APple CanTabile

Boo!

2012-01-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

Happy new Year peeps!
The 1st post of 2012, cheers!!
Life had been great ever since I lead my new life,
Exams, holidays, outings, Christmas, New Year, more holidays...
It was a pretty great year as I started a new kind of living,
the education I wanted,
the institution I dreamt of,
the event I've always pictured myself doing,
places I never thought of traveling,
meeting people I will regret not knowing,
not to forget, achieving most of my dreams and goals,
getting everything I wanted,
going on the slow pace with all the people I will ever need.
Life's great! Close to perfect.
Year 2011 really did me well,
and I praise God for that! Thank you!!!!

Now 2012,
hadn't thought much of what to achieve
since I've done most of it...
Anyway, live goes on...
No matter what,
nothing should stop us from moving forward,
this is what I truly believe.

Watched a few mind-changing movies these couple of weeks.

First comes is We Bought a Zoo.

Sometimes what we as human need,

is truly 20 seconds of embarrassing courage

to do the things you'd never pictured yourself doing.

Yea, like buying a zoo...

The simple concept that the absolute partner comes one in a lifetime and

mere courage changes practically everything made the show whole.

Matt Damon with his outstanding skill of handling his roles,

Real life animals who moves heartstrings,

the simple moral behind the whole story,

and the best part is,

the story happened in reality...

A five Star movie

Do watch it if you feel that there's nothing much to look forward to... =)

Another captivating story,

which really got my attention is an old movie,

Freedom Writers.

Yea, a Hilary Swank movie.

A story about racism,

and how integration began...

An issue that needs the attention of each and everyone of us,

even till this day...

The small little voice of everyone needs to be heard,

to make the world a better place.

Who says the power of an individual cannot change the world?

As long as we believe that we what we do will make a difference,

it will.

Was driven off by the persistence of Ms.

her vision of seeing a clean and fair system,

where everyone gets equal treatment.

Everyone has their own story to tell,

it's up to us to hear them out or turn a deaf ear...

For me, everyone tends to be a little racist in their own way,

maybe it's due to egocentrism, I'm not sure...

Do watch this show and see if it voice out to you

as loud as it did to me. =)

Am wishing everyone to have a colourful 2012,

everyone's important.

Remember,

we're all part of an important system.

p.s.: Drew and Chris, I'll always root for ya guys! Continue to change the world with your music!!! RAWR~~~

Bound To You-Drew

Reborn

2011-12-07T22:56:00.001+08:00

Am reborn for 1 week now.
It's been are really thrilling experience,
starting anew.
Though nothing much changed,
except the fact that I used up my second chance of living,
everything seems to go well.
I get to tell everyone how amazing it felt,
when I was immersed into the water,
or how blessed I am to finally accepted Him.

Always thought that there would be some form of drastic change
after I come out of the water,
but how wrong I am.
It's only the start of a new journey.
The path we are making,
in order to reach Him eventually..
There's still so many to learn,
so much to understand,
and heaps more the CHANGE...

I am only at the beginning,
making my way towards our final destination..
Really excited about what's bound to come.
Hopefully I will do well,
and also bring others to my realization
of how blessed we are...

There's no doubt that He loves us dearly,
so it's time for us to show Him ours...
Dear Lord, may I be more like you!
To help, care, forgive and love everyone around me,
just like what Your Son did.
Thank you for everything,
You're the BEST! =)

Can't believe I get to see them with my bare eyes!

STOMP were breath-taking!

Please do come back soon!

Let's play it to the beat~ ~

Last week had been a really blessed week. Everything good happened! Haha...
And I know its all because of You...

"I will be still, and know You're God..."

Still-Hillsong

Good Will Hunts

2011-11-20T23:51:00.001+08:00

It would really be great if I have a friend like Chuckie,

Will’s best friend in the movie Good Will Hunting…

All he wants is the best for his friend,

To not waste the talent Will has,

that can change the world…

The words his used, is so powerful, there’s no better wordsto put it.

No matter how many f***s uttered

Or whatever rude words used,

A true friend is a true friend, no matter who a person is,

Or what does the person look like…

Amusing…. Fascinating… Empowering…

Shawn is a good man / psychologists / therapists / friend/counselor…

Robin Williams is a great actor,

Matt Damian, with his usual charismatic aura…

I am not saying that the moral of the story is good,

Or the script of the story is breath-taking…

The language especially… urgh… indescribable…

There are also scenes which are not soothing for the eyes….

But the facts of the story is real,

The intense conversations you get in the movie,

The unyielding personalities,

And the complicated pasts are absolutely astonishing.

To tell the truth,

I know someone who's like Will...

The genius in him,

the attitude...

I can't help but to think that how good will it be

if Chuckie and Shawn is around to boost him up.

Hope that I could as influential as Chuckie or Shawn,

who is able to change Will's point of view...

Life is like a crossroad.
We always stop and wonder which way to go.
Unless we take a step out and give it a try,
We'll never know.
Peace be with everyone who is walking on different paths of their lives...

SPMers, STPMers and Yi..

The Hardest Thing-Tylar Ward

Back!

2011-11-19T16:50:00.004+08:00

Finally, I earned myself a lil' bit of time to update what has happened in my life!

Upon my previous post, this is a follow up story about my new furry friend.
Ok, I should not say that it is my friend, yet, but am very confident that we will be near future.

Right, my dog (I like to call it my dog) now has a new staying place,
somewhere very near which I can see it everyday.
It no longer clings under my car for shelter,
the place it is right now provides more comfort.
For awhile, I really thought I lost it after its disappearance after the 2nd day I found it!
It was a real relieve.
As soon as me and pa found its current location, we tried to lure it out,
as to invite it into our family,
but it didn't happen.
We tried all sorts of ways,
whistling, flashing lights so that it sees us, feeding it, try to talk to him...
**Oops, its gender is still yet to be defined, but am assuming its a He**

We were tipped by our neighbor that its leg was injured but it is better now...
Phew, thank God that it can still mobile fine...
Am still on the verge of befriending him,
trying my best to feed it / play with it as much as I can,
filling my mind with the thought that it may soon be officially called - my dog!

Am making some progress now... See, it posed for me!

Ain't it handsome! hehe...

Wish me luck!

Oh ya, speaking of luck, just wanna share something that happened to me recently.
I am a seriously very lucky person...
N days ago, I left A (A=something of mine which is very important)on the bus...
Only found out long after I embarked the bus...
Leaving pity A behind...
So, with much disappointment of myself, I called it one of my BAD DAYS...
Everyone told me that it is very unlikely that I may find A again...
Sadden by the fact that I may have lost A forever, I returned home telling ma...
As I was thinking of ways and efforts to try my luck,
to give it a shot of finding A,
miracle happened.
Someone phoned my house saying that it found A and is willing to return it to mua...
Haha!!!!
The someone was the bus driver of the bus and he really tried his best to return A to me..
You know, as a bus driver, he is always on the go...
He is even willing to bring A to me at 11pm at night,
how kind was that?
However, our time didn't clicked and he sought for different solutions for us to meet up..
Unbelievably, A is back with me now!
Thank you bus driver Zul, you are one of the kindest man I've seen,
trying your very best to return something so unimportant,
and making such a huge effort to contact us every time you are free...
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

Nowadays, everyone is so stereotypical about the hearts of human beings,
assuming that no one in this earth would do anything kind,
as to go all the way out to return something insignificant to you.
People always say, people might have stolen your thing,
or there is no way that you can find your things back...
Well, I found the someone which maybe the 1 out of 100 people.
There's still a lot of hope in this world,
we just have to have some faith in it...

I like to believe that
what God takes from you, he will return it with something more precious...
It may be a lesson, an experience, a sense of hope, or even something very small...
it is still much valuable than the thing you lost...

Peace for tomorrow...

Skyscrapper - Demi Lovato

There it Goes Again

2011-11-11T01:59:00.002+08:00

A doggy was found under my car!
It was there since morning and haven't left there since.
Dad was very concern that it may bite and hence,
he used water to spray it so that it may leave.
It did, turned a round, and went under the car again.
How cute.
Another thought was to remove the car hoping that it will leave somehow.
And we took the car for a drive.
THis is the moment I first met this special doggy.
As the car was removed, it stood up, but didn't walk away.
It stood there for a moment, staring straight into my eyes,
as though saying "help me!"
I was shocked by how calm this little dog is,
the strong-willed, determined and stern eyes,
like it has witness every possible thing of the surface of the earth,
but yet, there's some degree of sorrow and grief clouding those bright little eyes.
I was moved.

As the car moved away, the doggy walked around,
looking back at the spot it just laid.
It walked across the road, to a neighbor's house, the turn to another,
making effort of squeezing its head between the metal bars,
in hope of squeezing into the house compound.
This special dog has a sentence written all around its face
"I am Lost"
Poor little doggy....
It's attempt of enter the house compound through the little spaces of the gate failed.
Tried another house, failed.
Eventually, it found another car to hid under.
As my car came back to its rightful place, we thought that the dog said it's goodbyes...
But moments later, it came back again.
Haha...
It's either the spot my car is parked is so comfortable,
or that my car is too 'hot' to leave.

haha... The eagerness of this interesting doggy is amusing,
There's nothing else we can do but to let it there.
I had some wild imaginations after meeting the dog,
the thought of it being ours, jogging and playing with it,
helping it to bath excites me...

But the rejection of my idea from pa and ma spoils it all...

