Friends...

Had quite a busy afternoon today. Went round the school again like a maniac...
Yea, it had been a long time since I last done something like this.. haha...
(A couple of months before)
Sometimes I do thing that running all this errands doesn't seems to worth my time.
I mean I don't actually get anything in the end despite getting a stinky smell, slimy feeling and a cracked bone... (Neh, just joking)
I indeed understand that life's is really simple if we look at it from another direction..
Another point of view..
Its just that sometimes, there are some people or issue which will made you really think, is all this hard work worth it?
Instead, many of us now tends to treat it as a responsibility and not something we enjoy doing.
Life's hard as there are some people who treats us like we are nobody,
but life's beautiful as there are also people who will always make you special in some sort of way,
people who makes you special and appreciates whatever you do...
Everything you do seems perfect in their eyes...
I didn't mean it in a special fuzzy kind of way(if you know what I meant)
But friends really plays a special role in these circumstances...
Its like you need someone to praise you when you need some..
Someone who will always tell you:"Way a Go gal!!!"
Someone who will always remembers you when you are not around,
Someone who will remember to inform you everything and stick up for you in anyway...
And luckily,
I do have some of them by my side,
Though there are also some who doesn't really care,
I do appreciate all of them for being by my side,
Though its just for a short period of time...

credits 2 yescomm

Thank all of you!!! My dear friends,
Do smile every single second of a day as its contagious,
You will make me happy if you are happy...
Love all of ya!!!

Pmee, porrige, lemon, yc, beng, km, lc, yj, hl, sha, sy, yi,ni,jf, every1 who cares.

I read this through an e-mail, meaningful...
God has blessed you, so that you can be a blessing to others. You just never know where a person is in his/her life and what they are going through.

Photo mania..

OMG. I had just tried editing some photos using whatever program I had and my beautiful, one of my favourite photo had been ruined!!! I can't believe it! It looks so old and ancient now! It was taken last year by my lovely Lumix with my friends and one stupid button had gone and ruin the whole picture. Gheez... How can this happen? I have no idea what to do now... Hopefully I can make it look better by undoing it or what.

Photoshop.. photoshop... Dreamweaver... Dreamweaver... Indesign... Indesign... Whatsoever program that can help me edit photos.. WHERE are all of you??? Had always hoped that some day I may get to be an excellent photographer and will be a professional in editing pictures... Its so cool seeing so many of my friends doing so. Arr... When will it come true???

This is one of the view captured by my lovely Lumix...
Where are you now???

I guess that I might have some sort of photo whoring desease of sort. Nowadays, I kept imagine that I still have my Lumix and pretends to take the photos I want. Its crazy waking up from my fantasy and acknowledging that My Lumix is no where near me... Oh gosh.. What should I do??? Lumix... I hope that you are out there being serving your new owner well... Though I may not like your new owner, I will always hope that he/she will put you in good use...
till we meet again...

Happy Father's Day!!!

OMG. Kim and Ron are a couple!!! I can't believe it. Two best friends in the world become soul mates. Its so neat! I was so shocked when I watch yesterday's episode! They really belonged together.... haha.. So cool man.. Ron and Kim.... Does all best friends end up together in the end?

Ain't this cool!? haha.. They are so sweet!!!
Credits to slicknickshady!!!

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Oh ya, I watched a scene which a child bit his father's ear off, its so disgusting!!! Its from a show After This Our Exile. It is because the father forced this little boy to steal form other people even he didn't dare. In the end, he was caught and bit his father's ear for making him do so.. I can't consider this show nice but it has its own moral in it.

Dai Tao har.. lolz...

Oh ya, had just send sis back today. We went somewhere called something like Tanjong Tualang. and ate this Dai Tao Har!!! haha.. Big Head prawn! Can you believe it, its head is so freakingly BIG!!! haha... But it definitely is delicious! Simply yummy... Big Head Prawn..haha..

HAPPY FATHER's DAY to all fathers!! Did you do anything special for your dad today??

Ryan well's Foundation is definitely great in ensuring people gets the basic concept of others needing water supply in his unique way.haha.. here's what he wrote:

'Forget the tie, the golf balls, the socks and polo shirts. This year, consider giving the gift of water. For your dad - and for those fathers, grandfather's, sons and daughters who make up the nearly 1 billion people without access to this most basic need - together, we can make a difference!'

And I did wanted to do so too. But Holy gracious, my house suffered water rationing on Father's Day. Craps man!! Can't even wash a cup here... I guess this really helps all fathers here acknowledge the importance of water in this special day.. hahas...

* Craving for Big Apple Doughnut and Ikan Bakar!!!

Interview

Yesterday was my 1st and ever interview in my life. Yea, the AFS interview. Wasn't as scared as what I though I would but when I went there, I felt as usual. When we get there （Me & Fei) we set off making new friends and chatted happily. (Must KiC o!!!)Was glad that people there are friendly and treats us well even though we haven't ever met in our lives. And thanks for all the helpers there, we got ourselves occupied the whole period when we are waiting. Playing games, self-intro, debating, sharing experiences... A really beneficial 4 hours there. And the interview, it didn't really went well. At least not as what I expected la. But it was definitely worthwhile sacrificing my school time for this. AFS's cool!!!

Am not expecting myself to be going for the 1nd interview, but somehow, there's still some hope... At least a tinny bit la..^^ After the interview, I attended a Art course or something by One Academy College. Went with Beng, Lemon and porridge(too bad Prawn Mee can't come) and we had fun drawing and screaming all the way... hahas... They were so damn funny as they draw and kept screaming as they are running out of time..haha.. We were supposed to make & draw a 3D card and they will judge it. All of us, with our gifts and talents managed to get the special prize in the end, Cool yea? (Actually, almost everyone there got it..) Yea, we do had a lotta fun there...

