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Ok... Will be starting to help save the world through passing out the message.

Use handkerchief instead...
It is totally reusable and can be easily cleaned by using detergent and water. Though you might think that using a handkerchief when you sneeze is kinda gross, but it helps saves the environment. Using a piece of tissue paper might seem to be something rather small case, but its still some sort of a paper and causes waste everytime we use it... So choose handkerchief rather than tissue paper...^^

Advantages of handkerchiefs:
1. Can wipe off dirt from our of our physical body.
2. Can wipe off many other things without leaving any stains
3. Reusable..
4. Environment friendly.
5. Can be used as a table cloth even though it is wreck and old
6. Some of them are pretty and can be used as a fashion for dresses...(juz like My Fair Princess)
7. A good way to show that you love the environment though some people consider boys who use handkerchiefs are kinda 'Sisi'...
8. Reduce the amount of waste we produce everyday.

Disadvantages of tissue papers:
1. Using a piece of it means cutting down a tree...
2. Is unhygienic as some are recycled paper and had been used before.
3. Despite the soft paper, it cannot retain rough surfaces and will tear easily.
4. Is the largest amount of waste a person can produce in a day.
5. Is thrown everywhere as people thinks that it will decompose itself.
6. People tends not to use it as they think it is very dirty when it touches the floor.
7. Cannot be reused.
8. Not environment friendly.....

So guys, know what to do now??? Please spread the word around and practice it whenever you can. This can save the world!!!

So that's all for today, Please stay tuned for the next tip...haha...^^ I might have some word about plastics...

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ok, I LOVE my HOLIDAYS!!!! Its so cool being back to the sleep at 3, wake at 10 basis!!! Am so glad to finally get to online for the whole day!!! haha.. These days really seldom come.. Had plans for the whole of my holidays.. Hope to finish what I set out to do within this 2 weeks la.. Happy Holidays to all!!!!

Britain's Got Talent Champion, Diversity!!! Had became a fan of them since I 1st saw their performance... They are really good... Glad that they won... Will be looking forward to watch Susan Byole's performances...haha.... BTw, here's a nice clip for you all by Diversity... They final performance was Fluorless. MUST SEE!!! Diversity

Oh ya, best of luck to all my friends who got the application to go to the ASEAN scholarship test. Prepare yourselved well and excel in the test!!! Gambateh!!!

Random

Its World No Smoking Day today. Send my sis back to Kampar in the morning. Was lucky enough not to spot anyone smoking. Haha.. Maybe all the advertisement really paid off... ^^ People are starting I mean really starting to get worried about their health...Y3ah!!!

It was my Band AGM yesterday and got a little tense the day before. Boy, was I so worried about my beloved member.... I know everything I feel is unnecessary, but still......Haiz.... almost had a mental breakdown because of them.... But luckily I have a really good friend who really cared about me help me to stand up again...hehe... Thanks ya, Yi!!!

To tell the truth, I was actually not very so happy throughout this whole year in Band. Guess that it has something to do with my post.... haha...anyway, was really glad that it had ended...I managed to go through the whole process....^^... Had my 1st time being a MC in AGM. Was glad that everything went ok...hehe.. Though I know I'm a lousy MC, but I tried my best.^^

Had actually thought a lot today. And had figured out many things about myself.....
I'm actually a Big Fat failure......I guess that's just what I'm right now.... A nobody who does nothing but useless tasks... A person with no talent and no capability of doing anything and everything I plan is useless.... I have nothing more to spare because of my stupidity.... Fails in doing anything and everything.... Fails even in exam... Just like what my mum likes to say... I'm full of excuses.... And the list never stops... I'm neither a good daughter nor a good leader.... Damn Lazy, plays a role of an idiot who don't know what's best.... Ignores quite about everything around.... Knows nothing except to make myself and others lives' miserable... I'm just a useless,
idiotic, super-duper FREAK!!!!
Yes, I'm not lying and have no time to lie.... This is just the fact that cannot be changed....

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Sorry for crapping so much as I'm not in a good mood now... My life is such a mess and I'm too lazy to put them back.... Miss my sis so much now... Wander when will I see her again....

Life is full of uncertainties... and that now there are tons of people suffering around the world and we are all here standing by and let everything happen like its nothing.... I just watched something really touching -- A video actually and it makes me sad just watching it... Beneath all the smiles its like a poison which gradually kills your heart... Please click on to the new video I'd just added on my sidebar and you'll see...

I also received an inspiring email which relates about a 2-legged dog named Faith and its determination to move on despite his imperfectness...

This is Faith...Cute Little Faith....

And there are also many organizations around the world trying their best to stop all the sufferings that people bear... Really hope that all of us can at least take note about what is happening around us and try to empathize.... yet on the same time, be contented of what we have now and appreciate every single thing in our lives as whatever you have now.... there are many out there who will kill just to have it...

Oh ya, still we can all contribute something to the world too....That is through our co-operations. Will be turning green starting from the next few day and will slip in some tips that I myself think that is a simple act to save the world.... Hope that all of you will "tune" in...

That's all for now...

Idol Fever

Its down to this two COOL guys, Who's gonna be the American Idol ????
Yaya, I know I'm a bit outdated as for all of you who had already knew the results...

Ooohh man.... this season of American Idol ROCKS!!!!Just finished watching the Grand Finale of Season 8.... Oh man, Its so Phenomenon!!! Can't believed I'd actually fell in LOVE with the show!!! I mean I'm crazy about it... Watching Kris's performance during the finals--What's Going On
Watched it over and over and over again....Loved it man!!!