All I can hope is to meet it everyday and befriend this little creature!
See ya under the car tomorrow, doggy! =)

In The Mood-Swing Girls

I am Sam

2011-11-02T01:23:00.001+08:00

Possibly the best movie in the whole wide world.
Who says autism or retardation holds back a person’s ability to take care of others?
A normal person might think that they have what it takes to raise a child,
They think they undergo every hard ships in life, have the best experience or ability to take care of others.
But do they know the struggles of those who are born special?
Do they even understand how hard they must try to do a simple thing such as adding 2+2?

We all take advantages of what we can do,
Think that as we have the standard brain just like anybody else, we have the right to make decisions for those who don’t.
Who in the earth has the authority to separate a parent from his or her child?
No one, accept the One and Only.
No human beings can take a child away from his or her parents who loved them more than themselves, No one.

Sam is one of the most amazing people I have ever seen.
Sometimes I often wonder, won’t it be better to think as simple as he is,
See things as all beautiful so that I won’t get to see the dark side on earth…
The special ones are the more blessed and perfect people compared to us, normal people as they know how to treasure every moment, every skills, everything they have.
We, ungrateful brats, sulk with the many things we already have, not to say the many things we can do, we are the unfortunate ones.
Sam Dawson, you are wonderful, you are perfect! Thanks giving me the chance to see and know more about you and your life! =)

Applause to Sean Penn, Michelle Pfeiffer, Dakota Fanning and the whole behind it for this fantastic and heart whelming movie.

Quotes which move hearts:
“You’re the red in her paintings,”

“I am her father.”

P.S.: Sam said something like “Jessie Mccartney wrote the song Michelle. He wrote the first few lines and passed to John Lenon who wrote “I love you, I love you, I love you” Annie said that the song won’t be complete without it…” in the movie. He had a point there. XD

We’ll Be A Dream – We the Kings ft. Demi Lovato

We Did It!

2011-08-31T04:34:00.008+08:00

We finally did it!!!
Achieved what we started out to do!!!!
Organized a mini show,
and to get as much donations as we can!

Have to thanks Sha for backing the initial idea, and to go through the whole thing with me,
Tham who asked loads of questions about the whole event, and of coz, performed!
Yi, Ni, Teddy, LiSha, Zhen Pei, Yee Wen, Char, Disney, Tim, the Youths who agreed to perform,
My parents especially, for being so Supportive,
Sis who gave me so much encouragement,
Joy and A. Cindy who baked and made fantastic cupcakes, cookies and pudding!
Church members for giving so many positive response,
My friends and family who attended the event,
Henry and Joanne who took loads of pics for us,
Everyone who helped in any kind of way,
Pusat Jagaan Orang Kurang Upaya Si Putih's supervisor, Mrs Rajes who provided so much info,
Each and everyone who donated to the funds!! You...you...you...you...you!!!
And not forgetting,
our Mighty LORD, who was, is and always be there for us, to make things right.
Lord, thank you for making this happen to me...

This whole thing started out with a small dream,
a dream almost impossible to happen....
A dream to raise funds solely by asking people to watch performances.
The dream was shared, agreed,
Shared to more, more responses...
Positive and negative, we went on,
looking for performers,
not easy, but its a really fun process...
Date, time and venue was set, It's really happening!!!!
Practicing for the performances,
the best thing that happened throughout the whole event...
Spreading the word out,
not easy as well, not many supports art and charity at the same time...

The whole event began like a dream,
really can't believe it is really happening...
Not many turned up, but the initial target was there...
Seeing people putting money inside the blue donation box,
it felt real good.... At least we've got some money inside!!!
We were the 1st performance, did everything we rehearsed tons of times...
The crowd seemed to enjoy it.
Performance after performance,
everyone was really quiet,
but they seemed to be concentrating very hard on the performances.
At least its better than making noise, right?
Intermission, everyone happily bought the food we prepared,
sat down and chatted delightfully...
I have nothing to worry about now....
Some mic probs for the next performance,
but Disney sang beautifully....
We're the next in line again!
And we went up and had loads of fun....
You guys rock ya! EXPH!!!! XD
Tim on his bass tone,
Intro of the centre,
And lastly, our gal band!!!!
More mic probs again, but it felt real good!!!
So this is how it is like being in a band! Haha...
Hymns (More to work on)
and lastly duet.
My Chains are Gone is so powerful, something flickered as we sang...
Counted the donations... WHOA!
1 K+!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY
MORE than we expected!
Hope that I'm not dreaming..... Ouch! I'm not!!! LOL!

Though not everything went on smoothly,
Though we can't call it a perfect/successful event,
we collected funds which can help improve lives...
I enjoyed the whole process...
Waking up early in the morning...
Practicing whole day long...
Come back at night,
Jamming....
Talking to friends,
asking for opinions,
Making new friends,
promoting the event,
and even... DREAMING about the event...
I'm Lovin' it!!!! Haha....
Got to do everything I longed to do, there's nothing more that I can say....

And we went to pay a visit to the home.
Another dream come true...
Went shopping for groceries with a list in hand with Sha and Disney.
Spent the whole 2 hours grabbing things,
choosing and picking like what old man and aunties does...
calculating every penny....
Take this.... Grab that.... Which one should we buy???
Really have to salute all the aunties who goes shopping for groceries...

*TABIK!*

Finally got to know that its not easy to be an aunty... or at least try to be one.... XD
2 trolleys full... For the 1st time in my whole tinny whinny life,
I actually bought THIS MUCH AMOUNT OF GROCERIES!!!!
And EVERYTHING IS SO FREAKING DAMN EXPENSIVE!!!!!
Once again... *TABIK AUNTIES!*

We finally reached the small little corner house after getting lost in the middle of nowhere...
Mrs Rajes is really a nice women with a really big heart.
Can't believe I actually got to see her in person!!
There were various kinds of kids there
Down Syndrome, Autism, cerebral palsy, mental problems, Learning Disorders...
Mrs Rajes sat there and talked about each and everyone of the children she has....
We went snooping around the house, touching this, touching that...
And she continued explaining everything that we see....
Most of the children have the inability to speak except for one of two...
Some are able to help in chores,
some juz sits there.... smiling the whole time, not talking or doing anything else...
They are all really cute and beautiful children...
Perfect in God's eyes.....
Everyone is born with their own uniqueness....
You and I the same....

Glad that we got to visit the centre and to know more about the children.
Lets just hope that the children will live better with a lil' help from all of us.
Shall return someday to have another visit sometime....
I'm CONTENTED and HAPPY!!! =)

Pusat Jagaan Orang Kurang Upaya Si Putih

3348, Jalan Seroja 16,
Taman Seremban, Jalan Tampin
70100 Seremban.

Ee Sin should be thinking about Jerry as we are taking the pic. LOL!!!

Stand Out Mini Charity Show 2011,
a Success!!!!
(At least for the donation part)

p.s.: If any of you are interested in donating, do contact me ya! Happy Birthday Malaysia!
Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!!! ^^

Perfect-Pink

Stand Out Mini Charity Concert

2011-08-23T01:17:00.008+08:00

Hey guys, juz wanna share about a little event I'm doing now...
I have this desire to do something which combines the two things I love,
Music and aiding...
And I am about to make it happen...

This event is called Stand Out! Mini Charity Concert
Which means that we want people to stand out and give to others,
Stand Out to make a change in the lives of others...
To stand out for those who needs a hand,
for people to stand out and make an effort to aid the souls out there who are less fortunate,
to allow people to stand out it showing their talents,
and also to stand out in making a change in our own lives by sharing a portion of them with others.

I don't have ambitious target, juz a small amount from everyone will do.
Coz in my mind, a little strength from everyone can really move mountains,
Little small effort from everyone can change the world....
All I want it for people to chirp in small amounts cheerfully....
To know that every cent they are giving will help a person have another hope in life...

A few performance will be lined out for everyone to watch,
though they might not be the best ever performance you will see,
but at least you can see their efforts....
A sign of appreciation for your cheerfulness...
They are also need your support to give them courage to get on stage again...

We just want to help people,
and hopefully you do too.

Do join us on the 27th Aug, this Sat, 4.30pm-6.00pm, at Seremban Church of Christ.
I want to make it straight here that it is not a church event, and am not trying to change your religion, it is only the church premise we are using to make the small desire of mine happen.
Its something personal, so don't hesitate to come.

Hope to see you there. =)

p/s: A little boy broke his piggy bank just to give every penny he had to help others even before the day of the event. I am so touched by his big heart and also the innocence he had with him. Thank you so much, Tim, you gave me the strength to move on. Also to the Lord who created someone as kind as him, You are the Sole, Mighty and Powerful... THANK YOU!!!

Amazing Grace by anyone who sings it with his/her heart

Tuesdays with Morrie

2011-08-05T00:14:00.005+08:00

I would really like to have a professor like Morrie.
Someone you can really talk to,
who listens and gives you the answers that you had been searching all your life...
Seriously, can a person be as wise and as optimistic as him?
He's truly someone who is well-liked,
strong, keen, cheerful, hilarious, knowledgeable...
His words are wise...

" We must love one another, or die..." (Yeah, its quoted)
" When you learn how to die, you learn how to live..."
" Love always wins..."
" Tuesdays, we are Tuesday people..."

