Think think think...

OMG. I’d 1000 visitors already!!! Hooray!!!

1^st I wanna thank all my friends and my fellow pals who had been constantly following my blog since I’d 1^st started to blog… Lolz..

Ok la, enough of the drama…^^

Oh ya, I went for McD for lunch today. I just can’t help it!!!

But this time, the service is so much better,

the waitress who tended me is really nice and she smiles,

The cleaning guy is so damn efficient that that you won’t be able to see any dishes left on the table,

Though the lady who helped me refill my drinks wasn’t really polite, she did what she needed to do,

All in all, this is what customers would say :” Great job!!!”

So guys, remember, whenever you feel like eating McD, go to the outlet in Tesco, they are really fantastic! (except that the guys making the burgers are quite slow with their hands….)^^

This is just a thought to share:

What’s the use of putting all your efforts on something when all the next generation does is to change whatever is done? I know that changes are for the best and that it should be done from time to time. But sometimes, changes can make things get worst and that it may destroy some wonderful culture that when it’s gone, nothing matters anymore. For example: a restaurant. What is the most unique and distinct thing of a restaurant? Yup, taste! So to be able to keep the customers coming, the taste of the food served should be really nice, right? So, if your restaurant is famous and is known for the one of a kind taste that is preserved from generations to generations, do you think that the taste is to be maintained?? But somehow, some people don’t think that way. They are foolish enough to think that people will still buy you for the new set of utensils you use or how many franchise you opened and they will say things like:” People like the new environment, they like the beautiful table we set” etc.…. What the heck. You will somehow lose your customers la. People can forget a lot of things, but they would forget the unique taste that brings them joy and the contented feeling…. Anywayz, this is just some thought after watching today’s episode of Gourmet. Sometimes, it really makes me wonder why we have to work so hard… For parents, they work hard to earn money so that their children can have a better life, for the Big Shots of some companies; they work till their hair turns white just to make sure that their next generation can inherit the company…. Do they ever think that somehow, the next generation might have some crazy thought of themselves and does changes which eventually lead to failure?? Just think about it, I know its some type of pessimist thought but, just think about it..^^

Another thought:

If we don’t do our best and make a success, what is the purpose of living anyway. Everyone need something to approve their abilities and through getting achievements, they feel more useful and secure being financially stable plus having some achievements… So, its right that we pour all our efforts on something that we think it important..^^

Ok, this is already a long one. Hope that you’ll do some mind exercise about it.

寂寞沙洲-徐佳莹

To Mr. Add Maths

I can't quite figure out why can't I be friends with Mr. Add Maths..
We don't seem to see eye to eye most of the time,
even after I beg and prayed for it to communicate with me..
Still, nothing works..
It has been going on for a year and more already,
why can't we just be on the same page for once???
You are all tangled up inside,
making me dizzy and confused,
whenever I try to get into your world..
A whole lots of craps and numbers guarding then entrance of your kingdom,
makes me stumble through the traps set by you..
aching here and there, especially my head...
Add maths ah.. Add Maths...
Just look me in the eyes for once..
So that I can see through you heart,
and learn what's making you so complicated that I don't understand...
Just for once.. Maybe twice...
So that I can pass through the troublesome trials..
And that mum will stop pointing at me..
Asking me to go for tuition...
Please..please..please...
Will be waiting for you answer...
Do reply me soon!!!

** Hooray!!! Sis will be back!!! Yipeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lucky-Jason Mraz, Colbie Caillat

What's on Earth??

1st day of my official holidays...
Used it to watch the tv for the whole day..
Its always hard to see your love leaving you...
suffering so much pain,
Its already sad enough just being a spectator,
it kills being the one loosing someone...

Sometimes I do wonder,
why is life so unpredictable,
You can have the whole world in you hands in this minute,
But,
you might loose every single thing you had the next...
Isn't it funny?
We always tell ourselves to live life fullest,
Be optimistic, Be happy,
Be kind,
Be open-minded,
Slow to wrath and
remain calm no matter what..
But in reality,
Its really hard to do so.

People cry watching scenes in a drama,
But in reality,
how many people do deeply care of what happens??
Sorry for being so sentimental today,
Am not in a very good mood now.
There are too many bad things happening in our world...
But I'm just so helpless over here....

Anyway, here's some events of my day..
v
v
v

Wanted to have McD for lunch,
So we went there to take away.
Ordered what I want, a chicken burger + Fries,
She asked rudely if we want set meals,
I declined.
But after some thought, I wanted to change my order,
Can't believe that there are such rude waitresses there,
The way she spoke to me and my mum,
was as if we had done something wrong,
All we want was to change our order that's all,
She not only refused,
saying something like:" Saya tak boleh tukar order, sudah masuk,”
She also showed a stuck up face,
So arrogant, and then she said:" Saya sudah kata la!"
Showed an even hateful look to us.
We were so angry with the way she acted,
as if we own her something...
Arrgh,
We just say:" well then, I don't want the order!!!"
And dashed out.
I was so angry that I was about to use the B word...
haiz.. lucky I restrain myself for doing what is not right...
Anyway, this is not the right type of service we customers should get,
And I decided that I won't to eat McD anymore...
At least for now..

Next.
A little bird fell from its nest today,
it just hatched not too long ago,
It doesn't even have much feathers yet,
and you can't see its wings yet..
But its body was found in the porch of my home,
so pitiful..
It hadn't even get to see the world yet and...
Looking at it makes me sad...*sobs*

Following.
Then there's about 200+ baby seals found dead somewhere in the world,
And its caused by the state of the polluted sea,
which restrain them from hunting food in the sea.
so, they starved to death...
ITS SO !!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH *SPEECHLESS!!!*


How can something so cute and helpless be left to die???

The world is getting uglier by the minute..
Should we keep going on like this???

When she Loved Me-Sarah Mclachlan

Fake

There are people out there who tricks and cheats people's feelings just to get some profit.
Got an e-mail from someone I don't know, but states how hard life is for her,
saying something about wars and blah..blah...
And how she losts her mother and father...
Where she lives.... more craps..
For a moment,
I felt sorry for her...
But as I scroll down the mail,
something strikes me,
she puts a telephone no. for me to call (if I wanted to make sure she's not lying..)
and then lets the cat out of the bag.
She says its a secret..
that her father is still alive and sorts..
And wants to give her 6.7 million USD.
Then asked for my account no. (what??)
I stunned immediately after that,
How can somebody do that??
They gather people's sympathy and slowly make use of the chance to con you,
And later said that this is a secret.. So and so..
And hopes to hear from me in my next mail.
FAT HOPES~

She making use of other people is nothing,
The best is,
She make use of the name of our Sovereign Lord to seek for sympathy,
to do something illegal and sinful,
That's what makes me sad... 'n'

You might think I'm somehow cruel or something,
but the thought of thinking that this might be true never even cross my mind.
In the olden days,
I might fall for it,
but now, sorry la..
There's to much of such con cases happening and
I'm not someone stupid enough to fall for it easily,
At least I don't hope so...
Anyhow guys,
do not fall easily on words that capture your hearts and had you pity that something,
You might end up being the pitiful one...
Stay rational and strong...
Or else, you might be involved in a fraud...

