Earth Hour

Earth Hour yesterday. Was So excited to welcome the hour. Had been waiting for it to happen since the day I knew about it. Not knowing how much it would help to save the earth, yet still wanting to join the special yet simple program. Almost the whole world is taking part and am glad that Malaysia took part this year too. haha....Was so happy to know that many people took part too...

Can see that yesterday there were no street lamps on near my neighbourhood. Everywhere were so DARK when I came back from Kampar. Its nice to know that many tv & radio stations kept reminding the nations to OFF THEIR LIGHTS on 28 March 2009 form 8.30p.m. till 9.30 p.m. Good publicity...haha... So, I came back not too long, washed up and start switching off all the lights in my entire house when time comes. Sis came back this week and we whole family sat in the living room singing and joking around in the purple light glow for that whole hour. Time really passes so fast when we are having fun. Without notice, an hour passed and its time for us to on the lights again. THAT was the nicest hour of the year.

Though you can see many people surpporting the program, yet there were still a small amount of people who didn't. Was disappointed to find out many of my neighbours still have their lights on then. Haiz....Had been looking forward to see the nice darkness in my neighbourhood which will be a special moment for the world. But everything in my fantasies vanished yesterday...

Anyhow, THANKS to those who did whatever they can to help save the world. An hour of darkness brings a whole life's brightness...^^

Dear Lord, Thank you for bringing the hours of darkness and uncountable brightness to our lives. May every nation of the world appreciate every second of darkness and brightness in their lives and make the most of it.....

The Greatest Love of All 《爱特别的你》

Just finished The Greatest Love of All 《爱特别的你》。 It had been accompanying all my days for this whole month. Too had that good things have to come to an end. But good thing that it is a happy ending...haha...

家轩&文欣

Ok, again brief summary...
This is a show about special children who have special needs. They face problems in their daily lives. Here's when the great almighty social workers comes into the picture. 文欣，a kind and generous social worker had also been someone 'special' before but after having love and guidance from her beloved stepparents, she recovered somehow. 家轩， another social worker who is born to help others came into her life and together they lend their hands in order to help as many children as they can. With 家轩 having a stubborn and stern father and 文欣 having a idiotic birth mother makes their lives miserable. Though everything seems upside down at times, their strong faith in helping people does not extinguish. Love their style and attitude...

Apple 洪乙欣（As 欢欢‘s mum)

hehe, here's when the real main characters come in.... 永乐、欢欢、开心、 家喜... few of the unfortunate ones had become much normal with the help of special schools and social workers, but the love of their parents helped the most. Click to know more

Cute little 家喜， He's so CUTE!!!

Ever optimistic 永乐，the person I admire the most

欢欢， the only one who made the most improvements...

Do watch out for this show for I believe that will be screened on tv again in the future, do not miss it at all...This show ROCKS!!! I'm Loving it...

Here's my week...

Ok, Can finally get into a media to express myself. First things first. Here it goes...
Damn disappointed today as there were many things that did actually went as planned. Getting freakishly low marks in my English (Not actually low but still not as expected), brought the wrong book to school making myself such a fool in front of teacher as I didn't actually do my homework during her Add Maths period but instead am doing other things (And I SUCK in add maths....), not to say not being able to pass up my homework because of silliness, disappointing teacher again in BM making the same old stupid mistakes again, Having some of our 'secrets' out to be known by the exact people we don't want to be known about ( Had been pretty upset about the fact that someone among us had let the cat out of the bag, had been so low profiled about it but plan ruined..), not going well as planned.... Had been troubled about the fact that I had not changed yet. Still suffering from the lateness ......Haiz... Still the same old me here...

Am now worried about whether or not the things we are working on works or not.. Still can't see it done. Hope that this is one of the think-too-much syndrome la.... Thank yA guys for willingly stand together and work together.... Thinking about THIS fact really makes my day...

Exam came and went this week. My very first time sleeping through the exam( I slept after finishing my paper la). Didn't do well this time, AGAIN. But am striving to do better next time. hehe...