Its Snoppy's and CM's B'day today!!! I missed so many people's b'day this week and not there's a glimpse of regrets inside me... Sorry ya every June birthday babies!!! I had some things in mind and did not get to wish all of you in person. Please accept my apologies and I hereby with all my heart and soul wanna wish all of you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE....

Hooray! We finally got to finish our NIE and passed it up today!!! All thanks for my utmost respected NIE crew and the ever -so-great Prawn Mee, ya rock!!!

Ya all better runaway coz, SO WHAT!?'s gonna rock the world!!!


P.s. saw a mother dog with all her one-week-born puppies when I went for dinner. It reminds me of our previous 'class doggy project'. This is something to refresh...

Ain't them cute?

Here's a Poll: Is a teacher supposed to take full responsibilty of students' related tasks? Even if it is financial related?

Friends

What are friends all about?? Isit someone who ignores each other and live a life without acknowledging someone's presence? Is a friend supposed to treat you as if you don't exist even though you smile and talk to them? Do best friends stop talking to each other for no reason? Do friends not forgive each other's wrong doings? Do friends turn back on each other when one of them needs some comfort? Well, if friends are like that, I rather not have friends in my life.

It hurts thinking about how good friends we once were but now, for no reason, we just weren't anymore... Had always pictured our friendship to be longlasting, that we can always recall the good old days we had with each other and laugh and smile to all the silly things we did. Since when we stopped doing so? I'm so confused right now. Did I do something wrong which made all of you treat me like this? If yes, do tell me. Stop making me miserable thinking back on what had I done to all of you. Everybody deserves a 2nd chance and so do I. If I really done something that offended you all, do speak out and not let me hid myself away from you all just because of something I don't know happened. Its making me crazy sometimes.... If you all still treat me as a friend, do tell me what happened and that we can be as good as always....

It had been 3 months my dear friends. Isn't it enough to forgive someone? Or isit because my grades aren't compatible as yours and think that I don't deserve enough to be your friend? If yes, say something, at least I think I can bear knowing the truth rather that guessing all sorts of unnecessaries. Can we still be back together as always? Can we still have silly conversations about each other and laugh our hearts out? Can I still hang out with all of you telling silly jokes? Can I not avoid all of you anymore just to reduce all the awkwardness??????

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Jason Mraz just talked about free will today and I found a very interesting picture I guess you all will like.



Look at what the guy is doing. I love they way he say it. A picture says it all.
We can see that how bog is someone's heart to give but yet people nowadays tend to think that its some kind of a fraud. But what if someone is giving free willingly?? Can you accept it? People tends to think that there are no free lunch in this world but what if there is? I'm sure there are actually many out there who are willing to give willingly just for the sake of others...

If you are interested in knowing more about free will and helping others, click here.


Happy Birthday to Miss Chiew(yesterday) Thanks for you cake^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YC!!! Hope that you will enjoy a marvelous birthday!!! Sorry for not saying this to you earlier!!!

My my...

Went to KL with a couple of friends a couple of days ago. We went there just for the sake of taking pictures for a book that we will be publishing in the end of this year. Its nice having a few gals taking on the journey and went all the way down there just to take pictures. Neat ya?
The five of us hot chics went all around Time Square, Sungei Wang, Lot 10, Mid Valley... Its fun going everywhere with a camera snapping everything we want without worry. Went window shopping while we are doing so... We had even snapped pictures of us in the shopping centres doing stupid poses when everyone are looking... haha... Too bad I don't have my Lumix with if not, I'll go crazy... We took many pics to the street, shops etc. and even got rejected when we asked a couple whether we can take their pics or not... She was like:" hell no, you can't take my picture....." So shocked by her response. A few of us had a great time and had fulfilled our task that we set out to do.

Its too bad that I hadn't been able to make it to the party... Parent matter again..haiz... Heard that they had a lot of fun leh...Regrets~~~

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Holidays are over and its back to school. My holidays aren't quite considered as holidays as all I do is think think and think... There are too many things to be thought by my small little brain and it will worn out someday. None of my school work is done due to my laziness, things to plan for each and everyday of my meaningless little life and things to work out before my stupid little brain stops working all so... Life is really tough nowadays, there's not a second to spare. Exams, activities, family matter, homework, life, friends.... Why does it have to be so tough?

Knowing that everyone will eventually leave does not make things better. All the things we did together will be far and foremost treasured which indeed why I like to make every moment as special as possible. Some people just don't get why I do the things I do, the choices I make, the life I live. I wouldn't want to regret my simple little life as years go by and when I recall back when I'm a wretched old lady, I will see all the colours of life which makes me feel contented.

Dear all who will be leaving me eventually:
Thanks for being with me all this while, making my life as worthy as always, painting my world with all sorts of colours, making it beautiful. Appreciated every detail you left for me and will treasure it all my life. May all of you live a better life and will posses your own colour in your life as well.......

A word to God:
The Lord hath always been with me leading me ahead when I'm lost, shedding light on me when I'm lonely, leaving me warm and protected. Thank you Almighty Lord, for being with me, constantly standing by my side and believing in me. You are the greatest of all!!!!

