Nice day...

OMG. I'm so tired now. Feel as if I can sleep for a whole month without waking up...

Freddie Highmore

So in LOVED with Evans Taylor (Freddie Highmore) and Lois Conelly (Jonathan Rhys Meyers) in August Rush.... They are so cute!!! A show which I watched with few of my best friends today. We had so much fun watching it and Keri Russell had actually mesmerizes me when she played the cello. She's so beautiful. Music seems to be everywhere to Evans. Its said to live in him or domething. He's so damn talented that it took him to Juiliard which is every musician's dream. Freddie Highmore was like so freaking Cute!!! Wished I can play the guitar as well as Evan in the movie. Though he's not as talented as Evan/August, his role in the show, he stills inspires me.... Robin William also starred in the movie and he wasn't actually like the cool Peter Pan he used to be as his role is sort of a antagonist but he still great.

Movie Quotes:
Wizard: You know what music is? God's little reminder that there's something else besides us in this universe, a harmonic connection between all living beings, every where, even the stars.

August Rush: The music is all around you, all you have to do is listen.

August Rush: [opening voice-over] Listen. Can you hear it? The music. I can hear it everywhere. In the wind... in the air... in the light. It's all around us. All you have to do is open yourself up. All you have to do... is listen.

LOVED THIS SHOW!!! A must see too!!!

Later, we went karaoke-ing in Ruby and sang our voices out!!! The main plan was actually to go visiting but for some 'great' reason, we changed out plan. Anyway,its freaking fun hanging out with my pals again. Long time didn't see each other and yet still play and fooling around as if we were always together. Gals...MUAKZ....LOVE Ya...^^ Lets ROCK the world someday!!!!
Oh ya, saw H and his new gf . So shocked to see them together...

Dad's cousins came to visit us by surprise. They usually visit us during the new years but this time there are only he and his wife. So, the folks chit chatted and we younger ones watched the TV. Watched Vantage Point and Water Horse with my sister while folding tiny little stars...Forgotten how many I folded...But its QUITE A LOT. Vantage Point wasn;t as nice as I thought and Water Horse was too easy to predict. But all well ends well....

Two more days till school reopens...Don't really want it to happen to quickly as there are many things to finish...^^ Gotta go to sleep now...Chao...

Yesterday, FUN!!!

Went visiting again yesterday. There were 14 of us. Al, Ch, Eling, Orange, Pie, Lemon, Boon, Tofu, Beili, Yan Ying, Jacky and Hui Li Was stunned when I saw Alvin's house. Its so nice that I thought that its a show house. Everything was in such an order that you can't believe. Modern design...Unique placing, beautiful decorations...simple landscaping...Its so nice!!! Went around visiting his house several times but still do not feel bored. Lemon brought his pro camera along and I was immediately drawn to it. Missed snapping shots and took the iniciative to become the photographer of the day...Some sort. His camera was so cool and so nice. The shots were so nice..We played tennis and the beating each other game...(forgot whats its name) and shouted so loud that I think the neighbours can hear...everyone berpakat to kill Tofu's character. Its so funny. Laugh laugh laugh and laugh.... We played cards laughing all the way.

Visited Cik Chiew and she's nice. Her house is as clean and neat as Alvin's simple, but nice. She was so scared that we are bored. So she took the cards ans stacko thinggy for us to play. We played a round or two and she was so surprised why we did not ******. So, she offered to play with us and many won $$. haha..Then we played stacko together. Everyone was scared to sit the 'lucky' place that Charmain had sat as everyone will precisely become 'lucky' enough to make the whole thing fall. Wonder Wasabi wanted to beak the chain and ended up doing so. (If not, teacher has to sweep the floor later. lolz) Losers had to eat three types of biscuits...Beng's friends as punishment. hahah... Later when we were out of time and had to leave we wanted to take A picture together using the timer. And ended up using a whole lot of time taking a bunch of pictures together. hehe..After thanking teacher the formal way we headed to ELing's place.

