Back!

Finally, I earned myself a lil' bit of time to update what has happened in my life!

Upon my previous post, this is a follow up story about my new furry friend.
Ok, I should not say that it is my friend, yet, but am very confident that we will be near future.

Right, my dog (I like to call it my dog) now has a new staying place,
somewhere very near which I can see it everyday.
It no longer clings under my car for shelter,
the place it is right now provides more comfort.
For awhile, I really thought I lost it after its disappearance after the 2nd day I found it!
It was a real relieve.
As soon as me and pa found its current location, we tried to lure it out,
as to invite it into our family,
but it didn't happen.
We tried all sorts of ways,
whistling, flashing lights so that it sees us, feeding it, try to talk to him...
**Oops, its gender is still yet to be defined, but am assuming its a He**

We were tipped by our neighbor that its leg was injured but it is better now...
Phew, thank God that it can still mobile fine...
Am still on the verge of befriending him,
trying my best to feed it / play with it as much as I can,
filling my mind with the thought that it may soon be officially called - my dog!

Am making some progress now... See, it posed for me!

Ain't it handsome! hehe...

Wish me luck!

Oh ya, speaking of luck, just wanna share something that happened to me recently.
I am a seriously very lucky person...
N days ago, I left A (A=something of mine which is very important)on the bus...
Only found out long after I embarked the bus...
Leaving pity A behind...
So, with much disappointment of myself, I called it one of my BAD DAYS...
Everyone told me that it is very unlikely that I may find A again...
Sadden by the fact that I may have lost A forever, I returned home telling ma...
As I was thinking of ways and efforts to try my luck,
to give it a shot of finding A,
miracle happened.
Someone phoned my house saying that it found A and is willing to return it to mua...
Haha!!!!
The someone was the bus driver of the bus and he really tried his best to return A to me..
You know, as a bus driver, he is always on the go...
He is even willing to bring A to me at 11pm at night,
how kind was that?
However, our time didn't clicked and he sought for different solutions for us to meet up..
Unbelievably, A is back with me now!
Thank you bus driver Zul, you are one of the kindest man I've seen,
trying your very best to return something so unimportant,
and making such a huge effort to contact us every time you are free...
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

Nowadays, everyone is so stereotypical about the hearts of human beings,
assuming that no one in this earth would do anything kind,
as to go all the way out to return something insignificant to you.
People always say, people might have stolen your thing,
or there is no way that you can find your things back...
Well, I found the someone which maybe the 1 out of 100 people.
There's still a lot of hope in this world,
we just have to have some faith in it...

I like to believe that
what God takes from you, he will return it with something more precious...
It may be a lesson, an experience, a sense of hope, or even something very small...
it is still much valuable than the thing you lost...

Peace for tomorrow...

Skyscrapper - Demi Lovato

Run

Joined S'ban Half Marathon 2011 today.
Finished the 9km, pass the finish line and got the medal I wanted.
Ya, nothing special,
except the fact that for someone as slow as me got a qualifier medal,
that's PURE luck.

Anyway, what I wanna say here is not to boast about what I got.
But about this lady.
There was a lady in the marathon today,
Tim found her crying loudly, ranting about something...
looking all around, as though searching for something...
And on her hands was 2 Glatorade sample cups....
It was assumed that she lost her kid...
She cried and cried, ranting and ranting,
Tim asked if we should do something about it...
I said we should, but let's observe and see what is she actually looking for first...
And we stood there watching her sitting at this corner,
not moving an inch, crying...
with the 2 cups of Glatorade glued firmly on her palms.
I thought: For a women who has juz lost her child, she's relatively calm...

After not too long,
she started moving into the crowd,
crying and ranting...
This is when Tim glides off and followed her,
with me trying hard to keep up behind..
And he approached her and asked what happened.
She juz replied:" cari ibu..." and cries...
She stomps away looking all around crying loudly...
Pushing through the crowds, I finally kept up with them.
We are at the place where the big shots are seated.
Tim's trying to get the PA guy to make and announcement,
but got rejected as the BiG Shot was making a speech...
The lady started crying loudly and shouting for her mother again..
What caught my attention most was not how many gazes were directed towards us,
or how many annoyed faces were shown that moment,
but the fact that after all the yelling and sobbing,
she still have the 2 cups of Glatorade with her.