You might be curious by what I had said just now. This is just a way for me to express gratitude to the one and only who had been with me during the toughest time of my life. Because if Him, I'm the strong gal I'm right now. He is the only who had faith in me when others doubted me. You might think this is only me crapping but its farmost the ultimate truth in my life. I had loose faith in everything in my life for some time but because of Him, I stood firm in faith.

Sorry once again for being so sentimental. Had gone through some hard time this holidays but am all right. I'm actually a tough gal!!! ^^

Let there be light...

Duhh....

Am dead tired now. Still wondering why am I wide awake now, sitting in front of my computer like an idiot. Was longing to go to bed once I reached home but still I'm sitting down here facing my monitor... This really makes me wonder.

Went to Beng's house today just to finish the creeping mag. But ended up bring more things home to do. had finished squeezed all my apple juice out just for the article. As usual having those guys around means gaming time. They played a horrible zombie killing game and Sims 3 which has a really nice graphic. Boys are boys, can't spare a minute without games... haha... Though I spend most of my day with the guys， I had my fun... Thanks beng for his hospitality anyway... Was able to finish half of my article today.
Another task to be fufilled before tomorrow-- my article. Really wanted to finish it today but due to some so called technical problem, I didn't manage to do that. Anyway, still got lots more to finish and am thinking how a lazy bum like me can finish everything before school reopens...

A note to all:
Start preparing your own chopsticks whenever your are heading to a Chinese restaurant which only cater disposable chopsticks to all. This is because disposable chopsticks are unhyginenic and is not exactly the best way to be environment friendly. This is a reminder from one of a blogger's point of view and hope that all of you will support it 100%. We can actually help the environment through small efforts like this though we know that what we are doing does not make any drastic change. Cutting down a 20-year-old tree only makes 3000-4000 disposable chopsticks. Imagine yourself having 20 years of life had suddenly been separated into few thousand pieces only, how will you feel? So guys, think wisely and reduce the usage of disposable chopsticks, its pretty much filthy and once we finish using it, it will end up into the rubbish dump.

Can you see the amount of chopsticks disposed in just a year?

Click here to know more.

After today, I will still be having appointments and meetings for other things. Really hope that everything can be fulfilled perfectly and in time. Still am not much in my holiday mood. Can't sleep soundly(except on Mon), have to keep my poor self awake just to wait for phone calls and notifications.... I may seem like a busy girl but all I know I'm not as busy as the President of United States. All I'm asking is to finish what I started off, planned and do it well.

To those who went to Sunway for holidays, hope that all of you will be physically exhausted and gain enough joy spending a day together. Sorry for not being able to go with all of you!!!

Notes to:
Mum~I hereby wanna thank YOU who would risk everything in life just for me. Love ya very muchie mum!!!!

B'day Babies~Happy Bithday to Calvin and Catherine too. May all the days lie ahead will shine brighter than always!!!!

Lost love~Y, Hope that you can stand firm again and do not grief too much in this case.

~Am hopping onto my bed imediately after this.... BEWARE my dear dreams...here I come...~

Grew up

Oh dear, I miss my members so much. Got a chance to meet up with my leaders. Was actually kinda worried that the atmosphere with me as an ex and them will be pretty weird and awkward. But hell no. It went in as if we were good old friends.. We talked laughed and joked with each other... Its not actually what I had pictured: them talking crap among themselves, wasting their own time coming out, eat and eat and eat.... But no, they were actually discussing!!! Was so surprised to see them discussing among themselves and they look happy to see me. Welcomed me and made me feel comfortable by filling me with what is going on. Was delighted that they still respect me as an ex and still eager to hear my comments and my opinions... They were pretty sweet but mature in thinking wise. They definitely grew up through the years and not those who were once so naive. I love the way they discuss and the decisions they are making... They are better than us.... Its so nice knowing that VL is now feeling what I had felt a year before and the exact words that I would utter whenever I face the same scenario.. Oh boy, they really grew up....Starting to miss the good old days when we were on their shoes....^^

As we discussed I found out that I hadn't really did a good job in managing my librarians as well as my library. They did outdone us in this aspect thinking every bit of problems they see... They really had a good start and is heading to the right path... Continue the efforts and you'll be off!!!
*Its worth it missing my band members for this... Sorry for not going back to see all of you today...

Anywayz, went lonely shopping again. Got what I wanted and was disappointed that McD does not refill for take aways (what stupid system is that??) Ate my Mcvalue lunch and waited long enough to test my patience....

Oh ya, this happened just now and its hilarious... One of my friends called in and asked for me when I'm not quite available to be attending him. Mum picked up the phone and he went like:"I'm HIS friend..." haha.... My mum went like:"Oh you are HER friend a? Who are you???" hahah...omg. its so funny.... And he was:"Oh I'm XXX....'' I can't stop laughing when I heard this....lolz.... Oh boy, you are so funny!!! I bet this Grammer mistake really scared him much...hehe.... (No offence a Beng if you are reading this...^^)

Had an on9 dicussion just now and it went on well from the start but was disappointed of the response nearing the end.... Anyway, I wanna thank all of you for willingly sacrifice all your valuable just for discussion sake... Love ya!!!!

Ouch!!! my back aches!!!! I think this is due to the long hours of PCing, and sitting in in front of my com.... Swoosh.... Get away you stupid pain... You are giving me problems you know???

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OMG. OMG. OMG...

Just finished reading Where Rainbow Ends and it was freakingly touching!!!

