Gratitudes.

Oh... It had been officially a week since I hadn't updated here.. Sorry guys as it had been quite a holiday for me. Its like I've gotta sit in front of the computer all day long just to adjust some simple things. FYI, its not easy to publish a book, even a class mag. Not to say a book which will be read by everyone in school. So, had devoted my whole holidays in making the book which is rather tiring to tell the truth. People seem to think that its a easy job and all we have to do is collect the data but no, it needs tons of time and effort after achieving all the info we need. Oh my, am starting to sound like an old lady, that's all about my say in book making...^^

This post will be long as usual as it will contain the other things I wanted to post since the holidays but do not have the time to do so. I did think that my holidays were relaxing and sort of frustrate too!! Here's some gratitude I wanna show to some parties...

Monday

Got to gather with my classmates to give a 'final touch up' for our Class Mag as said. Was really glad that everyone made it (well, except Charm who is sick) and gave their best in helping to make it happen. But still as usual, we from the monsters class have a special talent which is making loads of noise and the ability to have fun in whatever we do which in the end, we don't really get to finish what we set out to do. Just wanna apologize to all the monsters as I was sort of fierce that day and kept ordering this and that that fine day. Really really sorry if I had ever made any of you uncomfortable or said things which offended you... Please do accept my sincere apologies... But still Thank you all so much for voluntarily offered to help in making this class thinggy of ours and the full support given. I love ya guys so MUCH!!!!!!!!!! THank You guys!

Tuesday

Can't really remember what had happen that day. Let me think.... Hmm....Nopes, nothing....

Wednesday

Gotta go to the publishers office of the Zhen Feng, a book by the PBC which will be published every year end. It's located in KL and we took the KTM there. Met loads of people there where most of them were also heading to KL to gai gai with friends. Was delighted to be involved in such a Big thing. But was sort of worn off when we were back as tons of brain cells were dead by the fact that too many thinking was done... You know what I mean. Anyway wanna give a BIG thanks to Mr. Chai for his friendly hospitality he gave to us and the nice lunch he belangjad.... lolz.. Oh ya, to another Mr.Chai who send us back so kindly.. Thanks ya!!!

Thursday

Home all day long facing my dear PC.. Thanks ya PC for the cooperation you gave to me...

Friday

Spend whole day with dear PC again. Oh ya, had forgotten how much I missed watching the auditions of American Idol. Its hilarious! hahahaha... Enjoyed watching the Season 8 replay.. haha...

Saturday

Another devoted day in class mag making. Biscuit, Lemon, Prawn and Black man came. Glad that all of them came. Laughter never left and the fun of teasing each other is always enjoying. Thanks to all of them, we finally got to complete something. It's really a nice known Saturday as sis is back!!! Hooray!!! Had been anticipating this day for a long long time... Mum's cooking was superb and it's nice to have a 'reunion' dinner like this. Mum, you ROCK!!

* Thanks ya, Al for helping in fixing my comp in tears! You sure make a good technician... ^^

Sunday

Too bad there are Goodbyes today. Many people gotta head back to their respective places after the Raya holidays. Haiz.. May they have a safe journey home. Thanks ya Uncle CM for the nice lunch! Oh ya, had a nice dinner with my dear leaders in Hawaii (Steakhouse, I can't really afford to go overseas...Lol..) Its such a nice gathering and the reunion was really fun as we got to chit-chat a little more than what we usually do. The conversations we had was silly but yet comforting. Love to know that all of us can bland in together regardless of our age. We were all friends despite the fact that we are their ex-com. Nice dinner we had as a appreciation for our hard work, but too bad everyone had to leave in a rush. Anyway, thanks ya guys for giving such an interesting dinner. You guys will be great leaders and will lead our librarians to a better future! (Haha... it's a little over...) OMG. The ice-cream I had is really making me sick!!

** CM, see, you didn't join us. You won't know how much you miss.. hahas...
*** One Tree Hill's back in action.

Monday

Today is not a nice day as we have our exam papers distributed back to us. What the heck! Such lousy results I also can get?? haiz.. what can do? didn't study ma. Cannot blame anyone except myself. Anyway, thank you Pn. Selva, Cik Yeon and Pn. Chew today!!

Kay, more things to be done. Better work my arse up in order to beautify my 'picture of life'... lolz... It might take awhile for the next post, who knows??

Pic of the post( lolz... added it as the post looks boring):

An Apple a day, keeps the stress away!