We went to ELing's house and her mother was expacting us since morning. ELing's place is also very neat and nice. Her niece of something was so CUTE!!! She's chubby and tiny. Two weeks old. She must be shocked seeing so many people looking at her...^^

Hui Lee's house is on the other side of the road. Her house is pretty and I like her room. Pinkish and Girly...Nice. Played card and chit-chatted and the its time to leave. Time passes so fast. Didn't feel it passing so fast. Enjoyed my day with whole bunch of them. Set a promise to come back to the same place together next. Really hope to do it again next year. Hey, some of the guys stayed in Al's house. I wonder how did it went...They played fireworks that night....Did the cops heard it???? ^^

Jacky was so 'you yu' the whole day. He kept hiding everywhere..haha...Weird ...^^
Thanks guys for willing to spend sometime together. And to all parents who took the intiative to hospitalize all of us.

Enjoyed myself very much until I forgot its actually band's new year dinner on the same day. haha..Am eager to know what happened ^^...

Done Visiting....

Can't believe it. I dislike plannings now. BIG TIME!!! (wanted to use de 'h' word actually, but then it will be against my beliefs...And I will become role model then..hehe) Nothing actually works nowadays. Plannings seemed so darn stupid and useless for me now. It stink a lot!!! Today's planning totally stink. At least I think so. So, back to the story, both of us didn't want to follow the guys anymore and decided to go visiting by ourselves. Its such a coincidence to bump into the other group of people who is also going visiting out of the blue and we followed them visiting. It must be faith. ( Really sorry KM and gang for causing such a big HUSH....) Am glad to follow them actually but for some reasons, I feel kinda bad leaving our former group as I felt like I had just ditched them...But anyway, that's just what we did and it happened already..

Saw something I don't think I should know. But I had know now. And felt like being cheated or something. They should at least tell me something la... A hint at least. Was kinda shocked when I saw it. Even my dear was shocked too. Is this what a friends should do??? Keeping BIG secrets like that??? And Pur-lease!!! stop acting as if no one see it, its kinda bad for children eyes. L will be damn sick to see it...haiz..Anyway, had always been expecting THIS to happen so it doesn't matter at all...

Anyway, had finally got to know where do some of my friends lives and how is their livestyle. For me this is the main aim for going visiting and not to get ANG PAU....So, guys, if you go visiting just to get more $, please cut all these crap. It just made New Year somehow unmeaningful and full of deception. Am quite pissed out when I heard that people go visiting to gain more $. Its so darn pathetic.

I had enough of visiting this year. It may be my last year of visiting people during new years making plans and so on. Am starting to be sick of it now. Feel as if I wanna puke now. Hope that this feeling will go away tomorrow coz there's another planning tomorrow. And that things will go as well as it should lar.... I **** plannings now!!!! DARN SICK!!!! Arrgh!!!! Guys, please make GOOD plannings and see the bigger picture whenever you want to do something. If not, it will end up being screwed up.

Am very happy to get to go visiting this year. I mean its for the whole week. Had so much fun which will definitely live in my memories for a long long time. Let me see, I think I went almost 14 houses in 2 days. What an achievement!!!!

Appreciation:
1. KM for making such a wonderful plan which made me enjoyed most part of my new year...
2. CL for accompanying me the whole day today....
3. To everyone whom I went visiting with, the crowd and laughter meant the most...
4. My parents who allowed me to go out with my friends...
5. All the parents who gave good hospitality and supplying transportation for us...
6. Alvin & Charmain wh worried about most of the plannings...
7. Friends who is willing to open their door in a popping up out of the blue situation...
8. JS for willing to play guitar for me...I learned a lot!!!
9. God for everything that happened....

P.S. Am kinda looking forward for tomorrow's visiting...More Than Words is darn nice!!! ^^ Oh and Sha, your house & family definitely ROCKS!!!

Movies...

Watched P.S. I LOVED YOU early in the morning and ended up weeping like maniacs with my dear cousin gal. We look like idiots weeping in front of the screen. But it can't be helped. We were darn moved with its flow. Tears just flow by itself and we have no control of it. Holly and Gerry Oh man, Darn touching lar.... Though its unrealistic, I can't really believe what he did that for her. Gotta get my hands on the book ASAP!!!