He lived his life doing what he loves best,
Teaching, dancing and eating...
And when he knows that he's dying...
he had to give up the latter two...
but continued the only thing he can possibly do...
Teaching.
Everyone needs someone like him...
The words uttered from his mouth,
its like gold we should treasure and apply in our lives.
Like scriptures,
but his words comes from his personal experience. (And more of a personal thought)
The lesson of life..
How much about it each and everyone of us know?
What do you want to do if you are given 24 hours of a perfect day??

Tuesdays with Morrie,
a marvelous show which talks about the basics of life...
Inspiring, heartwarming and funny...
Watch and learn...

Morrie mentioned something about listening to the bird on your shoulders...

Is there really a bird?

p/s: Janine in the movie sang a beautiful song....

It's juz too nice to let go

2011-08-01T03:45:00.004+08:00

It's almost 4a.m. and I have no intentions of going to bed any sooner...
Juz sitting here plainly, watching videos of people singing...
If everyone can sing like 洪佩瑜, I would rather not sleep,
despite being up the whole day,
the dreadful mourns of both my eyes,
the deafening cries of every muscles of my body...

Music lifts the soul...
People with great voice should be praised,
and there are countless of them all over the world...
If only I would get the time and chance the hear each of them out...
Filling my heart and mind with every harmonious pitch they make...

Music heals the soul...
That's all I can say...

洪佩瑜-Dance with My Father

Run

2011-07-25T01:14:00.004+08:00

Joined S'ban Half Marathon 2011 today.
Finished the 9km, pass the finish line and got the medal I wanted.
Ya, nothing special,
except the fact that for someone as slow as me got a qualifier medal,
that's PURE luck.

Anyway, what I wanna say here is not to boast about what I got.
But about this lady.
There was a lady in the marathon today,
Tim found her crying loudly, ranting about something...
looking all around, as though searching for something...
And on her hands was 2 Glatorade sample cups....
It was assumed that she lost her kid...
She cried and cried, ranting and ranting,
Tim asked if we should do something about it...
I said we should, but let's observe and see what is she actually looking for first...
And we stood there watching her sitting at this corner,
not moving an inch, crying...
with the 2 cups of Glatorade glued firmly on her palms.
I thought: For a women who has juz lost her child, she's relatively calm...

After not too long,
she started moving into the crowd,
crying and ranting...
This is when Tim glides off and followed her,
with me trying hard to keep up behind..
And he approached her and asked what happened.
She juz replied:" cari ibu..." and cries...
She stomps away looking all around crying loudly...
Pushing through the crowds, I finally kept up with them.
We are at the place where the big shots are seated.
Tim's trying to get the PA guy to make and announcement,
but got rejected as the BiG Shot was making a speech...
The lady started crying loudly and shouting for her mother again..
What caught my attention most was not how many gazes were directed towards us,
or how many annoyed faces were shown that moment,
but the fact that after all the yelling and sobbing,
she still have the 2 cups of Glatorade with her.

The impatient reaction of the PA guy pisses me as he couldn't get her to calm down.
I mean, come on! She lost her mother!!!
Where's your patience???
After answering some questions by some other people around there,
the lady started crying again....
This time, the big shots glanced our direction,
but their butts still glued to their seats.
I dunno if they are being respectful to the guy talking in front,
or juz mere ignorance,
no effort was made to know what's going on.
Anyway, as the workers round there find her disturbing the speech,
she was asked to sit, calm down, stop crying..
Taken to another place for I dunno-for-what and talk to another bunch of people...
Tim and I juz stood far away, watching her,
to see if she's getting the help she needed...
She stopped crying for awhile,
and the tap flowed out not long after.
Few ladies started bringing her around,
in the attempt of looking for her mother...
Remember, she's emotional, terrified, scared, and unstable...
Dun forget, the 2 cups of Glatorade she's put much importance on.
So, as this emotional young lady was storming out once again to find her 'ibu',
Squeezing through a crowd,
some Glatorade will surely spill out on her way, right?
And surely, in a situation packed with people,
some lucky one will get a portion of the Glatorade on them...
They cursed her.
Saying bad things about her.
I was mad...
But why pick up a fight with people who doesn't care?
Back to the topic,
she found her mum.
Standing there waiting for her.
And she burst into tears again,
holding her mum tightly to her.
I didn't see if she's still holding the 2 cups after that anot,
but it was a happy ending.
Tim and I were really happy.

You see, in this event,
we get to see actually how many people who are living in their own world,
not wanting to understand that its not the world you are in important,
but is the world you are out of that is...
Money is not important...
Live is.

"Our faith in God is like a marathon... We have to run until the end till we reach our destination... Heaven..."

Dun give up.

Headlines:
~ Super star, Amy Winehouse died at 27
~ 98 dies of gunshots by a police imposter in Norway
~ 10, 000 dies out of hunger per day becoz of the famine in Somalia

How depressing...

Price Tag (Acoustic) -Jessie J

I do, I do not

2011-07-20T04:09:00.004+08:00

I really dunno on what grounds I'm living on,
and am certainly confused on what am I living for.
Life sometimes seems so amusingly interesting to me,
but yet somethings so unreasonably ambiguous...
It seems that I have so much to do,
but yet so little time...
And on other times,
I juz can't lift any of my fingers up on whatsoever that I should've done,
wasting time on things I know I tell myself not to do..
This reminds me of a scripture I read few weeks ago:

"I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no long I myself who do it, but it is the sin living in my. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do-this I keep on doing. Now if I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is the sin living in me that does it. "
(Romans 7:15-20)

It juz gets better and better no matter how many times I read it. LOL!!!
It always ends up with a wide silly grin on my face and the confuitch dangling down my heart.
Though what it is trying to deliver is not literal to what I'm saying,
but the general idea is there...
Do things you ought to do and not the things you know hate to do,
although you will end up doing what you hate to do,
keep in mind of what you wanna do and do it,
for when you do what you hate to do is not what you are doing,
but instead is the sin living in you who does it....
Complicated huh?
Read it again!
Still confused?
That's life! :P

Till I find my way out of this mess,
I will continue working my a** on whatever that is I want to work on...

Wish me luck in my upcoming project of the good I want to do which I will do!! Sin, don'tcha come spoiling my plans! XP

"I've seen dreams that move the mountains, Hope that doesn't ever end, even when the sky is falling...."

This lil' boy has a lil' dream of fishing for his own balloon...
He got two balloons with ease,
that's what Faith can do...

What faith can do-Kurtless

ECX

2011-07-07T00:05:00.005+08:00

After 10 weeks of hard work, it paid off!!!!
Introducing Malaysia's best dance crew:

_ELECOLDXHOT_

You guys totally RULE!!!!!

Salutes to Bounce Stepperz, Soulution, JB Crew, Panic, Project Elementz...
You guys did AWESOME!!!
And also Maple and Joe for the constructive and right-to-the-fact comments!!

Still,
Am so freaking damn high that the one deserved to win, WON!!!

Support Malaysia's dance industry as Showndown 2011 was a BLAST!
Thank you guys for the great show!
You all ROCK!!!! ^^

Get Ready For the SHOWDOWN!!!!
Are you ready to game?

Smile-Avril Lavigne

Juz a Bird

2011-06-29T04:05:00.003+08:00

I saw a bird lying on the road the other day,
with one of it's wings spread widely on the road,
and blood flowing out from it's chest,
a stagnant scene where the word 'DEAD' is written all over it.

It's nothing significant about it.
In fact, to most of the people, it's juz a corpse lying on road,
contaminating the so called 'environment' of theirs.
Some would think that the bird is stupid to die in the middle of the road.
Some would say "what a pity bird" as they drive pass the tiny lifeless body and forget about it seconds later...
There are also others who will say, I want to help, but its already dead and why do I care? It's juz a bird~

Those who accuse it of pollutng the so-called environment,
do they even know who's the main culprit of global warming?
Or to those who called the bird stupid,
who are they to judge the bird's intelligence when they haven't get to know it?
Or to those who pitied the bird and forget about it later,
do they even know how did it died and how to help it?
And also those who say it's juz a bird,
have they ever thought that the 'juz a bird' is someone's children, spouse, parent or friend who is much loved and respected? The ‘bird' who may be the hero of another? The 'bird' who feeds the nest and have 6 lives depending on it to stay alive?

Yes, my guess is that the 'juz a bird' was ran by a car.

But it wasn't really dead yet.
What I didn't mention is that while I was passing by the body,
the bird was in fact very much alive.
It was very much alive in the hearts of the other 2 birds which surrounded the dead body...
One pushing the poor bird with its head,
as though asking it to wake up;
And the other who seemed helpless didn't know what to do,
stared blankly at the empty body which may someone with much importance to it.
It felt as though they are trying very hard to hear the last wishes of the dying bird...
As if they are saying their last goodbyes... reminiscing the past...
As if they were CRYING...
As if they were PRAYING...

Minutes after I managed to get down the car and wanted snap a pic on the touching moment and maybe bury the poor little body somewhere more worthy....
There was nothing left...
Except the long trail of blood,
showing the spot where the bird once laid,
and the cold hard silence of how it's been taken away...
Leaving nothing behind, except memories of it's presence.

You see, birds, like human beings are living things
They have everything we have,
Physical body, soul, feelings, emotions, someone they cared about...
And when a bird is taken away from the flock,
The reluctance and sadness are as painful as human beings...

Dun juz say 'its only a bird' or 'its only a dog' or even 'its juz a rat'...
Remember that it had a life,
A lover, a spot where it was given the chance to exist in this world...