Be careful~

Great...

Oh.. Finally got to blog..
Its already passed 3 days of our trials..
And now its time for us to relax and munch up all the remaining books..
Ahh~
Thanks guys for the concerns about my hives..
I'm totally recovered..
But it took me 3 days to do so..
So, it meant that I had to bear with the itchyness for 3 whole freaking days!!!
And I didn't even touch any of my books for the 3 bloody days..
Lolz.. Funny huh?
Was planning to post some pics of meself when I'm all covered with de bloody hives..
But changed my mine...
Its to horrible to be seen..
And you might even think I posted some elephant's pic.
Lolz... (Its for your own good..^^)
But I had been really blissful for the 3days time,
Mum and dad really made me the luckiest gal on earth!!
Lurve ya!!! Muakzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Back to some serious things..
Since it had been long since I last posted..
This would be another Long winded post...
So, BEWARE!!!! (Ya, I'm talking to you Lemon..^^)

Had always wonder why people like to break all the rules they possibly know,
I mean, everyone knows that its wrong to do something,
but yet, they still do it..
It's like they get insects biting their butts if they don't melanggar the peraturans...^^
And its really hard to tell them "Please don't..."
Haiz...
hahas, I'm just whinning..
So, don't get me serious...^^

Saw a little gal crying + shouting + running round the whole of Tesco..
Its kinda annoying listening to her screaming on the top of her voice..
But when you look at her,
You'll think she's really pityful..
But actually, she's really naughty.
I saw her digging the curry powder with her hands, playing with it...
And its on the section where people weigh how much seasoning they want.
Gross... I must say...
And not too long after that,
She's crying and crying...
Though I try not to feel for her as she's a nuisance,
deep down,
there's something familiar...
I was once like her...
screaming and shouting the whole of the shopping centre,
begging my parents for something worthless..
And there she was,
portraying myself here...
Felt a slice bit sorry for her...
As her mum and aunties pretended that they don't know her...
Sad...
But I know that its some way parents are when children don't behave,
I learned that for experiences...
So, that little gal will be up on her feet again in no time..^^

My mouth don't seem to stop these days,
had been eating non-stop...
From morning till night,
From night till morning..
Sleep, eat, sleep, eat...
Leading a piggy life..^^
You'll see a pig in no time..
So don't get shocked when you see me standing before you o...
Hehe....

** Guys, please wear masks when you are in outdoors... Its safer as the virus is spreading really fast... So, cover yourselves up and stay indoors as much as you can!!! (Anyone having problems on how to wear a mask, do come to me, I'm already a pro!!! hahas...)

**I wanna watch Proposal!! Sandra Bullocks!!!

如果还有明天-信乐团

Bzzzz...

OMG.
Having hives a day before my trials... （a.k.a. 峰膜）
Craps.. damn itchy now...**scratch scratch**
So itchy here, there everywhere..
can't concentrate now.
Tiny little spots all over..
Craps..
Lucky mum bought some calamine lotion to ease the itch..
Hope it helps..

Craps again...
That's the last of Nighto..
Can't believe it,
the show ended just like that!
They can't treat me like that,
I want more Nighto!!! **sobs**
Oh well..
Good things always come to an end..
Nighto would like in our hearts forever...
"Smile, always, and you can light up everyone beside you..."

Anyway, All the best to all F5-s
in you trials..
Good luck in you History!!!
Grapes were said to be able to boost your memory..
Try some,
it might work..^^

**Islam history is making me sleepy...haiz..

空白格-蔡健雅

RIP...

Oh dear,
Its really, really sad...
There's so many deaths already,
And there will be more to come.
H1N1, Floods, Illness, Natural old age and Fate...
All sorts of reasons which causes something like this to happen.

Which once again, causes tears to be shed.
But yet, some people still take death as some sort of a joke.
Disheartened....
There's one particular case,
my friend had just lost her dearest dad...
It already feels terrible losing someone you know,
but your dad...

Was shocked receiving the news,
and was devastated when it was confirmed once again...
We as friends were like that,
what about her???
Had thought that she wouldn't be able to smile and laugh for a long time...
At least thats how I might be...
But was glad with the fact that she faced it strongly...
Just as what she was before,
Tough, strong, optimistic, and the most cheerful person I had ever known..
Was so desperate to be by her side,
and comforted when I saw her broke into a smile when we arrived.
She looks pale, but still the same old her.
I know that she tries her best to look strong and remain as normal,
But deep down,
She would be hurting so much.
Knowing how hard is it to accept something terrible like this,
it really makes me sad watching her try so hard to keep us from worrying...
Someone told me that she accepted it willingly,
And she is so strong-willed.
But she said that her mother is stronger and tougher...
The little gal I know,
Has now become a mature thinking lass...
Which I admire with all my heart...

Uncle, may you keep you family safe as always and Rest in Peace..
Dear friend, be strong and stay strong... Stop worrying so much. You'll do fine..
To all of you who had just lost someone you love, here's a scripture for you:

For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
2 Corinthians 4:17-18

P.s. Guys, do take good care of yourselves, the virus is spreading fast. Do rest and drink lots of water if you are not feeling well now...

Its All Coming Back To Me Now-Celine Dion

Again

Had came back from Kem Kepemimpinan.
It was kinda fun (except the fact that we got aches everywhere after carrying our luggage to the 4th floor plus an additional bag on our backs and climbed to the 4th floor...)
Its nice to have the company of some kind Form 4-s
Especially the boys, they were simply gentlemens
Too bad I didn't have my Lumix to capture those special people who made my day.
They were so sweet to offer their help no matter what you do.
And they were so CUTE when the are doing their jobs...
lols... Admire them quite a lot.
Though the camp was disappointing,
I really did enjoyed making friends and learning new things.
Its also nice to spend time with the younger generations ^^

Is actually more tiring after you step down
or rather accomplishes something.
I was deadly exhausted after each and every event I organize,
and everytime some thing important finishes...
For example: Kems and retirement from posts..
Now I finally know how ex-s feels stepping down...^^
Hope that whatever I do now for them would be helpful and useful to them...
And all I hope is something near perfection....
They must do better than us!!!

Ok, am lost of words for now.
Too many happenings for now.
Trial's chasing me from the back,
Better run as fast as I can before it catches me.
lolz...

Btw, H1N1 case increased till almost 200. More than 30 deaths and 100 over confirmed cases today. So guys, its actually spreading widely in our own country, just beware of the virus and so take safety precautions and avoid yourselves from being sick. There's already too many death toll for now...

Won't be blogging any soon as I'm trying to make myself concentrate for my trials. Hopefully some last minute boost might help a little... Same to all the other Form 5-s， may all of you do well in your trials and excel in it. All da best!!!