This pic is taken in the dark where all the glow-in-the-dark-s steps out immediately, showing of their beauty and glowing brightly in the dark..

Quiz: What positive attitudes dwell in you?? Think about it and list out. Keep it in your diary and read it once in a while, adding the list or rather deleting some... Keep it. You'll definitely use it in the future....

蜗牛-周杰伦

Haiz..

OMG. Desperate!!
Kinda Frus right now..
Feel like screaming in front of my comp..
Gosh.. Why isit so hard to do a simple thing??
TO organize my time well..
And 2 other things which took up practically all my time..
Arrgh... No time for myself...
Suan...

Luckily I gotta eat Mcflurry today..
Mum belanja.
So happy man... haha..
Thanks mum!! Luv ya!!


Ok. Gotta get back to work. Do wish me luck!!

Wishing all of you Happy Holidays and Happy Raya !!!
Use this period of time wisely o!!
Happy Birthday Zhi Yuan!!! May you be a better person!!

雪花

Wet wet day...

Its really a damp weather today.
Rain, rain and more rain...
Gosh, what a nice day to sleep in...
Anyway, got to go for a nice morning jog in our pretty Lake Gardens today,
What a pleasant jog, I say...
Beautiful scenery, calm pond, friendly joggers...
A nice place to go..
Though the rubbish there were terrifying...
All in all, a nice place to go for a nice cool morning jog.

Had bugged my dad to buy me some ice-cream
and is answer is a constant NO.
I really wonder why my parents dislike me eating the heart-capturing dessert...
Its not like I will get sick after eating it right?
I want ice-cream!! A&W Ice-cream!!
Baskin Robbins..
Whatever.. A plain Ice-cream will do!!
Anyone bother to buy some for me??

Oh ya, here's a joke:
Waiter: 你要喝什么？
Me: 一杯冰水。
Waiter:要冰吗？
Me: ???? 我叫冰水喔! 当然要冰啊！

Laughs, this is what I experienced just now when I went for lunch.
The waiter is damn funny.

Btw, can anyone tell me how do caves exists?
I mean how come there are holes in the mountains which are known as caves??
Sort of lazy to do my own research. -_- zzZZ
Hope that kind little you can solve the simply little question of mine...

That's all for now. Gotta get ready for my dinner...
Happy HolidaYz~

Humming:

Rain.. rain go away,
Come back in another day...

Some Where Over The Rainbow-Judy Garland

Way happy wey!

Beethoven's Virus will be screening on TV at 5 October!!
Can't wait for it to show!!
Heard many comments about it and none of it is bad!
Hehe.. At least there's one good news for the day!!!
Oh ya make it 2,
tomorrow will be a holiday for all of us!! HOORAY!!
Our school declared it officially this morning and just can't believe it!!
We are free!!! HOLIDAYS!!! I'm coming to get you!!!

Oh ya, just fyi,
Please do not simply post anything personal which reflects you and your life
as it has been said that people can track you down through the Internet.
Be careful of what you put on the Net,
It's really dangerous nowadays..
Whatever you post, its a trace of your life,
so if people is 'interested' with you,
You'll know what happens next la...

Ice-cream, still in my mind..
Can anyone belanja me eat Ice-cream???
I wanna eat Ice-Cream!!!
Hehe....

Ok. Don't wanna talk much.
Me wanna go and save my crying PC!!!
Toodles~

** May all the road users travel safely back to their respected destinations...
*** Thanks beng for helping me in the programs thinggy...^^

难相处-江美琪

Craps

Creeps.. I'm starting to get hungry again..
FOOD!!! I NEED FOOD~!!!
That's no way I can live a normal life if I can't stop my craving for FOOD!!!
Nopesy.. Gotta control.. No food for you yay!!!

Er, just wanna clarify something.
I think I did some mistake by posting something I wasn't supposed to.
Was not angry or pin-pointing something in my previous post.
Just wanna tell all of you that it don't be easily affected by what people says.
And do be true to yourself and try not to fool yourself by doing things that is not you..
I guess that some people got the wrong idea of it.

To my dear friend: I'm sorry I made you feel bad my friend. What you said do have an impact to me which that it helped me think clearly.. I wouldn't wanna do anything to hurt you and that I guess I made a Big Mistake by saying stuff like that here.. Please don't let my words bother you... Forgive me, bestie...

