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Its World No Smoking Day today. Send my sis back to Kampar in the morning. Was lucky enough not to spot anyone smoking. Haha.. Maybe all the advertisement really paid off... ^^ People are starting I mean really starting to get worried about their health...Y3ah!!!

It was my Band AGM yesterday and got a little tense the day before. Boy, was I so worried about my beloved member.... I know everything I feel is unnecessary, but still......Haiz.... almost had a mental breakdown because of them.... But luckily I have a really good friend who really cared about me help me to stand up again...hehe... Thanks ya, Yi!!!

To tell the truth, I was actually not very so happy throughout this whole year in Band. Guess that it has something to do with my post.... haha...anyway, was really glad that it had ended...I managed to go through the whole process....^^... Had my 1st time being a MC in AGM. Was glad that everything went ok...hehe.. Though I know I'm a lousy MC, but I tried my best.^^

Had actually thought a lot today. And had figured out many things about myself.....
I'm actually a Big Fat failure......I guess that's just what I'm right now.... A nobody who does nothing but useless tasks... A person with no talent and no capability of doing anything and everything I plan is useless.... I have nothing more to spare because of my stupidity.... Fails in doing anything and everything.... Fails even in exam... Just like what my mum likes to say... I'm full of excuses.... And the list never stops... I'm neither a good daughter nor a good leader.... Damn Lazy, plays a role of an idiot who don't know what's best.... Ignores quite about everything around.... Knows nothing except to make myself and others lives' miserable... I'm just a useless,
idiotic, super-duper FREAK!!!!
Yes, I'm not lying and have no time to lie.... This is just the fact that cannot be changed....

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Sorry for crapping so much as I'm not in a good mood now... My life is such a mess and I'm too lazy to put them back.... Miss my sis so much now... Wander when will I see her again....

Life is full of uncertainties... and that now there are tons of people suffering around the world and we are all here standing by and let everything happen like its nothing.... I just watched something really touching -- A video actually and it makes me sad just watching it... Beneath all the smiles its like a poison which gradually kills your heart... Please click on to the new video I'd just added on my sidebar and you'll see...

I also received an inspiring email which relates about a 2-legged dog named Faith and its determination to move on despite his imperfectness...

This is Faith...Cute Little Faith....

And there are also many organizations around the world trying their best to stop all the sufferings that people bear... Really hope that all of us can at least take note about what is happening around us and try to empathize.... yet on the same time, be contented of what we have now and appreciate every single thing in our lives as whatever you have now.... there are many out there who will kill just to have it...

Oh ya, still we can all contribute something to the world too....That is through our co-operations. Will be turning green starting from the next few day and will slip in some tips that I myself think that is a simple act to save the world.... Hope that all of you will "tune" in...

That's all for now...

Idol Fever

Its down to this two COOL guys, Who's gonna be the American Idol ????
Yaya, I know I'm a bit outdated as for all of you who had already knew the results...

Ooohh man.... this season of American Idol ROCKS!!!!Just finished watching the Grand Finale of Season 8.... Oh man, Its so Phenomenon!!! Can't believed I'd actually fell in LOVE with the show!!! I mean I'm crazy about it... Watching Kris's performance during the finals--What's Going On
Watched it over and over and over again....Loved it man!!!

KRIS ALLEN!!!!!!

Congrats to Kris !!!!! Had been routing for him and he had never let us down!!!! Was so glad that he won!!! You RULE boy!!!

Though I'm sort of routing for Kris, Adam Lambert is extraordinary too!!! Had been admiring his talents since I 1st saw him perform. Loved his Mad World.... Is so cool when he sang it.... He will definitely RoCK though he didn't win....

No matter what...You guys are brilliant!!! Best of luck!!!

Kite flying.

Ok, I was supposed to share this years ago...haha..

Actually not THAT long la, just a couple of days ago. But my cacat connection stopped my from doing so... Anyhow, i managed to do so now ...haha...
You might be figuring why am I so eager to post this out but you will find out soon....