** Oh gosh, I love my librarians so muchie!!! They Rock my World!!! Muakz~

Home-Westlife

Going off..

Received a rather weird call last night...
It seems to be a call from a so-called college...
And he asked me some odd questions..
Though he sound really polite to me,
I still doubt that he is calling for college business..
Its like a fraud or something.
Mum says no college calls people at night.
So I wonder if the polite man on the line is a con man..
He gave me his no. anyway..
So watever..

Craps, tomorrow is the Kem Kepimpinan,
and I have no idea on what's going on...
Anyway, don't wanna care so much now..
Just pack and go..
hahas..

Actually I had many things to blog about..
But at this time of a day..
I choose to sleep..
All the best and hope that the camp will be a blast..
hahas..
Toodles~

Tomorrow-Annie

Another day..

Had just finished my dinner not too long ago.. Yummy, mum cooked instant noodles for dinner as I was sleeping the whole afternoon away, not being able her to accompany her out to have her dinner. But, dinner is de-li-cious~ haha... Plus the lemonade I made, its a perfect match!!

Its really nice to keep in contact with old friends...^^

There's a e-mail about a prostitute named Xia which moved me a lot. There's actually many out there trying to make things right but there's no other option for them to do so, which the only way to help others is to sell their body and make an earning. And in the end, they were despised by others who don't understand. I do understand their choices in life in such circumstances and hopefully others will. There's always a reason some people is willing to do such a thing as a daily routine and as a profession... Maybe there's the only way for them to make money? Maybe there were forced to?? Anyhow, to those who still have their own choice to make,there's are still other better options in life to earn a living, maybe you will think washing dishes or picking up rubbish will not get you far but its still a legal career to possess. Hopefully there aren't others who will follow Xia's footsteps and make the worst decision in life... Think about it...

Gotta wait until all the food I just ate will digest soon enough, if not, it will sinfully increase my weight count and I can't affort to allow it to happen...^^ Gotta get back to my Sejarah... Toodles..

p.s. Our new Bio teacher really looks like 陈伟联，anyone agree??

Amour

OMG... OMG...OMG..
Am flying over the moon now..
Absolute Boyfriend is so freakingly AWESOME!!!!
Night / Shoshi...
How can Riiko Choose??
Its so sweet having someone to protect,
Love, Care, Help, step up, Cheer for you,
Making you the main reason of living...
Smiles whenever you smile,
Saddens whenever you are down,
Making you the luckiest person on earth...
Night and Soshi Rocks!!!
Riiko is so lucky to have both of them by her side...
But how will it end??? She's gotta choose, but who??
So curious... Ahhhhhh....



Watched Sad movie yesterday,
Just by the title,
you'll know what to expect in the end of the movie..
Yup, tears..
Love, had many type,
And in this show,
It really reflects multiple types of love in life...
Its always hard to say Goodbyes,
especially to those which will be forever...
But its harder to watch your loved one die,
being trapped in a fire,
but yet still thinks about you and taped his last words in his last seconds,
continued by a scene of flaming hot flame attacks...
And watching him suffer.....and ....
How can someone face something like this???
You can actually hear the character's heart breaking sound...
Watch it and you'll know what I mean...

Known someone who has already found his One and Only,
And through the way he describes her,
she seems to mean the world to him..
Is it really true that you can hear your heart beat when you are with someone??

子聪说：“保护胜雪小姐是我的天命，就算牺牲自己的生命我也在所不惜。。。”

背影-林宥嘉

TGI Friday!

Finally, my Kursus Setiausaha finally ended.
So damn freaking tired after...
Had fussed and worry for it,
even had some sleepless nights...
And today finally, its OVER...
So gald it is...
Now suffering for voice loss..
Had been shouting for 2 hours until my lungs came out..lolz..
Juz joking..

Its another fine day for me..
Am so happy that I did not fail my Physics!!!
Told mum about it and
With disbelief, she asked me for the second time to be sure...hahas..
Hahas.. I did pull it off this time..
Thanks God. ^^

Our last period today was Chemist and all of us enjoyed ourselves a lot.
The 2 Jia Jun(n)s were hilarious and made everyone laughed..
They are really something...

The bus was freakingly crowded today as usual...
As a Friday routine, you won't expect to breath inside the bus..
Had to stand for the whole journey to the main school,
nothing to do,
so went spying..
One of my friends were also standing along the aisle
and as the bus moves there is force of inertia
and my friend who was standing without guard
almost fell when the bus suddenly stopped.
The person sitting in front of him was playing with rubics
and saw how unstable he is and offered to help him carry his things..
So good man.
This is the 1st time I had ever saw a boy who is kind enough to do so..
Its good to know that there are still kind people in the world..
I see hope...^^

Wanna thank Lemon for his hard work he did for the class T
Hope that it will come out really if not,
I'll be devastated... I bet he will too.
Can't believe how some of them react after we decided that we wanna do something..
And say that we didn't tell them..
We did.. and for a dozen of times..
And now blame us for not telling them and
then comment about the things we do..
Arrgh... Don't care already..
As long as we finished it, its beautiful le..

So exhausted today...
But my mee and mooncake's still delicious...
Am so exhausted now.. Wanna go back and rest..
Ok that's all for now. Tootdles...

翅膀-林俊杰

Free day

Another fine day today.
Its a little too free if you ask me.
The 1st 3 science class did not have any class this whole day.
(Despite the last 2 periods)
We were like this because the Olympiad Physics test was on the whole morning..
4 periods in the library.
Which means that the exam is held for 2 hours something...
Darn long..
Had actually planned to take the exam but
despite my lousy knowledge about Phyiscs,
I missed my chance in regestering my name...
So, there I was sitting in the library,
sutdying + doing class thinggy..
Don't understand why there's some people
fortunate in having the chance to sit the exam,
but didn't turn up in the end.
And ended up donating RM 20 to the Physics Organization.
Wonder what on earth is he doing....
hahas..

Ok. Later, we went Puteri to attend an Education Fair.
Its not really big but still..
Its informative to me..
There's a spokesperson of a college that that really left a good impression to me.
She's from ***** College and is a PR there.
We asked her about the courses offered by the college
And she did answered and told a lot about that specific course.
We sat there for about half and hour I think just listening to her..
She advised us about a lotta things.
But in the end... she didn't even mention or sell her college..
Not a single sentence.
Was so fascinated by the way she talked
and her guts to say that there are actually other places who offers a better course...
Applause for her~
oh ya, met Wei Cheng there too.. So shocked to see him..^^

Enjoyed our little trip to Puteri.
it really feels as if we were going on a vacation sitting in the bus
with everyone smiling and laughing all the way...
It feels so good to be together with my classmates...

Some of my friends thinks I'm snobbish the 1st time they met me.
Hahas, I can't help how I look could I?
Heard many comments bout myself but snobbish..
Better work up on my facial expression..^^

p.s. Dinner is fantastic, mum cooked marmite chicken.. Splendid...

