We Did It!

We finally did it!!!
Achieved what we started out to do!!!!
Organized a mini show,
and to get as much donations as we can!

Have to thanks Sha for backing the initial idea, and to go through the whole thing with me,
Tham who asked loads of questions about the whole event, and of coz, performed!
Yi, Ni, Teddy, LiSha, Zhen Pei, Yee Wen, Char, Disney, Tim, the Youths who agreed to perform,
My parents especially, for being so Supportive,
Sis who gave me so much encouragement,
Joy and A. Cindy who baked and made fantastic cupcakes, cookies and pudding!
Church members for giving so many positive response,
My friends and family who attended the event,
Henry and Joanne who took loads of pics for us,
Everyone who helped in any kind of way,
Pusat Jagaan Orang Kurang Upaya Si Putih's supervisor, Mrs Rajes who provided so much info,
Each and everyone who donated to the funds!! You...you...you...you...you!!!
And not forgetting,
our Mighty LORD, who was, is and always be there for us, to make things right.
Lord, thank you for making this happen to me...

This whole thing started out with a small dream,
a dream almost impossible to happen....
A dream to raise funds solely by asking people to watch performances.
The dream was shared, agreed,
Shared to more, more responses...
Positive and negative, we went on,
looking for performers,
not easy, but its a really fun process...
Date, time and venue was set, It's really happening!!!!
Practicing for the performances,
the best thing that happened throughout the whole event...
Spreading the word out,
not easy as well, not many supports art and charity at the same time...

The whole event began like a dream,
really can't believe it is really happening...
Not many turned up, but the initial target was there...
Seeing people putting money inside the blue donation box,
it felt real good.... At least we've got some money inside!!!
We were the 1st performance, did everything we rehearsed tons of times...
The crowd seemed to enjoy it.
Performance after performance,
everyone was really quiet,
but they seemed to be concentrating very hard on the performances.
At least its better than making noise, right?
Intermission, everyone happily bought the food we prepared,
sat down and chatted delightfully...
I have nothing to worry about now....
Some mic probs for the next performance,
but Disney sang beautifully....
We're the next in line again!
And we went up and had loads of fun....
You guys rock ya! EXPH!!!! XD
Tim on his bass tone,
Intro of the centre,
And lastly, our gal band!!!!
More mic probs again, but it felt real good!!!
So this is how it is like being in a band! Haha...
Hymns (More to work on)
and lastly duet.
My Chains are Gone is so powerful, something flickered as we sang...
Counted the donations... WHOA!
1 K+!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY
MORE than we expected!
Hope that I'm not dreaming..... Ouch! I'm not!!! LOL!

Though not everything went on smoothly,
Though we can't call it a perfect/successful event,
we collected funds which can help improve lives...
I enjoyed the whole process...
Waking up early in the morning...
Practicing whole day long...
Come back at night,
Jamming....
Talking to friends,
asking for opinions,
Making new friends,
promoting the event,
and even... DREAMING about the event...
I'm Lovin' it!!!! Haha....
Got to do everything I longed to do, there's nothing more that I can say....


And we went to pay a visit to the home.
Another dream come true...
Went shopping for groceries with a list in hand with Sha and Disney.
Spent the whole 2 hours grabbing things,
choosing and picking like what old man and aunties does...
calculating every penny....
Take this.... Grab that.... Which one should we buy???
Really have to salute all the aunties who goes shopping for groceries...

*TABIK!*

Finally got to know that its not easy to be an aunty... or at least try to be one.... XD
2 trolleys full... For the 1st time in my whole tinny whinny life,
I actually bought THIS MUCH AMOUNT OF GROCERIES!!!!
And EVERYTHING IS SO FREAKING DAMN EXPENSIVE!!!!!
Once again... *TABIK AUNTIES!*

We finally reached the small little corner house after getting lost in the middle of nowhere...
Mrs Rajes is really a nice women with a really big heart.
Can't believe I actually got to see her in person!!
There were various kinds of kids there
Down Syndrome, Autism, cerebral palsy, mental problems, Learning Disorders...
Mrs Rajes sat there and talked about each and everyone of the children she has....
We went snooping around the house, touching this, touching that...
And she continued explaining everything that we see....
Most of the children have the inability to speak except for one of two...
Some are able to help in chores,
some juz sits there.... smiling the whole time, not talking or doing anything else...
They are all really cute and beautiful children...
Perfect in God's eyes.....
Everyone is born with their own uniqueness....
You and I the same....