Dun turn a blind eye when you could have reach out and make a change.
Be responsible,
Be concious,
Be humane.

Sometimes, I really wonder if the birds were hoping that it was all just a Dream...

Just a Dream-Nelly

Little things I Treasure

2011-06-23T12:36:00.003+08:00

To tell the truth,

I had always treasured the things I had…

My belongings, stationery,

It often makes me wonder how come the little things are still with me, miraculously appearing in front of me, without even realizing how and when had I placed them with me.

For a clumsy person, I truly believe that misplacing things would be the type of signature I would use to describe myself in my job resume. But to my surprise, I could always find the lil’ things inside my bag , the lil’ stationery box or wherever I had them there when I need them. ^^

This practice went on and on till the extend that finding things I didn’t know I would remember to keep or collect became a habit that I dun have to remind myself to do it.

And right, I did mention that I treasured the things I had. The miraculous findings of the things I thought I would leave behind did make me treasure them more… Where I really got used of using them thinking that they are probably the best among the other brands I could ever find….

Until one day….

They miraculously DISSAPPEARS…

That’s when the miseries APPEARs….

No, blaming God, fate or whatever supernatural things a person could ever make up isn’t the 1^st thing that pops into the mind…

It’s the fact that the best thing a person could ever use is now gone, or the dependence a person lay upon the so-called ‘thing’ clings within the heart. The worst is…. Not being able to find it even after you flip your bag inside out, upside down, or dissecting each and every portion of the stupid thing you used to carry the lost one, or whatever way you used to maintain contact with it… Hoping it will miraculously appear again, but it doesn’t happen…

It’s at this moment, using any new ‘brands’ or temporary ‘staffs’ are the lousiest things a person could every do. Having in mind the thoughts of how could I lose it? Where did I place it??? And occasionally, blaming bad aura that drops by to visit the pea-sized brain of mine…

After thinking and thinking, squeezing possibly every drop of the brain fluid of mine…. There’s the ultimate explanation for the disappearance of the much missed one…

THE so-called GENETIC FACTOR of my STUPIDITY AND CLUMSINESS WHICH WILL STICK TO ME FOREVER AND EVER…

OK, this is not to chant about the fact that I DO lose things… But its actually a tribute to the things I lost after all these years…

The many pens and pencils I befriended, my scissors, erasers, key chains, pencil boxes, Dear LUMIX, workbooks, color pencils, correction pens, glues, stickers, earrings, the lil’ gifts that was given to me which I lost or broke (XP: Emphasizing on the word CLUMSY…) this, that…. friends who I lost contact throughout the years and also much missed loved ones who are on their journey to far away…

Really hope that all of you will be in a better place… May the person that is with you treat you with much love and care…. And that your troubles will leave you as how you left me. And for some of you (goods) who somehow landed in any ditches, dustbins or any bloody corner, may you seek comfort in that place and live well…. Will be remembering the great times we had from time to time. God bless. Amen.

p.s. This is my first post after all this months. Juz wanna declare to the whole world that I'm still and very much ALIVE!!!! ^^

The Little Things-Cobbie Callat

'Family'

2010-12-21T06:27:00.009+08:00

Tuned into Mraz world...

Assignments.... Checked
Scrapbook.....Checked
Presentations....Checked
Finals.... DOOM~~

Had many unforgettable day with the all-gal 'family'.
Whenever I'm with them... Time really flies...
Its like, we all juz gather at 6pm,
and before we know it.. its 6am...
Really enjoyed the passed few weeks spending every day and night with them.
Wier, Siaw Hui, Cecilia and Kangaroo...
Currently the more enjoyable and fun assignment group of my foundation life...
We talk, we sing, we discuss, we watch movies,
We draw, we colour, we cut, we paste, we get hungry, we yumcha..
Not excepting the time we flip through everything, messing everything up,
juz to find something we can't find on the chaotic table.. Lolz..
We had been lil' kids for the past few weeks,
thinking, acting, talking and even behaving like kids...
Everything, juz seemed.... FUN!
After our 'baby' Ikuto's diary is done,
presentation's over,
all that's left is to... Celebrate!!!
Had a very peaceful yet funny dinner eating noodles..
and after that, silly us went buying ice-cream cake and digged into it in the shop itself,
with all other customers lining up buying buns and cakes,
watching us like we were mere weirdos...
Well, it's not like we care... Lolz..
Though it's really weird cutting a cake in the cakery itself where we haven't even paid for it. XD
Dwelling in the time we had and the scrumptious cake in front of us.
Right after we were done camming and eating,
now what's left to do is to hurry home with the remaining melting cake...
Drizzling, we were cycled back like a bunch of crazy people,
laughing all the way,
making sure that we reach home before the cake becomes nothing but gross fluid..
In the end... Half of the cake was already liquid when we managed to get it into the freezer.. Lolz

Simplicity,
simple things we do can create BIG BIG memories...
Now that we're done,
it feels kinda reluctant that there won't be silly jokes and startling verses from them.
Not to forget those silly things we say to each other, crapping...
Really really enjoy the time with you guys,
thanks for the love, support and tolerance
also for those phrase which seemed sarcastic, but yet full of warmth.
Grandma, mum, aunt and sis... Arigato! =)

We're working hard... Dun play play...

When we're working.... So serious... haha..
(Look at our table...)

We worked under this stressful condition.. Lolz..

Food delivery...
Yeah, we ate a lot along the way... We ate and ate and ate... XP

Gotta thank this sem's assignment for the good times we had... hehe...
This is the last time we'll all get to work together... It's really a good experience...
Till we get together again... Let's get CRAZY~~~ hahaa...

**************************************************************************************
Christmas's in this corner... Can't wait.. haha...
Happy Christmas everyone!!!
If you don't receive any presents this year,
try giving some then.
Be a Santa Claus!!
Its always better to give than to take, Trust me!
Who knows?
maybe you'll receive tons next year =)

Heading off to the books, taa.. tar!!

Here We Go Again-Paramore

Random thoughts squeeze in a small space

2010-12-11T04:03:00.009+08:00

Totally love my mixpod...
Words just seems... livelier with it!

You make me crazier... crazier... crazier... Crazier....
Can't get you out of my mind!!
Getting crazy because of ya... Wahahahahha....

Really dunno why I always get engaged in religious conversation??
I mean like everytime we talk about it,
it will be like ages before we can finally say, ok, we're done!
But its fun talking about it..
Yeah, it's sensitive,
but fun to know about people's culture and religion too!!
Guess that's what IS lecturer keeps on emphasizing: cultural relativism.. Lolz..

Here's the shift:
Shyuan is striving to manage time well and keep the dreams moving!!
Shyuan's gonna make it! Big time!
Wish me luck! =)
If you have faith in me, do acknowledge me that you do,
it will be a great encouragement for me! Thanks!

Ramblings...

If you tell me:" You will never make it" I'll say:" Thanks for believing in me, I'll never make it back..."
If you say:" You can do it!" I'll say:" I know I will, thanks for having faith in me"
If you say:" Come on, are you joking??" I'll say:" Yes indeed I'm joking if I'm not trying my best"

Dun believe? Try me.

Give life a chance, baby! You can make it too! =)

Fyi, am trying to catch all the random thoughts before they fly away...
Hey look, the sun's smiling at you! Smile back to him!!! You'll feel GREAT!
Trust me..

Heading off to chase more random thoughts, Toodles!

For a Pessimist, I'm pretty Optimistic-Paramore

Dwelling deep

2010-12-07T02:33:00.003+08:00

I can spend whole night,
sitting here watching videos,
filling my ears with wonderful beats and voices...

The sky is dark,
the night is young,
the music seems overwhelming....

I love you,
but you never knew,
so I sent the melodies to sing for you...

Yet another day,
on the fine noon,
may you be,
the special who....

So to the special you,
let no thing harm you,
for you can be the king of anything,
as long as you believe it true.

p.s: How can people be so talented but yet still gets disapproval from others???

King Of Anything-Sarah Bareilles

Random

2010-12-06T03:08:00.002+08:00

Hadn't stepped into this place for ages. Just stopped by to leave a few words...
Here's a few things that I wanna feel thankful and show gratitude for:
1. A blasting presentation which made me feel that it's unbelievable
Although the results are vague, the applause and cheers seemed real.
2. One of the most wonderful day among all the years, although it was quite a quiet one, it was the most contented one I have ever had. Thanks for the wishes and the messages everyone. And also my darls.... hehe...A new soul was born on the same day, how lucky was I... (Big beam on my face XD)
3. Awkward weekend of a big confusion.. Yet memorable one. Dada, mama and SP sis... Without you guys, what will I be. Am very thankful for you guys juz being around.
4. Recognition, to those who approve of my abilities and action, I thank you all for the confidence and chance you guys gave. Also for the trust and care. Appreciate it very much.
5. KJ, for the CD which was really really awesome.
6. My mates for the musical afternoon, was sortta hoping that we could seize the moment and juz let time drag a lil' longer... It's never gonna be enough for us.. Thanks for making it happen... YC & Cat
7. Pn. Tan for the Happy Meal! One of the most memorable supper I have.
8. Fellow comrades for the chat and support. Appreciate them very much..
9. Father, for the things that happen to me.. I thank you with heart and soul for the blessings.

