Saturday, November 22, 2008

Not My Day

I screwed up again. I always screwed up. I'm born a spoiler, a problem maker to everyone. Always regretting for what I've done. What can I do right??? Making everyone unhappy, worrying for me. They have their own worries and I'm here adding more to them. Haiz, why am I like that?? Feeling really bad for all I've said and done. Please forgive me for all I've done. Please..Please...Please....

It really felt good to finish some house chores. Am happy that I can help my mum to do somethings. She worked all day long cleaning, cooking, weeding, not to mention her own school work. Can imagine how tired she is. And my dad in the other hand has many problems in his work and yet still spends time with us, ensuring we get what we needed. And sis, she's so tired traveling up and down. Subsequently studying, still gotta follow us wherever we go gotta show her 'happy' face for us to prevent us from worrying. Pity her somehow. And in the end, I'm the only one grumbling about how tough is my life, how it sucked. Never actually understood what in going on with others'. Everyone has their own problems, worries, me here thinking that how simple is ....life and how easy is....life. I'm such a loser thinking about it. Ahhhhh.......................I'm such a loser!!!!

Am falling in love with Star, the theme song for 娱协奖,a Malaysia award giving ceremony for all chinese artist. Can't stop thinking about it. Its not actually very catchy but I pretty much like it. Here's the song.



Its See Ying's birthday today. Hope that she had a great day .
Wanna attend church tomorrow. Can't miss it again. Really really gotta work hard from now onwards. Gambateh!!!

Bible Verse of the Day:

1 Corinthians 13:4-13
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

2 comments:

Hui Min said...

Well....for me life is simple and easy ^_^.

Miss I-DON'T-KNOW said...

Ya, parents are like that. Sometimes she thinks that people don't respect her, or try to talk back to her. She is wey too sensitive. Arrgghhhh! I don't feel like talking to her now. *faint*