Glad that we got to visit the centre and to know more about the children.
Lets just hope that the children will live better with a lil' help from all of us.
Shall return someday to have another visit sometime....
I'm CONTENTED and HAPPY!!! =)

Pusat Jagaan Orang Kurang Upaya Si Putih

3348, Jalan Seroja 16,
Taman Seremban, Jalan Tampin
70100 Seremban.

Ee Sin should be thinking about Jerry as we are taking the pic. LOL!!!

Stand Out Mini Charity Show 2011,
a Success!!!!
(At least for the donation part)

p.s.: If any of you are interested in donating, do contact me ya! Happy Birthday Malaysia!
Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!!! ^^

Perfect-Pink

S^2C

The more you anticipate, the greater disappointment you'll get.
That's when the thing that you are expecting to happen, doesn't happen.
Hadn't had such a great disappointment in my life since I dun know when.
But the pain was so great, that it almost brought Mr. tears.
Anyway, have to look at the BIG picture. Not everything can go our way.
Though it really wasn't her fault that the precious didn't reach me.
Still, there's this tiny whinny bit of distrust in me now.
Will be facing problems trusting sales gal now.
What a saddening thought.
At least I got to pour a huge portion on some things that am crazy about!
Will get to enjoy them when in my comfy lil house when I get back... Woo huu!!
And will start mua's adventure of hunting precious again!
Wish me luck!

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Help the patients, think of your loved ones...

Cancer patients are like flowers.
They may look pretty on the outside,
but we'll never know what happens on the inside.
Juz like deco flowers..
they will eventually wither if nothing is yet to be done.
the cancer cells will overpower the body over time
and might eventually be cause a life to be taken away.
There's no time to waste..
Donate now,
And get a medical checkup before it is too late.

Just stand up-Various artiste

Joy = )

Ok, I'm is such a good mood right now.
Feel like singing, dancing and slamming on my guitar!!!
Gosh, life rocks..
A simple thing can really make me happy..
Even if it's juz having a meal with mua's friends.
Our social drama juz ended yesterday..
Didn't quite sleep for days,
but yesterday, everything paid off..
Everyone's performance was so damn SUPERB!
Glad that I lived to see it happen.. (haha.. exaggeration)
And it's also the end for our ECS drama,
Journal report, social report, Econs assignment...
Wahahaha... Happy happy happy~~~

Happiness can be so simple,
even if it's just from a smile,
a wave,
a hug,
a word of advice,
a slap on the shoulder
And not to forget.... FOOD!!!! ^^
Sing out loud!
We X stream are freaking FUN!!!
hahahaha..
K session, anyone???

Pieces of my life,
I dun wanna miss a thing...

1st wantan mee in Kampar..
hahah.. S'ban's taste better!

I Don't wanna miss a thing - Luna (the background music is spectacular)

manY

ManY is really going off dy.
Feeling kinda sad... T.T
But still hope that she'll have a better life out there!
Will go visit ya if I got chance!
Study well and smart yea!

Stupid Econs assignment had finally been handed up!
Shoosh! Guys are really unreliable. BIG TIME!
Better not do it ourselves. lolz
It wasn't even printed and completed this morning,
but due to our hard work and simplicity,
Everything's done now.
Still got presentation to go... haiz~
Anyways, am still glad that I don't have to see those tiny lil' words again. hehe..

Had a small gal talk with the gals,
if seems nice catching up since we hadn't been talking much lately.
Glad to know that we can tell each others things.
I always enjoyed some heart to heart talk....
Hope that we'll have more time like this in the future.

Au Revior gal, have a great time there, k?

Me feeling blue, as the sun goes down....

Monsters, I'm missing you guys more and more each day!

我不会忘记-曾国辉

Random

Heh! The Tesco staff in S'ban are really a pain.
Wonder why nowadays I always bump into impatient staffs..
I mean, they show faces when I ask them about some item.
Did I do wrong by just asking for info??
Or my appearance have something to do with it?
Or is it that I asked to much that annoys them?
Still don't get it!
Stupid la, buy things also muz make myself feel so guilty.
Buy a thing also muz see the staffs' faces.. cham...
Met some really impatient workers earlier on today.
You see, mistakes in the placing of price tags often happen there.
(Met this kind of scenario n times dy)
so today, we met something similar again.
And we truly thought its their careless mistakes again,
and we went telling them about that.
They explain that there's no such thing but we'll have bonus of ** points for buying the item.
But we saw something different.
So we told them again...
But then, the staffs were like:
" mana? mana? Kamu tunjuk saya la."
So I went showing them what I saw,
and it ended up that we saw them wrong price tag...
Same item, same amout, but different packing,
we overlooked the picture on the notice.
=_=||| Duh!!!
When we found it out, he was like:
" Kamu pergi beritahu ayah kau la, cakap dengan dia pun tak percaya...."
As if blaming us that this is all our mistakes..
How should we know? the same item with different packing is different price??
What la... It didn't state properly what type of packing isit wor...
What la... So rude!!!!
We are customers ma, explain a bit also cannot meh?
Haiz, services these days...
Going from bad to worst.
It's so damn hard to see those in the service industry smiling when they see you..
I mean, they practically extinct dy!
Ish! if you don't like your job, find another one la!
Why wanna show faces to us customers who happily enter your shop,
wanting to find something we like,
and having to buy something by looking at your face..

