Last Day! Last Day!

Oh mi Gosh!! SPM's really over.
I mean like the TRUE end of it.
No more SPM ever in my life!! (Except if I fail in BM la, of coz)
It came all so sudden and
I don't really want to say this but it ended quick sudden too.
Really, it sort of bugged me knowing that it's the ultimate end for my secondary life.
ULTIMATE END... There's no more of it (Unless I go Form 6)
It's a lot of goodbyes to say to many many people that I might never get a chance to see again,
but I missed doing all of it. Pathetic right?
Neh~ Fate brought us together and I believe it will bring us back together again..
I'm quite sure.... maybe??
Chinese paper made the closing ceremony for us, the HARD way...
It's funny that we speak in mandarin everyday,
but taking Chinese paper, it's really killing..
Even the taxi guy was like you guys as Chinese say Chinese is hard,how funny isit?
Ee... It's not like we don't wanna do well in Chinese ma..
It's because it's pretty tough ma...
haiz.. he doesn't understand.. neh-mind.
The important thing is that... We're Breaking Free!!! hahaha...

Hehe.. after we broke free from our so called 'jail',
We flee immediately out of our so-called 'home',
Rushed into the Big Red Taxi and headed straight to out paradise!

Had been anticipating this day to come and it did! Har!
Pizza Hut session was Hilarious...
Some of us do have some weird talents,
One of them... Tofu, the ability to make people laugh.. haha..
Prank calling someone, that was classic.
GREEN BOX, here we come!!
We were all maniacs in the small little room.
Sang and yelled our hearts out
Till we got out of tune...
That was FUN!
Hahaha... Damn high man!
We sang, we shouted, we do crazy moves!XD
Youngsters are youngsters, you can't take away our soul can you..^^
In the future, I do long for such fun to happen again.
LONG Live FUN and Happiness!!
Lalalalalala... Can't get enough of you!!


p.s. Happy END of SPM everyone! May we meet again, monsters!

I'm such a sucker in lying... Oh well~ Sorry ya! haha..

Best of You-Foo Fighters

Alas!

Yippee!!! It's the last day of school!!!
It feels darn good leaving school.
Spend my whole day chit chatting with my Jrs
They were loads of fun..^^
Recalled some moments of myself being their age..
haha.. what memories..
Have to admit that I'm really really old le..
Even climbing the stairs seemed to be a little more tougher than last time..
haiz... The result of aging...
Time passes faster when you have friends who you know is by your side.
Though we have some difference in status (Soon, you know what I mean la.) XD
5 turned up today in my class
Which was definitely a record breaker for us.
But had expected less to come.

Took many pics with teachers and friends.
It was fun..^^
And knowing that there were some who really cared about you,
makes everything worth while.
I may not know how they really feel about me,
but I know that I'm very very grateful to have them in my life.
Last day of school,
Signifying the last of many things.
Am wondering what would I miss most about school.
And the answer was obvious.
Nothing was above it...^^

Gratitudes of the day list: (arrangements are at random)
~ All my teachers. You guys had made me who I'm today. Thanks for all the guidance and patience you all had showered upon me. Will gonna miss you all.
~ My fellow team mates. I may not have made it without you guys. Thanks for everything.
~ Darling Juniors. Though I may look as if I'm very strict with you all, I really do thank you all for having me in my life and making me someone you can come to when you are in need.
~ Soon. Thanks bro!
～Khai Seng. Hehe... you rock man!! Enjoyed my nuggets! Mmmm..
～ BL and CN. Arigato for you lovely cams. hehe... I want the pics o!!
~ Lemon. Thanks for not breaking your promise to come and all the support.
~Everyone else. Appreciate much for everything!!! It's too long for me to list everyone else. So, try tagging yourself to this. XD

The conversations we had had surprised me about something in life.
People often hides themselves and is protected by a hard shell.
A mask is what beng will say.
And yes, it's a mask which people wears everyday,
socializing and treating everyone under the freaking mask.
And in the end,
while we were so obsessed in protecting ourselves,
we are bound to forget ourselves.
Who we are and our true identity.
That's the way of life.
People wear masks and being realistic.
It really makes human pretty scary..

Anywayz,
life still goes on no matter what.
Why do we care what people say about us
when we did not do anything wrong??
Why must we care if people accuse you of doing something,
when whatever you do is for the sake of improving something
when nothing's being done？
This is the true side of life which we must face...
Oh well...
Hope that the can cope it up la.. ^^

I drew this just now when I was recalling our conversations.
I SuCK in art but overall, I think it's quite ok.
Comments are welcome.
I think that what I'm trying to tell here is quite obvious.
Hope you'll understand it.