Imagine having a life with Alex as a best friend who would do anything just to make you smile...
Imagine having a supportive family which will stand by you no matter what (even when you have your own premarrital baby) cheering for you all the way...
Imagine having a great dream which will bring you far away for where you started off....
Imagine owning a daughter called Katie which is exactly like you who choses the right path for herself and not repeating the same mistakes you made 20 years ago...
Imagine the silence you felt with your best friend which will take you far beyond love to own it...
Imagine falling in love with your best friend ever since you met her and can only get reunited with her after waiting for 50 years......

I mean this story is totally WICKED!!! Where can I find my Alex?? My very own Alex??????

tip of the day:
Don't wait for love to come around... cause it never will...... Take a deep breathe and say 'I Love You'...It tells the whole story......

My Holiday

Ok... Another sad sad news to share... Still remember the Franz plane which had gone missing the other day?? Well, its not missing anymore. It was said to be found in the sea. What I meant that it was crashed into the Atlantic sea (I'm not exactly sure). Heard that those bodies had been decayed until no one can recognize them. Only 17 bodies were found out of the 200+ who crashed into the sea... They still can't find the plane's blackbox...which is really scary... another heartbreaking incident.... Sorry to say...

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OMG. I finally made it!!! I finally managed to sleep till 12pm!!! No kidding... Its actually until 12 pm!!! My 1st and ever record!!!(Well... not actually, had actually achieved my best record as waking at 1pm) Anyway, I finally made it for the 1st time in this holiday to sleep until so late!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The 1st thing I did was to read my lovely Where Rainbow Ends. Ya, Cecilia Ahern. Loved it very much!

Spend my whole day with my dearest TV. Watched a Hong Kong movie which revolves around a family and all the scenario about who gets the most inheritance.... All the fighthing and quarreling... And people passing away, etc. Its hilarious, sad, heartwarming.... (I actually cried in some scenes....Shhh... don't tell anyone....)

It finally feels like a holiday ever since last week. Relaxing, cool and a lazy day..hehe... LOVE IT. Mum even stuffed many delicious cuisine the whole day (Cakes, leng tong, Juices, tasty chicken....)

Oh boy oh boy, can't wait for NCIS to start... Lovin it!!! tee hee...

Note: anyone free to go out tomorrow??? Despretly need someone to go with me...

Poor...

Did you know that there are actually many family in Indonesia who are living in poverty. I meant they simply can't live their lives without a decent job?? They live under those houses which will only make it through 1 year the most. Did you know that there are many in one family who dies year by year due to malnutrition?? Have you ever experienced a day without any food in your stomach but yet have to toil and work just for the sake of your family? Have you ever seen a father who is 22 years and already have 5 kids to support? Have you ever thought of the fact that you are exactly the most blissful person in the world that there are many out there who would kill to have whatever you have. Did it ever hit you that everything you are facing is nothing compared to those who struggle even to keep themselves alive which is now basically what they are worrying everyday? Have you ever seen such a beautiful smile in anyone's face..

So lets face the fact. We are really lucky to live in M'sia and even luckier as we can even be sitting right in front of here now, doing nothing except to surf the net.

Ok, its still the good old me trying to make some point here... And yes, I'm definitely referring to myself here... I'm the one who grumbles everyday that life is hard and blah blah blah...All I can do for those wonderful children are to spread out the news and hoping that more people can notice them and maybe even sponsor their education... I cannot affort to sponsor anyone of them which makes me kinda sad and not to mention going to visit them face to face. Oh ya, I'm not lying about there are actually people in a family passing away due to malnutrition... Its true as I'd heard people proclaiming that they had actually lost their loved ones due to lack of nutrition in which this particular family had lose 6 children all together because of this. There's another example that this particular guy who is only 22, one of the 16 children in his family, married at 14 and already have 5 of his own kids... How tough is that??? Yea, indeed that those who lack of education gets married at young age and bores many of their own offsprings as years go by...

I'm a very very lucky girl to have my family, friends, education and everything. I ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING!!! This exactly makes myself kinda proud but yet I'm still not living to the max. I already receive this message and hope that everyone who read this will be contented of what ever you have... Lets face it live is really short and we can't actually have whatever we want... But what we can always do is to appreciate what we have and share it with others....

btw, what ever that is shown in the video on my sidebar is pretty much happening there... Please do not think its funny or just the work of some bastard who has all the time to waste....

Oh ya, do use water rather than tissue paper whenever you use the toilet. Its cleaner and helps save the environment. Use a cloth to wipe anything rather than tissue paper for the same reason too and can be washed and reused for many times. Take a shower instead of a long bath as it helps save water... Use two sides of paper instead of using a new piece of paper whenever you want to jot down something, this helps reducing the cutting down of trees.

** Sorry for posting so much unhappy things these few days...It really gets me everytime I hear all that... Will be posting something much more happy tomorrow... ^^

Camp Rock / Home

(Am referring to my live on 5/6)

Ooo-la-la... OMG. its starting again... Camp Rock songs are still surrounding my whole head!!! Its like a never-ending showcase... They ROCK the world!!! Yes, I'm referring to Demi Lovato and the whole Camp Rock crew... Just got the chance to watch Camp Rock in tv and I wouldn't miss it for the world.... Yes, I do love the soundtracks but No, I don't actually prefer it more than High School Musical. Though I prefer the production of the HSM crew... The soundtrack in Camp Rock isn't any worst than HSM...
btw, IS THERE ANY CAMP ROCK IN M'SIA??? I would totally march there myself!!! Seriously, it would be totally cool IF there is really a Camp Rock here (thats including cute, hot guys with a spark of music talent and cool chics who will rock the world... Oh ya, almost forgot, the ultimate star with full passion for music...) If will definitely be fun!!! haha... And Mitchie (Demi Lovato) is totally awesome!!! I just love it when she and Shane Gray (Joe Jonas) found each other and sang duet : This Is Me+ Gotta Find You!!!!
Its definitely the hottest camp in this summer!!!