Enjoyed church very much!!
No matter what happens,
being in church makes me feel so happy!!! hehe..
Can't wait for next week to come!

CNY!!! Here I come!!! haha..

Oh ya, just wanna clarify something..
Nowadays, I sincerely belief that some gals are more handsome and cuter than boys.
I don't mean in THAT sort of way,
but I mean,
I think and enjoy watching cute gals which are truly handsome..
Guys are no way to be competitors..
Maybe it's because until now in UTAR,
I find many cute, handsome gals,
but not so much of cute guys..
Lolz..
Dun worry, I'm still the normal gal,
who would be seen dead having a serious relationship with the same gender..
hahahaah...
Just that, I can't help liking handsome gals..
they are like damn cool and cute!!!
Looks just like boys but they are not! XD
To tell the truth,
most handsome gals are truly beauties themselves.
Serious! Handsome cute cool gals are really pretty if they know how to dress as a gal.
Take a good look at them,
then you'll know what I mean...

Shoosh! How I wish there's no assignments to be done..
So that I'll get to concentrate more on watching drama series! haha..
No la, juz joking...
I know that every student needs assignments to make them a student. Lolz.
It's really a waste that I'll only get 2 official days of holidays this year..
So cham, I mean, we won't even have enough time to chit-chat dy!
No need to say about celebrating CNY lo..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............................
Me want L-O-N-G-E-R holidays!!!!
haha.... Come here!!! Come to mua!!!

Pic of the day:

Beautiful sunset view @ UTAR.
photography by Shyuan.

p.s: Ma!!! Me want hug hug!!!

A moment like This-Kelly Clarkson

Nonsense

Shut up and stay out of my life!
Do what you think is right,
for live SUCKS no matter what.
Don't say you care when you don't,
Don't say you wanna help, when it hadn't even cross your mind
Just please, shut up!

And there are the bunch 'fishmongers',
and all they think is about themselves,
thinking that they are way better than the others,
but yet do not realize how wrong they were.
And there are those who makes themselves so highly respected,
yet, pushes people down the cliff
when no eyes were placed on them.
So are those who spreads gossips around,
pinpointing someone, but says:"Just my opinion..."
Same to those who says things they don't mean,
Bad words, and words that hurts the others,
yet, gets away
by claiming its the work of someone else.
There are also those who pats you on you shoulders,
and claims that they are someone called "Your friends",
later turns their back on you,
when you need them true...
Had tried to hard to get everyone together,
really really hard...
In the end,
All I get in return is ignorance,
arrogance, foolishness and most of all
SELFISHNESS...
Should I go on like this???

Felt as if I'm a spectator, an audience
who watches my live walk pass me.
Looking barely through all the pain and sorrow people suffers,
Seeing through people's hardened heart pumping in their naked body,
witnessing every painful moments of people,
but yet is helpless in showing how they were to the ones they love.
Watching people fall on my knees,
yet, they couldn't reach for my hand,
no matter how hard I'd tried...
Life is damn depressing,
SUCKS! Totally meaningless...

Not to say that I regretted my life,
Life's too short for regrets,
but yet,
it's freaking boring.
Can't believe that I'm actually saying this,
but... I HATE EMOTIONS!!!!!
Hush... hush... emotions,
You are no help at all...

Who's the best?
Of the rest?
All you have to do is to trip and fall,
on a stinky piece of mud on the floor,
hold you hands up and say "PLEASE"
many will tease,
Stating that they are getting help,
Nope, not them, they're totally unreliable.
Who is to trust?
Is the one who dives in with you and fetches you out...

Hereby wanna give a BIG FAT THANKS to my friend Lemon who does the same to mua..
You're the best, man!!! You had made my day....

*** Crapping**** Crapping****

Haiz..

OMG. Desperate!!
Kinda Frus right now..
Feel like screaming in front of my comp..
Gosh.. Why isit so hard to do a simple thing??
TO organize my time well..
And 2 other things which took up practically all my time..
Arrgh... No time for myself...
Suan...

Luckily I gotta eat Mcflurry today..
Mum belanja.
So happy man... haha..
Thanks mum!! Luv ya!!