KRIS ALLEN!!!!!!

Congrats to Kris !!!!! Had been routing for him and he had never let us down!!!! Was so glad that he won!!! You RULE boy!!!

Though I'm sort of routing for Kris, Adam Lambert is extraordinary too!!! Had been admiring his talents since I 1st saw him perform. Loved his Mad World.... Is so cool when he sang it.... He will definitely RoCK though he didn't win....

No matter what...You guys are brilliant!!! Best of luck!!!

Kite flying.

Ok, I was supposed to share this years ago...haha..

Actually not THAT long la, just a couple of days ago. But my cacat connection stopped my from doing so... Anyhow, i managed to do so now ...haha...
You might be figuring why am I so eager to post this out but you will find out soon....

It was my first and ever kite-flying experience and these will definite fascinate you for sure...
Its actually something the made my feel rather proud of myself... Can't believe that even by using a low-pixed hp cam can capture such wonderful scenes...haha....Please do enjoy....

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Look at the background scenery....


Seaside view....(Pss...Its my sis and my dad in there...)


Kite flying head high....Touching the sky...


Oh oo...Tersangkut pula....haha...rescued by our hero..Dad!!!

Amateur Me & mua pro dad....XD...


Look at me!!! haha...I'm born a pro!!!



Breath-taking .......


Can you believe that our beloved country actually have such beautiful sceneries???
This ain't no lying. Its PD we are talking about....
3 x Cheers for M'sia...

Though its all low quality pics...Hoped that all of you enjoyed it all....
I personally loved them all very much....

Copyrighted © by Me...

Credits to the wonder Nokia phone cam....lolz...

Alas..

Cut my fluffy hair yesterday. Had been flustering about it for so long and finally got it done... Loved my new hair style despite the rate of 'kena tangkap' by the prefects...XD

Two hot gals...XD.. saw my sis's new hairstyle?? ^^

My Library's AGM ended yesterday too. And was glad that many people had agreed that the right person was selected for being the committee bearers... After so much frustration about it, I was somehow glad that everything is over... I'm finally a free soul who can fly away anytime...(while, beside being caught up by Band and LPGM) had actually passed down my baton to Mr.VL and his concubines (oops, I meant friends).

It had been a tough year through basically operating a small library facing many many trials on the way. But anyhow, I had finally finished the race and had enlighted some of the burden I had been carrying... Here, I wanna thank some parties who stood by my side the whole time:

1. My fellow leaders...[TW, KM, YC, YS & YW), ARIGATOOOOOO!!!!
2. The same goes to SK who had encouraged me not to be moved so easily...
3. Pn Low,for standing by my side most of the time...
4. My dear Mum and sis for all the patience poured upon me when I'm blabbering about all the craps...
5. All my friends for all the smiles I received when I'm suffering from all the craziness I'm suffering
6. Dear Pn Leong for her useful comments and advice, her kindness and especially her gentle hand which had contributes so much...
7. Music...The greatest most force to calm myself
8. MY LORD, for always being by my side...
9. My cute little librarians who gave me the strength and force to move on every single second of my life....
10. Everyone who uses the library facilities kindly for it to operate so well...

Though am still sort of worried about the new commitees, I'm calmer now, gotta get going in my exams... Gambateh!!!

P.s. Craps, still gotta finish the Perlembagaan before doing anything else.... Go Gal!!!

Last Teacher's Day...

I'm so very very , exceedingly, overwhelmingly happy today!!!! My very last Teacher's Day indeed in my secondary life ended pretty well as I'm proud to announce..^^

Am glad that today I got to do many things just for so to celebrate Teacher's Day.... 1st, as it had been a tough and emotional yesterday, I hadn't get a good's night sleep due to the amount of work I had to do (Slept for an hour or 2 only). And in a dead tired condition, have to wake up early to get ready....Today many things was waiting for me to fetch them to school, in total of 6 heavy things, I managed to get all of them to school with some help of my friends....(Poor Mimi, waited for me so long but didnt get to help...haha...Thanks a lot to Kiwi and Kah Mun) After doing some rushing, I finally got to settle down to prepare for my performance... Performing after the national team is really stressful cause they were so good. When its time for our chance, the stupid PA system spoiled everything...haiz...too bad... But as long as we know we did our best, everything is good. We did the song Colours of the Wind from Pochahontas. Sorry teachers for the bad performance. Oh ya, there were breakdancing and some other performance which is quite nice....hehe...I think the best was when Mr Quek sang his song...Damn funny o... He danced and sang a song which is way pro man!!! haha...

After all the performance, I went for my duties and was glad that there were some members who came for duties for the last time with me...haha...So happy that I let them do whatever they want..haha....Spent a nice time with TW and YC and our last time in the Workroom.....While we were busy clearing everything out for the new Masters to come, Jacky came to call me back to join in our class party. Later, Lemon ,Ah Boon, Meng Yee, Yen Li and Jacky...again came to call me back telling me how much fun I'm missing. Was so overwhelmed that so many people cared and worry that I don' get to eat. Haha.. By the time I finished everything, I went back to class. hehe...Even Zing Wen came calling out for me stating that there were no more food..haha...So happy....

Just look at both of them, So happy...hehe...

Ya, they were right, there wasn't any food left (Just some la) Luckily my sisters helped me to "Da bao" until I have so much to eat. Sorry to YC as I didn't get to fulfill my promise to her....