It had been a movie marathon for us. Watched about 8 movies all together. Can't believed I watched Mama Mia for the 4th time. Watched it twice in two days. And still loving it so much. How amazing is that. haha... And I finally get to watch Twilight and Nanny McPhee. Twilight is good but Nanny McPhee may seem a little too common to me but its kinda nice, the soundtrack and stuff. Anyway, can't wait to get the Twilight series on my hands.

Am glad to meet my cousins whom we seldom meet. Though we did nothing except well, watched movies, at least we get to talk a bit here and there. Thanks guys for stopping by this year.

Mum and dad is feeling under the weather now, I wonder how they will do later. Am worried about two of them now. Hope that they can become better when they wake up. Poor them, work until like that. And of course, the stupid weather did contribute, BIG TIME. Speaking about the weather, did any of you guys saw the eclipse on Mon?? I heard that its really hot that time and that we cannot see it with our bare eyes. Anyone witnessed it with a sun glasses???

Its the COW year!!! (Hey, KM, its your year leh!!! Happy?? haha) Me hereby wanna wish all of you a Happy and Prosperous Moo MOO New Year. May all the best things happen this year. haha...LOL everyone!!!

Confused...

Tears keep circling me, can't seem to stop it. Am starting to become uncomfortable with situation like this. It happens every year, and it never seems to stop. I can't stand this anymore. Its too pain for me to bear. Why can't it going to end??? It makes me weaker by faith year by year, and somehow I just can't stand it now. Can't seem to make this feeling go away. Had been like that for two whole bloody days.

Am so glad that she had actually talked to me, telling me about IT. So very glad that she finally admitted it. Though I almost cried again when she said it, I really enjoyed the little talked we have. At least it doesn't feels like we are strangers or something anymore. Had been so damn emotional these days. Can tear off for a little simple thing that happen. Where had the STRONG gal I know gone to?? The one who can withstand many things by herself and is able to step out for herself in all matters. Since when I become such a coward and start using tears as my weapon??? I don't understand....

CNY had not been the same this year. Everyone tends to take things for granted, forgetting each and every meaning of togetherness. Things aren't the same anymore. Just by thinking about it makes me sad. Why do we have to change the routine year after year. How can we forget the only home we own together as a family?? Forgetting the only one who brought us all together. I missed the years we all sit together and have the little talks we used to have. I missed all the fun and laughter we all make together just by playing cards, I missed the fun eating together and laughing all night long. Yeah, we did some of that, but it isnt the same. It seems like all our laughter had decreased as years goes by.....

Oh ya, btw, I seriously admire the Chinese New Year commercials that Petronas present every year. They are so meaningful, each of them. And the one this year almost got me in tears the 1st time I saw it. So touching and meaningful. Really wonder what inspires them. Thumbs up to the advertisement and credits to all who produced it. To those of you who hasn't have a clue of what I'm talking about. Please click here. Please watch it if you haven't lay your eye on it and think throughly about it.

George Burns:
Happiness is having a large, loving, caring, close-knit family in another city.

Desmond Tutu:

You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.

To all who are reading this, please do remember them in heart...

Sick!!!

Had just finished customizing my layout. Had been wanting to do it for a long long time. Hadn't changed my layout in ages and I need to break free. Desperately need to break free. I want to see something different in me, change whatever I can to make a new look, appearance, attitude, thinking, whatsoever. I wanna change!!! I gotta change!! Can't stand to see the same old me over and over again! Its darn boring. I need to turn a new leaf, a new personality, a new target, set a higher goal! Am so easily pleased, so easily fooled, so easily chicken out, easily wrath. Can't stand the same old thing going on and on again. Must change!!! My life is getting pathetic, am tired of doing the same thing all over again. Am tired of being lazy, am tired of leaving things till the last minute, am sick of getting late in all occasions, sick of saying am sick of ditching my friends for some stupid lame "work'', sick of seeing people die and not doing anything about it. Am sick of all this!!! But how can I change? I need to, but how? Can I just leave each of everything I'm in charge of alone? Can I quit each and every job I have just like that? Can I fake that nothing bad is going on and not bothered it ? Can I say, Its not my responsibility to take care of such thing? I can't! How could I? How can I close my eyes and ears to what is going on? I NEED to change, but can anyone help me? So sick and tired of being scold by my parents everyday, hearing my teachers saying :"I'm disappointed of you". No more, I don't wanna make plans which ends up in the drain, I don't wanna break any promise I gave to anyone, I don't wanna see my dear clubs getting weaker and anymore useless as years go by, I wanna make things happen, I wanna make my grades more beautiful, I wanna make myself a wonderful player, I wanna MAKE MY PARENTS proud!!! Bye bye Ms. Lazy, SICK and SORRY. Welcome >Ms. Possible !!