Ok, Just some scribbling on the wall...
I'm Contented. =)

I want ya

2010-11-12T01:45:00.005+08:00

Loving Jones and Lavigne...
Their songs can get me through the day... =)
Juz wanna drop by there to say a word or two.
Am now totally in love with knowledge and videos..
Many people kept asking, what do I usually do in my room.
Well, basically... I have no idea...
But after using my short term memory,
I think music and surfing the net take up a huge portion of the time.
So, that's usually what I do.
Thanks for asking!
Missing 4 stringsers...
Yea, you, vio & guitar!!
I WANT YA!

Another of my 'what if ' happened today.
This time is my bikey.
Always seeing and hearing people talking about their 'tayar pancit'..
And finally...
its my turn...
This morning, when I was already late for class...
Quickly I unlocked the chain of my bikey..
Something felt weird....
And there it was... the flattened tyre..
Ahh!!! How can anything be so coincident??
Now what??? I'm already late!!!
No choice, gotta grabbed sis's bike and rush to class 1st...
Gonna change my pancited tyre later...
Damn... who pancitted my bikey's legs???
Screw he/she/it!!!
Gonna change bikey's leg tomorrow...
Bye bye pancited tyre....
Thanks for serving me for these 11 months!!!
May you RIP....
Here's another tips for you guys who rides to school...
Be forever sure that you have a backup bike to be used.
Or, keep a spare tyre in wherever bonet that you can find on your bike!! XD
If not, you'll end up taking no.11 bus to your destination... LOLz...

To those who are facing hard times now.. Especially Yuan.. Life is always preoccupied with many different challenges and sometimes, you don't understand why they happen.
All in all, it is one of the trials and tribulations that the Lord had prepared for us where we have to stand tall and face it head to head. Overcome it and you'll be alright
Please remember, the sun will always appear after the rain...
Hope that you'll move on soon!!

Freak Out-Avril Lavigne

Activify..

2010-10-30T22:01:00.004+08:00

Dunno why I'm here.
Guess I juz felt like scribbling something today..
Caught a sudden thought about how exciting life can be.
Saw those enjoying videos and pictures of my friends,
it struck me that I hadn't been in any camps for about more then half a year now.
And the year before I was like organizing tons of camps and participating in them.
So it feels kinda weird not being able to be outdoors...
Kept myself locked in like a lil' bird these couple of months,
which made me forget how fun camps can be.
Well, I do hope that there would be some camps in line for me to join.
Starting to get activities crave now after 5 years of activity packed schedule.
So guys, if there's any juicy events going on, keep me informed! Lolz..

Sunk all day into Westlife and Glee... Rockin' Roll!!!
In perform mode this time.
Performance, anyone?? Lolz.

Oh ya, got a lot of 'you'd been invisible/ disappear' comments this week.
I'm always around and just them am not as appealing about it.
So, if you really wanna find me,
e-mail, or nudge or even leave any message on my networks will do.
Will get back to you ASAP. =)
I'm STILL HERE!!!!!

p.s.: Thankful for a friend who had got healthier and my 2 dears who moves me with their words and not to forget, mama and dada for everything!!! =)

To Be With You-Westlife

Random

2010-10-25T21:03:00.004+08:00

Haha... English for this one.
My Eng language is getting bad to worst.
Words starts leaving my brain.
I'm serious!
Nowadays, even simple words like 'potential buyers' and 'communication'
dun even cross into my mind.
It should be really in a retarded state by now, I suppose.
And Eng mid-term is blasting towards me, full speed.
Better brush it up so that I may survive the explosion.. XD

Here are somethings that I always thought:

1. I always thought that I am tall. Not just tall tall, but long tall. Means that i really really think myself as a tall person. Someone long enough to look at people where the seem rather tiny to me. And boy, am I wrong. Just the other day, when we were off to the lake, playing line-up in sequence, I knew that I am not the tallest among them, as there's 1 or 2 who have unquestionably long legs, so I thought, oh well, I am the 3rd tallest, who cares~ And it turns out... I almost ended up standing in the middle.... =_=||| DAMN! And I thought I am tall.... Better change my 'explicit positive attitude' towards myself and start calling myself shorty. Or in another way, jumping and being in hope of getting slightly taller by doing so might do the trick.. Lolz...

2. Always thought that lil' kids nowadays are monstrous. And by that, I meant that they are NOT AS CUTE AS THE KIDS WERE BEFORE. Boy, am I dead wrong. Yesterday, while I was alone sitting at the corner, packing up a huge pile of clothes, ,this two adorable lil' boys came along and started digging into the mountain of clothes. When I was ready to ask them to stop playing and get back to place, they started pulling clothes and accessories from the 'mountain' and started folding them, and passed them to me when they are done... Lolz... They are just 5, and they know what does it mean by being helpful. So freaking damn CUTE!! As they continued to dig for more clothes that they know how to fold, their mouths were mumbling something like:" I wanna help..." The other was like"Hey, I know how to fold this..." and continued their jobs. Ahhh... And when I say a BIG thank you to them each and everytime they pass a folded clothes to me, the BIG silly grin shown on their face were priceless... So sweet of them to help. They'll definitely be great people when they grow up. Bless them.... Too bad I didn't get their names, and numbers.. XD Hadn't even get the chance to give them a candy... Haiz... May there be another chance then.

3. Always thought that Pluck: Musical Arson would be funny and enjoyable. And IT WAS. They were awesome on stage!!! Hilarious, wonderful, splendid, amazing, talented, talented, talented.... (limited adjectives to describe them) All in all, their performance were superb! Really glad to meet the 'talented idiots'~ hahah...

Haha.. That's all for the random section. Having steamed hot rice fever now... Toodles!

Fever by PLUCK

又来了

2010-10-20T20:20:00.003+08:00

事情又来了。还记得以前看戏常会看到男主角付钱时忘记带钱包，必须call朋友来帮忙结帐，就会想若有一天，自己也没带钱而买东西会有什么后果。好了，就如自己所愿，："若" 来了。一直会千确定，万确定自己不会发生酱的事，结果咧，真发生了，但是不同的是，钱带来了，但带的钱不够。为何每次自己想的事都会”如愿以偿”呢？真搞不清楚，自己愿会发生的好事，又不见得会发生。。。真是服了自己。哈哈。。。事情是发生啦，没办法只好面对嘛！还好有解决了，只是当时真的很够尴尬。。。没办法，就只好这样。。。为了你以后或许会发生的类似事情，还是劝你先想好能帮你的人给想好，把他/她的号码给save起来好了，有事就不用那么烦了。哈哈。

从不会发生的事情发生了，想必是有什么是搞错了。回去后就拼命的找遍每个角落，想想原本确定好够用的钱放去哪了。找来找去，找不到。想想看，一定是不小心把它给弄丢啦。只有四个字可以形容自己：“神经大条”。那笔够自己用上两个星期的钱没啦，现在才体会到没钱的滋味原来是这样的。 =D

这事情就是告诉大家，千万别乱设定一个“如果” 或“假如”，事情真的很有可能会发生的。哈哈。

最近发生好多好多事，大多的都是我们都不希望发生的。两个简讯足以影响一整天的心情。。。还是希望事情能尽快过去，大家多能健健康康的活动吧！

p.s.: 今天去了麦当劳叔叔那里，点了个Happy Meal，那counter的人睁大眼睛看着我，"Happy Meal?" 哈哈，好好笑哦。本人买孩子套餐真的有那么奇怪吗？

笨蛋-金莎

倒翻的面

2010-10-18T19:08:00.002+08:00

以前常看到有人下课时在食堂不小心把手上的面倒在地上，不知所措，就很好奇地问自己，万一是自己倒到面，我会怎样做？好啦，现在就发生啦，自己煮的面掉翻在地上啦，终于体会到当初曾好奇的那问题了。

结果？

面倒满在地上了，很明显的是不能吃啦; 不能吃，就得丢掉啦；丢掉就得把面拾起来，丢进垃圾桶啦; 面丢进拉低通，就得把地上给擦一擦; 擦一擦就得擦很多擦才能保证地上不再油啦；地上不再油了，就得把倒翻的碗给洗干净啦；碗洗干净了，就得回一个空空的碗啦；一个空空的碗，就代表没面吃啦；没面吃就代表肚子要饿了；肚子饿了就得找东西吃啦；找到东西吃就代表不用饿啦; 不用饿就代表你刚刚所做的一切都是废的啦, 事情就是那么的简单。

没想到，倒翻一个面要做的东西只有这样，想不到吧？多得自己多事，去想些有的没有的问题，搞到今天自己必须做些有的没有的事情，也搞到自己没了一碗面吃。。。也多亏当初的胡思乱想，我终于知道倒翻面该怎么做了，哈哈哈哈！！！

这故事告诉你，万事就别乱想万一搞不好“万一”真的发生在你身上哦！哈哈哈哈！

奇怪，怎么最近的milo总是没味道的？是自己的问题吗？还是milo变淡了？？？ XD

好了，谢谢空闲的你来看我写的一大堆有的没有的，是时候吃晚餐咯！ =)

懒的去管-孙燕姿

Till we meet again

2010-10-16T00:16:00.005+08:00

JLan left us yesterday...
3 sems,
3 farewells...
Why's everyone saying bye byes???