It was my first and ever kite-flying experience and these will definite fascinate you for sure...
Its actually something the made my feel rather proud of myself... Can't believe that even by using a low-pixed hp cam can capture such wonderful scenes...haha....Please do enjoy....

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Look at the background scenery....


Seaside view....(Pss...Its my sis and my dad in there...)


Kite flying head high....Touching the sky...


Oh oo...Tersangkut pula....haha...rescued by our hero..Dad!!!

Amateur Me & mua pro dad....XD...


Look at me!!! haha...I'm born a pro!!!



Breath-taking .......


Can you believe that our beloved country actually have such beautiful sceneries???
This ain't no lying. Its PD we are talking about....
3 x Cheers for M'sia...

Though its all low quality pics...Hoped that all of you enjoyed it all....
I personally loved them all very much....

Copyrighted © by Me...

Credits to the wonder Nokia phone cam....lolz...

Alas..

Cut my fluffy hair yesterday. Had been flustering about it for so long and finally got it done... Loved my new hair style despite the rate of 'kena tangkap' by the prefects...XD

Two hot gals...XD.. saw my sis's new hairstyle?? ^^

My Library's AGM ended yesterday too. And was glad that many people had agreed that the right person was selected for being the committee bearers... After so much frustration about it, I was somehow glad that everything is over... I'm finally a free soul who can fly away anytime...(while, beside being caught up by Band and LPGM) had actually passed down my baton to Mr.VL and his concubines (oops, I meant friends).

It had been a tough year through basically operating a small library facing many many trials on the way. But anyhow, I had finally finished the race and had enlighted some of the burden I had been carrying... Here, I wanna thank some parties who stood by my side the whole time:

1. My fellow leaders...[TW, KM, YC, YS & YW), ARIGATOOOOOO!!!!
2. The same goes to SK who had encouraged me not to be moved so easily...
3. Pn Low,for standing by my side most of the time...
4. My dear Mum and sis for all the patience poured upon me when I'm blabbering about all the craps...
5. All my friends for all the smiles I received when I'm suffering from all the craziness I'm suffering
6. Dear Pn Leong for her useful comments and advice, her kindness and especially her gentle hand which had contributes so much...
7. Music...The greatest most force to calm myself
8. MY LORD, for always being by my side...
9. My cute little librarians who gave me the strength and force to move on every single second of my life....
10. Everyone who uses the library facilities kindly for it to operate so well...

Though am still sort of worried about the new commitees, I'm calmer now, gotta get going in my exams... Gambateh!!!

P.s. Craps, still gotta finish the Perlembagaan before doing anything else.... Go Gal!!!

Last Teacher's Day...

I'm so very very , exceedingly, overwhelmingly happy today!!!! My very last Teacher's Day indeed in my secondary life ended pretty well as I'm proud to announce..^^

Am glad that today I got to do many things just for so to celebrate Teacher's Day.... 1st, as it had been a tough and emotional yesterday, I hadn't get a good's night sleep due to the amount of work I had to do (Slept for an hour or 2 only). And in a dead tired condition, have to wake up early to get ready....Today many things was waiting for me to fetch them to school, in total of 6 heavy things, I managed to get all of them to school with some help of my friends....(Poor Mimi, waited for me so long but didnt get to help...haha...Thanks a lot to Kiwi and Kah Mun) After doing some rushing, I finally got to settle down to prepare for my performance... Performing after the national team is really stressful cause they were so good. When its time for our chance, the stupid PA system spoiled everything...haiz...too bad... But as long as we know we did our best, everything is good. We did the song Colours of the Wind from Pochahontas. Sorry teachers for the bad performance. Oh ya, there were breakdancing and some other performance which is quite nice....hehe...I think the best was when Mr Quek sang his song...Damn funny o... He danced and sang a song which is way pro man!!! haha...

After all the performance, I went for my duties and was glad that there were some members who came for duties for the last time with me...haha...So happy that I let them do whatever they want..haha....Spent a nice time with TW and YC and our last time in the Workroom.....While we were busy clearing everything out for the new Masters to come, Jacky came to call me back to join in our class party. Later, Lemon ,Ah Boon, Meng Yee, Yen Li and Jacky...again came to call me back telling me how much fun I'm missing. Was so overwhelmed that so many people cared and worry that I don' get to eat. Haha.. By the time I finished everything, I went back to class. hehe...Even Zing Wen came calling out for me stating that there were no more food..haha...So happy....

