Alas!

Yippee!!! It's the last day of school!!!
It feels darn good leaving school.
Spend my whole day chit chatting with my Jrs
They were loads of fun..^^
Recalled some moments of myself being their age..
haha.. what memories..
Have to admit that I'm really really old le..
Even climbing the stairs seemed to be a little more tougher than last time..
haiz... The result of aging...
Time passes faster when you have friends who you know is by your side.
Though we have some difference in status (Soon, you know what I mean la.) XD
5 turned up today in my class
Which was definitely a record breaker for us.
But had expected less to come.

Took many pics with teachers and friends.
It was fun..^^
And knowing that there were some who really cared about you,
makes everything worth while.
I may not know how they really feel about me,
but I know that I'm very very grateful to have them in my life.
Last day of school,
Signifying the last of many things.
Am wondering what would I miss most about school.
And the answer was obvious.
Nothing was above it...^^

Gratitudes of the day list: (arrangements are at random)
~ All my teachers. You guys had made me who I'm today. Thanks for all the guidance and patience you all had showered upon me. Will gonna miss you all.
~ My fellow team mates. I may not have made it without you guys. Thanks for everything.
~ Darling Juniors. Though I may look as if I'm very strict with you all, I really do thank you all for having me in my life and making me someone you can come to when you are in need.
~ Soon. Thanks bro!
～Khai Seng. Hehe... you rock man!! Enjoyed my nuggets! Mmmm..
～ BL and CN. Arigato for you lovely cams. hehe... I want the pics o!!
~ Lemon. Thanks for not breaking your promise to come and all the support.
~Everyone else. Appreciate much for everything!!! It's too long for me to list everyone else. So, try tagging yourself to this. XD

The conversations we had had surprised me about something in life.
People often hides themselves and is protected by a hard shell.
A mask is what beng will say.
And yes, it's a mask which people wears everyday,
socializing and treating everyone under the freaking mask.
And in the end,
while we were so obsessed in protecting ourselves,
we are bound to forget ourselves.
Who we are and our true identity.
That's the way of life.
People wear masks and being realistic.
It really makes human pretty scary..

Anywayz,
life still goes on no matter what.
Why do we care what people say about us
when we did not do anything wrong??
Why must we care if people accuse you of doing something,
when whatever you do is for the sake of improving something
when nothing's being done？
This is the true side of life which we must face...
Oh well...
Hope that the can cope it up la.. ^^

I drew this just now when I was recalling our conversations.
I SuCK in art but overall, I think it's quite ok.
Comments are welcome.
I think that what I'm trying to tell here is quite obvious.
Hope you'll understand it.

今天的人类总爱分你我，分地盘，分地位与权力，
一切都分得清清楚楚。
无论我们多么的努力，多么希望能了解你的生活，我们之间总被一条线给隔着：

这一切分来分去，身份，地位，权力？难道这些比友谊更重要吗？
若再这样下去我们几时才会团结？几时才能像个大家庭一样不分你我呢？

只要彼此尊重与体谅，往同一个方向前进，
没有事情是不可能的。
而这正是我最想看到的。

Happy Last Day of School!!!

p.s: I know my Language SUCKS. Please forgive mua for the mistakes...

我介意-金莎

We're free!!!

Just glanced through my previous post,
damn emo..
Wondering what had got me then...

There are some particular events which happened the past few days.
It really bugged me for not blogging it..
I'm a very very lazy blogger... haha..

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Morning
Had just graduated on Fri (It's basically a ceremony)
Went to main school to attend the ceremony,
Met with a whole bunch of friends,
cam-whored...
Chatted,
Ran here and there...
More cam-whoring..
Ceremony starts,
Crapping speeches,
Award-giving sessions,
Drum performance,
Witnessing the ridiculous tradition of CW,
Clapping and cheering only for those they know,
Ignoring arrogantly the others who too deserves the rights to be cheered for...
Haiz, a stupid tradition which can't and will not be changed forever..
Anywayz,
More prize-giving,
More performances,
Dance, Wushu..
(Poor TW, you were pretty wear off ain't ya)
The announcement of
Our role-model of the year:
Kean Yoong, Soon, Yi & Jing Fei
Congrats!!!! haha.. (Damn happy for all of them)
Got our certs,
Award-giving ceremony ends.
Performances by the classes begins.
Singing and dancing by Damai and Harmoni,
Drama like performance by Bestari and Cekal,
Kai Yue and Jia Khang,
Aww...you guys were such good singers..
Later,
Got startled by the performance by the Arifans..
Damn good wey!
Musical, it was like a dream come true,
though it's not mua who realized it...
Great job guys!!! You guys were amazing!!!
Jujur wrapped up the whole ceremony
by singing their class song + Auld Lang Syne...
*sobs* *sob*... Nah!!!