The only thing that really makes me glad this week is that I had finally found what actually suits me... I sort of found my goal. Am keeping it to myself until the time comes. ^^

Forever optimistic 永乐。。

Frus....

Band leaflet is killing me now. Having a hard time and unconsciously got infected by something called "stress" and "frustrations". Had been flying off the handle many times due to some small matter which had wasted much of my time. Turning sort of fruit and nutcase here.... But it seems to be better as time goes by....

Its sweet strawberry day and we went celebrated it. Simple but nice. Enjoyed the times. Before that, I have one of my moods today. Spending almost my whole day in front of the comp. Typing, pasting, going crazy..... It made my eyes water.... anyway Hope to wish her a Happy Happy Birthday!!!

Watch one of my favorites today. Hunter 'Patch' Adams. A wonderful show which contains deep meaning. 1st Robin Williams movie which had really moved me. He's natural, jovial, happy, hilarious, enjoying, kind, loving, compassionate....And his slogan:"Patients beware...laughter is contagious!" affects many. Loved Patch Adams who is inspirational as he dreams to open a free hospital after witnessing the oppression patients meet when they go to the hospital for help, doctors who see themselves higher than the patients and stupid procedures.... Losing the one he loves, he succeeded in becoming a doctor and opened his dream hospital. Based on a TRUE story and book Gesundheit: Good Health is a Laughing Matter by Adams and Maureen Mylander, its definitely you feel sorry not watching it... Glad to watch it again.

Its the last 2 days before Camp. Hope to finish all of it by then. Damn freaking tired now... Gambateh! We can do it!!!

Band bandage

This post is written on 14.3.09 but it only got published now.

Ok, Its my practice day today and I went for practice. Feeling kinda frustrated in the morning but still managed to get my way to school. Can finally full band after such a long time, feels great to get to go practice again...Got a meeting to attend and got to know someone who has some sort of punctual issue. He's late,Later than me, there's actually people who are more not punctual than me...Wasted so much wandering around just waiting for him...Haiz.. Anyway, Still got time to practice and full band later.
Today is Hot Latin and Centuria's turn out. Got a chance to hear Centuria during the 'intermission' after combining. Hadn't heard of it for a long time now, really miss the times with it. Was touched by the melody. Too bad our band no Horn player to play the sweet and expressive song. The horn solo really when into my heart. Its terriby beautiful and nice. I wanna hear a real life player, hearing its beautiful rythm. Disappointed when I heard that Alto Sax replaced its place. Had been looking forward to hear about it but no...We didnt get a chance to hear Horn's music...haha...

Don't know why do I still feel as if I wasted my whole time in band. All the while loving band and being faithful for it, actually leads me nowhere. I have never got much chance to perform in front of others unless its something compulsory. No chamber performance, no group performance only get chances to perform if the whole band is needed (Which has a chance like as big as a peanut). And now its my last year here, getting to perform my last time in front of public I didn't get the chance to sit with my all time partner, Jen. Sad... and in the last year of my band life, I didn't get the chance to perform a new song. For the past year, I only get to practice 3-4 songs until now. Knowing that my standard is not yet to try out new songs, yet still feeling sort of disappointed. Unbearable feelings....

Sorry for crapping such a long post. Thank you for your time...

Sleep

A daed tiring today. Can't really think properly now. Sorry for all the mistakes I made today. Lousy planner, organizer, friend, daughter, sistes... Haiz How pathetic and stupid..
I wanna sleep now. Feel like sleeping as if I never slept before....I wanna sleep now..
Am still sffering from my guiltiness...
I wanna sleep now..Can anyone help me??!!
Heard a friend telling me how free they are in the holidays.....Ans sutpid me, having a packed and hectic schedule...haiz...

Simple day..

Ok. Sis went back this morning. All of us woke up early just to sent her back. We drove way up to PJ and came back. Neat huh? I missed a meeting yesterday and another today. This seldom occur but it did.. Had been left out in all my xtra-curricular activities this year. Don't know whether isit because I care much less or it just sort of happened. Just to know that We Form 5-s will be retired by mid-year but still active in what-so -ever we do...Anyway, gotta realy catch up in my homework. Had been so damn left out in my studies too. Wondering how am I supposed to do well in my SPM. haiz..