The impatient reaction of the PA guy pisses me as he couldn't get her to calm down.
I mean, come on! She lost her mother!!!
Where's your patience???
After answering some questions by some other people around there,
the lady started crying again....
This time, the big shots glanced our direction,
but their butts still glued to their seats.
I dunno if they are being respectful to the guy talking in front,
or juz mere ignorance,
no effort was made to know what's going on.
Anyway, as the workers round there find her disturbing the speech,
she was asked to sit, calm down, stop crying..
Taken to another place for I dunno-for-what and talk to another bunch of people...
Tim and I juz stood far away, watching her,
to see if she's getting the help she needed...
She stopped crying for awhile,
and the tap flowed out not long after.
Few ladies started bringing her around,
in the attempt of looking for her mother...
Remember, she's emotional, terrified, scared, and unstable...
Dun forget, the 2 cups of Glatorade she's put much importance on.
So, as this emotional young lady was storming out once again to find her 'ibu',
Squeezing through a crowd,
some Glatorade will surely spill out on her way, right?
And surely, in a situation packed with people,
some lucky one will get a portion of the Glatorade on them...
They cursed her.
Saying bad things about her.
I was mad...
But why pick up a fight with people who doesn't care?
Back to the topic,
she found her mum.
Standing there waiting for her.
And she burst into tears again,
holding her mum tightly to her.
I didn't see if she's still holding the 2 cups after that anot,
but it was a happy ending.
Tim and I were really happy.

You see, in this event,
we get to see actually how many people who are living in their own world,
not wanting to understand that its not the world you are in important,
but is the world you are out of that is...
Money is not important...
Live is.

"Our faith in God is like a marathon... We have to run until the end till we reach our destination... Heaven..."

Dun give up.

Headlines:
~ Super star, Amy Winehouse died at 27
~ 98 dies of gunshots by a police imposter in Norway
~ 10, 000 dies out of hunger per day becoz of the famine in Somalia

How depressing...

Price Tag (Acoustic) -Jessie J

I do, I do not

I really dunno on what grounds I'm living on,
and am certainly confused on what am I living for.
Life sometimes seems so amusingly interesting to me,
but yet somethings so unreasonably ambiguous...
It seems that I have so much to do,
but yet so little time...
And on other times,
I juz can't lift any of my fingers up on whatsoever that I should've done,
wasting time on things I know I tell myself not to do..
This reminds me of a scripture I read few weeks ago:

"I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no long I myself who do it, but it is the sin living in my. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do-this I keep on doing. Now if I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is the sin living in me that does it. "
(Romans 7:15-20)

It juz gets better and better no matter how many times I read it. LOL!!!
It always ends up with a wide silly grin on my face and the confusion dangling down my heart.
Though what it is trying to deliver is not literal to what I'm saying,
but the general idea is there...
Do things you ought to do and not the things you know hate to do,
although you will end up doing what you hate to do,
keep in mind of what you wanna do and do it,
for when you do what you hate to do is not what you are doing,
but instead is the sin living in you who does it....
Complicated huh?
Read it again!
Still confused?
That's life! :P

Till I find my way out of this mess,
I will continue working my a** on whatever that is I want to work on...

Wish me luck in my upcoming project of the good I want to do which I will do!! Sin, don'tcha come spoiling my plans! XP

"I've seen dreams that move the mountains, Hope that doesn't ever end, even when the sky is falling...."

This lil' boy has a lil' dream of fishing for his own balloon...
He got two balloons with ease,
that's what Faith can do...

What faith can do-Kurtless

Little things I Treasure

To tell the truth,

I had always treasured the things I had…

My belongings, stationery,

It often makes me wonder how come the little things are still with me, miraculously appearing in front of me, without even realizing how and when had I placed them with me.

For a clumsy person, I truly believe that misplacing things would be the type of signature I would use to describe myself in my job resume. But to my surprise, I could always find the lil’ things inside my bag , the lil’ stationery box or wherever I had them there when I need them. ^^

This practice went on and on till the extend that finding things I didn’t know I would remember to keep or collect became a habit that I dun have to remind myself to do it.

And right, I did mention that I treasured the things I had. The miraculous findings of the things I thought I would leave behind did make me treasure them more… Where I really got used of using them thinking that they are probably the best among the other brands I could ever find….

Until one day….

They miraculously DISSAPPEARS…

That’s when the miseries APPEARs….

No, blaming God, fate or whatever supernatural things a person could ever make up isn’t the 1^st thing that pops into the mind…

It’s the fact that the best thing a person could ever use is now gone, or the dependence a person lay upon the so-called ‘thing’ clings within the heart. The worst is…. Not being able to find it even after you flip your bag inside out, upside down, or dissecting each and every portion of the stupid thing you used to carry the lost one, or whatever way you used to maintain contact with it… Hoping it will miraculously appear again, but it doesn’t happen…

It’s at this moment, using any new ‘brands’ or temporary ‘staffs’ are the lousiest things a person could every do. Having in mind the thoughts of how could I lose it? Where did I place it??? And occasionally, blaming bad aura that drops by to visit the pea-sized brain of mine…

After thinking and thinking, squeezing possibly every drop of the brain fluid of mine…. There’s the ultimate explanation for the disappearance of the much missed one…