Heart Without a Home-Westlife

Goodbye Teacher

Not quite in a mood today.
Can't really put it in words but all I could say is
I was mad.. while, at least for a little..
There were some cause to it,
that's because I suddenly felt that there were many people who are quite self-centered.
Not to say that they wanna be like that,
But that's what they are....
Many people don't understand about the need of doing something special for someone,
I mean they think everything is a waste of time,
and in the end,
if someone don't even suggest something and ask them to do,
I guess no one will even take the hint of even trying to give something..
This is just plain sad...
that's why I was mad...
And poor Charm gotta put up with me for the whole day..
Thanks for helping me complete the gift,
Really sorry to interrupt you in your way to SUCCESS...
Love ya, gal,

Enough of the raging..
Today is the last day of our pretty Ms. Ng in our school
She's our Bio teacher...
for almost half a year,
And she did a fantastic job in doing so..
Now, she will be heading to US to further her studies..
Our dear teacher will gonna become a highly regarded
DOCTOR!!!!
With her healing hands,
she could save the world!!haha...
But too bad she had to leave..
Will gonna miss her really really much..
She's the best Bio teacher anyone can get,
making sure that she reminds us of everything
and taught us with all her might
about living organisms,
and not forgetting to boost us with confidence...
We managed to give her a nice key chain and a book that we did ourselves..
Plus, a pic that we took together...
And we took another again today,
Will miss her dearly
Very dearly...
Teacher, hope that you will succeed in fulfilling your dreams!!!
We'll always be routing for ya!
Have a nice year over there..
Do miss us o!!! lolz..

Some of my friends will be sitting for the Olympaic Physics test tommorrow,
All da best guys!
Hope that you all will get to get a gold medal for it,
and represent M'sia to compete with the whole world!!!
You can do it!!

Had a little chat with someone I don't really know,
its funny how we actually met and even know each other..
hahas, I still have no idea what's his name,
and I can't help laughing at our conversations..
haha.. No idea how on earth did we even started it either..
Still, was delighted that someone was willing to talk to me about his problems..
Thanks ya..

Some of the OBs came by our school today,
Was glad to see them,
they came here to see the new transferred student,
even got to take pictures with him..
So nice man,
I don't even get a chance to talk to him..
haha...
Someday I guess..

Oh ya, he smiled at me..^^
So happy...(Floating in the air...Just kidding)
Always, wanted to smile and say a nice hello to him
but fro some reason, I didn't,
but today,
he appears to be giving me a greeting smile,
haha!!
Hope to get to talk to him in camp..
A future leader,
that's the only thing I can say...XD

Someone added me...Whee~
Someone added me...Whee~
Someone added me...Whee~
Someone added me...Whee~
Someone added me...Whee~
Someone added me...Whee~
Someone added me...Whee~

Ok, gonna finish up my homework.. Toodles~

p.s. Anyone have the picture we took?

Colour My World-Westlife

School.... Bills..

Joyful ~
Ok, last post of the day,
I promise..
This morning, the German kid went up the stage and gave a little speech.
In Malay. He's quite good..
Caused a little bit of havoc though,
but it was fine..
Ms Ng will be leaving us soon...
Still had not manage to complete her work,
But I do like her a lot..
The Best Bio teacher around!!!
Anyways, gotta crack my head again for her gift..

Results were out today..
Cheers~no fail..
hahas.. Happying^^...

Oh ya, thanks Alvin for making my life easier..
And thanks Charm for releasing your heart to me..
Sorry Lemon for pushing you so hard...(you get what I mean)
Thanks Lord for the blessings...

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Arrgh~
After school , went paying some bills..
We went to Celcom main office 1st,
I got out and went in to pay the bills,
Was told to pay the bills at the machine,
And it states no RM1 is allowed...
What the heck,
My bill is RM **6...
Which means I need RM 1 in order to finish paying the bill...
So, I took a number from a lady who knew that I was going to pay bills,
waited for my number and went to the counter.
I told the lady that I wanna pay bills,
and screw her for saying:
" Kalau nak bayar bill, mesti bayar di machine itu, tidak boleh bayar di sini. Kamu cuma boleh bayar di sini kalau mesin rosak..."
Damn it... wasted my 5 mins...
So, I went back to the machine and it was a touch screen.
I touched it and no response,
Damn it again...
Feeling a little impatient already, I went back in to try another machine,
one of the Malay worker who sat there said:" Nak bayar bill ke? guna mesin tu la"
And lead me back to the same freaking machine.
I was like:'' Mesin ini tidak boleh...."
And thats when the freaking worked...
Craps, I key in the requirements and asked :" tidak boleh guna RM 1 ke??"
MW: "Tidak boleh, hanya RM100, RM 50, RM 10, RM5 boleh digunakan"
I already knew that,
and went:" Tapi saya mesti guna RM1 wo..."
Starting to be pissed,
Even showed him the bill..
He went blanked and went to ask the others...
Me feeling bad for keeping the one behind me waiting,
allowed the Nice Indian Guy to use the machine while I wait,
MW came back and said that I don't have to pay for the xtra RM1..
Craps, why didn't he said that earlier...
MW stood there waiting with me,
Knowing that this is my 1st time using the machine...
Waited.. waited for the NIG to finish...
And then it was my turn...
The kind man that was intially behind allowed me to proceed,
He kindly taught me the steps of using the machine,
One by one, he helped me through the whole process...
I didn't even ask him to do so,
but he was kind enough to teach me step by step,
even helped me to put in my money into the machine...
Craps, the machine swallowed some of them and rejected the rest..
Gotta do the same procedure again,
Vomited some out again,
The MW still stood there the whole time,
(NIG also stated that we had to repeat the procedures a few times to pay our bills..)
He patiently wait for me to keyin the requirements for the 3rs time
until the machine finally finished swallowing the whole sum of the bill..
Finally...
The patient guy was so polite and patient and told me to keep the receipts then leave..
Lucky I managed to thank him just before that..
Thanked MW too before I left...

Now I finally realized how it feels like paying bills
For the single mums in stories...
Its a wonder how my mum do that after all these years...
What a lousy system for a huge company like Celcom.
But was delighted to meet someone like the Nice Indian Man...
He was so kind to help me...
The world seemed to be a whole lot better with people as kind as him...^^
Thank ya once again for your patience and kindness...

Trials is coming soon... Not yet even prepare myself for it..
Still following The Rescue - Nicholas Sparks..
Admired Mitch and Mellissa's relationship..
How can they keep themselves so love with each other after 13 years of marriage,
And they were so cute together!!!
What a nice couple...
Ok, thats all for now... Chao~

The Show - Lenka

Sun-day..