Received a flower by our dear Ms. Chiew,
She's all around though she can't make it to our graduation..
haha.. Thanks teacher,
We LOVE ya!!!


Finally!! We are free!! (So it seemed....NOT)

~END~

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Night

Our monster's graduation gathering,
Haha... Had loads of fun!!!
We sang, we dance, we did stupid things!!!

haha..
Was SOSO glad that everyone can make it.
Even our special guest -- Stapler made it!!! haha...
Thanks ya, guys for making this real for me!
Can't seem to express my gratitude enough.
Thanks also to our fellow teachers who joined our insanity!!!
You guys are the best!!
Oh ya,
Forget to mention,
our beloved monitor was SOSO handsome that night!!!
You are the BEST and most HANDSOME monitor in the entire universe!
Love ya!! muakz...
hehe...
and our cool cool Ms. Chiew who our the guest of honour ,
We did the knighty thinggy ,
Held 'swords' high up for the Most Honourable to pass through..
Damn funny... hahahaha...
Its was AWESOME!!!
We even spotted some couples that night,
haha... Our best 'harvest' of the night..
So SWEET eh, beng?
And same goes to our Murid Cemerlang-Jing Fei!!!
Your papa's shop is way cool man!!
Thanks soso much for allowing us trashing the place down!

Can't stop laughing for the whole 4-hours,
Our beloved JJ-s were damn hilarious... HAHAHA..
We laughed so much that we forgot how to cry,
seriously,
no one attempted to sob,
which is what we thought would had happened...
Guess we are a really jolly class ya...
hahaha...
Was way high till I came home,
still suffering from the awesome night we had.
I LOVE YA GUYS!!!!!!

Laughter had never left us these two years...
It may be out last gathering for all we know,
but the memories will we keep it save in our minds..
WE MONSTER ROCK THE WORLD!!!!
All da best in our SPM o!!!!



Trios + Pn. Sabariah... smiles!!!

p.s.: Gotta get back to work... Ciao!!!

Nonsense

Shut up and stay out of my life!
Do what you think is right,
for live SUCKS no matter what.
Don't say you care when you don't,
Don't say you wanna help, when it hadn't even cross your mind
Just please, shut up!

And there are the bunch 'fishmongers',
and all they think is about themselves,
thinking that they are way better than the others,
but yet do not realize how wrong they were.
And there are those who makes themselves so highly respected,
yet, pushes people down the cliff
when no eyes were placed on them.
So are those who spreads gossips around,
pinpointing someone, but says:"Just my opinion..."
Same to those who says things they don't mean,
Bad words, and words that hurts the others,
yet, gets away
by claiming its the work of someone else.
There are also those who pats you on you shoulders,
and claims that they are someone called "Your friends",
later turns their back on you,
when you need them true...
Had tried to hard to get everyone together,
really really hard...
In the end,
All I get in return is ignorance,
arrogance, foolishness and most of all
SELFISHNESS...
Should I go on like this???

Felt as if I'm a spectator, an audience
who watches my live walk pass me.
Looking barely through all the pain and sorrow people suffers,
Seeing through people's hardened heart pumping in their naked body,
witnessing every painful moments of people,
but yet is helpless in showing how they were to the ones they love.
Watching people fall on my knees,
yet, they couldn't reach for my hand,
no matter how hard I'd tried...
Life is damn depressing,
SUCKS! Totally meaningless...

Not to say that I regretted my life,
Life's too short for regrets,
but yet,
it's freaking boring.
Can't believe that I'm actually saying this,
but... I HATE EMOTIONS!!!!!
Hush... hush... emotions,
You are no help at all...

Who's the best?
Of the rest?
All you have to do is to trip and fall,
on a stinky piece of mud on the floor,
hold you hands up and say "PLEASE"
many will tease,
Stating that they are getting help,
Nope, not them, they're totally unreliable.
Who is to trust?
Is the one who dives in with you and fetches you out...

Hereby wanna give a BIG FAT THANKS to my friend Lemon who does the same to mua..
You're the best, man!!! You had made my day....

*** Crapping**** Crapping****

Nice

Hehe, yesterday said won't be posting any sooner but today I post again... lolz...

Erm, what I wanna say ah? oh ya, right.
Wanted to post this in Chinese, but found out that my Chinese is damn cacat...
haha... No choice, gotta use my broken English to tell the story lo.