今天的人类总爱分你我，分地盘，分地位与权力，
一切都分得清清楚楚。
无论我们多么的努力，多么希望能了解你的生活，我们之间总被一条线给隔着：

这一切分来分去，身份，地位，权力？难道这些比友谊更重要吗？
若再这样下去我们几时才会团结？几时才能像个大家庭一样不分你我呢？

只要彼此尊重与体谅，往同一个方向前进，
没有事情是不可能的。
而这正是我最想看到的。

Happy Last Day of School!!!

p.s: I know my Language SUCKS. Please forgive mua for the mistakes...

我介意-金莎

We're free!!!

Just glanced through my previous post,
damn emo..
Wondering what had got me then...

There are some particular events which happened the past few days.
It really bugged me for not blogging it..
I'm a very very lazy blogger... haha..

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Morning
Had just graduated on Fri (It's basically a ceremony)
Went to main school to attend the ceremony,
Met with a whole bunch of friends,
cam-whored...
Chatted,
Ran here and there...
More cam-whoring..
Ceremony starts,
Crapping speeches,
Award-giving sessions,
Drum performance,
Witnessing the ridiculous tradition of CW,
Clapping and cheering only for those they know,
Ignoring arrogantly the others who too deserves the rights to be cheered for...
Haiz, a stupid tradition which can't and will not be changed forever..
Anywayz,
More prize-giving,
More performances,
Dance, Wushu..
(Poor TW, you were pretty wear off ain't ya)
The announcement of
Our role-model of the year:
Kean Yoong, Soon, Yi & Jing Fei
Congrats!!!! haha.. (Damn happy for all of them)
Got our certs,
Award-giving ceremony ends.
Performances by the classes begins.
Singing and dancing by Damai and Harmoni,
Drama like performance by Bestari and Cekal,
Kai Yue and Jia Khang,
Aww...you guys were such good singers..
Later,
Got startled by the performance by the Arifans..
Damn good wey!
Musical, it was like a dream come true,
though it's not mua who realized it...
Great job guys!!! You guys were amazing!!!
Jujur wrapped up the whole ceremony
by singing their class song + Auld Lang Syne...
*sobs* *sob*... Nah!!!

Received a flower by our dear Ms. Chiew,
She's all around though she can't make it to our graduation..
haha.. Thanks teacher,
We LOVE ya!!!


Finally!! We are free!! (So it seemed....NOT)

~END~

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Night

Our monster's graduation gathering,
Haha... Had loads of fun!!!
We sang, we dance, we did stupid things!!!

haha..
Was SOSO glad that everyone can make it.
Even our special guest -- Stapler made it!!! haha...
Thanks ya, guys for making this real for me!
Can't seem to express my gratitude enough.
Thanks also to our fellow teachers who joined our insanity!!!
You guys are the best!!
Oh ya,
Forget to mention,
our beloved monitor was SOSO handsome that night!!!
You are the BEST and most HANDSOME monitor in the entire universe!
Love ya!! muakz...
hehe...
and our cool cool Ms. Chiew who our the guest of honour ,
We did the knighty thinggy ,
Held 'swords' high up for the Most Honourable to pass through..
Damn funny... hahahaha...
Its was AWESOME!!!
We even spotted some couples that night,
haha... Our best 'harvest' of the night..
So SWEET eh, beng?
And same goes to our Murid Cemerlang-Jing Fei!!!
Your papa's shop is way cool man!!
Thanks soso much for allowing us trashing the place down!

Can't stop laughing for the whole 4-hours,
Our beloved JJ-s were damn hilarious... HAHAHA..
We laughed so much that we forgot how to cry,
seriously,
no one attempted to sob,
which is what we thought would had happened...
Guess we are a really jolly class ya...
hahaha...
Was way high till I came home,
still suffering from the awesome night we had.
I LOVE YA GUYS!!!!!!

Laughter had never left us these two years...
It may be out last gathering for all we know,
but the memories will we keep it save in our minds..
WE MONSTER ROCK THE WORLD!!!!
All da best in our SPM o!!!!



Trios + Pn. Sabariah... smiles!!!

p.s.: Gotta get back to work... Ciao!!!

It's a Long One, be ready!!!

