Sleep...

Sleepy..Sleepy...Sleepy..
I wanna sleep!!! Like I never sleep before.
Without any limits, wothout any datelines...
I just wanna sleep soundly...
No worries, no crazy thoughts...
I just wanna sleep...
Ignoring all my works and duties...
I just wanna sleep...
As long I can be....

Splendid Sunday

Ahh...Just receive a news that a friend of mine is now in the hospital suffering from leg injuries..
OMG..Hope she's ok...Sad to know about it. But I know she's a tough gal...haha...Get well soon lo...

Molio is really killing me now. Its so much work. Can't believe we actually have to act as if we are doing some social work but we aren't. Its sort of useless for me..

Its a splendid day today, despite molio. Went to Jelebu with my family skipping church. We wanted to see the waterfall but ended driving around not getting to see it. We drove around and found a show farm. Its called Jelita Ostrich Show Farm or something. There were so many animals there. Ostriches, horses, deers, ducks, flamingos, and even camels... So happy to see it. Kept snapping photos whenever I can... Anyway, was hoping that our class can come here together as a class trip to see all the cute animals. Later after that, we went makaning in a restaurant which listens to 70's chinese music. haha...Its kinda fun listening to songs froms another era....All the songs actually sound alike..

Its kinda cute isn't it. It kept running around until I got a still shot of it..


A camel with only 1 hump...Doesn't it looks funny seeing a camel on green land?

Flamming white flamingos...Its flapping its wings for to welcome me!!!

Watched a show called Enough starring JLo. Its a nice show as a women strives to escape from her abusive husband who swears to kill her. She turns a new leaf and learned some marcial arts to protect her kid, Gracie... Its fasinating watching someone planning something so specificly just get loose from her husband. And I like one of the song which is called "Alive". Its a great show for women who wants to get away from their husbands...

Am happy to get along with my family in a wonderful day like this. Must have more family outings together more often. Ok, will stop for now.Must get my a hands on my molio now...Hope that Sha can get well soon la.. And that I'll get a nice new hairstyle for myself tomorrow..Toodles...

A week's work...

Let me see...This will be a review on the whole of my last week. Will try to keep it short as much as i can.

16 February (Mon)
Went to Hari Sukan and participated in it for the 1st time in this whole 5 years. Was so lucky to got 2nd in the Lompat tinggi event. I didn't mean to boast but its something unexpected although I'm only break a record of 100cm...haiz....So paiseh...Back, I took part in the 100m race and 4x100m race. Had saw band's performance that day with our 1st gal violinist as major, taking the lead. And thought that it went quite good. Was so happy when they announced red house got 1st in the marching competition...haha...Anyway, on my 1st run, it was darn energyless (can only use this word). Can't seemed to speed and ended up the last....On my 2nd race, its better, I can actually feel my velocity increasing. It feels good and I'm the 4th runner. But in the end, I still ended up to be the last to finish. Arrgh....What a slow runner I'm. Have long legs so what? Still so freakingly slow....Later, it was 4x400m. I didn't actually had my name on the list but I ran in replace of my dear friend as she's not feeling well....2nd on the row, and was supposed to cut into the 1st lane. Can hardly breathe well as I ran, still last of corse, but a moment before ending my race, I managed to cut a friend of mine who had been always ahead of me...So proud of it~ But I seemed kinda cold hearted as well..hoho... We ended up getting 4th place... Oh ya, I screamed-out-loud when our red house WON the rope pulling competiton!!! Like someone crazy!!! haha... Green house was the overall winner AGAIN for the past 4 years. Gan Mei Kuan was one of best gal athelete of the year!!! She's freaking good in sports!!! Followed by blue house the only....HOORAY!! RED house!(at least we didn't turned out last la..) Went home and found out that I had been so tanned....can see the difference from my legs...haha..

Tues, went to school had repeatedly been reminded of how tanned I'm.

Wed, nothing special, just went for meeting missing the portrait sketching workshop.

Thurs, Dutied that day and syeleked the counter....Taught the members wrong things....the dissolver for syelek is actually spirit metil and I ended up telling them its turpentine while we are using thinner to dissolve it. And I somemore teased them that they will be having PMR this year and its a MUST KNOW!!! Only noticed this after all of them went home. haiz...I'm a SUCKER leader...