Lord's day,
Chung Hwa high school held the canteen day in the morning.
Went there with poor sis...(She's so freakin tired)
Gotta use up all the coupons or it will be a waste.
Crowded, we simply squeezed ourselves into the people sea..
Managed to buy a few things after an hour or so..
50 bucks more to use, we did more tugging and ducking..
And another hour had passed... we still had 12 more to go..
There's nothing much to hope for...
Sis was so tired and she can't take the crowd,
So brave old me went for more shopping alone..
And with a clever mind, I finally managed to finish the whole sum of it...
We bumped into many Chan Waians and also many of my old classmates..
Glad to meet them again..
But there's not much time to talk as we were hurrying back to church.
So we simply picked up our things and said a brief hello and went..
We ended up like 2 aunties holding bunches of groceries,
As if we just went marketing.. haha..
On our way out, a small little gal cam strolling by,
she said something very quietly..
As if pleading for something..
She was so soft that I went..
"Huh?? Huh?? Can you repeat??"
And she repeated for 3 times...
I still don't get it..
And on the 4th time, I got it..
She was asking us to lend her a phone...
(Boy, and I thought she was pleading for money.. =.=)
And on the very second, her sis came looking for her..
Taking her by hand, she left with her sis holding her..
How sweet..
I guess she was lost in the 1st place...
Good thing she was smart enough to borrow a phone for other people...
What a smart gal she is...

It was a little empty in church,
Many of them gone to Penang as a trip..
But sermons and lessons remained the same..
Learned a new song too..
Lesson was great..
Ben summarized it for us..lolz...
Its sucks not being to join the guys for the visit in the afternoon.
Dad had other plans..
A Malay wedding,
Sending sis home..
Haiz...
Let Mithi down again...
Oh well...

The Malay wed was simple,
but nice..
Theme colour was purple...
Warm and gentle..
The Bride was totally gorgeous but the groom...
seemed a little unhappy..
Don't know why,
anyway, the food was pleasantly nice..
We left after filling up our stomachs..

Took sis back to Kampar again,
We took 4 hrs there..
had dinner..
rested..
and 4 hrs back again,
in the end,
We came back by 1am..
Nice huh?
Tiring...
Missing sis again now...
haiz..



Midnight's sky is so beautiful,
if you look at it clearly,
you'll find how fascinating it is...
Looking out through the window,
it gives you the warm and lonely feeling...
Comforted, you'll slowly feel welcome and nice,
things start to pour into your mind,
ideas come flowing like it never had...
Forgotten memories..
remember as if it was yesterday...
Cool wind, uplifting you with tenderness..
How could you miss out all this???

This is the day that the Lord has made...
I'll rejoice....

Farewell.. Creep..

Finally got to post something up after these few blizzard days..
It seems that I hadnt' been touching my dear PC much lately,
feels good to be back.
Had much in mind as always..
Anyway,
Farewell hadn't been as great as what I had expected.
In fact, it has nothing in common with what I had in mind.
It was a disaster,
nothing was pleasing
and that we didn't even felt welcome there.
I guess thats the way they wanna farewell us..
They really want us out of here...lolz
So that day, all of us F5 were kinda mad at them
and the way they treated us and all the members
(they=F4 organizers branch school exluded this time)
As a conclusion:
1. the gathering sucks..
2. Poor members for having to stay until 1pm
3. Poor branch skol leaders
4. Expensive cost of budget, RM5, lousy food...
5. Rude organizers..Some were lazy bums..
6. Nothing was planned well. (Didn't think that they had planned any)
7. Poor teachers who had to sit there and wait for so long doing nothing
8. No communication occured... They don't seemed to be talking to each other
9. Cluess... They don't even know how bad they were in organizing something like this..
10. They didn't even bother to tear the price tag
(RM2 cup as a souvenir, how nice..)
11. Not bothering to list it all out..
By the time I finish, you'll find yourself cranky and old...

Sorry to say that I gave a 1/10 for this stupid gathering..
Nothing was done well... Nothing...
And I was not the only one who said it...
Am raging right now, so forgive me for all bad comments..


Smiles~ '_' ... JJ's cutie frog...

Ok, enough of that.
Sis came back o Sat, the very same day with the lousy gathering
Was over the moon when I saw her..(just an expression)
Went to the movies, shopped, eat...
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince...
Nice, but a little held back by the scenes..
Hermione beautiful as always..
too bad she fell for Ron... urgh..
But its still nice anyway,
I did cry on the last part...
When..... Not going to let the cat out of the bag,
watch it yourself and you'll know what I meant..
After that, more shopping..(more likely to be window shopping )
And then, the time I'd been waiting for......
We trimmed our hair!!!
Finally!!! A new me. (a new hairstyle)
Glad to try something new... but it looks a little weird..
What-ever!?

Our day didn't end then,
Dad took us to PD for dinner... Hooray!!!
But craps, his friend and his so called 'new family' was joining us..
haiz..
followed him anyway,
rushed to the beach was the first thing I did.
Nice to feel the sand, breeze, salted scent...
Boy, do I feel good... Ahhhhhhh~
Fish & Chips... Mmm.....
Missed it so much. ^^
And then came this guy with a new family..
He already has 6 children and a wive,
But how greedy of him to add in another with 3 sons..
Craps...
No, he wasn't divorced yet...(I don't even think he registered his 1st)
Can't believed it.
And another amusing thing is that the two 'couple'
went off strolling leaving the 3 poor sons behind...
Poor things... They looked so cute!
I don't think that they will last either..
both of them..
I despise a greedy person.. especially in cases like this...
Just can't help it..
Craps...

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Lord be there....

Random

Social worker

Your caring and positive attitude makes all the difference. You are the one catalyst missing to the change that is needed in other's lives.

Nothing tells better than this... I can't believe it!!
Its relating to me n.... OMG... Cheers~

Damn happy..
Exam's over..
A blonde German exchange student arrive at my school
Gladly handed over my things to the next generation
The book is half finished
The shirt is almost finished
Sis's coming back!!
Farewell's on ~~~
Half of the year is gone now..
Yet another half to go..




Had been having some self reflection again.
Found out that I had been pretty pessimistic this year..
Wonder why..
Anyway, I live to be optimistic..
If not.. Life really SUCKS to the MAX~~
So, will try to think more on the positive side..

Had given some hard time to someone
because of their lack of acknowledging problems..
I can't help it to be mad..
But I was indeed..
Had placed some hopes on them but..
Yet again, they succeed in disappointing mua...
And again, I had to say something to make them realize about it
Sorry ya guys, I didn't meant to do so..
Sort of sick and tired now...
But still must remain strong...

Wondering how come some people just don't realize
that some people do have so many burdens on them
Tasks, burdens, responsibilities, Academics, example..
All on top of their shoulders
and yet still gives that someone a hard time
dealing with such ignorance of some people...
I mean, can't people be more considerate?
Can't they just let people do their job and do it well?
Do they ever thought of what that someone would face
if they were caught doing something they shouldn't
and unwillingly?
Some people just don't understand the consequences of their act
will lead the someone to somewhat problems..
Just a little'Let it be' would kill...
Not literally but humanly
Its like when you are caught having ignorance
on something wrong happening..
Everyone would pin-point you,
spreading how irresponsible you are..
How unfair is it??
Just because they don't mean to hurt their friends,
they have to live up to all this..
Hope that everyone would think more about this..
Don't give them anymore hard time..
They have already enough to do..
Hopefully that someone would do a great job in this following year...