THE so-called GENETIC FACTOR of my STUPIDITY AND CLUMSINESS WHICH WILL STICK WITH ME FOREVER AND EVER…

OK, this is not to chant about the fact that I DO lose things… But its actually a tribute to the things I lost after all these years…

The many pens and pencils I befriended, my scissors, erasers, key chains, pencil boxes, Dear LUMIX, workbooks, color pencils, correction pens, glues, stickers, earrings, the lil’ gifts that was given to me which I lost or broke (XP: Emphasizing on the word CLUMSY…) this, that…. friends who I lost contact throughout the years and also much missed loved ones who are on their journey to far away…

Really hope that all of you will be in a better place… May the person that is with you treat you with much love and care…. And that your troubles will leave you as how you left me. And for some of you (goods) who somehow landed in any ditches, dustbins or any bloody corner, may you seek comfort in that place and live well…. Will be remembering the great times we had from time to time. God bless. Amen.

p.s. This is my first post after all this months. Juz wanna declare to the whole world that I'm still and very much ALIVE!!!! ^^

The Little Things-Cobbie Callat

'Family'

Tuned into Mraz world...

Assignments.... Checked
Scrapbook.....Checked
Presentations....Checked
Finals.... DOOM~~

Had many unforgettable day with the all-gal 'family'.
Whenever I'm with them... Time really flies...
Its like, we all juz gather at 6pm,
and before we know it.. its 6am...
Really enjoyed the passed few weeks spending every day and night with them.
Wier, Siaw Hui, Cecilia and Kangaroo...
Currently the more enjoyable and fun assignment group of my foundation life...
We talk, we sing, we discuss, we watch movies,
We draw, we colour, we cut, we paste, we get hungry, we yumcha..
Not excepting the time we flip through everything, messing everything up,
juz to find something we can't find on the chaotic table.. Lolz..
We had been lil' kids for the past few weeks,
thinking, acting, talking and even behaving like kids...
Everything, juz seemed.... FUN!
After our 'baby' Ikuto's diary is done,
presentation's over,
all that's left is to... Celebrate!!!
Had a very peaceful yet funny dinner eating noodles..
and after that, silly us went buying ice-cream cake and digged into it in the shop itself,
with all other customers lining up buying buns and cakes,
watching us like we were mere weirdos...
Well, it's not like we care... Lolz..
Though it's really weird cutting a cake in the cakery itself where we haven't even paid for it. XD
Dwelling in the time we had and the scrumptious cake in front of us.
Right after we were done camming and eating,
now what's left to do is to hurry home with the remaining melting cake...
Drizzling, we were cycled back like a bunch of crazy people,
laughing all the way,
making sure that we reach home before the cake becomes nothing but gross fluid..
In the end... Half of the cake was already liquid when we managed to get it into the freezer.. Lolz

Simplicity,
simple things we do can create BIG BIG memories...
Now that we're done,
it feels kinda reluctant that there won't be silly jokes and startling verses from them.
Not to forget those silly things we say to each other, crapping...
Really really enjoy the time with you guys,
thanks for the love, support and tolerance
also for those phrase which seemed sarcastic, but yet full of warmth.
Grandma, mum, aunt and sis... Arigato! =)

We're working hard... Dun play play...

When we're working.... So serious... haha..
(Look at our table...)

We worked under this stressful condition.. Lolz..

Food delivery...
Yeah, we ate a lot along the way... We ate and ate and ate... XP

Gotta thank this sem's assignment for the good times we had... hehe...
This is the last time we'll all get to work together... It's really a good experience...
Till we get together again... Let's get CRAZY~~~ hahaa...

**************************************************************************************
Christmas's in this corner... Can't wait.. haha...
Happy Christmas everyone!!!
If you don't receive any presents this year,
try giving some then.
Be a Santa Claus!!
Its always better to give than to take, Trust me!
Who knows?
maybe you'll receive tons next year =)


Heading off to the books, taa.. tar!!

Here We Go Again-Paramore

Random

Almost wanna cry dy...
How can someone sing a song that can move someone so much???
She's so freaking awesome!!!!!
Am totally drawn towards you.

And then there's the Glee cast singing at the back of my ear!!!
Can you guys please dun sing with so much feelings??
Wanna cry dy!!!
Can't help being moved by so many touching songs!
You guys are just so terrific!

Songs... songs... songs...
Affecting me and my mood now...
Tons of journals to read and assignments await!!!
Cannot continue to dwell in this feeling right now!!!

Had been quite occupied this whole week . Been rushing here, going there and staying back late. Had even came back from school at 12am. hehe... Neat, right? Am trying to enjoy these preoccupied days now. Hopefully I get to accomplish everything I target within the 24 hours given by Father everyday la. And sorry that am not blog walking often these days. Will try to arrange more time to do so! haha..