Fri, damn it that day! Had been scolded by teacher for doing my job. STUPID namelist thinggy! made my mood so bloody the whole day. She had actually yelled at me, stuping her foot. I know its my fault for not finishing it earlier but I had find some ways to patch it up. Its not my fault that I cannot manage to contact the people in charge ma....Haiz...anyway, its my fault. Cannot say anything more. My Malay teacher kept repeating my mistakes in front of my class. And said that my BM is kinda good of something....Teacher: "I'm no where near from good. I'm really bad in Malay!! Had sucked in everything and there's nothing I'm good at. Please don't give the wrong impression to everyone...." Though this is the fact, feels kinda relieved hearing that in some way as nobody actually praised what I do. I mean no in this way la..So Thanks teacher anyway...

Sat, went for practice. Its had been a lifetime since my last FULL BAND practice. It was so crowded in the violin room. all of us squeeze like a can of tuna...haha...Anyway, felt kinda down as a friend of mine didnt pass to get to be an A-band member. haiz.... Went to town and bought somethings for my leaflet for camp. Alone with my beloved violin, we travelled all round town searching for the right things to go with my leaflet, budgeting....And had almost forgot my husband as I leave a shop after a 2 loads full of things. So happy to finally bought something I had been longing to have...haha...

Now, haiz...Still had not finish my molio...frustating, just thinking about it. Library is another issue...Eveything seemed to be upside down sometime. My dead phone, loads of homework, dateline to chase and much more...Can I cope it up??

Lets say...

Fun!! Meeting some people sometimes is actually kinda fun. We may not be close but spending some time together can actually boost our friendship. hehe...Missing my house phone still. Like something is not right or how...Can't seem to describe it. But I now understand its importance in my life. Many things can't go right without it...

Had some runs with my dad again. It's like a routine now. Can't seem to change anything. Doing the same thing everyday. But I had always been pin pointing him about everything that had gone wrong but never seem to think that somehow I'm the one creating trouble. I'm a trouble-maker, selfish, useless blob, rude, lazy, BIG-butted gal!!! Thats who I'm and I know it very well...

OMG. Was stunned watching how the Gilmores interacts together. They are so freaking good!! Was amazed by the series of scenes of the Gilmores arguing with each other, sat-chat-laugh, Screams again and ends up being too tired of even speaking anymore. They are so cool even when they argue. Amazing..

山下智久(Kenzo)长泽雅美（Rei)

Operational Love SP version had ended. Was so touched by the things the guys do for their loves ones. They went all out just to make their loved ones happy. And Kenzo is always by Rei's side making sure she is not too far from him. The kissing scene in the end is so romantic. Two lovers, a love boat, sea side view, sun set scene, kissing romanticly...Ahh...haha...just kidding... But I'm so In to this show!!!

Tomorrow will be our school sports day. Will be on the track this year. Am kinda looking forward to it, but nervous at the same time. Not much plans had been made this year as I'm most of the time blur these few days...haha...Anyway, will see how I did. Hope I'll do great apart from what I did in the other lucky day...haha...

Today is Mr. Whatever's Birthday!!! Happy Birthday!!! Don't everyday be blowed by wind ah...After one day the wind blow you don't until where how?? haha...Anyway, Happy Birthday lo..

"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved." ~George Sand~

p.s. Anyone interested in donating blood? There's a blood drive on by April. Please kindly inform me is you wanna donate some blood. Remember, you must be at least 45kg and had not been donating blood for the past 3 months. But the most of all BE HEALTHY!!! Don not ignore this as there are many people who are waiting for our kindness...

Lalala....

Haha...had sang our voices out just now with the gals...Its the coolest thing I've done for this whole damn day. Ya, today is basically Valentine's day, but its the school's calligraphy competition too. Haiz...running around like a maniac again, when will all this STOP!?? And plus after all of that, someone stranger comes and tell you that there's some unfairness going around, secretly hinting you that the job we are doing SUCKS!! Didn't get a chance even to report myself and caligraph myself. There's no TIME!!! And then later you will hear teacher saying people change partners like changing clothes, so easily... Its such a BIG mess!! Helped out the reception part like last year and its just as messy as last year. Anyhow, its my last year of organizing things like this and I don't give too much of a damn about it as much as last year now. (Had actually officially attended 1 meeting actually...haha)

Arrgh, up until now I still didn't get to raise funds for the Gaza victims. My mum had actually said that they got enough help from the whole world. But no matter what, I still wanna lend some hand even its just a bit.