Finally got to eat, look at the amount of food....

We snapped so many photos as if we were celebrities....

We the FOUR FLOWERS with our manager ^^
He kept inturupting our "Press conference" until we can't stand it and took some action

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We were so famous that everyone came rushing to snap some photos with us...

Fans of us and Tofu...haha..Just joking...

Everyone fighting to take this picture....btw, who's at the back there???

No doubt we are famous...haha...Four Flowers Power!!!

Happy family....

Though I had such a great time with all the 5Mers, I had sort of regretted not being able to help set up and prepare for the party and eat + Photoing with our beloved Teacher....But still I got to see them doing so....

Busy preparing for the class party....Negotiating...

A wonderful class of gents...plus our beautiful teacher...Lovin it!!!

There was still many funny photos which I'll not be able to post as its taken by others...I love my class pretty much and all this leaves such wonderful memories.... Thank you everyone for being a part of my life....

After all the craziness... I got a chance to chat with my teacher and it had been a long chat which I think is quite nice. Tomorrow will be my Library AGM which had been bothering me all this while....Talking to the teacher ease me a lot actually. Thanks teacher... Went back to the library to make last minute sort of things and said my last good byes to the Workroom. Goodbye everything...Goodbye... The time had come...

Happy Teachers Day to ALL TEACHERS
AND ALSO TO
MY OWN PERSONAL TEACHER,MUM...

Photo credits to Lonely Alvin... (Nice Pics..)

L......

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm exploding here!!! Feel like crying now.. Can anybody help uttime settle my frus now???

So tense when I think about my next batch for my beloved L.... Can't believe that we are going to leave our beloved ..... after putting so much effort and time in building it up again. I had actually FELL IN LOVE with this place-A place which I once hated so damn much that now I can't stop think about it. Memories, hard work, tears, frus, worries, laughter, smiles... All happened here... A place I know that will always be a space for me to fit in, recharge myself, a place that ALL of us shared so many tense but yet happy moments... It had been a part of my life for so many years and now I gotta say a LOUD GOOOOOOD BYE to it... I miss this place so damn much now... Knowing that I have to leave this really unforgettable place to people who will love and cherish it without making full use of it for their own sake... Please, please God... Help me make the right decisions now..... I need it really much.....

L.... an important part of my life... I have to learnt to let go.........

Back again

Ok, had just customized my blog again as I didn't quite like my previous layout. As I searched for another nice and a more shyuan-styled background for my blog, I can't seem to fall in love in any other type. After long hours of searching and spectating, I came back to one of my old template which I had really favourited it. So now, its me now back to my old thisaway template which suits me the best. Hating myself for the lack of knowledge in the cyber world, I envy those who can create theis one and only template which is one of a kind with all their own flavours in it.... O_o...
Anyway, still feeling good to be back after my sudden disappearance from the blogging world... Welcome back, shyuan gal!!!...

Life

Ok, is it me or life really seems to get even complicated as time goes on????
Life SUCKS now, facing so much dilemma everyday and yet not being able to be satisfied about anything....
Feels good to be able to shout out here again as the past few weeks had really been torturing for me not being able to voice out my inner soul which is dwelling deeper and deeper into my heart which makes me breathless....
Anybody there to help me out???? I'm stuck in this small world which is getting uglier and uglier...
Nothing seems to be beautiful anymore. Except while, LOVE, I think....
Feel like going some where, I don't know where but some where which I know life will be simpler which no more arrogant and self-centered people will be around...
The demeanour of high self esteem humans are sometimes so irritating and still so ignorant of what is happening around them....
Life's disappointing now..... can't put it up right now.....

Earth Hour

Earth Hour yesterday. Was So excited to welcome the hour. Had been waiting for it to happen since the day I knew about it. Not knowing how much it would help to save the earth, yet still wanting to join the special yet simple program. Almost the whole world is taking part and am glad that Malaysia took part this year too. haha....Was so happy to know that many people took part too...

Can see that yesterday there were no street lamps on near my neighbourhood. Everywhere were so DARK when I came back from Kampar. Its nice to know that many tv & radio stations kept reminding the nations to OFF THEIR LIGHTS on 28 March 2009 form 8.30p.m. till 9.30 p.m. Good publicity...haha... So, I came back not too long, washed up and start switching off all the lights in my entire house when time comes. Sis came back this week and we whole family sat in the living room singing and joking around in the purple light glow for that whole hour. Time really passes so fast when we are having fun. Without notice, an hour passed and its time for us to on the lights again. THAT was the nicest hour of the year.

Though you can see many people surpporting the program, yet there were still a small amount of people who didn't. Was disappointed to find out many of my neighbours still have their lights on then. Haiz....Had been looking forward to see the nice darkness in my neighbourhood which will be a special moment for the world. But everything in my fantasies vanished yesterday...

Anyhow, THANKS to those who did whatever they can to help save the world. An hour of darkness brings a whole life's brightness...^^

Dear Lord, Thank you for bringing the hours of darkness and uncountable brightness to our lives. May every nation of the world appreciate every second of darkness and brightness in their lives and make the most of it.....

The Greatest Love of All 《爱特别的你》

Just finished The Greatest Love of All 《爱特别的你》。 It had been accompanying all my days for this whole month. Too had that good things have to come to an end. But good thing that it is a happy ending...haha...