Got to spend some quality time with my lovely violin today.^^
Had been craving for the time for us to spend together for the past few days.
And got to have a tiny whiny bit of time with it..
What a special moment we had, didn't we...^^

Gosh, had gained so much weight ever since trials started.
I know many of you won't believe me but its true.
Evidence: My pants!! they are all too tight and most of them are unwearable now.
I'm like a small hyppo now, (with spare tyres around me...)
It's 1.40am now and I'm still holding a cookie on my other hand while typing.
Matching up with a nice warm cup of tea...
I think there won't be any chance of me being called thin anymore.
Craps, that means I've gotta buy a new batch of clothes for myself!!!!
Arrgh..
Can't keep my mind out of food.
Eat, eat, eat, that's all I do and now
have to suffer the consequences...

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Anyway, had a great time today as we got to watch a movie in school yesterday.
Called 《三个好人》，
Though the attendance was poor,
There was a slip second where it felt as if all of us are one...
In unity.
What a nice moment.

Had to fill in some form about our dismissal from school.
It requires your Co-cu activities, post you had and achievements,
And so, I filled whatsoever that is required and directed by the teacher...
I filled things that I had experienced and all the other requirements needed..
And had already filled half the column in minutes...
And then a friend of mine said something which got me thinking.
She said:" If people don't know you, they will think that you are trying to boast about your achievements and show off." (Didn't look happy)
Was so shocked to hear that.
And then I wondered about what she said,
Am I doing so? Am I trying to boast ?
And then it strikes me,
No Way I'm doing that，it's not like I have anything to boast about.
I just happened to be scribbling whatsoever that is demanded and just being true about myself.
I may have wrote about a lot of unnecessary things which are not important,
but its what I had done.
I have no achievements which can be compared with other people,
and can't I be happy with the little I have?
I don't have to please people by showing off the things I have and too don't care of what and how people sees me,(I think?)
Maybe I got a little carried away by the subject again...
But it do bug me as this comes our from a friend who is quite close..
Oh well, as long as I'm honest to myself and am not doing anything wrong, nothing matters...

Oh my, can't belive I haven't mention this.
Our class T is finally out!!!
haha.. serious, the same Class T which got me so nervous and excited since the pass few months is finally done!
Damn happy!!! (Flying in the air~)
It looks just like what I had imagined and
all the things I had been worried about are actually put to waste..
hahahahahahahahahahassssssssssssssssss.......

Our very own Class T

5M©

P.S. I Love you.. I love you!!!
Thanks so much for putting so much joy in my life for the past few days,
enjoyed your company...

** Can't get my mind off the song 我的太阳 sung by a little boy in my school... urgh...
*** Happy Belated Birthday Yang and MWei...

永不消失的彩虹-卓文萱

Great...

Oh.. Finally got to blog..
Its already passed 3 days of our trials..
And now its time for us to relax and munch up all the remaining books..
Ahh~
Thanks guys for the concerns about my hives..
I'm totally recovered..
But it took me 3 days to do so..
So, it meant that I had to bear with the itchyness for 3 whole freaking days!!!
And I didn't even touch any of my books for the 3 bloody days..
Lolz.. Funny huh?
Was planning to post some pics of meself when I'm all covered with de bloody hives..
But changed my mine...
Its to horrible to be seen..
And you might even think I posted some elephant's pic.
Lolz... (Its for your own good..^^)
But I had been really blissful for the 3days time,
Mum and dad really made me the luckiest gal on earth!!
Lurve ya!!! Muakzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Back to some serious things..
Since it had been long since I last posted..
This would be another Long winded post...
So, BEWARE!!!! (Ya, I'm talking to you Lemon..^^)

Had always wonder why people like to break all the rules they possibly know,
I mean, everyone knows that its wrong to do something,
but yet, they still do it..
It's like they get insects biting their butts if they don't melanggar the peraturans...^^
And its really hard to tell them "Please don't..."
Haiz...
hahas, I'm just whinning..
So, don't get me serious...^^

Saw a little gal crying + shouting + running round the whole of Tesco..
Its kinda annoying listening to her screaming on the top of her voice..
But when you look at her,
You'll think she's really pityful..
But actually, she's really naughty.
I saw her digging the curry powder with her hands, playing with it...
And its on the section where people weigh how much seasoning they want.
Gross... I must say...
And not too long after that,
She's crying and crying...
Though I try not to feel for her as she's a nuisance,
deep down,
there's something familiar...
I was once like her...
screaming and shouting the whole of the shopping centre,
begging my parents for something worthless..
And there she was,
portraying myself here...
Felt a slice bit sorry for her...
As her mum and aunties pretended that they don't know her...
Sad...
But I know that its some way parents are when children don't behave,
I learned that for experiences...
So, that little gal will be up on her feet again in no time..^^

My mouth don't seem to stop these days,
had been eating non-stop...
From morning till night,
From night till morning..
Sleep, eat, sleep, eat...
Leading a piggy life..^^
You'll see a pig in no time..
So don't get shocked when you see me standing before you o...
Hehe....