Oh Gosh, here I go again..^^
Gonna stop now..

Lovely..

OMG. Feeling hungry again... Yiiks...

Went church today and was kinda sad not being able to see my sis.
Anyway, bible class was so funny and when we were been asked:" What's your talent?"
Everyone was like:"Ahhh... Er.... Iiiii... Dunno leh... I dun have talent..."
lolz.. So as a result, everyone have to give a talent of someone beside them..
I think its better this way as sometimes, we don't dare to think so much or brag about what we have..
Was flying in the air when I finally saw Leng and Lin after so many years..
Yea, we're not close but...
Leng's still so Cute and Lin's as fair as she can be..XD
Went to lunch with my family which we hadn't done for ages..
I'm so glad that SS came back. I miss him much..
Chit-chatting with the Lee's really made my day...

It rained so heavily this afternoon.
I'm so devastated that I can't afford to buy something I want so much..
(I can afford it actually, but dun think that its worth THAT much, sad..)
Went home empty handed and was praying for the rain to stop..
It did eventually and I watched Absolute Boyfriend without giving a damn of what will happen
Its as always... So touching...
Night's so sweet and Soshi's so damn lovable...
Riiko's so lucky to have both of them but....
You'll get it when you watched it..
Was so sad that 《活下去》 ended on Fri
And the ending was beautiful yet unfortunate..
良一，I think is the best character you can find in the show and...
Not going on to the details...
I wonder will there be anyone like him in this world??
Secretly protects and becomes a guardian to his loved one??
I don't know... Maybe someday??



G's B'day party was a blast.
haven't been able to gather with the youths in events since...I dun know when
Its so nice hanging out with them...
There's plenty of laughter and joy within all of us..
Luv the balloon flowers decorated there...
The last time I'd been there was for some unhappy event..
Thank God that this time its something so happy and fun..
Hearted each and everyone of the youths..
Hope that Mr Big Bro will tresure his 'youthful' days la..
lolz..

LPGM's AGM

Yeah~Yeah~ I'm officially free for the rest of the year!!! (well, sort of). Had just got to step down from my last society! LPGM.... haha... Sayornara~

Was so damn happy yesterday morning and can't help it as I sang Black Eye Peas' I got a feeling' I mean it said it all. Was so excited that I will be retiring yesterday and kept singing the same old song over and over again the whole day. I just can't wait!!!

Was sort of busy though. Homework,loads of them, Duties (its also officially my last day of duty!!! Hooray!!!) , filing work, Class T, LPGM thinggies, Class T again, blah.. blah... All the craps.. Was a little frustrated when everyone was like :" Shyuan... Shyuan..." haha.. But was so gald to finally solve our class T thinggy....

Anywayz, I was over the rainbow when I went back to the main school. I knew the time is near, and its only a few more hours to go... smiles... Went to the room to settle out the things and was shocked when one of the very cute wakil came looking for me. He was really cute I mean the way he talked and called me... haha... (We became friends just because of LPGM business... lolz) Ate my chipsmore and went to set up my things in Bilik Kuliah.

AGM started no long after that and we(me & Fern) took attendance... While all the wakils came in to sign, both of us was like:"你的的borang kursus Setiausaha leh???" the whole 15 minutes and the way we said it had actually scared many of them. Sorry yeh... Didn't meant to be mean but we were mad of those who do not pass up the things on time..swt..

Blah... blah.. blah.. Craps... More craps... and.... its finally time! We gladly announced the retirement of the our current posts and cheered happily!!! Smiles!!!!

After all the hussle and pussle, we managed to elect all the new comitees. It was horrid then when we were so busy then. Writing, reporting, writing, discussing... (I almost PK in front yof 157 people back then...XD..So paiseh) Its all in a mess. But I did enjoyed myself inside there...lol.. Thank God the whole process only took us 3 hours.

After all the sweat and the integtity we suffered, I guess I really did treasure my last time being an LPGM. And will be definitely missing that pretty little pendrive (Still have it but's no longer belongs to mua..) Toddles~

What's gone it's gone,there's only memories...

Mmmm... It taste so good~

That's what I felt immediately after I took my first sip of my very first cup of handmade lemonade. I made it all by myself. lolz.. Dead happy... haha.... haha...haha...
Its really easy to make. All you need is a few lemons (Can ask some from JL if you wanna save cost ...XD) , sugar water and sprite / 7 up. Squeeze the juice out, mix with the sugar water and lastly pour in the carbonated drink to zest it up. Add in some ice cubes and its done!! All nice and ahh~ refreshing...


Oh ya, Before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Wasabi and GL. Hope that both of you will have a enjoyable day.... (W, sorry for not being to watch HP with you... You can still catch your favourite show with the others.... Enjoy!!!)

Tomorrow will be my last day of the frustration!!! I meant it this time! Am having my LPGM AGM tomorrow already!!! Had anticipated this day for so long and finally, it came. After all the unhappiness and frustrations, sleepless nights, and discomfortness... Finally, it came. I know clearly that I had put many efforts in the specific society and it leaves many many uncomfortable events in my memory, but there are also times which I had enjoyed myself, getting all crazy just for that ocassion. I mean, throughout this whole year becoming one of the them, I didn't really did much but still, there's effort. Now, I have no idea what exactly should I feel, happy or sad. Happy that I can finally step down, put an end to all the craps in school. Sad, I have no idea how will the next generation cope up. We did not actually set any good examples to follow and worst, there's many unfinish business left undone. I hate it when people gotta clean up what we have started but what can I do? Is there any choice left??? Yiikss.. I'm going on and on about this again...

Hope that our next batch will do better than us and bring the image of LPGM up as it was before..... All da best!!!

PD... 178

Went to a dinner with my dad's friend in PD yesterday. I was so damn tired after coming back from a meeting in school and straight after I get to watch my favourite show, we gotta rush to PD to meet him and his family.

I wasn't quite convinced that I want to go actually, as I have to finish up my work. Anyhow, I did went and did not regret that I went. I knew one of his daughter but it had been a year since I last saw her. They were very polite and understanding when they arrived and we enjoyed their company. I finally saw his other daughter who was one of the Revlon models in Deal or No Deal. She was indeed pretty (looks prettier in tv).

We went sitting beside the club pool and chit-chatted. I went to the beach with my friend and her brother as she insisted to go there where she hasn't see the beach for a long time. So, I offered to accompany her and there we went.