家轩&文欣

Ok, again brief summary...
This is a show about special children who have special needs. They face problems in their daily lives. Here's when the great almighty social workers comes into the picture. 文欣，a kind and generous social worker had also been someone 'special' before but after having love and guidance from her beloved stepparents, she recovered somehow. 家轩， another social worker who is born to help others came into her life and together they lend their hands in order to help as many children as they can. With 家轩 having a stubborn and stern father and 文欣 having a idiotic birth mother makes their lives miserable. Though everything seems upside down at times, their strong faith in helping people does not extinguish. Love their style and attitude...

Apple 洪乙欣（As 欢欢‘s mum)

hehe, here's when the real main characters come in.... 永乐、欢欢、开心、 家喜... few of the unfortunate ones had become much normal with the help of special schools and social workers, but the love of their parents helped the most. Click to know more

Cute little 家喜， He's so CUTE!!!

Ever optimistic 永乐，the person I admire the most

欢欢， the only one who made the most improvements...

Do watch out for this show for I believe that will be screened on tv again in the future, do not miss it at all...This show ROCKS!!! I'm Loving it...

Here's my week...

Ok, Can finally get into a media to express myself. First things first. Here it goes...
Damn disappointed today as there were many things that did actually went as planned. Getting freakishly low marks in my English (Not actually low but still not as expected), brought the wrong book to school making myself such a fool in front of teacher as I didn't actually do my homework during her Add Maths period but instead am doing other things (And I SUCK in add maths....), not to say not being able to pass up my homework because of silliness, disappointing teacher again in BM making the same old stupid mistakes again, Having some of our 'secrets' out to be known by the exact people we don't want to be known about ( Had been pretty upset about the fact that someone among us had let the cat out of the bag, had been so low profiled about it but plan ruined..), not going well as planned.... Had been troubled about the fact that I had not changed yet. Still suffering from the lateness ......Haiz... Still the same old me here...

Am now worried about whether or not the things we are working on works or not.. Still can't see it done. Hope that this is one of the think-too-much syndrome la.... Thank yA guys for willingly stand together and work together.... Thinking about THIS fact really makes my day...

Exam came and went this week. My very first time sleeping through the exam( I slept after finishing my paper la). Didn't do well this time, AGAIN. But am striving to do better next time. hehe...

The only thing that really makes me glad this week is that I had finally found what actually suits me... I sort of found my goal. Am keeping it to myself until the time comes. ^^

Forever optimistic 永乐。。

Frus....

Band leaflet is killing me now. Having a hard time and unconsciously got infected by something called "stress" and "frustrations". Had been flying off the handle many times due to some small matter which had wasted much of my time. Turning sort of fruit and nutcase here.... But it seems to be better as time goes by....

Its sweet strawberry day and we went celebrated it. Simple but nice. Enjoyed the times. Before that, I have one of my moods today. Spending almost my whole day in front of the comp. Typing, pasting, going crazy..... It made my eyes water.... anyway Hope to wish her a Happy Happy Birthday!!!

Watch one of my favorites today. Hunter 'Patch' Adams. A wonderful show which contains deep meaning. 1st Robin Williams movie which had really moved me. He's natural, jovial, happy, hilarious, enjoying, kind, loving, compassionate....And his slogan:"Patients beware...laughter is contagious!" affects many. Loved Patch Adams who is inspirational as he dreams to open a free hospital after witnessing the oppression patients meet when they go to the hospital for help, doctors who see themselves higher than the patients and stupid procedures.... Losing the one he loves, he succeeded in becoming a doctor and opened his dream hospital. Based on a TRUE story and book Gesundheit: Good Health is a Laughing Matter by Adams and Maureen Mylander, its definitely you feel sorry not watching it... Glad to watch it again.

Its the last 2 days before Camp. Hope to finish all of it by then. Damn freaking tired now... Gambateh! We can do it!!!

Band bandage

This post is written on 14.3.09 but it only got published now.

Ok, Its my practice day today and I went for practice. Feeling kinda frustrated in the morning but still managed to get my way to school. Can finally full band after such a long time, feels great to get to go practice again...Got a meeting to attend and got to know someone who has some sort of punctual issue. He's late,Later than me, there's actually people who are more not punctual than me...Wasted so much wandering around just waiting for him...Haiz.. Anyway, Still got time to practice and full band later.
Today is Hot Latin and Centuria's turn out. Got a chance to hear Centuria during the 'intermission' after combining. Hadn't heard of it for a long time now, really miss the times with it. Was touched by the melody. Too bad our band no Horn player to play the sweet and expressive song. The horn solo really when into my heart. Its terriby beautiful and nice. I wanna hear a real life player, hearing its beautiful rythm. Disappointed when I heard that Alto Sax replaced its place. Had been looking forward to hear about it but no...We didnt get a chance to hear Horn's music...haha...

Don't know why do I still feel as if I wasted my whole time in band. All the while loving band and being faithful for it, actually leads me nowhere. I have never got much chance to perform in front of others unless its something compulsory. No chamber performance, no group performance only get chances to perform if the whole band is needed (Which has a chance like as big as a peanut). And now its my last year here, getting to perform my last time in front of public I didn't get the chance to sit with my all time partner, Jen. Sad... and in the last year of my band life, I didn't get the chance to perform a new song. For the past year, I only get to practice 3-4 songs until now. Knowing that my standard is not yet to try out new songs, yet still feeling sort of disappointed. Unbearable feelings....

Sorry for crapping such a long post. Thank you for your time...