After all the chaos, am happy to receive something (a valentine gift actually) from a girlfriend. Thanks gal, you made my day... Went straight to K-Box later and sang our voices with all my s & a galfriends. Darn happy that we finally got to get together and do something we had been longing to do. It feels so nice singing out all your emotions not caring what-so-ever image you have. Forgot that people can actually see whatever you do in there....haha.. YOU GALS REaLLY Diam Shui leh....520 to you guys!!

Had done some thinking just now and Ya, I had not been listening to whatever people is telling me properly. Am so used to jot down whatever I need to do and people reminding me what to do until I had actually ignored most of the things some people tells me. Had always thought that I have some sort of short memory but deep down, I know that I don't. Had been trying my best to finish all my homework in time but had actually forget to look at the big picture. Keep on repeating the same mistake all over again. So tired of life like this. But nothing seems to get better.....Many things had happened in my life which I myself don't see it. Wonder how can I actually survive in the society in my later years...

To all those who is having someone now, please do appreciate all the time you get to spent together. For those like me, single and available, we all rocks and do not need to rely on boys to live...hahaha...Just kidding. Anyhow, HAPPY VALENTINE's Day!!!

Damn it!! my house ph. and msn is down. Feels like I'm in the olden days, can only communicate using pigeons or whatever...Can't be able to contact anyone starting today. haiz...

Craps...

New Year Gathering was held yesterday. Its not really fun actually and I'm completely disappointed on somethings. But the thing that made me feel most unhappy is that I heard an ex saying this:" 很闷啊! 每年回来都好像回来看他们越来越失败酱... 去年已经够惨了，今年更死...." something like that. Haiz...I'm really a loser. I had organized the Gathering last year, I knew that it was really disappointing and I myself thinks it actually stinks, kind of think of it. I'm aware that teacher wasn't really pleased with me but I can't seem to change the way she sees me even now...Knowing what a failure you are is already bad enough but hearing people criticized what you do or even assuring how you sucked really hurts....

For me, to tell the truth, the sub-committees did a Ok job. Compared to last year's, they had already improved on somethings despite the help and co-operation we leaders gave. haha...And oh ya, they had really got us leaders off the hook sometimes as they really expect us to help them clean up their trails and saying my name wrongly TWICE!!!! But it seems strange that one of the subs said that the gathering didn't really went well...haha...

Teacher will certainly be mad of me as I went home right after they ended. Did not even see if they cleaned the place up or not. Gotta make up when we get back on Tuesday. I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to all who attended the gathering especially to all Form 5s even though they knew that it will be really boring... And Pn. Low who stayed till the end to make sure everything is on track....

Went shopping for ingredients for our dinner that night. We go everywhere like aunties as we went choosing veges, buying meat and even choosing prawns all by ourselves. No adults..haha..I'm so proud of myself... Its so nice to see people go frustrated on what to buy for their gf for Valentines. It just made the occasion even special. XD

Can't believe that we saw them together for the 1st time. He's kinda rude as he didn't even peek at us when we greeted him... Please la, don't be so CHUAN can a??? At least a forced smile is better lo. Do it just for her ma...

I had a great time having my steamboat with the youths. We can't seem to stop laughing the whole night. AHAHAHA...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....WAHAHAHAHA....HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..... Laugh and laugh and laugh....LOL!!!!!
A bunch of crazy young people, I wonder if the neighbours heard our loud laughter anot?? ^^

The guys had gone to Shu Jie's house just now. It seemed that they had tons of fun there. Too bad I can't go. My mum had banned mr to go out since I came back really late yesterday. I wanted to visit him as we haden't meet since last year though we are not actually close. Wonder how is he doing now?? haha... Anyway, its nice to know that the gals had fun there...Hey, Al, why didn't you go?? I thought you will go...

Er...Really enjoyed watching Operational Love again. Saw the SP version of it just now. Had missed the days sitting in front of the TV chasing Japanese dramas....Hadn't have the chance to do it nowadays. Kenzo is still so madly in love with Rei which is so touching...haha... I got a chance to hear my favourite 张芸京singing today and her performance is still so fantastic...haha. So happy to see the 超一班 winning the 超二班, HOORAY!!