** Guys, please wear masks when you are in outdoors... Its safer as the virus is spreading really fast... So, cover yourselves up and stay indoors as much as you can!!! (Anyone having problems on how to wear a mask, do come to me, I'm already a pro!!! hahas...)

**I wanna watch Proposal!! Sandra Bullocks!!!

如果还有明天-信乐团

Free day

Another fine day today.
Its a little too free if you ask me.
The 1st 3 science class did not have any class this whole day.
(Despite the last 2 periods)
We were like this because the Olympiad Physics test was on the whole morning..
4 periods in the library.
Which means that the exam is held for 2 hours something...
Darn long..
Had actually planned to take the exam but
despite my lousy knowledge about Phyiscs,
I missed my chance in regestering my name...
So, there I was sitting in the library,
sutdying + doing class thinggy..
Don't understand why there's some people
fortunate in having the chance to sit the exam,
but didn't turn up in the end.
And ended up donating RM 20 to the Physics Organization.
Wonder what on earth is he doing....
hahas..

Ok. Later, we went Puteri to attend an Education Fair.
Its not really big but still..
Its informative to me..
There's a spokesperson of a college that that really left a good impression to me.
She's from ***** College and is a PR there.
We asked her about the courses offered by the college
And she did answered and told a lot about that specific course.
We sat there for about half and hour I think just listening to her..
She advised us about a lotta things.
But in the end... she didn't even mention or sell her college..
Not a single sentence.
Was so fascinated by the way she talked
and her guts to say that there are actually other places who offers a better course...
Applause for her~
oh ya, met Wei Cheng there too.. So shocked to see him..^^

Enjoyed our little trip to Puteri.
it really feels as if we were going on a vacation sitting in the bus
with everyone smiling and laughing all the way...
It feels so good to be together with my classmates...

Some of my friends thinks I'm snobbish the 1st time they met me.
Hahas, I can't help how I look could I?
Heard many comments bout myself but snobbish..
Better work up on my facial expression..^^

p.s. Dinner is fantastic, mum cooked marmite chicken.. Splendid...

Heart Without a Home-Westlife

School.... Bills..

Joyful ~
Ok, last post of the day,
I promise..
This morning, the German kid went up the stage and gave a little speech.
In Malay. He's quite good..
Caused a little bit of havoc though,
but it was fine..
Ms Ng will be leaving us soon...
Still had not manage to complete her work,
But I do like her a lot..
The Best Bio teacher around!!!
Anyways, gotta crack my head again for her gift..

Results were out today..
Cheers~no fail..
hahas.. Happying^^...

Oh ya, thanks Alvin for making my life easier..
And thanks Charm for releasing your heart to me..
Sorry Lemon for pushing you so hard...(you get what I mean)
Thanks Lord for the blessings...

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Arrgh~
After school , went paying some bills..
We went to Celcom main office 1st,
I got out and went in to pay the bills,
Was told to pay the bills at the machine,
And it states no RM1 is allowed...
What the heck,
My bill is RM **6...
Which means I need RM 1 in order to finish paying the bill...
So, I took a number from a lady who knew that I was going to pay bills,
waited for my number and went to the counter.
I told the lady that I wanna pay bills,
and screw her for saying:
" Kalau nak bayar bill, mesti bayar di machine itu, tidak boleh bayar di sini. Kamu cuma boleh bayar di sini kalau mesin rosak..."
Damn it... wasted my 5 mins...
So, I went back to the machine and it was a touch screen.
I touched it and no response,
Damn it again...
Feeling a little impatient already, I went back in to try another machine,
one of the Malay worker who sat there said:" Nak bayar bill ke? guna mesin tu la"
And lead me back to the same freaking machine.
I was like:'' Mesin ini tidak boleh...."
And thats when the freaking worked...
Craps, I key in the requirements and asked :" tidak boleh guna RM 1 ke??"
MW: "Tidak boleh, hanya RM100, RM 50, RM 10, RM5 boleh digunakan"
I already knew that,
and went:" Tapi saya mesti guna RM1 wo..."
Starting to be pissed,
Even showed him the bill..
He went blanked and went to ask the others...
Me feeling bad for keeping the one behind me waiting,
allowed the Nice Indian Guy to use the machine while I wait,
MW came back and said that I don't have to pay for the xtra RM1..
Craps, why didn't he said that earlier...
MW stood there waiting with me,
Knowing that this is my 1st time using the machine...
Waited.. waited for the NIG to finish...
And then it was my turn...
The kind man that was intially behind allowed me to proceed,
He kindly taught me the steps of using the machine,
One by one, he helped me through the whole process...
I didn't even ask him to do so,
but he was kind enough to teach me step by step,
even helped me to put in my money into the machine...
Craps, the machine swallowed some of them and rejected the rest..
Gotta do the same procedure again,
Vomited some out again,
The MW still stood there the whole time,
(NIG also stated that we had to repeat the procedures a few times to pay our bills..)
He patiently wait for me to keyin the requirements for the 3rs time
until the machine finally finished swallowing the whole sum of the bill..
Finally...
The patient guy was so polite and patient and told me to keep the receipts then leave..
Lucky I managed to thank him just before that..
Thanked MW too before I left...