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Ok, enough of my craziness. Oh boy, here it goes again...

This is real, this is me,
You're the voice I hear inside my heart,
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
The reason I'm singing
Gonna let the light, Shine on me .....
I need to find you, I gotta find you...

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It has been a week now and I'd only get to have a smoothering afternoon nap in my holidays... It feels great!!! (besides the fact that there are many things to put onhold just for me to do so...). Went to the leadership talk just now and it went great.... ^^

Came back and watch Home which I had been longing to watch since it started being advertised. Ya, I'm talking about the documentary about how humans destroyed our beautiful earth which leads to a devastated place we are living in now. This is a 3 hour show showing how human beings suffer from their acts and how it affects everyone and everything in what-so-ever they do. Through our mission in making the world a better place to live, we unconciously create people's suffering in having a more comfortable lives... Just found out that the poorest people stays in countries which posseses the richest natural resources in the world. Its really painful to see there are others who live in such poverty that they have to survive in our waste and dumps. I just hate the fact that for what-so-ever reason human devolopes our industry agriculture etc. saying that its for the best, and end up destructing the natural peace and chain twas destroying every treasures that God gave to all of us. It sucks knowing how the poor plants and animals live suffering from our acts.... How can it be that all of us are still laughing and singing all along when the earth is at a critical state to which will be completely out of resource and fully damaged. Ahh... It gives me the creeps just thinking about it!!!

All my pissing off was calmed by the fact that there are people out there who CARED and is putting as much effort to give salvation to earth. Am glad that there are organisations who realise the problem and the importance of nature and on the same time striving to make the best our of the worst... Its because of them, we can have a more comfortable lives for a longer period. THANK YOU!!!! sincerely from me to all those who CARES...

Yes, I'm no different from the things I hate and dislike as I'm too one of them. I too live a comfortable life and is too destroying Mother Earth myself through the things I do. Its the fact and I can't change it. All I can do is to pass the words out and save as much resources I can in my daily life... I truly believe that WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE WHEN WE CARE...

Not gonna talk much about how exactly can we save the environment today. Just click on this link to learn more about Home and see in what state our earth is in... It helps, really!!! Spread the message to whoever you know and help save the world!!!

* sorry for being so mean in my langguague as I'm still not in a good mood after knowing about the catastrophe of live. Yea, I'm sort of an environment freak now...

What a day...

Went celebrating my friends' birthday just now. Had been anticipating this day to come for so long. There were actually many things I have to put down because to this day but was glad that I had sacrificed all that. Though had been going through some worrying times these few days, but everything had pulled off...

Am glad that the two birthday boys: CJJunn and CJLe had enjoyed their day and was accompanied by a bunch of friends who cares... Many unpleasing scenes occur and was a little pissed out the whole day( due to the unsmoothness of programs). Watched Terminator 2 : Salvation. It turned out nicer than what I had imagine. Did not expect to see such a loving half man-robot. Marcus totally rules!!! (Hehe..he really did look a lot like Orange, thats why we decided to call him Marcus). Though the number of boys out stand the girls, but still Girl's power rules!!!

haha... we always do stupid things when we are together. I meant the Food group. We did a so called shouting rally inside de cinema as 'someone' was 1/2 deaf... (Just when the show was starting), a few silly people screaming inside de small K-box in the "amusement park", disturb the SR workers just to buy and get a cake, run around so secretively as if we are some sort of thief just to prevent our secret from flowing out, talked so loudly in the restaurant and scared all the customers away, went bowling and kept changing each other's nickname on the score board. I love and hate this class man.... No, I really love them very dearly.... To those who didn't get to join us, I'm sorry for not being able to ask due to some personal inconvinience. REALLY SORRY....

*OMG. I didn't get to greet him as I forgot that I knew him... Aiya, so wasted... Should took the opportunity ma... Arrgh!!!!

To tell the truth, after all the hustle and bustle, I did


really enjoyed myself. Oh ya, wanna say sorry to some friends as I walked past them without even saying a hi. (I was too tense and pissed that time). THANK YOU guys for support,cooperating and willingly sacrifice all your precious time just to celebrate this special occasion. LOVE YA!!!!

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOFU



& LEMON!!!!

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Ok, back to my environment saying program. Due to the cold response from everyone in my last 2 posts, I decided to cut out all the details and just be straight forward.
Plastic bottles
Choose those bottles which have the number more than 3 underneath the bottle. It is highly retainable and can be used safely over and over and over again. those mineral-type- bottle are not only endanger your own health and is not easily recyclable as these will release some poisons which is not good for us. Think about it...

I sincerely ask everyone to quit using plastic mineral bottles and use those higher class bottles... Recycling is also a way to save our planet...

Thats all for now. I need some feedback on today's plan... Just to make sure..
* OMG. Am so irritated right now....Can you please stop it???

Missing Plane

Oh gosh, I think I'm about to be addicted with the mini games... Its all thanks to my friend Jo...haha... I really sucks in games.. I wonder why???

Anyway, its time for another tips in my world saving program...