Gotta get myself something to occupy my time,
Felt really empty wandering round my house all day...
Guess TV's really a good cure for it..
And yes, FOOD too!!^^
Still suffering from Lazy Bum Syndrome,
Loads of things to do but still... Plain lazy..
Arrgh... Gotta kick my own A** out,
Oops, I can't, (My legs are only meant to kick forward.. Not backwards..)
Oh well, must find some way to help me do it...

btw, The Perfect Score's nice, check it out!!

Everything-Fete Dobson

It's a Long One, be ready!!!

Got to spend some quality time with my lovely violin today.^^
Had been craving for the time for us to spend together for the past few days.
And got to have a tiny whiny bit of time with it..
What a special moment we had, didn't we...^^

Gosh, had gained so much weight ever since trials started.
I know many of you won't believe me but its true.
Evidence: My pants!! they are all too tight and most of them are unwearable now.
I'm like a small hyppo now, (with spare tyres around me...)
It's 1.40am now and I'm still holding a cookie on my other hand while typing.
Matching up with a nice warm cup of tea...
I think there won't be any chance of me being called thin anymore.
Craps, that means I've gotta buy a new batch of clothes for myself!!!!
Arrgh..
Can't keep my mind out of food.
Eat, eat, eat, that's all I do and now
have to suffer the consequences...

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Anyway, had a great time today as we got to watch a movie in school yesterday.
Called 《三个好人》，
Though the attendance was poor,
There was a slip second where it felt as if all of us are one...
In unity.
What a nice moment.

Had to fill in some form about our dismissal from school.
It requires your Co-cu activities, post you had and achievements,
And so, I filled whatsoever that is required and directed by the teacher...
I filled things that I had experienced and all the other requirements needed..
And had already filled half the column in minutes...
And then a friend of mine said something which got me thinking.
She said:" If people don't know you, they will think that you are trying to boast about your achievements and show off." (Didn't look happy)
Was so shocked to hear that.
And then I wondered about what she said,
Am I doing so? Am I trying to boast ?
And then it strikes me,
No Way I'm doing that，it's not like I have anything to boast about.
I just happened to be scribbling whatsoever that is demanded and just being true about myself.
I may have wrote about a lot of unnecessary things which are not important,
but its what I had done.
I have no achievements which can be compared with other people,
and can't I be happy with the little I have?
I don't have to please people by showing off the things I have and too don't care of what and how people sees me,(I think?)
Maybe I got a little carried away by the subject again...
But it do bug me as this comes our from a friend who is quite close..
Oh well, as long as I'm honest to myself and am not doing anything wrong, nothing matters...

Oh my, can't belive I haven't mention this.
Our class T is finally out!!!
haha.. serious, the same Class T which got me so nervous and excited since the pass few months is finally done!
Damn happy!!! (Flying in the air~)
It looks just like what I had imagined and
all the things I had been worried about are actually put to waste..
hahahahahahahahahahassssssssssssssssss.......

Our very own Class T

5M©

P.S. I Love you.. I love you!!!
Thanks so much for putting so much joy in my life for the past few days,
enjoyed your company...

** Can't get my mind off the song 我的太阳 sung by a little boy in my school... urgh...
*** Happy Belated Birthday Yang and MWei...

永不消失的彩虹-卓文萱

This Is The Day...

Oh gosh. Finally.. This is it!!
Add Maths down, Maths down, Physics, Chem, Bio... All down!!
What's left is only Chinese!! haha..
Felt as if I'm flying in the air now...
haha..Holidays!! here I come...
Anticipated this day for so long and now it had finally arrived.
Relaxing afternoon I must say,
a lonely jog with enjoying music all around,
beautiful plants blossom before me,
Children playing among themselves ignoring the lonely stranger passing by,
Some of them may symbolize our slogan "1 Malaysia"
Saw a Chinese and a mix-blood Chindian riding a bike together...
What a nice picture to be taken...
Though there were enormous number of strays,
it didn't seem to be a bother at all..
Ahh... What a relaxing day...
Treating myself a love tale,
Full of passion and heartfelt scenes,
which took me to another dimension,
where I'm no longer a part of this complicated world
or rather just a passer-by to spectate the magic of life.
Its fascinating looking through someone's life,
knowing what the persona's thinking, feeling whatsoever she is the time,
Such a beautiful portrait to be taken,
where Love is the main character of your life...

hahas... Nice day to have after those freaking moments of brainstorming..
Thank God that it all come to some end...
Which we can breath again and shout out:"I'm Free~!"
This is the day...