Now I finally realized how it feels like paying bills
For the single mums in stories...
Its a wonder how my mum do that after all these years...
What a lousy system for a huge company like Celcom.
But was delighted to meet someone like the Nice Indian Man...
He was so kind to help me...
The world seemed to be a whole lot better with people as kind as him...^^
Thank ya once again for your patience and kindness...

Trials is coming soon... Not yet even prepare myself for it..
Still following The Rescue - Nicholas Sparks..
Admired Mitch and Mellissa's relationship..
How can they keep themselves so love with each other after 13 years of marriage,
And they were so cute together!!!
What a nice couple...
Ok, thats all for now... Chao~

The Show - Lenka

Last Teacher's Day...

I'm so very very , exceedingly, overwhelmingly happy today!!!! My very last Teacher's Day indeed in my secondary life ended pretty well as I'm proud to announce..^^

Am glad that today I got to do many things just for so to celebrate Teacher's Day.... 1st, as it had been a tough and emotional yesterday, I hadn't get a good's night sleep due to the amount of work I had to do (Slept for an hour or 2 only). And in a dead tired condition, have to wake up early to get ready....Today many things was waiting for me to fetch them to school, in total of 6 heavy things, I managed to get all of them to school with some help of my friends....(Poor Mimi, waited for me so long but didnt get to help...haha...Thanks a lot to Kiwi and Kah Mun) After doing some rushing, I finally got to settle down to prepare for my performance... Performing after the national team is really stressful cause they were so good. When its time for our chance, the stupid PA system spoiled everything...haiz...too bad... But as long as we know we did our best, everything is good. We did the song Colours of the Wind from Pochahontas. Sorry teachers for the bad performance. Oh ya, there were breakdancing and some other performance which is quite nice....hehe...I think the best was when Mr Quek sang his song...Damn funny o... He danced and sang a song which is way pro man!!! haha...

After all the performance, I went for my duties and was glad that there were some members who came for duties for the last time with me...haha...So happy that I let them do whatever they want..haha....Spent a nice time with TW and YC and our last time in the Workroom.....While we were busy clearing everything out for the new Masters to come, Jacky came to call me back to join in our class party. Later, Lemon ,Ah Boon, Meng Yee, Yen Li and Jacky...again came to call me back telling me how much fun I'm missing. Was so overwhelmed that so many people cared and worry that I don' get to eat. Haha.. By the time I finished everything, I went back to class. hehe...Even Zing Wen came calling out for me stating that there were no more food..haha...So happy....

Just look at both of them, So happy...hehe...

Ya, they were right, there wasn't any food left (Just some la) Luckily my sisters helped me to "Da bao" until I have so much to eat. Sorry to YC as I didn't get to fulfill my promise to her....

Finally got to eat, look at the amount of food....

We snapped so many photos as if we were celebrities....

We the FOUR FLOWERS with our manager ^^
He kept inturupting our "Press conference" until we can't stand it and took some action

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We were so famous that everyone came rushing to snap some photos with us...

Fans of us and Tofu...haha..Just joking...

Everyone fighting to take this picture....btw, who's at the back there???

No doubt we are famous...haha...Four Flowers Power!!!

Happy family....

Though I had such a great time with all the 5Mers, I had sort of regretted not being able to help set up and prepare for the party and eat + Photoing with our beloved Teacher....But still I got to see them doing so....

Busy preparing for the class party....Negotiating...

A wonderful class of gents...plus our beautiful teacher...Lovin it!!!

There was still many funny photos which I'll not be able to post as its taken by others...I love my class pretty much and all this leaves such wonderful memories.... Thank you everyone for being a part of my life....

