
Back to the topic,
she found her mum.
Standing there waiting for her.
And she burst into tears again,
holding her mum tightly to her.
I didn't see if she's still holding the 2 cups after that anot,
but it was a happy ending.
Tim and I were really happy.

You see, in this event,
we get to see actually how many people who are living in their own world,
not wanting to understand that its not the world you are in important,
but is the world you are out of that is...
Money is not important...
Live is.

"Our faith in God is like a marathon... We have to run until the end till we reach our destination... Heaven..."

Dun give up.

Headlines:
~ Super star, Amy Winehouse died at 27
~ 98 dies of gunshots by a police imposter in Norway
~ 10, 000 dies out of hunger per day becoz of the famine in Somalia

How depressing...

Price Tag (Acoustic) -Jessie J

I do, I do not

I really dunno on what grounds I'm living on,
and am certainly confused on what am I living for.
Life sometimes seems so amusingly interesting to me,
but yet somethings so unreasonably ambiguous...
It seems that I have so much to do,
but yet so little time...
And on other times,
I juz can't lift any of my fingers up on whatsoever that I should've done,
wasting time on things I know I tell myself not to do..
This reminds me of a scripture I read few weeks ago:

"I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no long I myself who do it, but it is the sin living in my. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do-this I keep on doing. Now if I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is the sin living in me that does it. "
(Romans 7:15-20)

It juz gets better and better no matter how many times I read it. LOL!!!
It always ends up with a wide silly grin on my face and the confusion dangling down my heart.
Though what it is trying to deliver is not literal to what I'm saying,
but the general idea is there...
Do things you ought to do and not the things you know hate to do,
although you will end up doing what you hate to do,
keep in mind of what you wanna do and do it,
for when you do what you hate to do is not what you are doing,
but instead is the sin living in you who does it....
Complicated huh?
Read it again!
Still confused?
That's life! :P

Till I find my way out of this mess,
I will continue working my a** on whatever that is I want to work on...

Wish me luck in my upcoming project of the good I want to do which I will do!! Sin, don'tcha come spoiling my plans! XP

"I've seen dreams that move the mountains, Hope that doesn't ever end, even when the sky is falling...."

This lil' boy has a lil' dream of fishing for his own balloon...
He got two balloons with ease,
that's what Faith can do...

What faith can do-Kurtless

ECX

After 10 weeks of hard work, it paid off!!!!
Introducing Malaysia's best dance crew:

_ELECOLDXHOT_

You guys totally RULE!!!!!

Salutes to Bounce Stepperz, Soulution, JB Crew, Panic, Project Elementz...
You guys did AWESOME!!!
And also Maple and Joe for the constructive and right-to-the-fact comments!!

Still,
Am so freaking damn high that the one deserved to win, WON!!!

Support Malaysia's dance industry as Showndown 2011 was a BLAST!
Thank you guys for the great show!
You all ROCK!!!! ^^

Get Ready For the SHOWDOWN!!!!
Are you ready to game?

Smile-Avril Lavigne

Juz a Bird

I saw a bird lying on the road the other day,
with one of it's wings spread widely on the road,
and blood flowing out from it's chest,
a stagnant scene where the word 'DEAD' is written all over it.

It's nothing significant about it.
In fact, to most of the people, it's juz a corpse lying on road,
contaminating the so called 'environment' of theirs.
Some would think that the bird is stupid to die in the middle of the road.
Some would say "what a pity bird" as they drive pass the tiny lifeless body and forget about it seconds later...
There are also others who will say, I want to help, but its already dead and why do I care? It's juz a bird~

Those who accuse it of pollutng the so-called environment,
do they even know who's the main culprit of global warming?
Or to those who called the bird stupid,
who are they to judge the bird's intelligence when they haven't get to know it?
Or to those who pitied the bird and forget about it later,
do they even know how did it died and how to help it?
And also those who say it's juz a bird,
have they ever thought that the 'juz a bird' is someone's children, spouse, parent or friend who is much loved and respected? The ‘bird' who may be the hero of another? The 'bird' who feeds the nest and have 6 lives depending on it to stay alive?

Yes, my guess is that the 'juz a bird' was ran by a car.