Plastic bags / Plastic container
Choose Plastic container. This is because plastic container can help store food which can be kept longer. Plastic container can ensure that the food stored inside can be fresher as it won't be easily exposed to air. You can reuse the plastic container by washing it thoroughly.
If you use plastic bags to keep your food or take away, the heat of the food will easily make the chemical in the plastic bag to be released to our food. This may endanger our health as we are consuming poison/ chemical into our body. Btw, we wouldn't know what did people do to the plastic bags before using it to pack our food right? So, we wouldn't know if the plastic bag is contaminated with anything harmful to our body. Besides it will help create waste which is hard to decompose ans will take YEARS to be completely decomposed. Though it is very convinient to be used when you are chasing for time, it is a real threat to our earth.

Though you might think that the danger of using plastic bags and plastic container is the same, but it acutally isn't as some good quality plastic containers are made up of materials and chemicals which will decrease the amount of threat by using it to our body.

Here's a tip, put a container or a tupperware inside your bag whenever you are on the go and if you wanna take away, and you can start a save the world program by using your own container. Is is also more hyginenic and is convinient too. (If you bring a big container, you might even get a bigger portion of food than using the plastic bag XD)

So, reduce using plastic bag and start using plastic container. Help reduce the amount of waste and rubbish and start making the world a better place.^^

Look at what plastic bags did to our beautiful earth...


Its a spoiler(Plastic Bag). Spoils the scenery...

Hope that this message helps... Will share something else tomorrow.

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Went back to schoo this morning... As an ex- If feels sort of weird as I didn't know what to do actually. Whether or not should I tuck in my shirt, should I wear my nametag and sorts of things.. Last time, it used to be so easy knowing what to do and what to wear. But now... If feels odd... haha... Anyway, I did what I think is the best and had enjoyed a wonderful day in school. Was very glad to get along with all of them (our juniors). Thank you all for belanjaing Junk o..

Did anyone hear about the France plane which was lost in the Atlantic Ocean?? Omg. I was so shock receiving such news. There are about 200 over people in the plane and is now missing. Hope that all everyone in the plane will be saved and rescued. Oh God, please bless them that they will be found and saved. Hope that nothing will happen to all of them. Will be keeping them in my prayers.....

Tissue / Handkerchief?

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Ok... Will be starting to help save the world through passing out the message.

Use handkerchief instead...
It is totally reusable and can be easily cleaned by using detergent and water. Though you might think that using a handkerchief when you sneeze is kinda gross, but it helps saves the environment. Using a piece of tissue paper might seem to be something rather small case, but its still some sort of a paper and causes waste everytime we use it... So choose handkerchief rather than tissue paper...^^

Advantages of handkerchiefs:
1. Can wipe off dirt from our of our physical body.
2. Can wipe off many other things without leaving any stains
3. Reusable..
4. Environment friendly.
5. Can be used as a table cloth even though it is wreck and old
6. Some of them are pretty and can be used as a fashion for dresses...(juz like My Fair Princess)
7. A good way to show that you love the environment though some people consider boys who use handkerchiefs are kinda 'Sisi'...
8. Reduce the amount of waste we produce everyday.

Disadvantages of tissue papers:
1. Using a piece of it means cutting down a tree...
2. Is unhygienic as some are recycled paper and had been used before.
3. Despite the soft paper, it cannot retain rough surfaces and will tear easily.
4. Is the largest amount of waste a person can produce in a day.
5. Is thrown everywhere as people thinks that it will decompose itself.
6. People tends not to use it as they think it is very dirty when it touches the floor.
7. Cannot be reused.
8. Not environment friendly.....

So guys, know what to do now??? Please spread the word around and practice it whenever you can. This can save the world!!!

So that's all for today, Please stay tuned for the next tip...haha...^^ I might have some word about plastics...

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ok, I LOVE my HOLIDAYS!!!! Its so cool being back to the sleep at 3, wake at 10 basis!!! Am so glad to finally get to online for the whole day!!! haha.. These days really seldom come.. Had plans for the whole of my holidays.. Hope to finish what I set out to do within this 2 weeks la.. Happy Holidays to all!!!!

Britain's Got Talent Champion, Diversity!!! Had became a fan of them since I 1st saw their performance... They are really good... Glad that they won... Will be looking forward to watch Susan Byole's performances...haha.... BTw, here's a nice clip for you all by Diversity... They final performance was Fluorless. MUST SEE!!! Diversity

Oh ya, best of luck to all my friends who got the application to go to the ASEAN scholarship test. Prepare yourselved well and excel in the test!!! Gambateh!!!

Random

Its World No Smoking Day today. Send my sis back to Kampar in the morning. Was lucky enough not to spot anyone smoking. Haha.. Maybe all the advertisement really paid off... ^^ People are starting I mean really starting to get worried about their health...Y3ah!!!

It was my Band AGM yesterday and got a little tense the day before. Boy, was I so worried about my beloved member.... I know everything I feel is unnecessary, but still......Haiz.... almost had a mental breakdown because of them.... But luckily I have a really good friend who really cared about me help me to stand up again...hehe... Thanks ya, Yi!!!

To tell the truth, I was actually not very so happy throughout this whole year in Band. Guess that it has something to do with my post.... haha...anyway, was really glad that it had ended...I managed to go through the whole process....^^... Had my 1st time being a MC in AGM. Was glad that everything went ok...hehe.. Though I know I'm a lousy MC, but I tried my best.^^

Had actually thought a lot today. And had figured out many things about myself.....
I'm actually a Big Fat failure......I guess that's just what I'm right now.... A nobody who does nothing but useless tasks... A person with no talent and no capability of doing anything and everything I plan is useless.... I have nothing more to spare because of my stupidity.... Fails in doing anything and everything.... Fails even in exam... Just like what my mum likes to say... I'm full of excuses.... And the list never stops... I'm neither a good daughter nor a good leader.... Damn Lazy, plays a role of an idiot who don't know what's best.... Ignores quite about everything around.... Knows nothing except to make myself and others lives' miserable... I'm just a useless,
idiotic, super-duper FREAK!!!!
Yes, I'm not lying and have no time to lie.... This is just the fact that cannot be changed....