Wonder why is it so hard for humans to accept something that sounds illogical..
It might sound insane,
What what are the chances of it happening?
Isn't it as same as the chances of having it not to happen?
That's what we humans these days are,
Its all about facts facts and more facts,
and fantasies and plain out dreams doesn't seem be happen anyway.
Isn't this kind of lifestyle making us similar to robots??
Life's tough when there's no more creative hope to cling on..
Don't you think so?

** Craps, dad's mumbling again...gotta go now...

9 Crimes-Damien Rice

Sep B'days~

Hahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!
Hehe.. The reason why am I so happy is today's the actual birthday of 2 of my favourite person!! Uncle K and Jing!!! Way happy man!!! Felt so excited when I arrived in church today... Almost went crazy as I went insane this morning... Replayed Jing's song for N times and could not get my eyes off the comp... She's way way cool!!

And right now, I would also like to wish some of my pretty little friends , Jen & Ling who had just celebrated their B'days days ago, Kah Ling & Z.Er in the following week, and dozens of them for the weeks to come... Here's my wishes to all September babies!!!

Hap... hap... HaPpY Bufday!!! (The scene from Snow White... lol)
May you all have a prosperous year to come and so will all your(s) wishes come true!!!!
God bless... ^^

Oh ya, sorry Ling for not getting to spend your B'day with you.. But, hope that you did have a splendid day yesterday. Muakzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz to lovely you!!!!!!!!!!!

**Gosh, exam's still on and still had not click with the freaking Chem and Bio.. Ahh!!!

Down..down...

Wanted to post something else at first, but instead, I posted these bunch of craps. So, bear with me for a little while...

Scenerios
A: You should study now and play later. The time is crucial to you now, you have to grab every minute now and study. There's no time to waste. Every minute is important to you now, make good use of it. People all fighting for time to study and you sit here and waste it. Don't always do all the useless things. No use one. I told you many times already, but you still don't listen. If you don't listen now, you will not have much chance to hear me talking to you in the future. Go go study!

B: What are you doing? Why are you not studying? You still think you got a lot of time hor? Not scared one meh? People all fighting for time to study, know how important is SPM and you still sitting here like nothing. The future is yours, you decide la...

C: So, have you studied yet ?
Ans: nope.
C: Huh? You still don't want to study ah? Tomorrow is the paper already still not yet study ah? Not scared ah? You think you can score good marks if you continue like this??

D: What do you wanna do in the future? What course do you wanna take? What interests you? Any goals you wanna achieve?
Ans: DOn't know yet, Not sure, Music, Movies, Photography, sleep?? Erm, being able to be a backpacker?? Help others? Sleep, eat and be merry??

Ok. These are what I get from the comments and questions by the people around me. Was always scared to admit that I'm a lazy person, but now, I do. I'm a Big Fat Lazy Bum who does not know how to treasure time and make full use of it. I'm always talking of something, being determined to accomplish something, but still I fail in doing so. Its as if I'm crap-talking. Dragging deadlines, lazy to study, always glued to my TV and com. Nothing seems to mean much and music now, its just a part of my life. Craps, what had I become? An ***hole who knows nothing but craps a lot? An idiot who is contented with all she has now and has no other demands in her life? Some jerk who thinks that she knows a lot and has what she wants and have everything a person can ever have but yet, she do not have a single clue of what she wants and lacks? Idiot You, Shyuan. This is all BUll Sh**.

This is a part of my life. Sorry for being so emo. Its just that I need a place to do some self reflection and stuff... My life is in a mess.... Its time to get up and clean it all up!

Realize-Colbie Caillat

Wake Up!!

Ahh... What a relieve that Physics and Add Maths had passed...
Though I know that I'll suck in my results,
It doesn't really seem to bother me much at all..
At least for now...

Felt as if I'm living in a dream of mine,
Nothing seems to be mean anything,
I can do what ever I want,
without actually realizing that it is really happening.
Guess I just got too carried away by my dreams,
And I don't seem to be ready to be awaken from it.
Studies, academics, life, computer...
Its like nothing matters now, (while, except TV I guess?)
all I do now is to wander all around my dreamland,
Looking for something to suit myself,
but, Nothing....
What can I do to snap out of it and face the reality??
Anyone or anything that can helps???

**(I spend most of my day sleeping, right after my exams, I come back home to sleep. Is that normal for someone who will be facing her exams the next day??? I feel no fear or nervous in me. Don't even touch the freaking books at all. What had I become??)

Come Back to Me-Utada Hikaru