Ok. Gotta get back to work. Do wish me luck!!

Wishing all of you Happy Holidays and Happy Raya !!!
Use this period of time wisely o!!
Happy Birthday Zhi Yuan!!! May you be a better person!!

雪花

What's on Earth??

1st day of my official holidays...
Used it to watch the tv for the whole day..
Its always hard to see your love leaving you...
suffering so much pain,
Its already sad enough just being a spectator,
it kills being the one loosing someone...

Sometimes I do wonder,
why is life so unpredictable,
You can have the whole world in you hands in this minute,
But,
you might loose every single thing you had the next...
Isn't it funny?
We always tell ourselves to live life fullest,
Be optimistic, Be happy,
Be kind,
Be open-minded,
Slow to wrath and
remain calm no matter what..
But in reality,
Its really hard to do so.

People cry watching scenes in a drama,
But in reality,
how many people do deeply care of what happens??
Sorry for being so sentimental today,
Am not in a very good mood now.
There are too many bad things happening in our world...
But I'm just so helpless over here....

Anyway, here's some events of my day..
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Wanted to have McD for lunch,
So we went there to take away.
Ordered what I want, a chicken burger + Fries,
She asked rudely if we want set meals,
I declined.
But after some thought, I wanted to change my order,
Can't believe that there are such rude waitresses there,
The way she spoke to me and my mum,
was as if we had done something wrong,
All we want was to change our order that's all,
She not only refused,
saying something like:" Saya tak boleh tukar order, sudah masuk,”
She also showed a stuck up face,
So arrogant, and then she said:" Saya sudah kata la!"
Showed an even hateful look to us.
We were so angry with the way she acted,
as if we own her something...
Arrgh,
We just say:" well then, I don't want the order!!!"
And dashed out.
I was so angry that I was about to use the B word...
haiz.. lucky I restrain myself for doing what is not right...
Anyway, this is not the right type of service we customers should get,
And I decided that I won't to eat McD anymore...
At least for now..

Next.
A little bird fell from its nest today,
it just hatched not too long ago,
It doesn't even have much feathers yet,
and you can't see its wings yet..
But its body was found in the porch of my home,
so pitiful..
It hadn't even get to see the world yet and...
Looking at it makes me sad...*sobs*

Following.
Then there's about 200+ baby seals found dead somewhere in the world,
And its caused by the state of the polluted sea,
which restrain them from hunting food in the sea.
so, they starved to death...
ITS SO !!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH *SPEECHLESS!!!*


How can something so cute and helpless be left to die???

The world is getting uglier by the minute..
Should we keep going on like this???

When she Loved Me-Sarah Mclachlan

Friends

What are friends all about?? Isit someone who ignores each other and live a life without acknowledging someone's presence? Is a friend supposed to treat you as if you don't exist even though you smile and talk to them? Do best friends stop talking to each other for no reason? Do friends not forgive each other's wrong doings? Do friends turn back on each other when one of them needs some comfort? Well, if friends are like that, I rather not have friends in my life.

It hurts thinking about how good friends we once were but now, for no reason, we just weren't anymore... Had always pictured our friendship to be longlasting, that we can always recall the good old days we had with each other and laugh and smile to all the silly things we did. Since when we stopped doing so? I'm so confused right now. Did I do something wrong which made all of you treat me like this? If yes, do tell me. Stop making me miserable thinking back on what had I done to all of you. Everybody deserves a 2nd chance and so do I. If I really done something that offended you all, do speak out and not let me hid myself away from you all just because of something I don't know happened. Its making me crazy sometimes.... If you all still treat me as a friend, do tell me what happened and that we can be as good as always....

It had been 3 months my dear friends. Isn't it enough to forgive someone? Or isit because my grades aren't compatible as yours and think that I don't deserve enough to be your friend? If yes, say something, at least I think I can bear knowing the truth rather that guessing all sorts of unnecessaries. Can we still be back together as always? Can we still have silly conversations about each other and laugh our hearts out? Can I still hang out with all of you telling silly jokes? Can I not avoid all of you anymore just to reduce all the awkwardness??????

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Jason Mraz just talked about free will today and I found a very interesting picture I guess you all will like.



Look at what the guy is doing. I love they way he say it. A picture says it all.
We can see that how bog is someone's heart to give but yet people nowadays tend to think that its some kind of a fraud. But what if someone is giving free willingly?? Can you accept it? People tends to think that there are no free lunch in this world but what if there is? I'm sure there are actually many out there who are willing to give willingly just for the sake of others...

If you are interested in knowing more about free will and helping others, click here.