Bible quotes of the day:
With men it is impossible; but to God all things are possible.
- Matthew 19:26

Fat Hopes

现在是除夕夜了，还有好多收拾工作还没完成。 不知待会儿表姐妹来了后会怎样。原本还有好多好多想做的东西，不知现在怎么懒起来了。 看见妈妈忙着把 家里的东西收好，自己却一动也不动的，感觉自己像个不孝女似的，感觉怪怪的。 房间还很乱，书本到处都是，功课一大堆，要洗的东西好像永远洗不完。 昨天才刚刚过完分校新生迎新日，本人去年是其中一位摆档口的人，现在却以一位LPGM的身份搞了这一项活动。 之前有点生气为什么我们必须会总校协助那里的迎新日，但当天，我显得比较忙，需要处理的事很多。 看见好多人为了系吸引更多新生参与自己的学会而努力付出，心里好开心哦! 但这种事老是被一大堆问题给搞杂的。当天一早，有好多是需要被处理，一放下书包就走来走去。感觉好乱。 桌子椅子的是烦了我一整个星期，到最后还得有所更改，搞得场面乱七八糟。原本充满期待的心情也就被掩埋了。过后事情也解决了，迎新会也如火如荼的开始了。

我们一大堆LPGM疯狂的到处乱走，有时候又大大声的跟随着音乐高歌一曲，在众人的面前拍了几张废废的照片，感觉好好。但听到前振小的同学一直讨论新年要怎样去拜访老师，心里有点难受。一大堆人为在我身边一直讲一直讲，坐在旁边的我又一副莫名其妙的样子很怪，结果就找了一些理由去处理自己的东西了。想一想，我们培华一族也似乎好久没有好好聚一聚了，好想念以前的我们哦！

回来后，又看见一些令我非常失望的局面了。 当天真是对我两个学会团体的人很失望。看见他们的一举一动，真是令我叹了几声。华文学会的人只会在意那些有的没得，又不回去好好珍惜借来的东西，却不会去学会拉人或做点有用的东西。乐团的人呢，自古表现自己，犯了团规也无所谓，真是令人失望。原以为这两个人气王会吸引很多新生的，最后变得空荡荡的。相反地人气没酱旺的学会团体反而吸引许多许多新生的注意。

一切结束后，收拾工作还是得由我们几位及默契十足的女童军做完。虽然其他人有协助，但感觉好像只有几个人在做似的。好羡慕童军们对上头的尊重哦！乐团里怎么好像很难看见这种现象呢？ 虽然有点生气拍拍屁股就做掉的人，但还是很感谢那些留下帮助收拾的人。过后我与妃回班向Rebecca见了最后一次的面就放学了。我带了甜品给大家吃，可惜因为是放学了，有些人没吃到。还好东西又被吃光。

我们几位女生被吩咐留下来等罗里来再送剩下的东西，与两位童军仔在太阳下等了蛮久的，它才肯出现。车上两个家伙一见到我们，好惊奇地问：“怎么只有你们女生留下来啊？其他男的呢？” 我也很想知道。大家合力把东西搬上车，终于成功把所有东西搬完了。接着，我目睹了几位没有风度的男生不肯把前座让给女生的一面，要她上罗里后座才行。好不可思议哦！真为小咖啡猫不服。先生们，下次有风度点可以没有？

虽然为了这个活动我旷了两天的课，让自己做过了一些重要的机会，对默写东西感到无比的失望，但最后还是值得的。哈哈。很感谢那两天协助及配合我的人，及大家的贺年卡。最后一年收贺年卡了。^^

THANKS EVERYONE FOR BEARING WITH MY EMOTIONS ^^!!! Hey,Charmain thanks for complimenting my agar-agar & Soon for helping to finish it ^^...