Yet again another crazy night with the SJs..
Chatted, laugh and shots all night long..
Not to mention, a visit through the 'new toilet'--McD
Wonder why Kamparians are so crazy about burgers and fries?
Some even make the whole trip there juz to see the BIG Yellow 'M'???
(People like us... LOLz...)
The BIG M was so great that juz passing by the drive-thru excites us.. Hahaha..
From mid-night till early dawn,
Crazy acts from a bunch of just-matured lass..
and went home juz a couple of hours before the 8am class...
Wicked!
Guess sleeping 'early' is juz our way of saying goodbye...
May she choose the right path of her life!
So long... my friend..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Suddenly feel that I'm a person really knows how to enjoy life.
Even in this hollow room,
soulless...
But yet I can find it intriguing...
The peacefulness is just... FUN!
You might find it weird,
but yes,
I enjoy just being with myself..
And yes, music and some other 'props' too muz be with me for saying that..
Having a good time to the MAX!
Better enjoy kaw kaw before they come back!! =)

Oyasumi~~

Beethoven Virus-Diana Boncheva (AWESOME!)

PLUCK

2010-10-12T02:11:00.003+08:00

Musical Arson!!
Wait for me!!!

Another lil' birdling is gonna leave this nest soon.
Already 3 farewells in 3 sems...
Why must adjournment have to happen everytime?
It's never fun seeing peers leaving one by one... =S

Another happy dinner with a whole bunch of lass,
And did things without any thoughts..
When we say do, we do.
Something I'd been longing for.
We wanna eat dinner, we have dinner.
We wanna slack in, we slack.
We wanna play, we play,
We wanna laugh, we laugh,
We wanna talk, we talk,
We wanna play killer, we play killer.
We wanna have supper, we have supper...
It's sortta fun acting without much consideration.
Live at the moment would be the ideal life now. =)

Gonna start being an Englishman from now on.
MUET's waiting to attack!
Gotta gather all our weapons for defense!
Wish me luck!! =)

Turkish March-Mozart (A said to be my song...)

Perfect 10

2010-10-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

If you care for someone enough,
you'll overlook their flaws;
If you like someone enough,
everything about him/her would be perfect;
If you understand someone enough.
you'll be able to tolerate with everything they do;
If you are sure enough that you are right,
why not try to point out your wrong?
If you think of someone hard enough,
you'll also be the one he/she thinks about;
If you love someone enough,
'you' or 'me' won't exist, 'Us' will...

Learn to forgive and forgive forget and move on...
Love is unconditional...
If it's strong enough, nothing will stand in your way...

Received many shocking news these 2 days..
It all happen to the people around me,
Juz listening to them makes the plunge the mood...
Dun even mention things happening around..
Gosh, the world's such a chaotic place.
And this is supposed to be the perfect day,
full marks for everything,
guess 'unfortunate' too deserves full marks..
Sucks!

The Only Exception-Paramore

Terrific!

2010-10-08T01:54:00.002+08:00

Steamboat with friends until 3am.
11 hours of dinner... haha.. Unbelievable.
Talked and talked and talked...
And then wandered the streets at 3am...
Damn nice.. XD

Today's my buddies Al's and Jun's BDAY!!!
May laughter accompany them everyday!!
Help me wish them Happy Birthday!! XD

Thanks Ke. J for the CDs!!
They are awesome!

And lastly,
to all the bands who got separated in the end,
though your days of performing together might be over,
but the fantastic performance you all had done in the past will always be remembered.
Dedicated to: S Club 7, 911, TVXQ.

Crying-JaeJoong

Random

2010-10-05T23:22:00.004+08:00

Mmm... busy munching on Oreos right now.. Yum!!
Well, working does make people hungry!

This is already the 3rd week of my sem 3.
Still, the subjects rarely attracts me.
Except, well Social psychology...
which am still very very blur about what isit talking about.
Juz grabbed hold of the textbook today,
was damn excited to read it.
And so I did.
Seriously, it is really like a story book.
(Except that I have to flip the dictionary every now and then is bugging me...)
Once I read it, I wanna read more.
There's so many things to be learned
yet,
there's juz not enough time to do so.
Many things on my to-do list has yet to be achieved.
and here am I,
sitting in front of the monitor,
trying to figure out what to do next..
Silly me.

Maybe someday I will end up like Elizabeth, (Eat Pray Love movie)
going wherever I want,
juz so that I can enjoy life to the MAX!!!
A simple backpack,
a pair of track shoes,
and a map
can get me everywhere I want，
tasting wondrous food,
meeting amazing people...
How good will it be.... =)

The PMR candidates will be squeezing their heads,
trying to get all the important terms into their small lil' brains.
Wishing them the best in their exam!!
And same to the industrial trainees who are working their a** off to get the work done.
Have fun!!!

30 mins more for Da's b.d! wahahahhaa...
And in this hollow room,
this soulless street,
the silence is intriguing....
Bababababa... I'm lovin' it! =)

Alice-Avril Lavigne (wicked!)

Busting Ideas

2010-09-30T17:58:00.005+08:00

Haha, Juz back from class and have the sudden urge to post this one quickly.
Had been reading a book about idea written by the great Jack Foster.
Am really really impressed by how easy an idea can actually be generated.
Foster planted the idea that an IDEA is actually a combination of many existing ideas,
which is quite true.
One very simple example is the rubber pencil,
which simply evolves by combining a pencil and a rubber,
A rag and a stick being put together forms a mop! Voila!
Simple things like this makes BIG BIG difference!
So, dun be shy,
When an idea pops up,
dun be shy to speak up!
Stand up and speak out LOUD!
You'll never know if the outrageous idea of yours can be something that changes the world.XD
Be Creative and Think like a CHILD!!!
Credits to Foster and the others whom he quoted.
(There's to many to be listed all, sorry! =S)

Oh ya, he also mentioned that we should do something out of our rut for wider experiences.
So here's somethings I did/will do:
1. Took a car ride to get to another block which is basically a few steps apart from where I am.
2. Went home using another route apart from which I usually use.
3. Laughed senselessly in class with Jane.
4. Will be taking another way Home (My literal one... muahahahhaha)

Ok, I know it's a lil' lame, but it's a start. You should try it some time. It's fun! =)

Again, here's something regarding S^2C.
If you do not know what it is, please refer to my previous post.
For those of you out there who is interested in donating for the cancer treatments,
You can visit S^2C to do so,
or become one of their members and start a group and raise funds with your friends.
Anyone interested can leave a comment.
Thinking of starting one myself too,
but it really needs great support from everyone.
So, Lend a hand, donate a penny, or just spread the news will do great help. =)

Will be closing this post with a rather fascinating video.
Am always attracted to charismatic and people who can talk real fast without stopping.
Or rather singing snake long phrases without catching any breaths
and still get to stay on beat.
Here's one: LOLZ!

TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD! SALUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love The Way You Are Cover by Stephaniegee

Bad ears

2010-09-28T20:36:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder,
how nice if I have more then 1 pair of ears.
Ears to listen to what people wants to tell,
Ears to hear the interesting squicks and squarks of the surroundings,
Ears to hear the tapping sound of the raindrops,
Ears to learn differentiate what is true and otherwise.
Ears to understand each and every language humankind speaks,
Ears to help reach out to those who are in need.
Ears to attend to the all the great words spoken by great people,
Ears specially for those great majestic classical pieces,
Ears to listen to every beautiful noted played all around the earth,
Ears to listen to everyone's hearts desires....

And now it got me thinking, how can our mighty brain possibly process all the neurons transmitted if we have so many pairs of ears? Haha...
Or maybe it's 1 pair of ears is more than enough,
juz that the time constraints me to do everything well??
Or its juz that I dun listen well???

Am basically using 2 music players in my comp,
2 music tabs in my browser in order to listen to as many different types of songs,
ironic right?
I only have 1 pair of ears and can only listen to 1 song at a time,
but yet am using so many different medias to play all of them.
XIAO! XP

So in conclusion, 1 pair of ears would be enough for everyone of us, end of story. : )

Thinking of getting one of this petite gramophone player,
It's jz so damn cool.
btw, are there any records sold these days? (a.k.a big black disc) =P

Moondance-Michael Bubble

S^2C

2010-09-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

The more you anticipate, the greater disappointment you'll get.
That's when the thing that you are expecting to happen, doesn't happen.
Hadn't had such a great disappointment in my life since I dun know when.
But the pain was so great, that it almost brought Mr. tears.
Anyway, have to look at the BIG picture. Not everything can go our way.
Though it really wasn't her fault that the precious didn't reach me.
Still, there's this tiny whinny bit of distrust in me now.
Will be facing problems trusting sales gal now.
What a saddening thought.
At least I got to pour a huge portion on some things that am crazy about!
Will get to enjoy them when in my comfy lil house when I get back... Woo huu!!
And will start mua's adventure of hunting precious again!
Wish me luck!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Announcement~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Join the league to fight against cancer,
Help the cancer patients all over the world.
One in 2 men and one in 3 women will have the chance of having cancer.
Please please, please give your best in donating for the research of the cure of cancer!
There are various types of cancer were the one's you know are minors.
Donate now, even if it is a small amount,
every penny counts!
To donate: please visit S^2C
Will try to find other alternatives for you to donate.
Help the patients, think of your loved ones...

Cancer patients are like flowers.
They may look pretty on the outside,
but we'll never know what happens on the inside.
Juz like deco flowers..
they will eventually wither if nothing is yet to be done.
the cancer cells will overpower the body over time
and might eventually be cause a life to be taken away.
There's no time to waste..
Donate now,
And get a medical checkup before it is too late.

Just stand up-Various artiste

Too bad..

2010-09-24T02:33:00.006+08:00

The country gal who lives a Big dream

Or the music lovers who do it all to fight for their summer camp?