Food craving Mania starts right now!

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p.s. C.A.L.M dudes, I'm totally missing it all!!!

Don't Stop Believing-Glee casts

Ali Mountain gal.. ^^

Hey guys, it's been awhile since I last came here.
My holidays is gonna end dy.
Had done many things that I wanted these few weeks.
Many things happened too.
Happy and sad events,
but mostly jolly things...
What can be more happy than being with your family??haha...

Had played badminton with the guys,
Watched a show or two,
Ate a whole lot,
And met with almost everyone I wanted.
Life's like a dream,
But there are some nightmares too.
But lets just cut the nightmare part.

Had been back in Kampar since Tues.
Was back so early to attend our Chinese Orchestra music camp.
All the feelings came back as though I was still with CW band.
These few days was magical, unbelievable...
We played from day to night and night to day.
IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MUSIC! HEHE...
Just like old times....
It feels real great spending your day with the people who are like you,
will put in everything just to play the song well,
who work hard and strive to perfect each and every part of the song,
who are determined to play their part well so that they won't get scolded by the conductor,
and the best of all,
those who enjoys playing music just as much as you do... :)
Had been missing old times though,
when I was there with my dear violin and my fellow mates,
but now it's replaced by a new instrument and new friends,
it still feels GREAT!
Today will be the last day though,
am feeling a lil' heavy hearted now,
not being able to do it everyday.
But still, the memories will come along with me, right??
We had only been practicing two songs these few days,
Coz we're amateur players, (Just like new A-Band)
and playing the same song over and over again,
makes it stays in you the whole time...
Up until now, I can still hear the melody:"阿里山的姑娘..." all the time,
Even during my sleep... (I'm serious, I hear it everywhere!!!)
And not only me, sis does the same too! hahaha...


Oh ya, wanna do a small advertisement here.
The reason why we are having this camp and practicing so hard
is because we will be having our Chinese Orchestra Night (Which btw is a concert)

Date: 20 June 2010 (Sunday)
Time: 7pm-10pm
Venue: UTAR, Kampar Heritage Hall (Block A)
Theme: 优乐

Do support if you can!! For further info, please feel free to ask me! Tickets can be purchased from mua!!! COME COME COME!!!!!!!


My new mate in Kampar,
Loving it much now... ^^

Mad World-Adam Lambert

At Bliss 2

Another blissful weekend back home.
Dada and mama's really gonna spoil us bad if the continue being like that. haha..
Spend loads again,
got everything we wanted...
I mean literally everything...
There's really nothing more to ask for!
Well, there's still one or two...
but they can wait. ^^
Soo Soo happy to get to eat the cheese cake that I've longed for.
Way happy wei! hahahhahahaha...
Everything was so perfect and life's seems so easy,
it was too perfect that it made me worry.
Hopefully I'm thinking too much la..
Anywayz, I'm a lucky lucky gal.
Thanks to dada, mama, and my Heavenly Dad!
Muakz~
Final's next week dy,
have to feed on books and notes again...
Argh... Books, taste yucky~ :S
Oh well,
at least hols is waiting for me after that... Whee~~~



This is how I felt when I know how grandma's doing;
How people ignores the pain of others;
When she shed her tears in front of everyone;
How lonely some people are;
When no one sees the hard work some put in for the benefit of others;
Open up your eyes, will you???


p.s: Special thanks to Myee and her 'parents' for eazing my job. Oh ya, not to forget, Mr. Al for burning the discs la.. XD

My Life Would Suck Without You-Kelly Clarkson

At bliss

Last weekend was fantastic. Did not go back to my hometown this week, as I had just went back last week. Am really relaxed and had a wonderful weekend here in Kampar as all the assignments and test had been completed. What a wonderful world... Am very glad to get to sleep whenever I want, eat whenever I want and no alarm clock waking me up early in the morning rushing to class... This weekend is just-- NICE~

Had morning class on Friday and got back by noon. Splendid afternoon. Watched shows, listening to songs... Ignoring everything that happened the last few days. There's just mua in the quiet room. Am getting use of the quietness.

On Sat, sleep until I woke up by myself. More music, more relaxation. Dada and mama came here to see us. Went Ipoh Parade that day. Ate tauge chicken and sa hor fun. Nice~ Am very happy to be with my old folks. Ever since I've been in UTAR, I realize that being with them is the happiest moment ever. I can be myself, the genuine and original Shyuan that I've always was. No limits, no boundaries, no restrictions... Just the true old me. Dada and Mama treated us like we were princesses, no scolding (Complaints got la), no yelling... They are just so happy to see us. Guess they miss us REALLY much. ^^ Though we had really great time, still am feeling guilty that we had spent so much of their money in just 1 day.... Sorry ya~

The Most Famous in Town! Specialised in Chicken Bean Sprouts and Kuetiau..XD Can't stop laughing when we saw this sign board.... This is the most famous in town, tauge Chicken and hor fun. Jalan Teatre, Ipoh have plenty of stalls for you to choose from.