Got a chance to blog. Finally~^^
Today I went back the main school for the Orientation day. All because of LPGM...haiz...I didn't want to go back today as its Rebecca's Farewell in my class. So, disappointingly, I went back...Unwillingly, I didn't really wanna do my job and is so damn frustrated feeling mad towards the main school people who wants us to go there. Haiz...But anyhow I still went there and did my job the best I can and finally stood through the whole day. hehe. But really disappointed seeing some of them not really making themselves useful when they are there the whole time. Anyhow, I can't do anything to change them. Pathetic....Darn pathetic...I want to have fun in my school and my class. Lucky I heard that they only took some photos and ate cake. If not I'll become really mad and sad...haha....

Am happy that we finally worked out the theme. It had been such a drag. Taking so much of our time and its now finalized. hehe...Yippee..!!! Am kinda worried about tomorrow's orientation. Hope that it will go on smoothly la.

Oh ya, Guys: Char, Kah Mun, Alvin... Take care of yourselves a. Don't get sick so easily la.

P.s. Happy Birthday Li Peng!!! Sry for not getting to wish you today. ^_^

Rebecca's Steamboat gathering

Rebecca's Steamboat gathering was a blast. Well, kind of. There were many many people there la. I mean 5Mers and heaps of prefects around. Many people. 6 tables full. Had actually planned to eat somewhere else as I'm sick of eating the same thing all over again. Its making me SICK!!! Didn't really feel full when I get back. Still feeling somehow empty in my stomach. haha... Anyway. Can see that Rebecca's is really happy today and shua da pai-ing by coming pretty late. Will be missing her when she leaves all of us. Can't imagine 5M after New Year. It must feel as if something is missing just as when Kai Jiet and Shu Jie left us. Am happy to attend the gathering.(except the fact that I had to eat at the same place again la). Me and C sat at the same table as Jia Jun and Dog...haha sry a, GGY. Was kinda shocked that she had actually talked to him despite feeling hatred against him. Glad to be one of the witness of her doing so. Hey, C its really a good start, keep going and everything will be over. Don't tell yourself that it will be the last time. It cannot be. Try doing it again and everything will go on well...haha... Rebecca hugged us as we depart from the place. Felt kinda warm and yet surprised that she did that. Had not hugged before though we had been friends for so long. Will definitely miss her later. Hope that she won't forget all of us when she reaches KL. Good Luck and have fun there while studying. Thanks for being so sporting all these while. Please do think about us often as we will do so too...

This might be the last gathering with her. There will be a farewell party for her again this Thursday, but I can't make it as I gotta go to the main school for Orientation. Damn it!!! really wanna be involved in the party. Maybe I should find some excuses to stay back. Maybe it will work. Anyone agree??

One of my friends might be having a hard time now. Hope that he will be all right now. Forget all the unhappyness and get over it soon. Everything will be all right. Sorry for not being able to help out.

Talked a lot to my mum today. Had been babblering a lot about my library. Can't seem to stop once I start. Everything I think about are onlt three things.
1. Stupid library-Had been thinking it a lot lately. Maybe its because of the interview that had just over. Thanks again to all F4-s and leaders who helped me BIG time yesterday. Appreciated it.
2. My Church-Thinking about God a lot too. Am confused about something. But it will find an answer soon. Hopefully...

3. My family and friends-Not a nice topic to talk about as its not a good thing. Some of my friends are either sick or SICK. haha..Am worried about them. But I seem so useless now. Cannot help out. haiz...

Oh ya, about Gaza too. Had just seen a picture of a dad holding his baby dead with her eyes open. OMG. I thought she was alive but she isn't according to the papers. Felt so heartbreak after seeing it. How can disaster like that happen to a innocent baby just like that?? Where's humanity??

Whatever is going on. It keeps my mind occupied a lot. Won't be blogging until next week. And its Fun time!!!! Chinese New Year, here I come!!! Can't wait to see my sis and cousins again!!!

*To sis. I miss you so much. So does dad and mum. Take care a...