Sleep

A daed tiring today. Can't really think properly now. Sorry for all the mistakes I made today. Lousy planner, organizer, friend, daughter, sistes... Haiz How pathetic and stupid..
I wanna sleep now. Feel like sleeping as if I never slept before....I wanna sleep now..
Am still sffering from my guiltiness...
I wanna sleep now..Can anyone help me??!!
Heard a friend telling me how free they are in the holidays.....Ans sutpid me, having a packed and hectic schedule...haiz...

Simple day..

Ok. Sis went back this morning. All of us woke up early just to sent her back. We drove way up to PJ and came back. Neat huh? I missed a meeting yesterday and another today. This seldom occur but it did.. Had been left out in all my xtra-curricular activities this year. Don't know whether isit because I care much less or it just sort of happened. Just to know that We Form 5-s will be retired by mid-year but still active in what-so -ever we do...Anyway, gotta realy catch up in my homework. Had been so damn left out in my studies too. Wondering how am I supposed to do well in my SPM. haiz..

Sis gone back which means I'm all alone again. Enjoyed the fun we had together for the past few days though we didn't really id much..haha.. Dad and mum still treats me well when I behaved. Dad had been eyeing for some new models of cam for me. Here is one of them:

Panasonic Lumix DMC FS15.
Nice huh??One the the model which I like very much . Too bad I can't have it now. There are some conditions to go with it which is hard to fulfill. Anyhow, am still glad to know that he is looking out for me...hehe..

Me poor Lumix still no where to be found. Life's still not the same without it...Hope the fellow who took it will put my dear Lumix into good use....(cry...)

Oh ya, Heroes is one of a hit series now. Almost everyone is watching it. Its really nice and the anticipation is great. Even people like me watch it. haha...But I think there are some parts which makes people go crazy as it actually shows that people in the real world always believe in the wrong person which lead to doing wrong things. We must actually see clearly whoever whe trust and why must we trust them. Not only on the surface that the people looks honest means that they deserve your trust, the most important is the inner part.......Hope that you all know what I mean... Heroes is really nice... Watch it or you'll loose it... Seasons 2 and 3 had already arrived. Do check them out too!!!

Gotta go finish my SJ notes now. Wishing CH a Happy Belated birthday!!!

Nuts...

Had been all around the whole of Seremban Just now just looking for dinner. Whenever we go, All the places seemed to be either closed or full. We went round and around and around the whole city just for the sake of filling up our stomachs. Dad drove like a crazy person and made us dizzy and felt as if we wanna puke! Poor him anyway, just taking his family out for a nice dinner also seemed to be so difficult. haiz....Anyway, we went to a nice restaurant to have a nice dinner eating a nice dish of fish and my favourite 'tofu gang'... Mmmm...Simply magnificto!!! Though I enjoyed my dinner, I didn't seemed to be full. haha...I a gal with a HUGE appitite!!

You might be wondering why is this silly gal blogging so many post in a day. She seemed to be so busy but why is she so free now blogging so often in the same day. haha...Ya, I'm sort putting my whole day just by on9ing and soing my sort-of-complicated leaflet... So, it sort of meant that I'm free. I like blogging as in the future I might be wondering what sort of person I'm back then and will be eager to flash back on what I had gone through my whole life...So please bear with my long-windedness... And guys, I may seem busy everyday but actually I'm not as busy as you might think. Its just that I'm a lousy time organizer and sucks in practically everything I do. Having my parents nagging about how much time I spent in front of my computer an how if helps if I just spent the same amout of time in front of my books . And me there ignoring them. I know I shouldn't do that but that just seemed to be the way I'm. Sorry for making all of you worry.

Anyway, Korea had lose in the England Badminton Championship and China is taking the lead in the doubles. Go getter!!! Will be routing for all of you!!!

Its a smile!!!

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What do you see in the picture above. Is she smiling or otherwise???

Though she's not really pretty, but beyond the pale face lies a rather untold secret.Mona Lisa's smile is such a mystery. Until now, theres no one who knows whether she is smiling or grinning or not...Its something so amazing. Leonardo da Vinci is such an extraordinary painter... Credits should totally be owned to him.

Why am I suddenly so into such art?? haha...Take a guess...... Ok. Times up!

Had watched Mona Lisa's smile for the 2nd time for now. Its not actually what I call a good show but it definitely worth a watch. You should see Julia Roberts in her strict and frustrated face when she found out that there were so many of her pupils had stepped into a new page of their lives--Married life. Its awesome knowing someone is out there changing the world by affecting their thoughts. Katherine Watson changed many thoughts of her pupils and that made them the women they are. Disappointed as more than half of them had only a small dream of owning a family and getting someone who loves them, she gets so frustrated to see some of them following er footsteps...Its some sort of movie which will motivated you...Do watch it...

If I Were a Boy...

If I Were A Boy (Remix) (ft. R. Kelly) Lyrics

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

(R. Kelly)
If you were a boy
then girl you'd understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as I'm coming home to you
and give you the world

But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl and everything I do is for you (eh eh)

(Beyonce)
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy (Beyonce)

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)

I wouldn't play games (Kelly)

Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)

Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)


I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
so you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (with me, with me)

I'd listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It's a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached (Kelly)

If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy


If I were a boy. Would it get any better?? Loved the song Beyonce sang with R Kelly which totally rocks. It had been in my mind for ages now ever since I 1st laid my ear on it. It definitely sang every married gal's voices out... Get a hint boys!!!

Craps.