A really nice Old town coffee shop in Ipoh, love the environment there...
Really can't find in S'ban


Old Town coffee ice-cream. Had indulged into the nice coffee taste. Mmm...


Had this for lunch. 月光河。Mediocre only.

Sunday, had breakfast with dada and mama at the market. It has been long since I last ate at a market. The hawkers yelling, the nice coffee aroma, the chattering of the people, the stench smell.... It feels nice to blend into the crowd. Did some grocery shopping and bought watermelon for my fellow housemates. Cubed the watermelon and distributed to all of them. The contentment of giving truly defeats the feeling of receiving. Knowing that people actually ate what you offered to them really feels great as I was so scared that they won't eat the watermelon. Had a great relieve when they told me that the watermelon was sweet.... Damn happy wei! Dada and mama went back after lim tehing... Heavy-heartedly. But no worries, will be seeing them again the next weekend. kekeke.... Spend a quiet afternoon with Kaycee Miller and Max plus Stagga. Spend a night at a friend's, tasted her homemade spagetti... Yums... And chit chatted for I dunno how long...

Homemade spagetti... Loads of sausages... It taste ok...

What a great weekend I have.... What a great great weekend... Dada, mama, I LOVE YOU!!!

Be yourself, Just be who you truly are....

p.s: Jane, Jane, Jane, please reply mua, ASAP!

Should've Said No- Taylor Swift

Reports

Finally got some REAL time to post. haha... Had been kinda stressed these few days. Really wonder why. Hadn't progress much in my assignments, had not study much for my test.... Still, why am I feeling so stressed out and tired???

ManY and YJ's gonna leave soon. Jean, planning to leave after sem 1. Why's everyone leaving? Though we're not really close, but still it's sad to see you guys leaving one by one... T.T And there's KM struggling hard to fight the cancerous cells... Tons of mind winding assignments and the nerve stretching presentations... Is there any other happier things around?

Econs econs econs, will be due by next Monday. Not yet even started. Gosh, those killing statistical numbers, facts, dunno what you does it means words... REally driving me CRAZY!!! Spending whole week to sorts those FREAKING datas out, but still, no progress... Help!

Oh ya, my radio drama on Tues turned out quite ok. Teacher praised our sound effects. haha.. Hooray! Though speaking wise, we're not so good, but still, it's a very nice experience. (The Phantom... of the Opera is Here!!!! .... I'm Erik!
Looking forward to see the performance of others.

Speaking of Tues, almost forgot to mention, I have a new hair do! haha.. Loving it! Got many compliments leh.. haha.. So happy! ^^ Not gonna post it here. If you wanna see, ask me out la. haha... (juz joking)

Wait for the damn KTM which is delayed for about 2 1/2 hours ... So late man! 1st time taking the KTM to Kampar, lucky I met with my housemates.. hehe.. Thanks ya jie jie's ^^

Am in crave for food these past few days. I mean, I won't get full even after I eat rice or whatsoever. It's like the more I'm trying to loose weight, the more I eat, what kind of theory is that???? Am trying very hard to keep away from food but I ended up giving in.. Craps.... Still I <3 FOOD!!!!! GIMME FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!!! Speaking of food, am going to get myself some maggi now.. haha.. Be back soon!

I'm like those hungry lil' birdies, hunting for food. ^^

Back. Stuffed. Maggi rocks! haha... Gotta off dy. Assignments awaits!

爱情病-FT Island

Alas!

Yippee!!! It's the last day of school!!!
It feels darn good leaving school.
Spend my whole day chit chatting with my Jrs
They were loads of fun..^^
Recalled some moments of myself being their age..
haha.. what memories..
Have to admit that I'm really really old le..
Even climbing the stairs seemed to be a little more tougher than last time..
haiz... The result of aging...
Time passes faster when you have friends who you know is by your side.
Though we have some difference in status (Soon, you know what I mean la.) XD
5 turned up today in my class
Which was definitely a record breaker for us.
But had expected less to come.