The beach at night was damn peaceful. The breeze was so cooling and the scenery was spectacular. There were still people playing volley ball in the sea (It was already 9 p.m.). There were about 3 guys (One with big abbs...Thats what she refers as) and 2 gals. We had actually laughed at them as they were crazy playing in the at this time of the hour. Then, as we sat along the beach chit-chatting as well, two more guys came swimming in the sea. No kidding, two guys...(We thought they were actually making out there...)

We walked along the peaceful seashore leaving our footprints behind, stood there for a very long time not even moving a bit just to feel the sea water, witness huge waves coming towards our way but yet still feel calm by the peaceful night. Stars disappeared as they were covered with gray clouds. It didn't rain and did not rain but there were lightnings for awhile. We love the whole package...

We went in to have a break and had to climb back out as the club gate was closed. By that time, those crazy volley ball players and the two suspicious gay man was gone. But there were a few couple strolling by the shore romantically, treasuring the moment together. A whole bunch of classmates(I know as they were all gathering round the pool earlier also came to play with the sand, trying to leave a beautiful memory together join the picture. We did the same routine again and felt even more calm. The breeze by then was even more cooling and big that we can see the sand flying all around. (I meant it literally). The sand was blown by the wind which enables us to witness how wind look like. Its so fascinating and beautiful. I would have take a picture if I had my Lumix to show how beautiful it was... We even had a small challenge of who gets to throw sand the furthest. haha...(I lose as usual)

There was a band called The Sountherners(I think) that night. They were ok as I heard better ones. We all had chicken wings and drinks while we dive oursleves into their music. One of my friend's sister's friend, also a celebrity came and join us. Nadia was her name(Another Revlon model) She was indeed pretty and looks more like a AMo then a Chinese (Her father is a Chinese). She was polite and I had actually shook hands with her. (My 1st ever hand shake with a celeb).

We went home at about 12am. as they knew that I had to run the marathon today. I said goodbye to my friend and her family as left contented.


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Seremban Half-Marathon

Went to my 3rd year of half-marathon in my life. Woke up early this year as I hadn't be able to make it last year due to my late night's sleep. Anyway, I promised some of my friends that I'll be there and we will run together. Went there and found each other. Was a little frustrated that I lost my pins. Twice this morning... Lucky I got to borrow some from Ling and Connie for my dear. We all headed to the starting point and put on some muscle cream which the squeezed for us. As the announcer announced "GO!" All of us ran like chicken out of the cage and ran.. and ran.. Me and dear lose sight of Prawn Mee and Ling not too long after that. As we ran, dear can't take it anymore and started to keep up as I was still running, aiming for the medal. Not too long after that, I lost sight of her also. Was a little sorry that I didn't run with her as promised but still I'd gotta keep going... Passed many people and cars... Ran through the roads up the hills, down again...

Was so mad of the fact that I see bottles all along the whole route. I mean plastic bottles. Had even kicked a few by accident myself. People these days are so self-centered as they only think for themself. As we approach the water booth, I think everyone was amazed by the scene of the paper cup road all along the way. Its like it had been there for ages as it was stepped and tattered. Yucks is all I can say, and still after seeing this scene, people still ikut jejak and throw somemore themself. I can't believe it! How can the few QM on duty pick up all the cups (3000 and more I think) all along the whole road... Yikks... I stepped on a few myself... Aren't there any bins to dispose the cups? Is the road the only option???

I ran-walk to the finish point and finally... I got 178th place in my category. Was kinda proud as I arrived 248th the previous year. Thank God! Got my Royal Selangor too!!! So happy!!! YIPPEE!!!

Went to the 100 Plus booth to boost myself up after running for and hour and 15 mins. Bumped into Tofu and we went around looking for the others. Went to the milo booth.. still no on in sight... Was a little worried of dear, Prawn mee and Ling but could only get in touch with dear. Lucky she's all right. We met Ben, Sern, Mel and Mei and it meant that I had to leave. Broke off with Tofu and walked with them. Ate in fatty's (the food sucks) and went straight to church.

Am happy to meet C there. Too bad B wasn't there to walk with us.. Anyway, the run was smooth and enjoying. Thanks Xin Yee for the support...

Vocals baby vocals!!!

No time to waste. All of you definitely gotta watch Sisters Act 2 Back in the Habit. Their singing is so damn cool and everyone is so talented. Watch it and you will know truly what is so-called singing... Whoopi Goldberg is such a fun teacher to have...

Those of you who are eager to see how did our school choir team performed in the national level please click here: Chan Wa Choir: National Level.

M.J's tribute concert is really a blast. May Lord always be with him. (His daughter is really pretty indeed...) M.J. You live in our hearts forever!!! Smiles~

1340...

OMG..OMG... I finally watched Transformer-Revenge of the Fall!!! Its so amazing, spectacular, revengeful, romantic, awesome, cool, fantastic, fun.... I'm lost of words!!! I loved it. Thanks mum, thank you!!! I finally got to watch it! lolz

We went to watch the show today as promised. Oh boy, I can't believe that I am actually watching it! lolz... Had been anticipating this day to come for so long and it came. Bought a large popcorn for and went into the cinema excitedly. I didn't blink an eye from the start to the end. Megan Fox is so damn freaking H-O-T ! She's way Hot Hot Hot!!!! Hearted Bumble Bee and Optimus Prime, they rule! LOVING IT MUCH!!! hahas... I have no more regrets in my life!!!
(Prawn Mee: I saw the 'popsicles' word that you said right in the beginning... lolz...)

To those who had not watch the movie really should give it a try. At least give action movie a try ..


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Won't be seeing him for a long time now... Will he forget us? I hope not... I really do... This goes to all COCY who had already left. I miss all of you all and hope that all of you will keep us here in your prayers as well....

Sweet memories..

Just received these photos from my friend. Its the pictures of our last year's Kem Belajar when we went on a small trip to the market.. Its really funny!

FYI. We were the the refreshment part that time... And went round town like family.. With 'dad' arguing with 'mum' and two seriously charming 'daughters' following them around...

After purchasing the tin of biscuits, we went to the wet market to buy some vege for dinner..

Choosing garlic.. We really look like amateurs.. lolz

Have a break.. Have a cup of MILO! haha...

Feeling energetic again... Back to shopping..

Shopped for the last ingredient-- stinky fish.. Look at 'mum' lolz..

After a whole day of shopping, we still gotta help the taxi driver push his car.. As if we have any energy to spare..

That day went on pretty great. Well, not really..

1. 'mum lost her purse and also all the cash for buying the vege...
2. The taxi broke down right when we were about to reach school
3. We went round town by foot..
4. I found our that I lost my camera in the end of the camp which totally sucks...

Well, despite all the hard labour we undergo, the camp was actually quite enjoying..
Hope that you enjoyed the photos as I do...

Another day..

Another day spent at home. As you can see, its a Monday and I am sitting here... Know what it meant? Am not going to explain why I'm at home and not in school but just to apologize to all my fellow buddies that I am absent without any beforehand notice.