But it wasn't really dead yet.
What I didn't mention is that while I was passing by the body,
the bird was in fact very much alive.
It was very much alive in the hearts of the other 2 birds which surrounded the dead body...
One pushing the poor bird with its head,
as though asking it to wake up;
And the other who seemed helpless didn't know what to do,
stared blankly at the empty body which may someone with much importance to it.
It felt as though they are trying very hard to hear the last wishes of the dying bird...
As if they are saying their last goodbyes... reminiscing the past...
As if they were CRYING...
As if they were PRAYING...

Minutes after I managed to get down the car and wanted snap a pic on the touching moment and maybe bury the poor little body somewhere more worthy....
There was nothing left...
Except the long trail of blood,
showing the spot where the bird once laid,
and the cold hard silence of how it's been taken away...
Leaving nothing behind, except memories of it's presence.

You see, birds, like human beings are living things
They have everything we have,
Physical body, soul, feelings, emotions, someone they cared about...
And when a bird is taken away from the flock,
The reluctance and sadness are as painful as human beings...

Dun juz say 'its only a bird' or 'its only a dog' or even 'its juz a rat'...
Remember that it had a life,
A lover, a spot where it was given the chance to exist in this world...

Dun turn a blind eye when you could have reach out and make a change.
Be responsible,
Be concious,
Be humane.

Sometimes, I really wonder if the birds were hoping that it was all just a Dream...

Just a Dream-Nelly

Little things I Treasure

To tell the truth,

I had always treasured the things I had…

My belongings, stationery,

It often makes me wonder how come the little things are still with me, miraculously appearing in front of me, without even realizing how and when had I placed them with me.

For a clumsy person, I truly believe that misplacing things would be the type of signature I would use to describe myself in my job resume. But to my surprise, I could always find the lil’ things inside my bag , the lil’ stationery box or wherever I had them there when I need them. ^^

This practice went on and on till the extend that finding things I didn’t know I would remember to keep or collect became a habit that I dun have to remind myself to do it.

And right, I did mention that I treasured the things I had. The miraculous findings of the things I thought I would leave behind did make me treasure them more… Where I really got used of using them thinking that they are probably the best among the other brands I could ever find….

Until one day….

They miraculously DISSAPPEARS…

That’s when the miseries APPEARs….

No, blaming God, fate or whatever supernatural things a person could ever make up isn’t the 1^st thing that pops into the mind…

It’s the fact that the best thing a person could ever use is now gone, or the dependence a person lay upon the so-called ‘thing’ clings within the heart. The worst is…. Not being able to find it even after you flip your bag inside out, upside down, or dissecting each and every portion of the stupid thing you used to carry the lost one, or whatever way you used to maintain contact with it… Hoping it will miraculously appear again, but it doesn’t happen…

It’s at this moment, using any new ‘brands’ or temporary ‘staffs’ are the lousiest things a person could every do. Having in mind the thoughts of how could I lose it? Where did I place it??? And occasionally, blaming bad aura that drops by to visit the pea-sized brain of mine…

After thinking and thinking, squeezing possibly every drop of the brain fluid of mine…. There’s the ultimate explanation for the disappearance of the much missed one…

THE so-called GENETIC FACTOR of my STUPIDITY AND CLUMSINESS WHICH WILL STICK WITH ME FOREVER AND EVER…

OK, this is not to chant about the fact that I DO lose things… But its actually a tribute to the things I lost after all these years…

The many pens and pencils I befriended, my scissors, erasers, key chains, pencil boxes, Dear LUMIX, workbooks, color pencils, correction pens, glues, stickers, earrings, the lil’ gifts that was given to me which I lost or broke (XP: Emphasizing on the word CLUMSY…) this, that…. friends who I lost contact throughout the years and also much missed loved ones who are on their journey to far away…

Really hope that all of you will be in a better place… May the person that is with you treat you with much love and care…. And that your troubles will leave you as how you left me. And for some of you (goods) who somehow landed in any ditches, dustbins or any bloody corner, may you seek comfort in that place and live well…. Will be remembering the great times we had from time to time. God bless. Amen.

p.s. This is my first post after all this months. Juz wanna declare to the whole world that I'm still and very much ALIVE!!!! ^^

The Little Things-Cobbie Callat