Happy Birthday to Miss Chiew(yesterday) Thanks for you cake^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YC!!! Hope that you will enjoy a marvelous birthday!!! Sorry for not saying this to you earlier!!!

My my...

Went to KL with a couple of friends a couple of days ago. We went there just for the sake of taking pictures for a book that we will be publishing in the end of this year. Its nice having a few gals taking on the journey and went all the way down there just to take pictures. Neat ya?
The five of us hot chics went all around Time Square, Sungei Wang, Lot 10, Mid Valley... Its fun going everywhere with a camera snapping everything we want without worry. Went window shopping while we are doing so... We had even snapped pictures of us in the shopping centres doing stupid poses when everyone are looking... haha... Too bad I don't have my Lumix with if not, I'll go crazy... We took many pics to the street, shops etc. and even got rejected when we asked a couple whether we can take their pics or not... She was like:" hell no, you can't take my picture....." So shocked by her response. A few of us had a great time and had fulfilled our task that we set out to do.

Its too bad that I hadn't been able to make it to the party... Parent matter again..haiz... Heard that they had a lot of fun leh...Regrets~~~

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Holidays are over and its back to school. My holidays aren't quite considered as holidays as all I do is think think and think... There are too many things to be thought by my small little brain and it will worn out someday. None of my school work is done due to my laziness, things to plan for each and everyday of my meaningless little life and things to work out before my stupid little brain stops working all so... Life is really tough nowadays, there's not a second to spare. Exams, activities, family matter, homework, life, friends.... Why does it have to be so tough?

Knowing that everyone will eventually leave does not make things better. All the things we did together will be far and foremost treasured which indeed why I like to make every moment as special as possible. Some people just don't get why I do the things I do, the choices I make, the life I live. I wouldn't want to regret my simple little life as years go by and when I recall back when I'm a wretched old lady, I will see all the colours of life which makes me feel contented.

Dear all who will be leaving me eventually:
Thanks for being with me all this while, making my life as worthy as always, painting my world with all sorts of colours, making it beautiful. Appreciated every detail you left for me and will treasure it all my life. May all of you live a better life and will posses your own colour in your life as well.......

A word to God:
The Lord hath always been with me leading me ahead when I'm lost, shedding light on me when I'm lonely, leaving me warm and protected. Thank you Almighty Lord, for being with me, constantly standing by my side and believing in me. You are the greatest of all!!!!

You might be curious by what I had said just now. This is just a way for me to express gratitude to the one and only who had been with me during the toughest time of my life. Because if Him, I'm the strong gal I'm right now. He is the only who had faith in me when others doubted me. You might think this is only me crapping but its farmost the ultimate truth in my life. I had loose faith in everything in my life for some time but because of Him, I stood firm in faith.

Sorry once again for being so sentimental. Had gone through some hard time this holidays but am all right. I'm actually a tough gal!!! ^^

Let there be light...

Random

Its World No Smoking Day today. Send my sis back to Kampar in the morning. Was lucky enough not to spot anyone smoking. Haha.. Maybe all the advertisement really paid off... ^^ People are starting I mean really starting to get worried about their health...Y3ah!!!

It was my Band AGM yesterday and got a little tense the day before. Boy, was I so worried about my beloved member.... I know everything I feel is unnecessary, but still......Haiz.... almost had a mental breakdown because of them.... But luckily I have a really good friend who really cared about me help me to stand up again...hehe... Thanks ya, Yi!!!

To tell the truth, I was actually not very so happy throughout this whole year in Band. Guess that it has something to do with my post.... haha...anyway, was really glad that it had ended...I managed to go through the whole process....^^... Had my 1st time being a MC in AGM. Was glad that everything went ok...hehe.. Though I know I'm a lousy MC, but I tried my best.^^

Had actually thought a lot today. And had figured out many things about myself.....
I'm actually a Big Fat failure......I guess that's just what I'm right now.... A nobody who does nothing but useless tasks... A person with no talent and no capability of doing anything and everything I plan is useless.... I have nothing more to spare because of my stupidity.... Fails in doing anything and everything.... Fails even in exam... Just like what my mum likes to say... I'm full of excuses.... And the list never stops... I'm neither a good daughter nor a good leader.... Damn Lazy, plays a role of an idiot who don't know what's best.... Ignores quite about everything around.... Knows nothing except to make myself and others lives' miserable... I'm just a useless,
idiotic, super-duper FREAK!!!!
Yes, I'm not lying and have no time to lie.... This is just the fact that cannot be changed....

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Sorry for crapping so much as I'm not in a good mood now... My life is such a mess and I'm too lazy to put them back.... Miss my sis so much now... Wander when will I see her again....