Took many pics with teachers and friends.
It was fun..^^
And knowing that there were some who really cared about you,
makes everything worth while.
I may not know how they really feel about me,
but I know that I'm very very grateful to have them in my life.
Last day of school,
Signifying the last of many things.
Am wondering what would I miss most about school.
And the answer was obvious.
Nothing was above it...^^

Gratitudes of the day list: (arrangements are at random)
~ All my teachers. You guys had made me who I'm today. Thanks for all the guidance and patience you all had showered upon me. Will gonna miss you all.
~ My fellow team mates. I may not have made it without you guys. Thanks for everything.
~ Darling Juniors. Though I may look as if I'm very strict with you all, I really do thank you all for having me in my life and making me someone you can come to when you are in need.
~ Soon. Thanks bro!
～Khai Seng. Hehe... you rock man!! Enjoyed my nuggets! Mmmm..
～ BL and CN. Arigato for you lovely cams. hehe... I want the pics o!!
~ Lemon. Thanks for not breaking your promise to come and all the support.
~Everyone else. Appreciate much for everything!!! It's too long for me to list everyone else. So, try tagging yourself to this. XD

The conversations we had had surprised me about something in life.
People often hides themselves and is protected by a hard shell.
A mask is what beng will say.
And yes, it's a mask which people wears everyday,
socializing and treating everyone under the freaking mask.
And in the end,
while we were so obsessed in protecting ourselves,
we are bound to forget ourselves.
Who we are and our true identity.
That's the way of life.
People wear masks and being realistic.
It really makes human pretty scary..

Anywayz,
life still goes on no matter what.
Why do we care what people say about us
when we did not do anything wrong??
Why must we care if people accuse you of doing something,
when whatever you do is for the sake of improving something
when nothing's being done？
This is the true side of life which we must face...
Oh well...
Hope that the can cope it up la.. ^^

I drew this just now when I was recalling our conversations.
I SuCK in art but overall, I think it's quite ok.
Comments are welcome.
I think that what I'm trying to tell here is quite obvious.
Hope you'll understand it.

今天的人类总爱分你我，分地盘，分地位与权力，
一切都分得清清楚楚。
无论我们多么的努力，多么希望能了解你的生活，我们之间总被一条线给隔着：

这一切分来分去，身份，地位，权力？难道这些比友谊更重要吗？
若再这样下去我们几时才会团结？几时才能像个大家庭一样不分你我呢？

只要彼此尊重与体谅，往同一个方向前进，
没有事情是不可能的。
而这正是我最想看到的。

Happy Last Day of School!!!

p.s: I know my Language SUCKS. Please forgive mua for the mistakes...

我介意-金莎

Amour

OMG... OMG...OMG..
Am flying over the moon now..
Absolute Boyfriend is so freakingly AWESOME!!!!
Night / Shoshi...
How can Riiko Choose??
Its so sweet having someone to protect,
Love, Care, Help, step up, Cheer for you,
Making you the main reason of living...
Smiles whenever you smile,
Saddens whenever you are down,
Making you the luckiest person on earth...
Night and Soshi Rocks!!!
Riiko is so lucky to have both of them by her side...
But how will it end??? She's gotta choose, but who??
So curious... Ahhhhhh....



Watched Sad movie yesterday,
Just by the title,
you'll know what to expect in the end of the movie..
Yup, tears..
Love, had many type,
And in this show,
It really reflects multiple types of love in life...
Its always hard to say Goodbyes,
especially to those which will be forever...
But its harder to watch your loved one die,
being trapped in a fire,
but yet still thinks about you and taped his last words in his last seconds,
continued by a scene of flaming hot flame attacks...
And watching him suffer.....and ....
How can someone face something like this???
You can actually hear the character's heart breaking sound...
Watch it and you'll know what I mean...

Known someone who has already found his One and Only,
And through the way he describes her,
she seems to mean the world to him..
Is it really true that you can hear your heart beat when you are with someone??

子聪说：“保护胜雪小姐是我的天命，就算牺牲自己的生命我也在所不惜。。。”

背影-林宥嘉

School.... Bills..

Joyful ~
Ok, last post of the day,
I promise..
This morning, the German kid went up the stage and gave a little speech.
In Malay. He's quite good..
Caused a little bit of havoc though,
but it was fine..
Ms Ng will be leaving us soon...
Still had not manage to complete her work,
But I do like her a lot..
The Best Bio teacher around!!!
Anyways, gotta crack my head again for her gift..

Results were out today..
Cheers~no fail..
hahas.. Happying^^...

Oh ya, thanks Alvin for making my life easier..
And thanks Charm for releasing your heart to me..
Sorry Lemon for pushing you so hard...(you get what I mean)
Thanks Lord for the blessings...

