Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Juz a Bird

I saw a bird lying on the road the other day,
with one of it's wings spread widely on the road,
and blood flowing out from it's chest,
a stagnant scene where the word 'DEAD' is written all over it.

It's nothing significant about it.
In fact, to most of the people, it's juz a corpse lying on road,
contaminating the so called 'environment' of theirs.
Some would think that the bird is stupid to die in the middle of the road.
Some would say "what a pity bird" as they drive pass the tiny lifeless body and forget about it seconds later...
There are also others who will say, I want to help, but its already dead and why do I care? It's juz a bird~

Those who accuse it of pollutng the so-called environment,
do they even know who's the main culprit of global warming?
Or to those who called the bird stupid,
who are they to judge the bird's intelligence when they haven't get to know it?
Or to those who pitied the bird and forget about it later,
do they even know how did it died and how to help it?
And also those who say it's juz a bird,
have they ever thought that the 'juz a bird' is someone's children, spouse, parent or friend who is much loved and respected? The ‘bird' who may be the hero of another? The 'bird' who feeds the nest and have 6 lives depending on it to stay alive?

Yes, my guess is that the 'juz a bird' was ran by a car.

But it wasn't really dead yet.
What I didn't mention is that while I was passing by the body,
the bird was in fact very much alive.
It was very much alive in the hearts of the other 2 birds which surrounded the dead body...
One pushing the poor bird with its head,
as though asking it to wake up;
And the other who seemed helpless didn't know what to do,
stared blankly at the empty body which may someone with much importance to it.
It felt as though they are trying very hard to hear the last wishes of the dying bird...
As if they are saying their last goodbyes... reminiscing the past...
As if they were CRYING...
As if they were PRAYING...

Minutes after I managed to get down the car and wanted snap a pic on the touching moment and maybe bury the poor little body somewhere more worthy....
There was nothing left...
Except the long trail of blood,
showing the spot where the bird once laid,
and the cold hard silence of how it's been taken away...
Leaving nothing behind, except memories of it's presence.

You see, birds, like human beings are living things
They have everything we have,
Physical body, soul, feelings, emotions, someone they cared about...
And when a bird is taken away from the flock,
The reluctance and sadness are as painful as human beings...

Dun juz say 'its only a bird' or 'its only a dog' or even 'its juz a rat'...
Remember that it had a life,
A lover, a spot where it was given the chance to exist in this world...

Dun turn a blind eye when you could have reach out and make a change.
Be responsible,
Be concious,
Be humane.




Sometimes, I really wonder if the birds were hoping that it was all just a Dream...

Just a Dream-Nelly

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Little things I Treasure


To tell the truth,
I had always treasured the things I had…
My belongings, stationery,
It often makes me wonder how come the little things are still with me, miraculously appearing in front of me, without even realizing how and when had I placed them with me.
For a clumsy person, I truly believe that misplacing things would be the type of signature I would use to describe myself in my job resume. But to my surprise, I could always find the lil’ things inside my bag , the lil’ stationery box or wherever I had them there when I need them. ^^
This practice went on and on till the extend that finding things I didn’t know I would remember to keep or collect became a habit that I dun have to remind myself to do it.
And right, I did mention that I treasured the things I had. The miraculous findings of the things I thought I would leave behind did make me treasure them more… Where I really got used of using them thinking that they are probably the best among the other brands I could ever find….
Until one day….
They miraculously DISSAPPEARS
That’s when the miseries APPEARs….
No, blaming God, fate or whatever supernatural things a person could ever make up isn’t the 1st thing that pops into the mind…
It’s the fact that the best thing a person could ever use is now gone, or the dependence a person lay upon the so-called ‘thing’ clings within the heart. The worst is…. Not being able to find it even after you flip your bag inside out, upside down, or dissecting each and every portion of the stupid thing you used to carry the lost one, or whatever way you used to maintain contact with it… Hoping it will miraculously appear again, but it doesn’t happen…
It’s at this moment, using any new ‘brands’ or temporary ‘staffs’ are the lousiest things a person could every do. Having in mind the thoughts of how could I lose it? Where did I place it??? And occasionally, blaming bad aura that drops by to visit the pea-sized brain of mine…
After thinking and thinking, squeezing possibly every drop of the brain fluid of mine…. There’s the ultimate explanation for the disappearance of the much missed one…
THE so-called GENETIC FACTOR of my STUPIDITY AND CLUMSINESS WHICH WILL STICK WITH ME FOREVER AND EVER
OK, this is not to chant about the fact that I DO lose things… But its actually a tribute to the things I lost after all these years…
The many pens and pencils I befriended, my scissors, erasers, key chains, pencil boxes, Dear LUMIX, workbooks, color pencils, correction pens, glues, stickers, earrings, the lil’ gifts that was given to me which I lost or broke (XP: Emphasizing on the word CLUMSY…) this, that…. friends who I lost contact throughout the years and also much missed loved ones who are on their journey to far away…
Really hope that all of you will be in a better place… May the person that is with you treat you with much love and care…. And that your troubles will leave you as how you left me. And for some of you (goods) who somehow landed in any ditches, dustbins or any bloody corner, may you seek comfort in that place and live well…. Will be remembering the great times we had from time to time. God bless. Amen.
p.s. This is my first post after all this months. Juz wanna declare to the whole world that I'm still and very much ALIVE!!!! ^^
The Little Things-Cobbie Callat