Life is full of uncertainties... and that now there are tons of people suffering around the world and we are all here standing by and let everything happen like its nothing.... I just watched something really touching -- A video actually and it makes me sad just watching it... Beneath all the smiles its like a poison which gradually kills your heart... Please click on to the new video I'd just added on my sidebar and you'll see...

I also received an inspiring email which relates about a 2-legged dog named Faith and its determination to move on despite his imperfectness...

This is Faith...Cute Little Faith....

And there are also many organizations around the world trying their best to stop all the sufferings that people bear... Really hope that all of us can at least take note about what is happening around us and try to empathize.... yet on the same time, be contented of what we have now and appreciate every single thing in our lives as whatever you have now.... there are many out there who will kill just to have it...

Oh ya, still we can all contribute something to the world too....That is through our co-operations. Will be turning green starting from the next few day and will slip in some tips that I myself think that is a simple act to save the world.... Hope that all of you will "tune" in...

That's all for now...

Last Teacher's Day...

I'm so very very , exceedingly, overwhelmingly happy today!!!! My very last Teacher's Day indeed in my secondary life ended pretty well as I'm proud to announce..^^

Am glad that today I got to do many things just for so to celebrate Teacher's Day.... 1st, as it had been a tough and emotional yesterday, I hadn't get a good's night sleep due to the amount of work I had to do (Slept for an hour or 2 only). And in a dead tired condition, have to wake up early to get ready....Today many things was waiting for me to fetch them to school, in total of 6 heavy things, I managed to get all of them to school with some help of my friends....(Poor Mimi, waited for me so long but didnt get to help...haha...Thanks a lot to Kiwi and Kah Mun) After doing some rushing, I finally got to settle down to prepare for my performance... Performing after the national team is really stressful cause they were so good. When its time for our chance, the stupid PA system spoiled everything...haiz...too bad... But as long as we know we did our best, everything is good. We did the song Colours of the Wind from Pochahontas. Sorry teachers for the bad performance. Oh ya, there were breakdancing and some other performance which is quite nice....hehe...I think the best was when Mr Quek sang his song...Damn funny o... He danced and sang a song which is way pro man!!! haha...

After all the performance, I went for my duties and was glad that there were some members who came for duties for the last time with me...haha...So happy that I let them do whatever they want..haha....Spent a nice time with TW and YC and our last time in the Workroom.....While we were busy clearing everything out for the new Masters to come, Jacky came to call me back to join in our class party. Later, Lemon ,Ah Boon, Meng Yee, Yen Li and Jacky...again came to call me back telling me how much fun I'm missing. Was so overwhelmed that so many people cared and worry that I don' get to eat. Haha.. By the time I finished everything, I went back to class. hehe...Even Zing Wen came calling out for me stating that there were no more food..haha...So happy....

Just look at both of them, So happy...hehe...

Ya, they were right, there wasn't any food left (Just some la) Luckily my sisters helped me to "Da bao" until I have so much to eat. Sorry to YC as I didn't get to fulfill my promise to her....

Finally got to eat, look at the amount of food....

We snapped so many photos as if we were celebrities....

We the FOUR FLOWERS with our manager ^^
He kept inturupting our "Press conference" until we can't stand it and took some action

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We were so famous that everyone came rushing to snap some photos with us...

Fans of us and Tofu...haha..Just joking...

Everyone fighting to take this picture....btw, who's at the back there???

No doubt we are famous...haha...Four Flowers Power!!!

Happy family....

Though I had such a great time with all the 5Mers, I had sort of regretted not being able to help set up and prepare for the party and eat + Photoing with our beloved Teacher....But still I got to see them doing so....

Busy preparing for the class party....Negotiating...

A wonderful class of gents...plus our beautiful teacher...Lovin it!!!

There was still many funny photos which I'll not be able to post as its taken by others...I love my class pretty much and all this leaves such wonderful memories.... Thank you everyone for being a part of my life....

After all the craziness... I got a chance to chat with my teacher and it had been a long chat which I think is quite nice. Tomorrow will be my Library AGM which had been bothering me all this while....Talking to the teacher ease me a lot actually. Thanks teacher... Went back to the library to make last minute sort of things and said my last good byes to the Workroom. Goodbye everything...Goodbye... The time had come...

Happy Teachers Day to ALL TEACHERS
AND ALSO TO
MY OWN PERSONAL TEACHER,MUM...

Photo credits to Lonely Alvin... (Nice Pics..)

L......

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm exploding here!!! Feel like crying now.. Can anybody help uttime settle my frus now???