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Arrgh~
After school , went paying some bills..
We went to Celcom main office 1st,
I got out and went in to pay the bills,
Was told to pay the bills at the machine,
And it states no RM1 is allowed...
What the heck,
My bill is RM **6...
Which means I need RM 1 in order to finish paying the bill...
So, I took a number from a lady who knew that I was going to pay bills,
waited for my number and went to the counter.
I told the lady that I wanna pay bills,
and screw her for saying:
" Kalau nak bayar bill, mesti bayar di machine itu, tidak boleh bayar di sini. Kamu cuma boleh bayar di sini kalau mesin rosak..."
Damn it... wasted my 5 mins...
So, I went back to the machine and it was a touch screen.
I touched it and no response,
Damn it again...
Feeling a little impatient already, I went back in to try another machine,
one of the Malay worker who sat there said:" Nak bayar bill ke? guna mesin tu la"
And lead me back to the same freaking machine.
I was like:'' Mesin ini tidak boleh...."
And thats when the freaking worked...
Craps, I key in the requirements and asked :" tidak boleh guna RM 1 ke??"
MW: "Tidak boleh, hanya RM100, RM 50, RM 10, RM5 boleh digunakan"
I already knew that,
and went:" Tapi saya mesti guna RM1 wo..."
Starting to be pissed,
Even showed him the bill..
He went blanked and went to ask the others...
Me feeling bad for keeping the one behind me waiting,
allowed the Nice Indian Guy to use the machine while I wait,
MW came back and said that I don't have to pay for the xtra RM1..
Craps, why didn't he said that earlier...
MW stood there waiting with me,
Knowing that this is my 1st time using the machine...
Waited.. waited for the NIG to finish...
And then it was my turn...
The kind man that was intially behind allowed me to proceed,
He kindly taught me the steps of using the machine,
One by one, he helped me through the whole process...
I didn't even ask him to do so,
but he was kind enough to teach me step by step,
even helped me to put in my money into the machine...
Craps, the machine swallowed some of them and rejected the rest..
Gotta do the same procedure again,
Vomited some out again,
The MW still stood there the whole time,
(NIG also stated that we had to repeat the procedures a few times to pay our bills..)
He patiently wait for me to keyin the requirements for the 3rs time
until the machine finally finished swallowing the whole sum of the bill..
Finally...
The patient guy was so polite and patient and told me to keep the receipts then leave..
Lucky I managed to thank him just before that..
Thanked MW too before I left...

Now I finally realized how it feels like paying bills
For the single mums in stories...
Its a wonder how my mum do that after all these years...
What a lousy system for a huge company like Celcom.
But was delighted to meet someone like the Nice Indian Man...
He was so kind to help me...
The world seemed to be a whole lot better with people as kind as him...^^
Thank ya once again for your patience and kindness...

Trials is coming soon... Not yet even prepare myself for it..
Still following The Rescue - Nicholas Sparks..
Admired Mitch and Mellissa's relationship..
How can they keep themselves so love with each other after 13 years of marriage,
And they were so cute together!!!
What a nice couple...
Ok, thats all for now... Chao~

The Show - Lenka

Simple day..

Ok. Sis went back this morning. All of us woke up early just to sent her back. We drove way up to PJ and came back. Neat huh? I missed a meeting yesterday and another today. This seldom occur but it did.. Had been left out in all my xtra-curricular activities this year. Don't know whether isit because I care much less or it just sort of happened. Just to know that We Form 5-s will be retired by mid-year but still active in what-so -ever we do...Anyway, gotta realy catch up in my homework. Had been so damn left out in my studies too. Wondering how am I supposed to do well in my SPM. haiz..

Sis gone back which means I'm all alone again. Enjoyed the fun we had together for the past few days though we didn't really id much..haha.. Dad and mum still treats me well when I behaved. Dad had been eyeing for some new models of cam for me. Here is one of them:

Panasonic Lumix DMC FS15.
Nice huh??One the the model which I like very much . Too bad I can't have it now. There are some conditions to go with it which is hard to fulfill. Anyhow, am still glad to know that he is looking out for me...hehe..

Me poor Lumix still no where to be found. Life's still not the same without it...Hope the fellow who took it will put my dear Lumix into good use....(cry...)

Oh ya, Heroes is one of a hit series now. Almost everyone is watching it. Its really nice and the anticipation is great. Even people like me watch it. haha...But I think there are some parts which makes people go crazy as it actually shows that people in the real world always believe in the wrong person which lead to doing wrong things. We must actually see clearly whoever whe trust and why must we trust them. Not only on the surface that the people looks honest means that they deserve your trust, the most important is the inner part.......Hope that you all know what I mean... Heroes is really nice... Watch it or you'll loose it... Seasons 2 and 3 had already arrived. Do check them out too!!!

Gotta go finish my SJ notes now. Wishing CH a Happy Belated birthday!!!

Shocking Day

Am very happy rite now. Just received to calls which kinda blow me away. 1st, J called me and asked me whether I'm free to go out to celebrate for me n Boon. Am so shocked as this is actually the first time he called me and that he is actually asking me out. He's soo CUTE!!! Can't express my feelings now. somehow thinking that I'm so lucky to have friends like him... Hahahaha... Happing..