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Sorry for crapping so much as I'm not in a good mood now... My life is such a mess and I'm too lazy to put them back.... Miss my sis so much now... Wander when will I see her again....

Life is full of uncertainties... and that now there are tons of people suffering around the world and we are all here standing by and let everything happen like its nothing.... I just watched something really touching -- A video actually and it makes me sad just watching it... Beneath all the smiles its like a poison which gradually kills your heart... Please click on to the new video I'd just added on my sidebar and you'll see...

I also received an inspiring email which relates about a 2-legged dog named Faith and its determination to move on despite his imperfectness...

This is Faith...Cute Little Faith....

And there are also many organizations around the world trying their best to stop all the sufferings that people bear... Really hope that all of us can at least take note about what is happening around us and try to empathize.... yet on the same time, be contented of what we have now and appreciate every single thing in our lives as whatever you have now.... there are many out there who will kill just to have it...

Oh ya, still we can all contribute something to the world too....That is through our co-operations. Will be turning green starting from the next few day and will slip in some tips that I myself think that is a simple act to save the world.... Hope that all of you will "tune" in...

That's all for now...

Idol Fever

Its down to this two COOL guys, Who's gonna be the American Idol ????
Yaya, I know I'm a bit outdated as for all of you who had already knew the results...

Ooohh man.... this season of American Idol ROCKS!!!!Just finished watching the Grand Finale of Season 8.... Oh man, Its so Phenomenon!!! Can't believed I'd actually fell in LOVE with the show!!! I mean I'm crazy about it... Watching Kris's performance during the finals--What's Going On
Watched it over and over and over again....Loved it man!!!

KRIS ALLEN!!!!!!

Congrats to Kris !!!!! Had been routing for him and he had never let us down!!!! Was so glad that he won!!! You RULE boy!!!

Though I'm sort of routing for Kris, Adam Lambert is extraordinary too!!! Had been admiring his talents since I 1st saw him perform. Loved his Mad World.... Is so cool when he sang it.... He will definitely RoCK though he didn't win....

No matter what...You guys are brilliant!!! Best of luck!!!

Kite flying.

Ok, I was supposed to share this years ago...haha..

Actually not THAT long la, just a couple of days ago. But my cacat connection stopped my from doing so... Anyhow, i managed to do so now ...haha...
You might be figuring why am I so eager to post this out but you will find out soon....

It was my first and ever kite-flying experience and these will definite fascinate you for sure...
Its actually something the made my feel rather proud of myself... Can't believe that even by using a low-pixed hp cam can capture such wonderful scenes...haha....Please do enjoy....

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Look at the background scenery....


Seaside view....(Pss...Its my sis and my dad in there...)


Kite flying head high....Touching the sky...


Oh oo...Tersangkut pula....haha...rescued by our hero..Dad!!!

Amateur Me & mua pro dad....XD...


Look at me!!! haha...I'm born a pro!!!



Breath-taking .......


Can you believe that our beloved country actually have such beautiful sceneries???
This ain't no lying. Its PD we are talking about....
3 x Cheers for M'sia...

Though its all low quality pics...Hoped that all of you enjoyed it all....
I personally loved them all very much....

Copyrighted © by Me...

Credits to the wonder Nokia phone cam....lolz...

Alas..

Cut my fluffy hair yesterday. Had been flustering about it for so long and finally got it done... Loved my new hair style despite the rate of 'kena tangkap' by the prefects...XD

Two hot gals...XD.. saw my sis's new hairstyle?? ^^

My Library's AGM ended yesterday too. And was glad that many people had agreed that the right person was selected for being the committee bearers... After so much frustration about it, I was somehow glad that everything is over... I'm finally a free soul who can fly away anytime...(while, beside being caught up by Band and LPGM) had actually passed down my baton to Mr.VL and his concubines (oops, I meant friends).

It had been a tough year through basically operating a small library facing many many trials on the way. But anyhow, I had finally finished the race and had enlighted some of the burden I had been carrying... Here, I wanna thank some parties who stood by my side the whole time:

1. My fellow leaders...[TW, KM, YC, YS & YW), ARIGATOOOOOO!!!!
2. The same goes to SK who had encouraged me not to be moved so easily...
3. Pn Low,for standing by my side most of the time...
4. My dear Mum and sis for all the patience poured upon me when I'm blabbering about all the craps...
5. All my friends for all the smiles I received when I'm suffering from all the craziness I'm suffering
6. Dear Pn Leong for her useful comments and advice, her kindness and especially her gentle hand which had contributes so much...
7. Music...The greatest most force to calm myself
8. MY LORD, for always being by my side...
9. My cute little librarians who gave me the strength and force to move on every single second of my life....
10. Everyone who uses the library facilities kindly for it to operate so well...

Though am still sort of worried about the new commitees, I'm calmer now, gotta get going in my exams... Gambateh!!!

P.s. Craps, still gotta finish the Perlembagaan before doing anything else.... Go Gal!!!

Last Teacher's Day...