So tense when I think about my next batch for my beloved L.... Can't believe that we are going to leave our beloved ..... after putting so much effort and time in building it up again. I had actually FELL IN LOVE with this place-A place which I once hated so damn much that now I can't stop think about it. Memories, hard work, tears, frus, worries, laughter, smiles... All happened here... A place I know that will always be a space for me to fit in, recharge myself, a place that ALL of us shared so many tense but yet happy moments... It had been a part of my life for so many years and now I gotta say a LOUD GOOOOOOD BYE to it... I miss this place so damn much now... Knowing that I have to leave this really unforgettable place to people who will love and cherish it without making full use of it for their own sake... Please, please God... Help me make the right decisions now..... I need it really much.....

L.... an important part of my life... I have to learnt to let go.........

Life

Ok, is it me or life really seems to get even complicated as time goes on????
Life SUCKS now, facing so much dilemma everyday and yet not being able to be satisfied about anything....
Feels good to be able to shout out here again as the past few weeks had really been torturing for me not being able to voice out my inner soul which is dwelling deeper and deeper into my heart which makes me breathless....
Anybody there to help me out???? I'm stuck in this small world which is getting uglier and uglier...
Nothing seems to be beautiful anymore. Except while, LOVE, I think....
Feel like going some where, I don't know where but some where which I know life will be simpler which no more arrogant and self-centered people will be around...
The demeanour of high self esteem humans are sometimes so irritating and still so ignorant of what is happening around them....
Life's disappointing now..... can't put it up right now.....

Craps...

New Year Gathering was held yesterday. Its not really fun actually and I'm completely disappointed on somethings. But the thing that made me feel most unhappy is that I heard an ex saying this:" 很闷啊! 每年回来都好像回来看他们越来越失败酱... 去年已经够惨了，今年更死...." something like that. Haiz...I'm really a loser. I had organized the Gathering last year, I knew that it was really disappointing and I myself thinks it actually stinks, kind of think of it. I'm aware that teacher wasn't really pleased with me but I can't seem to change the way she sees me even now...Knowing what a failure you are is already bad enough but hearing people criticized what you do or even assuring how you sucked really hurts....

For me, to tell the truth, the sub-committees did a Ok job. Compared to last year's, they had already improved on somethings despite the help and co-operation we leaders gave. haha...And oh ya, they had really got us leaders off the hook sometimes as they really expect us to help them clean up their trails and saying my name wrongly TWICE!!!! But it seems strange that one of the subs said that the gathering didn't really went well...haha...

Teacher will certainly be mad of me as I went home right after they ended. Did not even see if they cleaned the place up or not. Gotta make up when we get back on Tuesday. I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to all who attended the gathering especially to all Form 5s even though they knew that it will be really boring... And Pn. Low who stayed till the end to make sure everything is on track....

Went shopping for ingredients for our dinner that night. We go everywhere like aunties as we went choosing veges, buying meat and even choosing prawns all by ourselves. No adults..haha..I'm so proud of myself... Its so nice to see people go frustrated on what to buy for their gf for Valentines. It just made the occasion even special. XD

Can't believe that we saw them together for the 1st time. He's kinda rude as he didn't even peek at us when we greeted him... Please la, don't be so CHUAN can a??? At least a forced smile is better lo. Do it just for her ma...

I had a great time having my steamboat with the youths. We can't seem to stop laughing the whole night. AHAHAHA...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....WAHAHAHAHA....HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..... Laugh and laugh and laugh....LOL!!!!!
A bunch of crazy young people, I wonder if the neighbours heard our loud laughter anot?? ^^

The guys had gone to Shu Jie's house just now. It seemed that they had tons of fun there. Too bad I can't go. My mum had banned mr to go out since I came back really late yesterday. I wanted to visit him as we haden't meet since last year though we are not actually close. Wonder how is he doing now?? haha... Anyway, its nice to know that the gals had fun there...Hey, Al, why didn't you go?? I thought you will go...

Er...Really enjoyed watching Operational Love again. Saw the SP version of it just now. Had missed the days sitting in front of the TV chasing Japanese dramas....Hadn't have the chance to do it nowadays. Kenzo is still so madly in love with Rei which is so touching...haha... I got a chance to hear my favourite 张芸京singing today and her performance is still so fantastic...haha. So happy to see the 超一班 winning the 超二班, HOORAY!!

Shocking Day

Am very happy rite now. Just received to calls which kinda blow me away. 1st, J called me and asked me whether I'm free to go out to celebrate for me n Boon. Am so shocked as this is actually the first time he called me and that he is actually asking me out. He's soo CUTE!!! Can't express my feelings now. somehow thinking that I'm so lucky to have friends like him... Hahahaha... Happing..

