It's a Long One, be ready!!!

Got to spend some quality time with my lovely violin today.^^
Had been craving for the time for us to spend together for the past few days.
And got to have a tiny whiny bit of time with it..
What a special moment we had, didn't we...^^

Gosh, had gained so much weight ever since trials started.
I know many of you won't believe me but its true.
Evidence: My pants!! they are all too tight and most of them are unwearable now.
I'm like a small hyppo now, (with spare tyres around me...)
It's 1.40am now and I'm still holding a cookie on my other hand while typing.
Matching up with a nice warm cup of tea...
I think there won't be any chance of me being called thin anymore.
Craps, that means I've gotta buy a new batch of clothes for myself!!!!
Arrgh..
Can't keep my mind out of food.
Eat, eat, eat, that's all I do and now
have to suffer the consequences...

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Anyway, had a great time today as we got to watch a movie in school yesterday.
Called 《三个好人》，
Though the attendance was poor,
There was a slip second where it felt as if all of us are one...
In unity.
What a nice moment.

Had to fill in some form about our dismissal from school.
It requires your Co-cu activities, post you had and achievements,
And so, I filled whatsoever that is required and directed by the teacher...
I filled things that I had experienced and all the other requirements needed..
And had already filled half the column in minutes...
And then a friend of mine said something which got me thinking.
She said:" If people don't know you, they will think that you are trying to boast about your achievements and show off." (Didn't look happy)
Was so shocked to hear that.
And then I wondered about what she said,
Am I doing so? Am I trying to boast ?
And then it strikes me,
No Way I'm doing that，it's not like I have anything to boast about.
I just happened to be scribbling whatsoever that is demanded and just being true about myself.
I may have wrote about a lot of unnecessary things which are not important,
but its what I had done.
I have no achievements which can be compared with other people,
and can't I be happy with the little I have?
I don't have to please people by showing off the things I have and too don't care of what and how people sees me,(I think?)
Maybe I got a little carried away by the subject again...
But it do bug me as this comes our from a friend who is quite close..
Oh well, as long as I'm honest to myself and am not doing anything wrong, nothing matters...

Oh my, can't belive I haven't mention this.
Our class T is finally out!!!
haha.. serious, the same Class T which got me so nervous and excited since the pass few months is finally done!
Damn happy!!! (Flying in the air~)
It looks just like what I had imagined and
all the things I had been worried about are actually put to waste..
hahahahahahahahahahassssssssssssssssss.......

Our very own Class T

5M©

P.S. I Love you.. I love you!!!
Thanks so much for putting so much joy in my life for the past few days,
enjoyed your company...

** Can't get my mind off the song 我的太阳 sung by a little boy in my school... urgh...
*** Happy Belated Birthday Yang and MWei...

永不消失的彩虹-卓文萱

Grew up

Oh dear, I miss my members so much. Got a chance to meet up with my leaders. Was actually kinda worried that the atmosphere with me as an ex and them will be pretty weird and awkward. But hell no. It went in as if we were good old friends.. We talked laughed and joked with each other... Its not actually what I had pictured: them talking crap among themselves, wasting their own time coming out, eat and eat and eat.... But no, they were actually discussing!!! Was so surprised to see them discussing among themselves and they look happy to see me. Welcomed me and made me feel comfortable by filling me with what is going on. Was delighted that they still respect me as an ex and still eager to hear my comments and my opinions... They were pretty sweet but mature in thinking wise. They definitely grew up through the years and not those who were once so naive. I love the way they discuss and the decisions they are making... They are better than us.... Its so nice knowing that VL is now feeling what I had felt a year before and the exact words that I would utter whenever I face the same scenario.. Oh boy, they really grew up....Starting to miss the good old days when we were on their shoes....^^

As we discussed I found out that I hadn't really did a good job in managing my librarians as well as my library. They did outdone us in this aspect thinking every bit of problems they see... They really had a good start and is heading to the right path... Continue the efforts and you'll be off!!!
*Its worth it missing my band members for this... Sorry for not going back to see all of you today...

Anywayz, went lonely shopping again. Got what I wanted and was disappointed that McD does not refill for take aways (what stupid system is that??) Ate my Mcvalue lunch and waited long enough to test my patience....