After all the craziness... I got a chance to chat with my teacher and it had been a long chat which I think is quite nice. Tomorrow will be my Library AGM which had been bothering me all this while....Talking to the teacher ease me a lot actually. Thanks teacher... Went back to the library to make last minute sort of things and said my last good byes to the Workroom. Goodbye everything...Goodbye... The time had come...

Happy Teachers Day to ALL TEACHERS
AND ALSO TO
MY OWN PERSONAL TEACHER,MUM...

Photo credits to Lonely Alvin... (Nice Pics..)

Here's my week...

Ok, Can finally get into a media to express myself. First things first. Here it goes...
Damn disappointed today as there were many things that did actually went as planned. Getting freakishly low marks in my English (Not actually low but still not as expected), brought the wrong book to school making myself such a fool in front of teacher as I didn't actually do my homework during her Add Maths period but instead am doing other things (And I SUCK in add maths....), not to say not being able to pass up my homework because of silliness, disappointing teacher again in BM making the same old stupid mistakes again, Having some of our 'secrets' out to be known by the exact people we don't want to be known about ( Had been pretty upset about the fact that someone among us had let the cat out of the bag, had been so low profiled about it but plan ruined..), not going well as planned.... Had been troubled about the fact that I had not changed yet. Still suffering from the lateness ......Haiz... Still the same old me here...

Am now worried about whether or not the things we are working on works or not.. Still can't see it done. Hope that this is one of the think-too-much syndrome la.... Thank yA guys for willingly stand together and work together.... Thinking about THIS fact really makes my day...

Exam came and went this week. My very first time sleeping through the exam( I slept after finishing my paper la). Didn't do well this time, AGAIN. But am striving to do better next time. hehe...

The only thing that really makes me glad this week is that I had finally found what actually suits me... I sort of found my goal. Am keeping it to myself until the time comes. ^^

Forever optimistic 永乐。。

A week's work...

Let me see...This will be a review on the whole of my last week. Will try to keep it short as much as i can.

16 February (Mon)
Went to Hari Sukan and participated in it for the 1st time in this whole 5 years. Was so lucky to got 2nd in the Lompat tinggi event. I didn't mean to boast but its something unexpected although I'm only break a record of 100cm...haiz....So paiseh...Back, I took part in the 100m race and 4x100m race. Had saw band's performance that day with our 1st gal violinist as major, taking the lead. And thought that it went quite good. Was so happy when they announced red house got 1st in the marching competition...haha...Anyway, on my 1st run, it was darn energyless (can only use this word). Can't seemed to speed and ended up the last....On my 2nd race, its better, I can actually feel my velocity increasing. It feels good and I'm the 4th runner. But in the end, I still ended up to be the last to finish. Arrgh....What a slow runner I'm. Have long legs so what? Still so freakingly slow....Later, it was 4x400m. I didn't actually had my name on the list but I ran in replace of my dear friend as she's not feeling well....2nd on the row, and was supposed to cut into the 1st lane. Can hardly breathe well as I ran, still last of corse, but a moment before ending my race, I managed to cut a friend of mine who had been always ahead of me...So proud of it~ But I seemed kinda cold hearted as well..hoho... We ended up getting 4th place... Oh ya, I screamed-out-loud when our red house WON the rope pulling competiton!!! Like someone crazy!!! haha... Green house was the overall winner AGAIN for the past 4 years. Gan Mei Kuan was one of best gal athelete of the year!!! She's freaking good in sports!!! Followed by blue house the only....HOORAY!! RED house!(at least we didn't turned out last la..) Went home and found out that I had been so tanned....can see the difference from my legs...haha..

Tues, went to school had repeatedly been reminded of how tanned I'm.

Wed, nothing special, just went for meeting missing the portrait sketching workshop.

Thurs, Dutied that day and syeleked the counter....Taught the members wrong things....the dissolver for syelek is actually spirit metil and I ended up telling them its turpentine while we are using thinner to dissolve it. And I somemore teased them that they will be having PMR this year and its a MUST KNOW!!! Only noticed this after all of them went home. haiz...I'm a SUCKER leader...

Fri, damn it that day! Had been scolded by teacher for doing my job. STUPID namelist thinggy! made my mood so bloody the whole day. She had actually yelled at me, stuping her foot. I know its my fault for not finishing it earlier but I had find some ways to patch it up. Its not my fault that I cannot manage to contact the people in charge ma....Haiz...anyway, its my fault. Cannot say anything more. My Malay teacher kept repeating my mistakes in front of my class. And said that my BM is kinda good of something....Teacher: "I'm no where near from good. I'm really bad in Malay!! Had sucked in everything and there's nothing I'm good at. Please don't give the wrong impression to everyone...." Though this is the fact, feels kinda relieved hearing that in some way as nobody actually praised what I do. I mean no in this way la..So Thanks teacher anyway...