Ok, here's the thing.
Hannah Montana movie was a total AWESOME..
Miley Cyrus surely knows how to live the best of both worlds.
While Camp Rock 2 spells..... SO SO..
I mean come on, we all know that a sequel can't be any better than the 1st 1,
but everything was so damn commercialized.
Both the movies shows the love for music,
and we can easily see the sincere naive thinking of juz playing movie that you love in HM,
What about CR 2？
The only song that I consider realistic is the piece done by Nick,
Introducing Me, catchy and nice...
Contrastingly, most of the tracks in HM truly are inspiring and meaningful..
Butterfly fly away, The climb... What a great piece of work!
Still, Disney movies are and always will be a fave..
Oh well, juz like what Joe say:" Not every song can be a hit..."
We might juz as well live with it.

Yesterday was the traditional Mooncake festival,
where the moon is at it's roundest and most luminous state.
Raindrops juz kept pouring from the sky... Damn!
And immediately after it stopped,
we hurried out placing lit candles and lanterns everywhere...
The whole path was filled with overaged people playing with candles,
decorating each and every plant the see with lighted lanterns.
Sang Happy Birthday song to the Birthday gal, Jane;
Lighting as many candles we can having the flaming fun.
And juz as we got the hang of the whole routine,
thinking that we'll get to spend the whole night together...
Drop... drop... drip.. drip... drip..
The freaking downpour was back, Gosh..
Packed up, simply snapped a few pics together..
and there goes our lovely mid-autumn night...
Had been wondering why did it rained,
and someone said that e'rything happens with a reason.
Ya, can't blame the weather either.
God work in wonders... He does things with reasons..
Guess someone out there could use some rain water, who knows?
Oh well, at least we got to play, that'll be enough. =)

灯笼树，漂亮吧！

Oh ya, here a quick recap of my term hols...

Spent most of the time at home, slacking...
(Yea, am a sortta homely, if you mention it)
Hung round with our childhood friends, talking craps and craps...
So-so fun spending hours in the mamak, juz talking.. haha.
Oh ya there's the roti milo too! (Try it, yummy~)

And met most of the dudes I wanna meet.
Cam sessions, sandwich lunch with the youths;
K session, library visitation, lepak moments with the gals;
More family time;
Priceless moment with Grans. =)
Horror comedy Thai movie session, pizza time, candle lit moments with the monsters;
All I can say is, yea, precious time ticking away e'ry second,
but not all of them had gone waste... =P
Looking forward for the next hols to come!

Introducing Me-Nick Jonas

The Roundest day of the Year

2010-09-22T00:47:00.007+08:00

Haha, High mode now!
It's The mooncake festive!!
And every year round,
it will certainly put mua in a silly crazy mood...
Wonder why...
Maybe it's becoz of the candles or whatever else we do for the festival.
Lanterns, sortta childish, but does wonders to everyone.
A flicking candle, so bright but yet so mystery...
Yummy mooncake, a symbol of unity and harmony.. (It muz be sweet! XD)
Suddenly have the urge to cite a poem.. XD
Every year, on this very day,
the charming lil' light of the candles summons..
leading me to the nice quiet area outside,
sitting in the midst of emptiness...
and just watching the lil' flame on the candles, flicking sideways,
makes me go wild..
A whole strain of colourful candles,
lying along the pathway, burning in peace...
where the calming wind keenly tries to blow out every spark on the pieces of wax,
but yet, the stong ones, survived...
Mr. Big round moon, hanging in the sky,
inspiring every soul beneath it,
with it's charm and glow...
And there's the neighbours' chattering sound,
lil kids' giggling voice,
and of coz,
the family reunions..
What a wonderful night it would be... XD

Mysterious flame, the unyielding strength beholding many untold stories...

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to all!!! =）

Monsters, here a piece of our memory that day...

Playing candles like lil' kids... XD

p.s. Finally got to eat with Xian and Happy Bday Jane!

明月几时有-王菲

Yuu...huuuhhhhhh!

2010-09-19T23:39:00.005+08:00

I'm back from hols.
New hair, new glasses, new day, new spirit....
What an AWESOME 2-week break!
Tomorrow will be the start of my 3rd and final sem in foundation!
It just keep better and better!

More to come soon! =)

呜呼-林宇中

Saving Milly

2010-09-09T03:32:00.006+08:00

A trip up to the magnificent strawberry paradise-Cameron Highlands.
All song playing in my mind is What a Wonderful World by Louise Armstrong...
This described everything that happened the past 2 days. XD
Relaxing unforgettable moments with the Sweet T-s.
If you want me to describe how was the whole trip,
there'll only be 2 words:"Strawberrily FUN!"
Everything there is Strawberry, strawberry, strawberry...
You can't imagine how many strawberry farms there are up there.
Many would probably say that what's there to do in Cameron?
Plucking strawberries of coz! XD
There's also Boh Tea and Cameron if you have a thing for teas,
and tons of vegetables lying around beside the road, they're for 'free'! hahaha..
Breathe the fresh air, lie on the comfy grass and juz looking at the sky is worth the trip.
Yeps, it's beautiful!
Am so glad to be there till I nearly craved my name on the road! lol!

Beautiful greenery view in Boh tea farm. Loved the smell. =)

After the trip was the way back home!
Saving Milly was on TV the minute I set foot in to mua's bliss nest.
An inspiring act to be seen, about the tough warrior, Milly
who had a long fight with the dreadful Parkinson's disease.
And her journalist husband who had been her side all the way through.
Based on the true story written by Mort Kondracke about his beloved activist wife's life struggle due to the monstrous disease, Saving Milly is truly a movie which will move you hearts, not because of the struggle she faces, but because of her strong-willed soul that never backs down.
For those of you who is fortunate enough to own a fortune,
do contribute a small portion of your wealth to support the research for the cure for Parkinson's disease. Many out there depends on you generosity to stay and conscious life.
No one can imagine how it hurts seeing yourself or your love one suffering turmoils and is unable to do anything to help.
Mort's love for his spouse is unspeakably moving and touching. Do keep an eye for this heartfelt movie! (Michael. J Fox was the spokesperson for the fundraiser for Parkinson for he was one of them)

♫ I will Be-Leona Lewis

Silent Happiness

2010-09-07T09:44:00.005+08:00

School's out, Finals are over, holidays are in, music are blasting, and lets hit the road!!!
Yoo Hoo~ World, here I come!
Yesterday was utterly a Great Great day.
No one can actually imagine how happy I was when I finally stepped out of the freaking exam hall.
Beaming secretly inside beaming silently on the out.
This is called the silent happiness, to name it.
Everything was like so perfect, the weather will be at the best of its own (it was raining),
the wind brushing against your ears, as if whispering:"You're Free!"
Even the librarian was wearing a BIG grin on her face when you pass by.
Everything just seemed..... RIGHT
The day, the occasions, the time.... the Bikes? were all in the right place, at the right time...
Well, the bikes were actually stacking on each other because of the wind's mischievous acts. XD
Walking and riding in the drizzling raindrops was the perfect thing for this perfect day after sitting through multiple questions which you have no answers. Lolz.
It just felt great.
Talking on the phone with the people you love,
staring at the screen watching whatever your heart demands,
Cooking on the frying pan and talking the crap outta ya with friends you consider more of strangers,
Watching Miley wanting Montana outta her life,
Seeing the birthday gal talking and laughing everywhere she went,
And finally getting the chance to even touch the strings of heart's desire....
What a Good day the Lord hath made.
This is the silent happiness that I'm talking about,
no word can express the scrunching feeling inside,
Where everything, no matter what, everything seemed PERFECT! =)

♫ Butterfly Fly Away-Miley Cyrus ft. Billy Ray Cyrus

红豆·魔法·故事

2010-09-05T00:43:00.004+08:00

Had a great lonely movie marathon earlier this day. Watched or rather explored 3 fantastically great movies is a row, damn syok!

Thoughts：

1. Botak (a.k.a 阿牛) from 初恋红豆冰：他的细心，纯真，坚强...
2. 打架鱼（初恋红豆冰）她够洒脱、够胆、够力 XD

- 从没发现大马电影能有那么单纯却深奥的想法，绝对叙述着平凡大马人的生活。一个字：赞！

3. Ella from Enchanted: the brave one, for her kindheartedness, the way she talks back..
4. The lil' elf for his BIG DREAMS! Who says elfs are destined to sing and dance??

- 2nd time I'm watching it. Still mesmerized by the rhythm of their verbal comm. Fascinating!

5. 第36个故事的朵儿 & 蔷儿。她们的爽朗，她们的直率，她们的性格，她们那么确定自己要的是什么, 她们那么的坦白... 那么的... 自由。

- 一个字：酷！电影里的咖啡屋超吊的。人真的能够活得那么的随心所欲吗？想做就去做，就那么的简单!

My mind's bursting with so many ideas which it cannot withhold all of them. So much to say, so much to do, so much to explore... Boy, do I love this live!!!! hahaha...