Oh ya, this happened just now and its hilarious... One of my friends called in and asked for me when I'm not quite available to be attending him. Mum picked up the phone and he went like:"I'm HIS friend..." haha.... My mum went like:"Oh you are HER friend a? Who are you???" hahah...omg. its so funny.... And he was:"Oh I'm XXX....'' I can't stop laughing when I heard this....lolz.... Oh boy, you are so funny!!! I bet this Grammer mistake really scared him much...hehe.... (No offence a Beng if you are reading this...^^)

Had an on9 dicussion just now and it went on well from the start but was disappointed of the response nearing the end.... Anyway, I wanna thank all of you for willingly sacrifice all your valuable just for discussion sake... Love ya!!!!

Ouch!!! my back aches!!!! I think this is due to the long hours of PCing, and sitting in in front of my com.... Swoosh.... Get away you stupid pain... You are giving me problems you know???

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(10 mins later)
OMG. OMG. OMG...

Just finished reading Where Rainbow Ends and it was freakingly touching!!!

Imagine having a life with Alex as a best friend who would do anything just to make you smile...
Imagine having a supportive family which will stand by you no matter what (even when you have your own premarrital baby) cheering for you all the way...
Imagine having a great dream which will bring you far away for where you started off....
Imagine owning a daughter called Katie which is exactly like you who choses the right path for herself and not repeating the same mistakes you made 20 years ago...
Imagine the silence you felt with your best friend which will take you far beyond love to own it...
Imagine falling in love with your best friend ever since you met her and can only get reunited with her after waiting for 50 years......

I mean this story is totally WICKED!!! Where can I find my Alex?? My very own Alex??????

tip of the day:
Don't wait for love to come around... cause it never will...... Take a deep breathe and say 'I Love You'...It tells the whole story......

A Happy Day ( yesterday's events)

It had been a very pleasant and good day. Was kinda disappointed that I didn't go to church today as usual its because that we had to sent my sis back to PJ. Though was kinda sad that I did not go as I had been looking forward to go this week, I had enjoyed myself with the accompany of my family. Watched Hannah Montana again and it was totally hilarious as usual. And her songs are all very nice. Oh ya, I watched the trailer and TMO Angus,Thongs and Prefect Snogging. And can't wait for it to screen soon...hahah...This show is a must...

We went to JJ later. Dad gave us some $ to go shopping which we truly did. It was really memorable having four of us eating in KFC again which do not happen often. Was so happy that we get to eat peacefully and happily together. Had hoped that the moment won't pass but it did. I miss Fruit and Nutcase!!! Wanna to read it again!!! And Jean Ure Rocks!!! (for those of you who does not know who Jean Ure is, please visit her website. Click here) There's a few more new book out by her. Can't wait to put my hands on them...haha...Anyway, I saw many of my friends working and shopping there. Its kinda akward seeing your friends working while you go shopping as it kinda makes me somehow lazy seeing them working hard. haha....I'm on top of the world as I bought a pair of shoes I liked. We went back full-loaded. hahaha....

Later we went to KL to sent my sis bac. And guess what, dad took a wrong turn and we were kinda lost. He was getting kinda frustrated but he still managed to to find the way out. So after that, he took us to eat CRABS!!! OMG. It blew me away as the crabs were fantastic. This is our menu: Cheese crabs, 'gong bou' crabs, marmite 'pai guat', lala, 'mantao' and 'sheung tong yin choy'. An really sorry that I sisn't take any pictures to show as good things shouldn't be shown a lot. Though I thought our dinner was fantastic, dad says that there is another place who sells tastier crabs which is more costly. He said that we have to try it. Can't wait to have another crab feast again!!!haha....

After sending my sis back, mum and dad said something that almost made me cry. They had been telling me this but I just don't like to think about it. ( Its not something bad but is something which everyone must go through in life） I still don't want to think about it and wants to live the most out of my life. And I'm living my life now. Anyway, I slept through the whole journey back home.

I made a call to my dear and we chat for almost an hour. Can you believe that. Once we talk, there's no turning back..haha....Am happy to talk to her again. It had been quite awhile since we last talked.hhaha...So its ok to chat for so long...

I need to go to Kem Belajar tomorrow. Still not yet pack my luggague. Haiz...have to stay away from home for a few more days. And I will only come back on Christmas Eve. There goes my 3 days holidays again....haha....GTG now, need to pack and sleep!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all!!! This is a season is sharing, so share all your love to every in your loved ones!!! May you all be good and receive Santa's gift this year. haha...

"You better watch out, you better not cry you better watch out cause I'm telling you why, Santa Claus is coming to town...."