Frankly speaking, I'm simply starting to dislike what-so-ever I'm doing, how I do it and how the heck I organized it. Everything seems to SUCKS ( As what tofu would like to hear). Loads of freakishly awful homework. How can I finish the bloody stack of homework which had been hovering on my table for weeks and weeks? Life sucks!!!

Had been chatting with one of my ex-s. Had not been chatting with him for ages. Am glad to have a talk with him. Everyone has their problems and things that they fear. It just depends on whether they are willing share it or not. Am so glad to be chatting with him. haha...Really hope that he will calm down la..

It will be a busy and simply fuzzy day later. Many things going on on the same day. PBC Orientation, Band practice, Going to finish up what we had to finish and The best thing, My sister is heading home on the same day. So gotta prepare myself for whats to come later...

钱不够用2 is freakishly touching. Watching it for the 2nd time still moves me so much. Saddened by how people treats their parents and deal with life. Hearing old people cry is the saddest thing you can hear. How can people count each and every penny they spent on their parents while there are others who thinks that they simply don't give enough. Letting their mother sleep in a small corner of the kitchen, eating food all alone as if she doesn't exist.... The part when they sent her to an old folks home is the most heartbreaking. HOW CAN PEOPLE DO SUCH THINGS? ARE THEY HUMAN BEINGS?? Bloody fools I say. If it isnt't for our parents, will we be here, standing where we are, laughing out like idiots???? Please, everyone, have some humanity and do things your soul tells what's right. Don't become stupid fools and ignore who-so-ever who is important to you. Trust me,you will regret it someday...

Live...

Ok, to make this quick, I'll use my own language to do this. Went church. Attended Ladies class and learnt about the good and bad of core qualities. Its nice knowing about so many aspects in how people think and the values they hold. The value tree can actually help us know whether the core values we have is good or bad and what will it lead to. Anyone who wanna know what am I saying are free to ask me anytime. I'll be delighted to share with you.

I'm lacking of time in doing everything. Time passes so fast and can't seemed to keep track with it. Many task to do, so little time. Wonder how can I catch up with my homework....haiz...Will have to sacrifice more of my time on9ing now just to do more benificial things.... And above all, stupid add maths and Maths is killing softly... I wonder why do people actually study and examine it. For goodness sick, I rather spend my time studying other thing rather than doing mathematical equations.... And the best of all, I suck in all of it. Even teacher kinda think that I'm hopeless...What can I do?? Can someone help me??????

Had a short chat with a teacher of mine. Was so glad to hear her voice again after so many months. Though she wasn't one of the most favourite teacher among all her students, she's definitely one of the most memorable one. haha.... She still sounds tough, but had a bit of gentleness in her voice now. Can see that she had slowed down after her retirement. Its nice to know that she's doing fine.

Today is CM's birthday. It will be a meaningful day as its the 1st day of her adult life. May she be tough in facing all the trials and tribulations in the future. Congrats to B for his new life. May he enjoy his new life walking beside God...

Sis will be leaving again tomorrow. Will miss her then. Already missing her now... Had been a nice and happy week having her around. Playing and gossiping, even being my tuition teacher....2 weeks ended so soon, haiz...Time do passes so fast and we don't even know it.......

Music camp leaflets, PBC's things to settle, heaps and heaps of homework, datelines to passes, tasks to finish, roles to play, school tomorrow, ITS KILLING ME!!!!!!! Can I live through yet another week???

Btw, still no reply of anyone interested in donating blood. So disappointing...haiz...
ok, gtg now, anyone who knows which site can I find beautiful music graphics do tell me o...

Sleep...

Sleepy..Sleepy...Sleepy..
I wanna sleep!!! Like I never sleep before.
Without any limits, wothout any datelines...
I just wanna sleep soundly...
No worries, no crazy thoughts...
I just wanna sleep...
Ignoring all my works and duties...
I just wanna sleep...
As long I can be....

Splendid Sunday

Ahh...Just receive a news that a friend of mine is now in the hospital suffering from leg injuries..
OMG..Hope she's ok...Sad to know about it. But I know she's a tough gal...haha...Get well soon lo...

Molio is really killing me now. Its so much work. Can't believe we actually have to act as if we are doing some social work but we aren't. Its sort of useless for me..

Its a splendid day today, despite molio. Went to Jelebu with my family skipping church. We wanted to see the waterfall but ended driving around not getting to see it. We drove around and found a show farm. Its called Jelita Ostrich Show Farm or something. There were so many animals there. Ostriches, horses, deers, ducks, flamingos, and even camels... So happy to see it. Kept snapping photos whenever I can... Anyway, was hoping that our class can come here together as a class trip to see all the cute animals. Later after that, we went makaning in a restaurant which listens to 70's chinese music. haha...Its kinda fun listening to songs froms another era....All the songs actually sound alike..

Its kinda cute isn't it. It kept running around until I got a still shot of it..


A camel with only 1 hump...Doesn't it looks funny seeing a camel on green land?

Flamming white flamingos...Its flapping its wings for to welcome me!!!

Watched a show called Enough starring JLo. Its a nice show as a women strives to escape from her abusive husband who swears to kill her. She turns a new leaf and learned some marcial arts to protect her kid, Gracie... Its fasinating watching someone planning something so specificly just get loose from her husband. And I like one of the song which is called "Alive". Its a great show for women who wants to get away from their husbands...

Am happy to get along with my family in a wonderful day like this. Must have more family outings together more often. Ok, will stop for now.Must get my a hands on my molio now...Hope that Sha can get well soon la.. And that I'll get a nice new hairstyle for myself tomorrow..Toodles...