Sat, went for practice. Its had been a lifetime since my last FULL BAND practice. It was so crowded in the violin room. all of us squeeze like a can of tuna...haha...Anyway, felt kinda down as a friend of mine didnt pass to get to be an A-band member. haiz.... Went to town and bought somethings for my leaflet for camp. Alone with my beloved violin, we travelled all round town searching for the right things to go with my leaflet, budgeting....And had almost forgot my husband as I leave a shop after a 2 loads full of things. So happy to finally bought something I had been longing to have...haha...

Now, haiz...Still had not finish my molio...frustating, just thinking about it. Library is another issue...Eveything seemed to be upside down sometime. My dead phone, loads of homework, dateline to chase and much more...Can I cope it up??

Fat Hopes

现在是除夕夜了，还有好多收拾工作还没完成。 不知待会儿表姐妹来了后会怎样。原本还有好多好多想做的东西，不知现在怎么懒起来了。 看见妈妈忙着把 家里的东西收好，自己却一动也不动的，感觉自己像个不孝女似的，感觉怪怪的。 房间还很乱，书本到处都是，功课一大堆，要洗的东西好像永远洗不完。 昨天才刚刚过完分校新生迎新日，本人去年是其中一位摆档口的人，现在却以一位LPGM的身份搞了这一项活动。 之前有点生气为什么我们必须会总校协助那里的迎新日，但当天，我显得比较忙，需要处理的事很多。 看见好多人为了系吸引更多新生参与自己的学会而努力付出，心里好开心哦! 但这种事老是被一大堆问题给搞杂的。当天一早，有好多是需要被处理，一放下书包就走来走去。感觉好乱。 桌子椅子的是烦了我一整个星期，到最后还得有所更改，搞得场面乱七八糟。原本充满期待的心情也就被掩埋了。过后事情也解决了，迎新会也如火如荼的开始了。

我们一大堆LPGM疯狂的到处乱走，有时候又大大声的跟随着音乐高歌一曲，在众人的面前拍了几张废废的照片，感觉好好。但听到前振小的同学一直讨论新年要怎样去拜访老师，心里有点难受。一大堆人为在我身边一直讲一直讲，坐在旁边的我又一副莫名其妙的样子很怪，结果就找了一些理由去处理自己的东西了。想一想，我们培华一族也似乎好久没有好好聚一聚了，好想念以前的我们哦！

回来后，又看见一些令我非常失望的局面了。 当天真是对我两个学会团体的人很失望。看见他们的一举一动，真是令我叹了几声。华文学会的人只会在意那些有的没得，又不回去好好珍惜借来的东西，却不会去学会拉人或做点有用的东西。乐团的人呢，自古表现自己，犯了团规也无所谓，真是令人失望。原以为这两个人气王会吸引很多新生的，最后变得空荡荡的。相反地人气没酱旺的学会团体反而吸引许多许多新生的注意。

一切结束后，收拾工作还是得由我们几位及默契十足的女童军做完。虽然其他人有协助，但感觉好像只有几个人在做似的。好羡慕童军们对上头的尊重哦！乐团里怎么好像很难看见这种现象呢？ 虽然有点生气拍拍屁股就做掉的人，但还是很感谢那些留下帮助收拾的人。过后我与妃回班向Rebecca见了最后一次的面就放学了。我带了甜品给大家吃，可惜因为是放学了，有些人没吃到。还好东西又被吃光。

我们几位女生被吩咐留下来等罗里来再送剩下的东西，与两位童军仔在太阳下等了蛮久的，它才肯出现。车上两个家伙一见到我们，好惊奇地问：“怎么只有你们女生留下来啊？其他男的呢？” 我也很想知道。大家合力把东西搬上车，终于成功把所有东西搬完了。接着，我目睹了几位没有风度的男生不肯把前座让给女生的一面，要她上罗里后座才行。好不可思议哦！真为小咖啡猫不服。先生们，下次有风度点可以没有？

虽然为了这个活动我旷了两天的课，让自己做过了一些重要的机会，对默写东西感到无比的失望，但最后还是值得的。哈哈。很感谢那两天协助及配合我的人，及大家的贺年卡。最后一年收贺年卡了。^^

THANKS EVERYONE FOR BEARING WITH MY EMOTIONS ^^!!! Hey,Charmain thanks for complimenting my agar-agar & Soon for helping to finish it ^^...