Then not long later, Ni called me. Am kinda expecting it as every year at this time, she'll definitely call me, and Yi hinted me this morning. So I was happy that the call had finally reached. haha.... She too asked me whether I'm free to gather. Wao!! I imediately said yes and gave a date without even thinking through it. I was too happy to think about anything that time. Can't believe that there are somebody who remembers my Bday...haha...Still had not subsided from the calls incident. I'm so High now!!!

Haha...Meeting as usual, was happy that everything seemed to go on well. Followed my to to pay some bills. Was so amazed that there are actually drive-in counter here in Malaysia to pay bills. I always thought that only other countries have these type of services. Never Malaysia. And now I had seen it. I suddenly felt that M'sia is really a great country. Feeling patriotic now. MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

We having informal meeting...Everyone is serious...


Even the monitor lizard wanted to join us, but loose its way back then^^

haha...Reached home after that. I began my moviethon. I watched 2 movies straight. To be actual, its 1 1/2. The first movie I watch is Japanese movie-Swing Girls. The reason I said I watched 1 1/2 show is because I had already watched the 1st part of the show the other day. Its about a bunch of students who had been a replacement for the school brass band and started learning about music and band just to skip classes. They later posseses LOVE to the instruments they had touched and wanted to play more music. They find ways to get their own instruments, learnt Jazz and later formed a Big Band Jazz. Its really funny and entertaining!!! This was my 3rd time watching this show and I'm still all over it. This show ROCKS!!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED~~

Imediately after that, I watched another Japanese movie 《在世界的中心呼唤爱》. Its a romantic sad Love Story as the heroin died in the end. Its very touching but I still preferred to it. My second time watching it and it still is haunts me as people DO tend to forget those who had already left us. But the show is pretty good if you come to understand it...haha...

Anyway, after watching 《在》 I felt quite down the whole afternoon as this is the side-effect of watching sad movies. I can't seem sleep well. Something suddenly struck me then. I realized something which I had done been wrong before. And now, I finally decided. I would like to change myself. Being dedicated to what I'm doing now (the things I'm doing for my societies). No more grumbling and doing things unwillingly. I must consider myself LUCKY as I get to do all this and not everyone does. Time don't stop nor turn back. There's not much time left for me to do anything else except to do my best. I want my secondary life to be memorable. I started joining many clubs to enjoy and have fun. I might as well end it the same way too!!! Maybe extra work do come in the way sometimes. But I'm sure it will all pay off. Haha...Feeling better now. I wondered why it took me so long to realize this. How foolish I'm...^^ It was kinda bothering me then. But I'm ok now....Will do my very best in everything willingly. No more UNFAIR JOB for me!!!! haha...

Am chasing the new series 《萤火虫的梦》。 It looks kinda nice today when I watched it. t Will be looking forward to watch it again tomorrow. haha...

God must be a painter. Why else would we have so many colors?

~Alicia (played by Jennifer Connelly) in A Beautiful Mind

Plesant dinner

Went to the 中秋晚会慰劳宴 just now. About 30 of us had our dinner together. It was quite funny that we whole bunch of students like having a tour around Seremban. With little A Chat as our 'tour guide' haha...Except that she did not have a flag on her hand..lolz..
When we reached the restaurant, it was crowded. Many people there. We guys like going to tour entered the restaurant, we caught many people's attention as we're like from kampung with whole big bunch of people going there to eat steak..haha...
All of us had our dinner which was so-so for me only. I ate steak which was better than this.I ate Black Pepper Chicken with Iced Lemon Tea (my favourite...But its kind sour)

Pic of my dinner， Black Pepper Chicken ..Looks YUMMY rite?



Great Iced Lemon Tea...Sorry ya Lemon...^^


Pic of me & cute little Yi...Friends Forever!!!


All of us took pictures after that. It was fun actually. Though there are some people which I don't quite know. After dinner, some of them went FC to play DOTA...Haiz..boys are boys...

Pic of 'Chan Wa tour' ( Few people are not in the pic, soo sad...)


Nothing specific which I want to blog today. This maybe caused by what happened yesterday. Its kinda sad thinking about it again, so I chose not to blog about it...Sometimes I really wonder how come some people can live in this world with some bad attitude which I find some sort of annoying...Anywayz I don't want to think about it again...It still gets on my nerves whenever I think of it...Haiz..

Thanks anyway for all my friends who worried about me...I'm aokay now. Don't have to worry for me, I'm doing just fine.

Still struggling on how to do her card. And what am I supposed to give ML next week.
Plus what am I supposed to do in school next week. And whether or not I should attend the camp and the concert...Haiz...Many things still going on my mind now...Phew...Hope also that Goh will have a safe trip to Hong Kong tomorrow. Have fun, ya.

Thats all for today. Looking forward for church tomorrow. Happy for my 2 new friends who had just started to blog. Hope to see more interesting posts in the future.

Bible Verse of the day:
Philippians 4:8
Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever, is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, let your mind dwell on these things.