A week's work...

Let me see...This will be a review on the whole of my last week. Will try to keep it short as much as i can.

16 February (Mon)
Went to Hari Sukan and participated in it for the 1st time in this whole 5 years. Was so lucky to got 2nd in the Lompat tinggi event. I didn't mean to boast but its something unexpected although I'm only break a record of 100cm...haiz....So paiseh...Back, I took part in the 100m race and 4x100m race. Had saw band's performance that day with our 1st gal violinist as major, taking the lead. And thought that it went quite good. Was so happy when they announced red house got 1st in the marching competition...haha...Anyway, on my 1st run, it was darn energyless (can only use this word). Can't seemed to speed and ended up the last....On my 2nd race, its better, I can actually feel my velocity increasing. It feels good and I'm the 4th runner. But in the end, I still ended up to be the last to finish. Arrgh....What a slow runner I'm. Have long legs so what? Still so freakingly slow....Later, it was 4x400m. I didn't actually had my name on the list but I ran in replace of my dear friend as she's not feeling well....2nd on the row, and was supposed to cut into the 1st lane. Can hardly breathe well as I ran, still last of corse, but a moment before ending my race, I managed to cut a friend of mine who had been always ahead of me...So proud of it~ But I seemed kinda cold hearted as well..hoho... We ended up getting 4th place... Oh ya, I screamed-out-loud when our red house WON the rope pulling competiton!!! Like someone crazy!!! haha... Green house was the overall winner AGAIN for the past 4 years. Gan Mei Kuan was one of best gal athelete of the year!!! She's freaking good in sports!!! Followed by blue house the only....HOORAY!! RED house!(at least we didn't turned out last la..) Went home and found out that I had been so tanned....can see the difference from my legs...haha..

Tues, went to school had repeatedly been reminded of how tanned I'm.

Wed, nothing special, just went for meeting missing the portrait sketching workshop.

Thurs, Dutied that day and syeleked the counter....Taught the members wrong things....the dissolver for syelek is actually spirit metil and I ended up telling them its turpentine while we are using thinner to dissolve it. And I somemore teased them that they will be having PMR this year and its a MUST KNOW!!! Only noticed this after all of them went home. haiz...I'm a SUCKER leader...

Fri, damn it that day! Had been scolded by teacher for doing my job. STUPID namelist thinggy! made my mood so bloody the whole day. She had actually yelled at me, stuping her foot. I know its my fault for not finishing it earlier but I had find some ways to patch it up. Its not my fault that I cannot manage to contact the people in charge ma....Haiz...anyway, its my fault. Cannot say anything more. My Malay teacher kept repeating my mistakes in front of my class. And said that my BM is kinda good of something....Teacher: "I'm no where near from good. I'm really bad in Malay!! Had sucked in everything and there's nothing I'm good at. Please don't give the wrong impression to everyone...." Though this is the fact, feels kinda relieved hearing that in some way as nobody actually praised what I do. I mean no in this way la..So Thanks teacher anyway...

Sat, went for practice. Its had been a lifetime since my last FULL BAND practice. It was so crowded in the violin room. all of us squeeze like a can of tuna...haha...Anyway, felt kinda down as a friend of mine didnt pass to get to be an A-band member. haiz.... Went to town and bought somethings for my leaflet for camp. Alone with my beloved violin, we travelled all round town searching for the right things to go with my leaflet, budgeting....And had almost forgot my husband as I leave a shop after a 2 loads full of things. So happy to finally bought something I had been longing to have...haha...

Now, haiz...Still had not finish my molio...frustating, just thinking about it. Library is another issue...Eveything seemed to be upside down sometime. My dead phone, loads of homework, dateline to chase and much more...Can I cope it up??

Lets say...

Fun!! Meeting some people sometimes is actually kinda fun. We may not be close but spending some time together can actually boost our friendship. hehe...Missing my house phone still. Like something is not right or how...Can't seem to describe it. But I now understand its importance in my life. Many things can't go right without it...

Had some runs with my dad again. It's like a routine now. Can't seem to change anything. Doing the same thing everyday. But I had always been pin pointing him about everything that had gone wrong but never seem to think that somehow I'm the one creating trouble. I'm a trouble-maker, selfish, useless blob, rude, lazy, BIG-butted gal!!! Thats who I'm and I know it very well...

OMG. Was stunned watching how the Gilmores interacts together. They are so freaking good!! Was amazed by the series of scenes of the Gilmores arguing with each other, sat-chat-laugh, Screams again and ends up being too tired of even speaking anymore. They are so cool even when they argue. Amazing..

山下智久(Kenzo)长泽雅美（Rei)

Operational Love SP version had ended. Was so touched by the things the guys do for their loves ones. They went all out just to make their loved ones happy. And Kenzo is always by Rei's side making sure she is not too far from him. The kissing scene in the end is so romantic. Two lovers, a love boat, sea side view, sun set scene, kissing romanticly...Ahh...haha...just kidding... But I'm so In to this show!!!

Tomorrow will be our school sports day. Will be on the track this year. Am kinda looking forward to it, but nervous at the same time. Not much plans had been made this year as I'm most of the time blur these few days...haha...Anyway, will see how I did. Hope I'll do great apart from what I did in the other lucky day...haha...

Today is Mr. Whatever's Birthday!!! Happy Birthday!!! Don't everyday be blowed by wind ah...After one day the wind blow you don't until where how?? haha...Anyway, Happy Birthday lo..