Got a chance to blog. Finally~^^
Today I went back the main school for the Orientation day. All because of LPGM...haiz...I didn't want to go back today as its Rebecca's Farewell in my class. So, disappointingly, I went back...Unwillingly, I didn't really wanna do my job and is so damn frustrated feeling mad towards the main school people who wants us to go there. Haiz...But anyhow I still went there and did my job the best I can and finally stood through the whole day. hehe. But really disappointed seeing some of them not really making themselves useful when they are there the whole time. Anyhow, I can't do anything to change them. Pathetic....Darn pathetic...I want to have fun in my school and my class. Lucky I heard that they only took some photos and ate cake. If not I'll become really mad and sad...haha....

Am happy that we finally worked out the theme. It had been such a drag. Taking so much of our time and its now finalized. hehe...Yippee..!!! Am kinda worried about tomorrow's orientation. Hope that it will go on smoothly la.

Oh ya, Guys: Char, Kah Mun, Alvin... Take care of yourselves a. Don't get sick so easily la.

P.s. Happy Birthday Li Peng!!! Sry for not getting to wish you today. ^_^

"Merentas Desa"

School's cool today, a replacement day for CNY. Went to school and did nothing much. Sang through the whole first two period while doing add maths. Then, PJ until recess. Tried lompat jauh 1st time and am liking it. Heard that I did quite well. (Dunno whether isit true anot...) But am hoping to take part in an event on sports day. Its my last year being able to take part in such thinggy, hope to grab as many chance as I can. Stupid me also splint around the whole school when our PE teacher didn't even mentioned anything about not moving and staying put. Ran like an idiot for nothing... Recess time!! 1st time spending my recess with my 5J buddies this year. And we acted like maniacs. Two groups sit facing to each other as if a finght is going to break between both sides. And we talked so loudly even the prefects glanced back again whenever they pass by. In the end, both groups emerged together making tons of noise which caught everyone's attention. Later, its 'gotong-royong' time. Went library to wait for those who promised me to helped library. So disappointed when I found out that I'm the only one waiting. In the end have to do everyting by myself. Damn it!! Luckily the Form 4's are willing to help out later and they also helped promoting the interview.And the results are much more than the 1st interview. Thank You Guys!!! A LOT!!! You all sometimes really make me proud of all of you *Sometimes) Thanks to all leaders too forgiving so much surpport. Though there were only a few peple helping out, we still managed to finish somethings on time. Much gratitude to all of you. I really suck in everything. Haiz...

Made new year biscuits after coming back from school and is craving for sleep. Ok la, thats all for today can't stop typing while sleeping....Hiaz...

School life...

We celebrated Jacky's and Leong's birthday in class yesterday. Did many funny things like asking teacher to gove us sometime to celebrate for them, gave them a drawn cake( we drew a 3 layer cake on the board), sang a loud really loud birthday song (Eng-Chi-Malay), ask them to make a wish and blow the candle (by erasing the candle light in the board), cut the cake(again by erasing method) and finish the cake(clean the board). It was so funny!!! We laughed the whole time. Can't seem to stop. We enjoyed it so much(except some of them....busying doing homework...haiz). Even Pn Chew enjoyed it, saying that we have a wild imagination. hahahaha....Still suffering from the laugh yesterday, I keep laughing whenever I think back. It was so funny the way they make things. Hope to have this kind of event again.

To Jacky n Yee, hope that you both like the card we made for you both la. Happy 17th Birthday !!!!

Will not be able to online so often now, gotta study hard this year. So, posting will be lesser and simpler. But still, please enjoy them. Enjoy school guys, its our last year in secondary! Do, make every minute of it valuable and memorable. Do not regret anything.

* Please note that there are some very terrible things happening in the other side of the world. Ya, I meant the Gaza incidnet. Do appreciate the peace you have now and try contributing as much as you can to them. I'm suggesting that we make a donation to Mercy or any other ways to the Gaza victims to all Chan Waians. Anyone interested, please tell me on Monday. Hope that we make as much funds we can. haha Gambateh!!!

Its school again.

Am happy to be back to school today. Having Charmain beside me now. Hope that we won't be changing our places la...Am happy to meet the 4Mers again..But this year, we will be called 5Mers..haha. Was shocked to hear that Rebecca will be transferring to another school later. Will miss her then. Before school ends, it was a terror. Everyone was shocked when we heard that we can only be off by 2.40 pm. And all of us thought that we will be off at 2.00pm. Everyone panice and rushed around to arrange their transport. Luckily our teacher allow us to off early and much fuss is unneeded. haha..Thanks Pn Lee. Gambateh!!!