Then not long later, Ni called me. Am kinda expecting it as every year at this time, she'll definitely call me, and Yi hinted me this morning. So I was happy that the call had finally reached. haha.... She too asked me whether I'm free to gather. Wao!! I imediately said yes and gave a date without even thinking through it. I was too happy to think about anything that time. Can't believe that there are somebody who remembers my Bday...haha...Still had not subsided from the calls incident. I'm so High now!!!

Haha...Meeting as usual, was happy that everything seemed to go on well. Followed my to to pay some bills. Was so amazed that there are actually drive-in counter here in Malaysia to pay bills. I always thought that only other countries have these type of services. Never Malaysia. And now I had seen it. I suddenly felt that M'sia is really a great country. Feeling patriotic now. MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

We having informal meeting...Everyone is serious...


Even the monitor lizard wanted to join us, but loose its way back then^^

haha...Reached home after that. I began my moviethon. I watched 2 movies straight. To be actual, its 1 1/2. The first movie I watch is Japanese movie-Swing Girls. The reason I said I watched 1 1/2 show is because I had already watched the 1st part of the show the other day. Its about a bunch of students who had been a replacement for the school brass band and started learning about music and band just to skip classes. They later posseses LOVE to the instruments they had touched and wanted to play more music. They find ways to get their own instruments, learnt Jazz and later formed a Big Band Jazz. Its really funny and entertaining!!! This was my 3rd time watching this show and I'm still all over it. This show ROCKS!!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED~~

Imediately after that, I watched another Japanese movie 《在世界的中心呼唤爱》. Its a romantic sad Love Story as the heroin died in the end. Its very touching but I still preferred to it. My second time watching it and it still is haunts me as people DO tend to forget those who had already left us. But the show is pretty good if you come to understand it...haha...

Anyway, after watching 《在》 I felt quite down the whole afternoon as this is the side-effect of watching sad movies. I can't seem sleep well. Something suddenly struck me then. I realized something which I had done been wrong before. And now, I finally decided. I would like to change myself. Being dedicated to what I'm doing now (the things I'm doing for my societies). No more grumbling and doing things unwillingly. I must consider myself LUCKY as I get to do all this and not everyone does. Time don't stop nor turn back. There's not much time left for me to do anything else except to do my best. I want my secondary life to be memorable. I started joining many clubs to enjoy and have fun. I might as well end it the same way too!!! Maybe extra work do come in the way sometimes. But I'm sure it will all pay off. Haha...Feeling better now. I wondered why it took me so long to realize this. How foolish I'm...^^ It was kinda bothering me then. But I'm ok now....Will do my very best in everything willingly. No more UNFAIR JOB for me!!!! haha...

Am chasing the new series 《萤火虫的梦》。 It looks kinda nice today when I watched it. t Will be looking forward to watch it again tomorrow. haha...

God must be a painter. Why else would we have so many colors?

~Alicia (played by Jennifer Connelly) in A Beautiful Mind

夜了...

～已经夜了，不知不觉假期的第一个星期也过了。坐在爸爸车厢里,静静的听着悠闲的音乐，渐渐地沉睡了。睁开双眼，望着暗暗的天空感觉有点悲伤、空虚。我姐回了，又只剩下爸妈和我了。回想起今早所发生的一切一切，心不禁的感到有点酸痛。我又来了，不断重复自己那愚蠢的行为了。怎么改也改不掉呢？
～我，累了、睡了、不想懂了。反复地问问自己幸福吗？而答案始终还是同一句：我很幸福！至少比起其他人，我幸福多了。但，为什么那时那刻我一点也感觉不到幸福呢？幸福跑点了吗？好矛盾好矛盾。能够和姐相处的时刻我很确定的，我很开心，尽管是短暂的。
现在的我，有点不舍，不舍得身边的其中一个人又要离开了，等一阵子才能再见。寂寞、孤单是这样的吗？
～看见了一些人的真实面目，听见了某些人真实心声，才发现。。。原来金钱在生活中真的扮演着个相当坏角色。为了钱，有的人不顾一切、为了钱、有的人出卖友谊、为了人人所谓的——生活下去，有人不惜一切伤害他人，为了钱，也有的因此丧失生命。我能不赞同这一句话吗？：金钱是所有罪恶的根源...许多许多人只为了活得更好，把自己原有的一切给丢弃了。我厌恶这一切、受不了人人如此的行为。但我不知自己为何有这样的想法。心里一直都有数，明知现代人，没了金钱的却是活不了...没了钱也活不下去，但心里还是促藏着这一切，反复地问自己：人，为何如痴无知，如痴笨拙？？我，已不想懂了，只能静静的享受着夜晚的清静...