"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved." ~George Sand~

p.s. Anyone interested in donating blood? There's a blood drive on by April. Please kindly inform me is you wanna donate some blood. Remember, you must be at least 45kg and had not been donating blood for the past 3 months. But the most of all BE HEALTHY!!! Don not ignore this as there are many people who are waiting for our kindness...

Lalala....

Haha...had sang our voices out just now with the gals...Its the coolest thing I've done for this whole damn day. Ya, today is basically Valentine's day, but its the school's calligraphy competition too. Haiz...running around like a maniac again, when will all this STOP!?? And plus after all of that, someone stranger comes and tell you that there's some unfairness going around, secretly hinting you that the job we are doing SUCKS!! Didn't get a chance even to report myself and caligraph myself. There's no TIME!!! And then later you will hear teacher saying people change partners like changing clothes, so easily... Its such a BIG mess!! Helped out the reception part like last year and its just as messy as last year. Anyhow, its my last year of organizing things like this and I don't give too much of a damn about it as much as last year now. (Had actually officially attended 1 meeting actually...haha)

Arrgh, up until now I still didn't get to raise funds for the Gaza victims. My mum had actually said that they got enough help from the whole world. But no matter what, I still wanna lend some hand even its just a bit.

After all the chaos, am happy to receive something (a valentine gift actually) from a girlfriend. Thanks gal, you made my day... Went straight to K-Box later and sang our voices with all my s & a galfriends. Darn happy that we finally got to get together and do something we had been longing to do. It feels so nice singing out all your emotions not caring what-so-ever image you have. Forgot that people can actually see whatever you do in there....haha.. YOU GALS REaLLY Diam Shui leh....520 to you guys!!

Had done some thinking just now and Ya, I had not been listening to whatever people is telling me properly. Am so used to jot down whatever I need to do and people reminding me what to do until I had actually ignored most of the things some people tells me. Had always thought that I have some sort of short memory but deep down, I know that I don't. Had been trying my best to finish all my homework in time but had actually forget to look at the big picture. Keep on repeating the same mistake all over again. So tired of life like this. But nothing seems to get better.....Many things had happened in my life which I myself don't see it. Wonder how can I actually survive in the society in my later years...

To all those who is having someone now, please do appreciate all the time you get to spent together. For those like me, single and available, we all rocks and do not need to rely on boys to live...hahaha...Just kidding. Anyhow, HAPPY VALENTINE's Day!!!

Damn it!! my house ph. and msn is down. Feels like I'm in the olden days, can only communicate using pigeons or whatever...Can't be able to contact anyone starting today. haiz...

Craps...

New Year Gathering was held yesterday. Its not really fun actually and I'm completely disappointed on somethings. But the thing that made me feel most unhappy is that I heard an ex saying this:" 很闷啊! 每年回来都好像回来看他们越来越失败酱... 去年已经够惨了，今年更死...." something like that. Haiz...I'm really a loser. I had organized the Gathering last year, I knew that it was really disappointing and I myself thinks it actually stinks, kind of think of it. I'm aware that teacher wasn't really pleased with me but I can't seem to change the way she sees me even now...Knowing what a failure you are is already bad enough but hearing people criticized what you do or even assuring how you sucked really hurts....

For me, to tell the truth, the sub-committees did a Ok job. Compared to last year's, they had already improved on somethings despite the help and co-operation we leaders gave. haha...And oh ya, they had really got us leaders off the hook sometimes as they really expect us to help them clean up their trails and saying my name wrongly TWICE!!!! But it seems strange that one of the subs said that the gathering didn't really went well...haha...

Teacher will certainly be mad of me as I went home right after they ended. Did not even see if they cleaned the place up or not. Gotta make up when we get back on Tuesday. I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to all who attended the gathering especially to all Form 5s even though they knew that it will be really boring... And Pn. Low who stayed till the end to make sure everything is on track....

Went shopping for ingredients for our dinner that night. We go everywhere like aunties as we went choosing veges, buying meat and even choosing prawns all by ourselves. No adults..haha..I'm so proud of myself... Its so nice to see people go frustrated on what to buy for their gf for Valentines. It just made the occasion even special. XD

Can't believe that we saw them together for the 1st time. He's kinda rude as he didn't even peek at us when we greeted him... Please la, don't be so CHUAN can a??? At least a forced smile is better lo. Do it just for her ma...

I had a great time having my steamboat with the youths. We can't seem to stop laughing the whole night. AHAHAHA...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....WAHAHAHAHA....HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..... Laugh and laugh and laugh....LOL!!!!!
A bunch of crazy young people, I wonder if the neighbours heard our loud laughter anot?? ^^

The guys had gone to Shu Jie's house just now. It seemed that they had tons of fun there. Too bad I can't go. My mum had banned mr to go out since I came back really late yesterday. I wanted to visit him as we haden't meet since last year though we are not actually close. Wonder how is he doing now?? haha... Anyway, its nice to know that the gals had fun there...Hey, Al, why didn't you go?? I thought you will go...

Er...Really enjoyed watching Operational Love again. Saw the SP version of it just now. Had missed the days sitting in front of the TV chasing Japanese dramas....Hadn't have the chance to do it nowadays. Kenzo is still so madly in love with Rei which is so touching...haha... I got a chance to hear my favourite 张芸京singing today and her performance is still so fantastic...haha. So happy to see the 超一班 winning the 超二班, HOORAY!!