Moondance Alexander is a nice movie and has some nice soundtrack as well. For those who truly believe in faith should watch it. It sort of boost us up in some kind of way. Oh ya, Moondance is definitely a very beautiful name. fyi, its not anywhere near to lame and it picks up a deep beautiful meaning in it.. Oh, did I mention that her mother is obsessed with tofu? hahaz..
**Pintos are definitely cute!!!

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(20 mins later)

Just finished mum's yummy dinner. haha.. She made a nice chicken cruisine which looks like it got burnt and so. But its simply delicious.. perfecto!!!

Had just on another cup of yogurt. Low fat this time. OMG. its sour? Does all low fat yogurt taste sour? Yucks..

He is leaving tomorrow.. yet another goodbye to say. A long one... Time really flies and won't be knowing when is the next time we will be seeing him. All the best to him and that may he lead a good life in the wonderful country there... Will be keeping you in our prayers..

Weekends..

Non-existence... What a powerful word. Love the power and meaning it uphold sometimes.. Anyway, today is not quite a day that I can consider ‘nice and pleasant' . Missed a chance of watching Transformer 2 with my friends two days in a row. Can't believe it. Should had went our with them but I didn't eventually. Haiz..puzzled about it. Yea, mum had been harsh to me through what she does but I know I have no rights to blame her. She love me and I know it deep down in my heart despite all the quarrels we had. Life still goes on after that one way or another.

Am wondering what had I done this weekends besides wasting it all up. Except scribbling on somebody's autograph book. Wasted my whole weekend totally. Haiz.. I'm full of crap... Had been playing a game of guessing what represents my feelings then and came up with that.. I guess it said it all...
btw, where on earth is my autograph books now??


Had been feeding on some nice yogurt just to boost myself up.. Will be feeding on it for another week I guess...

Oh ya finally found something to be proud of. I finally bought a new pendrive. Not mine of coz but its for the use of school.. Loved this one...

Its minus 1 again as I didn't even get to attend a church wedding... Sucks... It isn't everyday church weddings come by do they?

OMG. my English getting retarded. I guess so. Had been reading some of the things I wrote last time and felt that my English really sucks.. haiz...

Schools up again, wondering how am I going to face the teachers with an empty hand..(No homework done)

class..

The weather sure is pretty hot now. I sweated like hell just sitting in front of the computer. I guess it muz be caused by the pollutions these days. Anywayz, guys please do think of our environment 1st in whatever you do..

Counting down.. 6 more days until ... haiz.. Days are sure coming fast. All of a sudden, time's really flying. Really gotta spend every opportunity and chance to get along if not it will be too late.. haha..

NS.. NS.. NS.. The hottest topic of the week. No matter where you go people will surely ask you this question:" Did you kena for PLKN" haha.. Too bad my answer is always:" Haiz, I didn't kena la， you so good, get to go.." Had been thinking about this question for a long time and when time comes, its always a slight bit of disappointment but when it comes to the facts, there are also reasons that makes me hesitate about it. Anywayz, the answer is a firm:"Maaf! ************ tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN siri 7/2010. Terima kasih." Must face the reality now.. ^^

Was so happy to be in school today as there were many things to laugh on. My cute little class.. How can I be angry with you all??? You all are to cute to be mad of...

The four Golden flowers...lolz

CRAP...

Am wondering why everyone is gradually leaving me. Is this some routine of life or people just hate me or sort. Though some of them who left hadn't any relation with my, I still feel that there is some kind of reason behind that. I could not believe when I heard J left, he never came back. Next was S, he seldom came back, then was my sis, at least I still get to see her. Now C is gone, wondering when can I see him again and now in a couple of moments, B's turn. And I know I will never gonna get to meet him for a long long time... I meant some literally but some had just gone to some places in pursuing their studies....

Then there were those ultimate ones, Ah Sang and M.J for this year, a great lost to the world. Some still cannot revive from the fact that they were gone forever...

And today, Its Mr. Lee's turn. He is our part time Chemistry teacher and now, it was time for him to leave. Am sort of missing him now... anywayz, like last year, our class did something similar to Mr. Sim's for him today and crossed our fingers that he will like it.

Can't be able to sleep well for these few days. I wonder why. Once I wake up, I feel regretful of not finishing my work in the 1st place and why did I sleep. And now, getting all woozy everyday in class. It had been all about LPGM nowadays and problems kept flowing by waiting for our solution. Feeling all dizzy, I admired myself for being to talk and think the whole time when we were trying to face the fact...

H1N1 is widely spread now and no where is a safe place for everyone. Already 3 cases reported in Chung Hwa school here and other casa all around Malaysia. People living in fear and desperate in this kind of situation. Now, Chung Hwa school is closed for a week and hoped that all the patients can recover soon...

May the Lord be with you always...

M.J.~ .~

Many events took place here these few days. The most shocking event is definitely M.J's departure. I know that I has a great impact to most people and I'm too one of them. He's really extraordinary, his dance , his moves, really amazing, fantastic, perfect. Its so sad that despite his wonderful talents, he still had lead a very sad life. Was also quite sad for his children that they have to go to court to get the child custody for his mum to take care of them. Why can't his life get any peaceful? Anyway, he is still highly regarded among all of us and will always live in us forever. As he once said 'I didn't make music for the money, but is because he enjoys it and the joy it brings to others...' I'll always bare that in mind...

~May you rest in peace. Your songs will be as powerful, meaningful and evergreen...~

** Michael's tribute concert was so nice, too bad I didnt get to watch it whole. But his move and vocals was spectacular, the song choreography was wonderful!!!

As I had said, many events took place these few days, there are few sad, one is quite indignant and more frus.

First of all, I found our that there are some old folks are being mistreated by their own children. My friend's granddad had been like that and he is now showing symptoms of Alzheimer. HE had been living with her family for 16 years and once crashing with her other relative, he became like that in two weeks time. I can't believe it. I saw my friend and her mum weeping because if this. Its not fair but that's how life is. How can people mistreat someone who loves you and brought you up as you are today? I don't understand why people do tend to take love for granted and forgets what people had done for them. How childish... I had always believed that however you treat others, that's how people will treat you back.

The sad thing is that I had just received news that 2 of my buddies will be leaving me soon enough. And one already left. I can't believe how fast people grow now. We had been together always and on short notice, they are gone. Hadn't even have the time to think of what to do for them. Lucky I managed to see him for the last time as they threw a BBQ for them yesterday. Was glad to get to talk to him before he left this morning. Hope to see him soon. May God always be with both of them. Oh ya, my 'sis' is also going to leave this week again. Had not seen her for so long and she have to leave again. Time really flies and this is when everyone in your life departs to go on with their lives... Will miss them more than ever.

Life's really getting hard now. With all the chores and homework we get, its really hard to find time maintaining your normal routine. I love the fact that I'm actually living my life to the fullest, but 24hrs a day is completely off the hook. Anyway, must start sitting down and finish what-so-ever I hadn't finish... Toodles!

*finally got to eat my ikan bakar.. yummy!!!