I'm so very very , exceedingly, overwhelmingly happy today!!!! My very last Teacher's Day indeed in my secondary life ended pretty well as I'm proud to announce..^^

Am glad that today I got to do many things just for so to celebrate Teacher's Day.... 1st, as it had been a tough and emotional yesterday, I hadn't get a good's night sleep due to the amount of work I had to do (Slept for an hour or 2 only). And in a dead tired condition, have to wake up early to get ready....Today many things was waiting for me to fetch them to school, in total of 6 heavy things, I managed to get all of them to school with some help of my friends....(Poor Mimi, waited for me so long but didnt get to help...haha...Thanks a lot to Kiwi and Kah Mun) After doing some rushing, I finally got to settle down to prepare for my performance... Performing after the national team is really stressful cause they were so good. When its time for our chance, the stupid PA system spoiled everything...haiz...too bad... But as long as we know we did our best, everything is good. We did the song Colours of the Wind from Pochahontas. Sorry teachers for the bad performance. Oh ya, there were breakdancing and some other performance which is quite nice....hehe...I think the best was when Mr Quek sang his song...Damn funny o... He danced and sang a song which is way pro man!!! haha...

After all the performance, I went for my duties and was glad that there were some members who came for duties for the last time with me...haha...So happy that I let them do whatever they want..haha....Spent a nice time with TW and YC and our last time in the Workroom.....While we were busy clearing everything out for the new Masters to come, Jacky came to call me back to join in our class party. Later, Lemon ,Ah Boon, Meng Yee, Yen Li and Jacky...again came to call me back telling me how much fun I'm missing. Was so overwhelmed that so many people cared and worry that I don' get to eat. Haha.. By the time I finished everything, I went back to class. hehe...Even Zing Wen came calling out for me stating that there were no more food..haha...So happy....

Just look at both of them, So happy...hehe...

Ya, they were right, there wasn't any food left (Just some la) Luckily my sisters helped me to "Da bao" until I have so much to eat. Sorry to YC as I didn't get to fulfill my promise to her....

Finally got to eat, look at the amount of food....

We snapped so many photos as if we were celebrities....

We the FOUR FLOWERS with our manager ^^
He kept inturupting our "Press conference" until we can't stand it and took some action

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We were so famous that everyone came rushing to snap some photos with us...

Fans of us and Tofu...haha..Just joking...

Everyone fighting to take this picture....btw, who's at the back there???

No doubt we are famous...haha...Four Flowers Power!!!

Happy family....

Though I had such a great time with all the 5Mers, I had sort of regretted not being able to help set up and prepare for the party and eat + Photoing with our beloved Teacher....But still I got to see them doing so....

Busy preparing for the class party....Negotiating...

A wonderful class of gents...plus our beautiful teacher...Lovin it!!!

There was still many funny photos which I'll not be able to post as its taken by others...I love my class pretty much and all this leaves such wonderful memories.... Thank you everyone for being a part of my life....

After all the craziness... I got a chance to chat with my teacher and it had been a long chat which I think is quite nice. Tomorrow will be my Library AGM which had been bothering me all this while....Talking to the teacher ease me a lot actually. Thanks teacher... Went back to the library to make last minute sort of things and said my last good byes to the Workroom. Goodbye everything...Goodbye... The time had come...

Happy Teachers Day to ALL TEACHERS
AND ALSO TO
MY OWN PERSONAL TEACHER,MUM...

Photo credits to Lonely Alvin... (Nice Pics..)

L......

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm exploding here!!! Feel like crying now.. Can anybody help uttime settle my frus now???

So tense when I think about my next batch for my beloved L.... Can't believe that we are going to leave our beloved ..... after putting so much effort and time in building it up again. I had actually FELL IN LOVE with this place-A place which I once hated so damn much that now I can't stop think about it. Memories, hard work, tears, frus, worries, laughter, smiles... All happened here... A place I know that will always be a space for me to fit in, recharge myself, a place that ALL of us shared so many tense but yet happy moments... It had been a part of my life for so many years and now I gotta say a LOUD GOOOOOOD BYE to it... I miss this place so damn much now... Knowing that I have to leave this really unforgettable place to people who will love and cherish it without making full use of it for their own sake... Please, please God... Help me make the right decisions now..... I need it really much.....

L.... an important part of my life... I have to learnt to let go.........

Back again

Ok, had just customized my blog again as I didn't quite like my previous layout. As I searched for another nice and a more shyuan-styled background for my blog, I can't seem to fall in love in any other type. After long hours of searching and spectating, I came back to one of my old template which I had really favourited it. So now, its me now back to my old thisaway template which suits me the best. Hating myself for the lack of knowledge in the cyber world, I envy those who can create theis one and only template which is one of a kind with all their own flavours in it.... O_o...
Anyway, still feeling good to be back after my sudden disappearance from the blogging world... Welcome back, shyuan gal!!!...

Life

Ok, is it me or life really seems to get even complicated as time goes on????
Life SUCKS now, facing so much dilemma everyday and yet not being able to be satisfied about anything....
Feels good to be able to shout out here again as the past few weeks had really been torturing for me not being able to voice out my inner soul which is dwelling deeper and deeper into my heart which makes me breathless....
Anybody there to help me out???? I'm stuck in this small world which is getting uglier and uglier...
Nothing seems to be beautiful anymore. Except while, LOVE, I think....
Feel like going some where, I don't know where but some where which I know life will be simpler which no more arrogant and self-centered people will be around...
The demeanour of high self esteem humans are sometimes so irritating and still so ignorant of what is happening around them....
Life's disappointing now..... can't put it up right now.....