Sis gone back which means I'm all alone again. Enjoyed the fun we had together for the past few days though we didn't really id much..haha.. Dad and mum still treats me well when I behaved. Dad had been eyeing for some new models of cam for me. Here is one of them:

Panasonic Lumix DMC FS15.
Nice huh??One the the model which I like very much . Too bad I can't have it now. There are some conditions to go with it which is hard to fulfill. Anyhow, am still glad to know that he is looking out for me...hehe..

Me poor Lumix still no where to be found. Life's still not the same without it...Hope the fellow who took it will put my dear Lumix into good use....(cry...)

Oh ya, Heroes is one of a hit series now. Almost everyone is watching it. Its really nice and the anticipation is great. Even people like me watch it. haha...But I think there are some parts which makes people go crazy as it actually shows that people in the real world always believe in the wrong person which lead to doing wrong things. We must actually see clearly whoever whe trust and why must we trust them. Not only on the surface that the people looks honest means that they deserve your trust, the most important is the inner part.......Hope that you all know what I mean... Heroes is really nice... Watch it or you'll loose it... Seasons 2 and 3 had already arrived. Do check them out too!!!

Gotta go finish my SJ notes now. Wishing CH a Happy Belated birthday!!!

Nuts...

Had been all around the whole of Seremban Just now just looking for dinner. Whenever we go, All the places seemed to be either closed or full. We went round and around and around the whole city just for the sake of filling up our stomachs. Dad drove like a crazy person and made us dizzy and felt as if we wanna puke! Poor him anyway, just taking his family out for a nice dinner also seemed to be so difficult. haiz....Anyway, we went to a nice restaurant to have a nice dinner eating a nice dish of fish and my favourite 'tofu gang'... Mmmm...Simply magnificto!!! Though I enjoyed my dinner, I didn't seemed to be full. haha...I a gal with a HUGE appitite!!

You might be wondering why is this silly gal blogging so many post in a day. She seemed to be so busy but why is she so free now blogging so often in the same day. haha...Ya, I'm sort putting my whole day just by on9ing and soing my sort-of-complicated leaflet... So, it sort of meant that I'm free. I like blogging as in the future I might be wondering what sort of person I'm back then and will be eager to flash back on what I had gone through my whole life...So please bear with my long-windedness... And guys, I may seem busy everyday but actually I'm not as busy as you might think. Its just that I'm a lousy time organizer and sucks in practically everything I do. Having my parents nagging about how much time I spent in front of my computer an how if helps if I just spent the same amout of time in front of my books . And me there ignoring them. I know I shouldn't do that but that just seemed to be the way I'm. Sorry for making all of you worry.

Anyway, Korea had lose in the England Badminton Championship and China is taking the lead in the doubles. Go getter!!! Will be routing for all of you!!!

Its a smile!!!

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What do you see in the picture above. Is she smiling or otherwise???

Though she's not really pretty, but beyond the pale face lies a rather untold secret.Mona Lisa's smile is such a mystery. Until now, theres no one who knows whether she is smiling or grinning or not...Its something so amazing. Leonardo da Vinci is such an extraordinary painter... Credits should totally be owned to him.

Why am I suddenly so into such art?? haha...Take a guess...... Ok. Times up!

Had watched Mona Lisa's smile for the 2nd time for now. Its not actually what I call a good show but it definitely worth a watch. You should see Julia Roberts in her strict and frustrated face when she found out that there were so many of her pupils had stepped into a new page of their lives--Married life. Its awesome knowing someone is out there changing the world by affecting their thoughts. Katherine Watson changed many thoughts of her pupils and that made them the women they are. Disappointed as more than half of them had only a small dream of owning a family and getting someone who loves them, she gets so frustrated to see some of them following er footsteps...Its some sort of movie which will motivated you...Do watch it...

If I Were a Boy...