Judges 5:31:
May they who love you be like the sun when it rises in its strength

"Merentas Desa"

School's cool today, a replacement day for CNY. Went to school and did nothing much. Sang through the whole first two period while doing add maths. Then, PJ until recess. Tried lompat jauh 1st time and am liking it. Heard that I did quite well. (Dunno whether isit true anot...) But am hoping to take part in an event on sports day. Its my last year being able to take part in such thinggy, hope to grab as many chance as I can. Stupid me also splint around the whole school when our PE teacher didn't even mentioned anything about not moving and staying put. Ran like an idiot for nothing... Recess time!! 1st time spending my recess with my 5J buddies this year. And we acted like maniacs. Two groups sit facing to each other as if a finght is going to break between both sides. And we talked so loudly even the prefects glanced back again whenever they pass by. In the end, both groups emerged together making tons of noise which caught everyone's attention. Later, its 'gotong-royong' time. Went library to wait for those who promised me to helped library. So disappointed when I found out that I'm the only one waiting. In the end have to do everyting by myself. Damn it!! Luckily the Form 4's are willing to help out later and they also helped promoting the interview.And the results are much more than the 1st interview. Thank You Guys!!! A LOT!!! You all sometimes really make me proud of all of you *Sometimes) Thanks to all leaders too forgiving so much surpport. Though there were only a few peple helping out, we still managed to finish somethings on time. Much gratitude to all of you. I really suck in everything. Haiz...

Made new year biscuits after coming back from school and is craving for sleep. Ok la, thats all for today can't stop typing while sleeping....Hiaz...

School life...

We celebrated Jacky's and Leong's birthday in class yesterday. Did many funny things like asking teacher to gove us sometime to celebrate for them, gave them a drawn cake( we drew a 3 layer cake on the board), sang a loud really loud birthday song (Eng-Chi-Malay), ask them to make a wish and blow the candle (by erasing the candle light in the board), cut the cake(again by erasing method) and finish the cake(clean the board). It was so funny!!! We laughed the whole time. Can't seem to stop. We enjoyed it so much(except some of them....busying doing homework...haiz). Even Pn Chew enjoyed it, saying that we have a wild imagination. hahahaha....Still suffering from the laugh yesterday, I keep laughing whenever I think back. It was so funny the way they make things. Hope to have this kind of event again.

To Jacky n Yee, hope that you both like the card we made for you both la. Happy 17th Birthday !!!!

Will not be able to online so often now, gotta study hard this year. So, posting will be lesser and simpler. But still, please enjoy them. Enjoy school guys, its our last year in secondary! Do, make every minute of it valuable and memorable. Do not regret anything.

* Please note that there are some very terrible things happening in the other side of the world. Ya, I meant the Gaza incidnet. Do appreciate the peace you have now and try contributing as much as you can to them. I'm suggesting that we make a donation to Mercy or any other ways to the Gaza victims to all Chan Waians. Anyone interested, please tell me on Monday. Hope that we make as much funds we can. haha Gambateh!!!

Its school again.

Am happy to be back to school today. Having Charmain beside me now. Hope that we won't be changing our places la...Am happy to meet the 4Mers again..But this year, we will be called 5Mers..haha. Was shocked to hear that Rebecca will be transferring to another school later. Will miss her then. Before school ends, it was a terror. Everyone was shocked when we heard that we can only be off by 2.40 pm. And all of us thought that we will be off at 2.00pm. Everyone panice and rushed around to arrange their transport. Luckily our teacher allow us to off early and much fuss is unneeded. haha..Thanks Pn Lee. Gambateh!!!

My Day...

Attended service today. Dr. Cook(I think it spells this way) gave a lesson called leadership. He says that leadership does not mean someone having power over other, but its to serve other. I was kinda shock to see the social organization pyramid he shown was actually upside down which is totally opposite form what we usually see. He says that we lead to serve and not to show power. Though the things he said makes sense, but I'm still kinda confused about some details. I need some ANSWER!!!