Really had great fun today at PBC's Farewell Gathering.
Though its really a huge disappointment,
we still had fun.
Shocked to see how many people had came for this event.
it made me feel as if we are so awful that no one even bothers to say goodbye...
Sad~
Anyhow, it's our event and we had had to enjoy ourselves...
So... as usual, we PBC's do what we do best--'self-enjoy'(translate yourself)
hahaha....
Anywayz, we did make ourselves comfortable on the whole event:
We went through some lamie games,
Played like a 5 year olds,
Pissed off the game master,
Dine through the simple food they prepared,
Touched by Long's little message,
Laughed through the whole singing performance,
Rush out and took the stage,
Ignored the organizers,
Sang out hearts out,
and Danced till my shoes flew away (I meant it literally),
Zi high until we can't help ourselves,
Clapped till our hands rot,
Laugh till our mouths drop
And yet danced with our hearts desire....
It's damn FUN!
hahahahahah....
Had missed the times when all of us went crazy and did stupid things...
Though some of us might had only met a few times,
it did felt as if all of us are ONE.
Hadn't felt much when we were working together
but now, it's so sad to say goodbye....
And despite waving goodbye to the harmonic melodies of the ultimate CW Band,
plus the forever ongoing dragon's heir, PBC.
I had came to realized that we had to say goodbye to a special friend....
Who will be leaving soon...
What a day full of 'surprises'...

Mr. JX,
hope that you'll find a place that belongs to you in wherever you are heading to,
keep the music in you heart and share it with the ones that appreciates it.
We'll miss you smile and presence here....
Sill long....

Had stayed for the surprise performance then held for him...
Friends for Life.... Can see that they meant it...
It's sort of touching tough there are some mistakes here and there...
It was far from perfect,
but, it fitted perfectly into his heart...
Again, felt kinda sad knowing that I could never be the one sitting there fiddling...
But it earned a place in my mind....

1 Band 1 Sound!!!

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Another surprise to a special person, it's really a surprise, can see it through his expressions... He was shocked... Lolz.... haha.... Its nice celebrating a special occasion with someone you've known for life... Even special when you have a bunch of them... Though it on lasted for a short while, it meant a lot to everyone... Good Luck ya, guys... haha... Enjoyed spending time with you all!!! Good Luck in your exams!!!! ^^

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Change of mood...
Haha.. Am trying my best to blurt out whatever I have inside now...
This is my little space to do so..
Am making full use of it.. tee hee...
Kk...
Er....
It's really funny that not much tears were shed this year,
We all went through a lot... And I mean A LOT.
but still, I didn't feel much emotions going on...
Not like the past years,
you can see that everyone didn't want to say goodbyes,
Now, when it's our turn,
It doesn't feel the same anymore,
everyone seems to be quite pleased to be leaving...
Weird.
Anyways....
Thank you to all of you,
who had made my days,
For giving, sharing and caring,
Not to forget, smiling...
Love that all of you smiles...
It's like nothing matters anymore when you do so..^^
THANK YA, ALL OF YA,
for being in my life.....
Wish for the best things to happen to all of you,
and may you guys lead a great life in the future...

hahas.... Momo Love is feaking funny!
You guys gotta watch it... Really funny..
hahaz.....

Thought of blogging more... But you guys will be bored to death..
Gonna stop here...

Last words:
Gambateh to all SPM candidates, study well, study smart, study till you hit the charts... stay cool, stay clam, as it will be your lucky charm, Eat your fish and make a wish, Do your best and serve you dish, Try your best your the test, so your parents can be at rest!

whoo.. felt kinda poetic and simply made it up... haha...

-OUT-

Hey ya!

Oh great! I'm back. Please accept my sincere apologies as I had let my little space here to rot for after so long. Had severe problems with my com and hopefully it had recovered fully now...

It's really funny knowing that the day I posted my last post is when Beethoven's Virus aired for the 1st day on TV and now I'm posting when the show had just ended. Haha... guess it's like a spell or something. But the show is really fascinating, music is So-so MAGICAL!

Its just a quick recap of my 'olden' days.
er... Just wanna say that our Band Farewell went muddily well.
Yup, I did just mentioned 'muddy',
fyi, our dear main school was flooded with MUD and everywhere was like... brownish in colour.

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Poor Little jr-s had to scrub and wash and scrub the floors clean,
just to make way for us 'VIPs'...
And after that, they did more voluntarily work by helping the old folks to clear the water in their house...
Such a touching scene:

Despite being stinking sweaty, suffering from joints aches,
They managed to smile as if nothing matters~

Sweating, working, entertaining...
Can see that they had made an effort to make us happy...

^ Farewell committees (F3-s) performing...

And yes, they succeeded.
It's really a nice Farewell (though we didn't have much crying scene)
Thank ya guys for everything.
As we say, BAND ROCKZ~


Yeah, it's gross.. But we gotta eat it as a punishment... quite yummy..^&^

Yesterday Once More, lacks of moral, but damn touching.... Watch it and you'll know why...

" Don't want much, I just want everything,
Thought that I would forget everything...."

Can't stop think about it...
Bunkface, very impressive.

p.s: won't be updating often and sorry guys as I will quit blog walking for sometime...^^