Just look at both of them, So happy...hehe...

Ya, they were right, there wasn't any food left (Just some la) Luckily my sisters helped me to "Da bao" until I have so much to eat. Sorry to YC as I didn't get to fulfill my promise to her....

Finally got to eat, look at the amount of food....

We snapped so many photos as if we were celebrities....

We the FOUR FLOWERS with our manager ^^
He kept inturupting our "Press conference" until we can't stand it and took some action

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We were so famous that everyone came rushing to snap some photos with us...

Fans of us and Tofu...haha..Just joking...

Everyone fighting to take this picture....btw, who's at the back there???

No doubt we are famous...haha...Four Flowers Power!!!

Happy family....

Though I had such a great time with all the 5Mers, I had sort of regretted not being able to help set up and prepare for the party and eat + Photoing with our beloved Teacher....But still I got to see them doing so....

Busy preparing for the class party....Negotiating...

A wonderful class of gents...plus our beautiful teacher...Lovin it!!!

There was still many funny photos which I'll not be able to post as its taken by others...I love my class pretty much and all this leaves such wonderful memories.... Thank you everyone for being a part of my life....

After all the craziness... I got a chance to chat with my teacher and it had been a long chat which I think is quite nice. Tomorrow will be my Library AGM which had been bothering me all this while....Talking to the teacher ease me a lot actually. Thanks teacher... Went back to the library to make last minute sort of things and said my last good byes to the Workroom. Goodbye everything...Goodbye... The time had come...

Happy Teachers Day to ALL TEACHERS
AND ALSO TO
MY OWN PERSONAL TEACHER,MUM...

Photo credits to Lonely Alvin... (Nice Pics..)

L......

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm exploding here!!! Feel like crying now.. Can anybody help uttime settle my frus now???

So tense when I think about my next batch for my beloved L.... Can't believe that we are going to leave our beloved ..... after putting so much effort and time in building it up again. I had actually FELL IN LOVE with this place-A place which I once hated so damn much that now I can't stop think about it. Memories, hard work, tears, frus, worries, laughter, smiles... All happened here... A place I know that will always be a space for me to fit in, recharge myself, a place that ALL of us shared so many tense but yet happy moments... It had been a part of my life for so many years and now I gotta say a LOUD GOOOOOOD BYE to it... I miss this place so damn much now... Knowing that I have to leave this really unforgettable place to people who will love and cherish it without making full use of it for their own sake... Please, please God... Help me make the right decisions now..... I need it really much.....

L.... an important part of my life... I have to learnt to let go.........

Back again

Ok, had just customized my blog again as I didn't quite like my previous layout. As I searched for another nice and a more shyuan-styled background for my blog, I can't seem to fall in love in any other type. After long hours of searching and spectating, I came back to one of my old template which I had really favourited it. So now, its me now back to my old thisaway template which suits me the best. Hating myself for the lack of knowledge in the cyber world, I envy those who can create theis one and only template which is one of a kind with all their own flavours in it.... O_o...
Anyway, still feeling good to be back after my sudden disappearance from the blogging world... Welcome back, shyuan gal!!!...

Life

Ok, is it me or life really seems to get even complicated as time goes on????
Life SUCKS now, facing so much dilemma everyday and yet not being able to be satisfied about anything....
Feels good to be able to shout out here again as the past few weeks had really been torturing for me not being able to voice out my inner soul which is dwelling deeper and deeper into my heart which makes me breathless....
Anybody there to help me out???? I'm stuck in this small world which is getting uglier and uglier...
Nothing seems to be beautiful anymore. Except while, LOVE, I think....
Feel like going some where, I don't know where but some where which I know life will be simpler which no more arrogant and self-centered people will be around...
The demeanour of high self esteem humans are sometimes so irritating and still so ignorant of what is happening around them....
Life's disappointing now..... can't put it up right now.....