If I Were A Boy (Remix) (ft. R. Kelly) Lyrics

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

(R. Kelly)
If you were a boy
then girl you'd understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as I'm coming home to you
and give you the world

But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl and everything I do is for you (eh eh)

(Beyonce)
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy (Beyonce)

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)

I wouldn't play games (Kelly)

Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)

Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)


I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
so you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (with me, with me)

I'd listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It's a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached (Kelly)

If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy


If I were a boy. Would it get any better?? Loved the song Beyonce sang with R Kelly which totally rocks. It had been in my mind for ages now ever since I 1st laid my ear on it. It definitely sang every married gal's voices out... Get a hint boys!!!

Craps.

Frankly speaking, I'm simply starting to dislike what-so-ever I'm doing, how I do it and how the heck I organized it. Everything seems to SUCKS ( As what tofu would like to hear). Loads of freakishly awful homework. How can I finish the bloody stack of homework which had been hovering on my table for weeks and weeks? Life sucks!!!

Had been chatting with one of my ex-s. Had not been chatting with him for ages. Am glad to have a talk with him. Everyone has their problems and things that they fear. It just depends on whether they are willing share it or not. Am so glad to be chatting with him. haha...Really hope that he will calm down la..

It will be a busy and simply fuzzy day later. Many things going on on the same day. PBC Orientation, Band practice, Going to finish up what we had to finish and The best thing, My sister is heading home on the same day. So gotta prepare myself for whats to come later...

钱不够用2 is freakishly touching. Watching it for the 2nd time still moves me so much. Saddened by how people treats their parents and deal with life. Hearing old people cry is the saddest thing you can hear. How can people count each and every penny they spent on their parents while there are others who thinks that they simply don't give enough. Letting their mother sleep in a small corner of the kitchen, eating food all alone as if she doesn't exist.... The part when they sent her to an old folks home is the most heartbreaking. HOW CAN PEOPLE DO SUCH THINGS? ARE THEY HUMAN BEINGS?? Bloody fools I say. If it isnt't for our parents, will we be here, standing where we are, laughing out like idiots???? Please, everyone, have some humanity and do things your soul tells what's right. Don't become stupid fools and ignore who-so-ever who is important to you. Trust me,you will regret it someday...

Live...

Ok, to make this quick, I'll use my own language to do this. Went church. Attended Ladies class and learnt about the good and bad of core qualities. Its nice knowing about so many aspects in how people think and the values they hold. The value tree can actually help us know whether the core values we have is good or bad and what will it lead to. Anyone who wanna know what am I saying are free to ask me anytime. I'll be delighted to share with you.

I'm lacking of time in doing everything. Time passes so fast and can't seemed to keep track with it. Many task to do, so little time. Wonder how can I catch up with my homework....haiz...Will have to sacrifice more of my time on9ing now just to do more benificial things.... And above all, stupid add maths and Maths is killing softly... I wonder why do people actually study and examine it. For goodness sick, I rather spend my time studying other thing rather than doing mathematical equations.... And the best of all, I suck in all of it. Even teacher kinda think that I'm hopeless...What can I do?? Can someone help me??????

Had a short chat with a teacher of mine. Was so glad to hear her voice again after so many months. Though she wasn't one of the most favourite teacher among all her students, she's definitely one of the most memorable one. haha.... She still sounds tough, but had a bit of gentleness in her voice now. Can see that she had slowed down after her retirement. Its nice to know that she's doing fine.

Today is CM's birthday. It will be a meaningful day as its the 1st day of her adult life. May she be tough in facing all the trials and tribulations in the future. Congrats to B for his new life. May he enjoy his new life walking beside God...

Sis will be leaving again tomorrow. Will miss her then. Already missing her now... Had been a nice and happy week having her around. Playing and gossiping, even being my tuition teacher....2 weeks ended so soon, haiz...Time do passes so fast and we don't even know it.......

Music camp leaflets, PBC's things to settle, heaps and heaps of homework, datelines to passes, tasks to finish, roles to play, school tomorrow, ITS KILLING ME!!!!!!! Can I live through yet another week???

Btw, still no reply of anyone interested in donating blood. So disappointing...haiz...
ok, gtg now, anyone who knows which site can I find beautiful music graphics do tell me o...