To tell the truth,
I had always treasured the things I had…
My belongings, stationery,
It often makes me wonder how come the little things are still with me, miraculously appearing in front of me, without even realizing how and when had I placed them with me.
For a clumsy person, I truly believe that misplacing things would be the type of signature I would use to describe myself in my job resume. But to my surprise, I could always find the lil’ things inside my bag , the lil’ stationery box or wherever I had them there when I need them. ^^
This practice went on and on till the extend that finding things I didn’t know I would remember to keep or collect became a habit that I dun have to remind myself to do it.
And right, I did mention that I treasured the things I had. The miraculous findings of the things I thought I would leave behind did make me treasure them more… Where I really got used of using them thinking that they are probably the best among the other brands I could ever find….
Until one day….
They miraculously DISSAPPEARS…
That’s when the miseries APPEARs….
No, blaming God, fate or whatever supernatural things a person could ever make up isn’t the 1st thing that pops into the mind…
It’s the fact that the best thing a person could ever use is now gone, or the dependence a person lay upon the so-called ‘thing’ clings within the heart. The worst is…. Not being able to find it even after you flip your bag inside out, upside down, or dissecting each and every portion of the stupid thing you used to carry the lost one, or whatever way you used to maintain contact with it… Hoping it will miraculously appear again, but it doesn’t happen…
It’s at this moment, using any new ‘brands’ or temporary ‘staffs’ are the lousiest things a person could every do. Having in mind the thoughts of how could I lose it? Where did I place it??? And occasionally, blaming bad aura that drops by to visit the pea-sized brain of mine…
After thinking and thinking, squeezing possibly every drop of the brain fluid of mine…. There’s the ultimate explanation for the disappearance of the much missed one…
THE so-called GENETIC FACTOR of my STUPIDITY AND CLUMSINESS WHICH WILL STICK WITH ME FOREVER AND EVER…
OK, this is not to chant about the fact that I DO lose things… But its actually a tribute to the things I lost after all these years…
The many pens and pencils I befriended, my scissors, erasers, key chains, pencil boxes, Dear LUMIX, workbooks, color pencils, correction pens, glues, stickers, earrings, the lil’ gifts that was given to me which I lost or broke (XP: Emphasizing on the word CLUMSY…) this, that…. friends who I lost contact throughout the years and also much missed loved ones who are on their journey to far away…
Really hope that all of you will be in a better place… May the person that is with you treat you with much love and care…. And that your troubles will leave you as how you left me. And for some of you (goods) who somehow landed in any ditches, dustbins or any bloody corner, may you seek comfort in that place and live well…. Will be remembering the great times we had from time to time. God bless. Amen.
p.s. This is my first post after all this months. Juz wanna declare to the whole world that I'm still and very much ALIVE!!!! ^^
The Little Things-Cobbie Callat
2 comments:
ahha!! finally u appear!! jz like ur properties "appear"...xD hows life? again, no1 is perfect, wad ur clumsiness makes u perfect for the 100% imperfection of every human. haha! accept ur weaknesses, bt to reduce ur level as well..xD
u can ignore my weird words coz im jz too happy to see u back to blog again~ wee...xD
Lolz... So shocked to see you comment so fast! lolz... Thanks for the warm welcome and comforting words. Glad to be back! =)
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