After lunch, I continued my day by watching my La Corda d'Oro which I'm crazy about these few days. Had finished the whole season 1. Hope that season 2 will be out soon. Credits given to the characters Kahoko, Fuyuumi, Shimizu, Yunoki, Hihara, Tsukimori and Tsuchiura. They really made me realize a few things which I had not thought about a long time.

1. Music can act as a media to express your feelings eg:happy, sad, depress, in love...Having skills only is not enough.
2. Music can make people happy and feel what we feel while expressing it.
3. We play our OWN music not anyone's else which is one of a kind. It cannot be imitated by anyone.
4. Every violin is handmade. Each of them the one and only instrument in the world and has no second.

I really thought a lot today. During the journey after sending my sis back, Fern's words suddenly strucked me, the words she said to me after the practice cancelled incident which was totally my fault and its goes like this: "don't say just sorry and admit your fault after this happened, DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE IT HELPS..."It hit me that yes, admiting fault does not change any single thing, being practical in admiting it counts. I had been so slow in realizing things like this and am not really willing to do my part these days. I hope that I can do better tomorrow. Though I'm not keen enough is suceeding things in my life, I've gotta try hard to. Then some other thing came through me. Tomorrow school reopens and I was going through the things I need to prepare for tomorrow. I came to found out that there were some things I don't have as I have lost it long ago. Thinking deeper, I realized that I had actually been losing many material things in the past costly or not, they eventually disappear. And by losing all this, I have actually gained many things spiritually and experience after all of that. It makes it even. God always makes sure we get something more valuable after taking something away. Thats what I think knowing that everything around me will vanish and will not stay long with me.

Am kinda worried about how tomorrow will go. I have never have this kind of feeling before. Looking forward for what new will happen tomorrow.


Bible Quotes of the day:
Acts 20:35
It is more blessed to give than to receive.

My Violin

I'm really totally seriously majorly in LOVE with my violin. Had been watching La Corda d'Oro lately and I came to realized that I really had been missing my dear 'husband' quite a lot these few days. Kaho in the series pretty much makes me miss my violin more than ever as I had not been playing it for almost 2 weeks. Didn't really noticed that I had not touched or meet IT for so long. And finally, I can't stand the anticipation to wait any longer and went straight to have a 'date' with IT. Its my first time catching up with IT this year. The feeling was unbelievable. Relaxing, enjoyable, sweet, calm, cool and most of all, relieved. Luckily it have not forgotten me and stills recongnize me behaving better than usual. It somehow feels familiar and yet feels far apart. Am glad that I had finally caught up with my violin which makes me double triple happy. And makes my day. Thank you dear violin. Thank you very very much!!!

Time passes so fast. Its only one more day before school reopens. Still many things are left undone. Many shows waiting to be watched. Many chores waiting to be done. Its kinda frustarting doing school work during the holidays. It may seem like a small and easily accomplished deed, its somehow time consuming. haha...But its nice to finally get to see my dear friends in school. It will be quite a year. And I have no idea how will I do this year. Everyone seems to be keen to work hard to get the best results in their SPM except silly me, still feels nothing and fools around all day long. haiz...Still missing my Lumix very much. My hands are itching for some shots!!!

Hope that everything will go on well in church tomorrow. Though I didn't get to follow them to FRIM today, I still hope that they had a nice time there. Am craving for some delicious feedback then...haha..

Oh ya, guys, any nice songs to recommend? I'm kinda outdated lately and hopes to get nice, delicious songs for my ears...haha...All recommendations are welcome. Don't be hesistant. Thanks.

《三把爸一个妈妈》 Edited

Seeing the birth of a baby is really touching. Its like a miracle happening. The second the cute little zygote come out of the mother's womb with the umbilical chord attaching to it, tears flows out uncontrollably. Its like the world opens up and everything seems fine and beautiful. Nothing on earth is bad but pure and clean. This is what it seems during a child birth. Though that's what I think. Watched Korean drama 《三个爸爸一个妈妈》。 Its so nice seeing the birth of a child. 9 months in mothers womb. Suddenly kicking out from there desperately wanting to see the world. It has been long since I become addicted to a Korean drama. This show is definitely funny. haha...I'm Lovin it!!! Love Eugene but her hair in the show is kinda weird. Anyway, she still rocks!!!