在你心里，最有价值的事情是什么？

♫ 纯文艺恋爱-阿牛

Abstinence

2010-09-04T21:31:00.003+08:00

Finally got to touch the beloved keypad of mine. Had been trying so hard to keep away from my lappy as finals approached. Now, finally got to relax as 4 subs have passed and there's the last one left 2 days later, which is also a very important date to be noted... ( Hehe, won't tell you what）

As promised, here's the reasons of why I love this sem so much :

1. Realised how fortunate I was being at home last time
2. Realized how much the monsters meant to me
3. Made tons of new friends
4. Did my 1st and very video!
5. More praises of being 靓仔... XD
6. Had a haircut that I liked
7. Spent more time with sis
8. Food... I can't leave without it!
9. Assignments were awesome!
10. Done 2 dramas, 1 solo presentation, and 2 exciting group presentations
11. Spent more time strumming on mua's guitar
12. Possessed J's baby!
13. Went to 2 important concerts
14. Had unforgettable time with Yi
15. Dated dear =)
16. Watched many interesting movies
17. More love from the guys
18. Socialization As a Process... LIKESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
20. Time with monsters and dudes~
21. Great music everywhere I go
22. Speechless... Even single detail like having meals is blissful enough... What's more to say, just loved it so much!!!

Oh oh oh, there's a last one!! Merdeka is also one of the happening this sem! Though there was neither patriotic songs around, nor there's any one who's willing so sing them with me, the spirit never left, I still love my country that much.. Malaysia, Yeah! lolz....

Taken back in S'ban. Cute lil' kids went on a Merdeka Walk holding flags and getting Coco Krunch from grannies! (Mine to be exact) hahaha...

1 Malaysia song (I have no idea what is the name) XD

Last class

2010-08-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

It's the last day of class of my Sem 2!!!
This sem passed by real fast,
can't even believe that I had studying for 13 weeks dy!
Juz recalled some drastic moments spent in front of the comp,
waking up everyday juz for the sake of the assignments...
But then, it's all fun... Fun... FUN!!!
Now, it's the end of this trimester.
Finals are due next week.
Hols the week after...
3rd sem the week after and after next!!!
That was fast, I hadn't even blink my eyes fast enough to notice that...
I ENJOYED this sem!
Despite:
1. Spent many 'quality' time with myself due the the choice of my timetable.
2. Didn't get to go home every week.
3. Didn't get to hang around with mua's buddies as much
4. Spent lil' time on MSN.
5. Have less sleeping time.
6. Didn't watch as many movies as last sem...(I THINK)
7. Missing my vio hell lots...
8. Only went to church a few times.
9. Less dinner out.
10. CO wasn't as fun anymore. =( [That's after concert]
11. Only finished reading 1 book completely.
11. HEAPS of Assignments!!!!

Everything else were lotsa FUN!
Next up... Finals... Hadn't study a bit...
Ahhhhhh~~
Oh well, might as well enjoy 1st, later only see.. tee hee~~
Will mention why I love this sem so much in my next visit here!

** Sem 2, I dun wanna say bye bye to ya~~

孙燕姿-直来直往

Random (repost for last Fri)

2010-08-19T22:46:00.007+08:00

Finished my final presentation of this sem finally..
Juz a blink of the eye and here I am, in my 2nd sem in this so called rural place.
My 1st presentation of this sem is ECS where I talked about TBs.
And then there is management, one of the group which I enjoyed working with the most.
Follow on, is my English presentation, we presented about Penang.
There's the ECS drama and Sociology drama..
Both wonderful memories gathered this sem..
And to wrap things up, there's the journal review and social group presentation..
There I was, standing in front of everyone, crapping nonsense that everyone is struggling to understand... video taking experience which was sort of hilarious... soft applause given after each and everyone of us spoke...
Hadn't really realized that I had done so much until... Am starting to have some reluctance of letting this sem past on...
I don't have any special or extraordinary story to tell,
No wonderful experience to share,
and of coz, not exciting tale to brag about..
But there's one thing I'm sure of,
its that life still goes on no matter what happen...
even though it is full of simplicity...

This is what happens when the bar list is out...

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Am in my last week of sem 2 now.. Hope that I'll get to finish everything I want to do with some of my friends... Next sem will be a whole new experience with some major changes compared to last 2 sems... May it be a happy one!

Had great, fun time with the monsters!!! We ROCK!!! hahahaha..
Lets have more food fights more often!! =)
Glad that Chuan joined us too!!
Ada masa we go makan la... ^^

The clamp we cooked until it opened.. XD

I Was Here-Lady Antebellum

为了霍洛维茨

2010-08-17T23:29:00.004+08:00

钢琴教师(为了霍洛维茨）For Horowitz,
赞！

若我是钢琴家，那该有多好。。。

Rachmaninoc Piano Concerto No.3 1978 Mov. 3-Horowitz

Joy = )

2010-08-14T11:45:00.005+08:00

Ok, I'm is such a good mood right now.
Feel like singing, dancing and slamming on my guitar!!!
Gosh, life rocks..
A simple thing can really make me happy..
Even if it's juz having a meal with mua's friends.
Our social drama juz ended yesterday..
Didn't quite sleep for days,
but yesterday, everything paid off..
Everyone's performance was so damn SUPERB!
Glad that I lived to see it happen.. (haha.. exaggeration)
And it's also the end for our ECS drama,
Journal report, social report, Econs assignment...
Wahahaha... Happy happy happy~~~

Happiness can be so simple,
even if it's just from a smile,
a wave,
a hug,
a word of advice,
a slap on the shoulder
And not to forget.... FOOD!!!! ^^
Sing out loud!
We X stream are freaking FUN!!!
hahahaha..
K session, anyone???

Pieces of my life,
I dun wanna miss a thing...

1st wantan mee in Kampar..
hahah.. S'ban's taste better!

I Don't wanna miss a thing - Luna (the background music is spectacular)

Scribbling...

2010-08-09T01:57:00.004+08:00

I just wanna scribble something over here,
it's a random thought.
Forgive me if you have no clue of what I'm writing.

There's an urge for me to observe people nowadays.
And by that, there are several ways to satisfy my desires...
Had been immersing muaself in the J culture these days.
Have to admit, J guys can be very beautiful，
Beautiful in the sense that the look artificial...
And why most of the J gals are so soft and gentle??
Its a kind of stereotype isn't it?
Guys be strong and muscular,
Gals be kind and gentle....
What's with this thinking?????
Gals can too be strong, cute and muscular, right?
And Guys can too be soft-spoken and timid right??
Though I admit that its easier to accept manly gals than girly boys,
it's still something the media created for the society.
I mean, think back, where did we first learn that gals have to wear skirts and boys have to wear pants??
Parents? Books? Television? Billboards????
They all are a part of media right???
Ok, I'm being very judgmental now.
Coming back, J drama are really nice.
At least they are clean enough not to put scenes which spoils the minds of many..
Eg: X-rated....
And they are also very creative in the sense that all the settings and the behaviour of the characters are too cute to be true!!! =)
Haha.. And some of their OST are not bad too. ^^
Thanks sis for immersing into the J world with me!!

Back to the observing people topic,
all of you should try it once of twice,
juz observing the people around you,
how they move, how they sit, how they talk...
They are actually quite interesting when you start to notice some of their routines.. ^^
Try it, its no harm!
Except if your two BIG EYES follow the target like a magnet la...
It can be scary and unpleasing for others..
Just do it secretly... You'll find something interesting doing it..
Oh ya, one last thing..
DUN MAKE IT A HABIT!
I have friends who are not afraid to show that they are observing people!!!
They heads move according to the target's movement!!
Like an owl, scouting for a prey...
As if they will attack the person anytime... Scary...
So, if you are to observe people, observe their minds 1st,
Try to understand how they feel being noticed...
Try thinking how will you react if someone is observing you???

Jean came and left this weekend.
Have fun camming with her.
May she visit again!

And just a piece of advice.
To each and everyone of you who are struggling to make decisions
and how to interact with others...
I can't tell you what to do or where to go,
please remember,

JUST BE YOURSELF!

Falsifying yourself will only make you suffocate yourself.
Remember who you are, what you wanna be,
stand strong in what you truly believe in..
Show your true colours...
And I know you will do fine.
As for those who feel that making up lies can help solve the problems,
Please note that 1 lie will be followed by tons of lies,
it's a never ending routine...

That's all for the random thoughts!
Heading to bed!

sweet~

True Colours-Cyndi Lauper

爱音乐

2010-08-07T03:32:00.004+08:00

会音乐的人超吊的！
玩音乐的人超酷的！
热爱音乐的人超炫的！
就像可爱的你们一样，无所不能地，把我给征服了！
爱死了！=）

愿有一天，梦想会成真～～～
音乐万岁！！！

朝着目标，向前迈进！！！

If-Bread

Assignments, assignments, assignments...

2010-08-06T04:31:00.004+08:00

Finally finished my micro and macroecons assignment!
Now my whole head full of econ term...
Monopolistic competition, break even, perfectly elastic, long run, short run...
Damn tired.
Special thanks to dad who catered so many info for me. ^^
Next up: Social journal and article review report, social drama report, social issue assignment, social drama script, A.Eng essay, ECS script...
That's basically what think I should do now. Hopefully I didn't leave anything out... :S
Just ended my 2nd presentation this sem on Tue,
am officially an adidas public relation staff right now... SUPPORT ADIDAS!!! haha..
Yet another fun-filled presentations with people I worked 1st time with.
And completed my 3rd on Wed,
LOL-ing throughout the whole presentation...
Go Tourism!!! Visit Penang!!! you'll see loads of cute pics there... XD
Coming up, ECS drama, Journal review, Social drama, social presentation...
I think there's all it is... I THINK!?
Oh well, lets just take one step at a time, shall we?

p.s.: Time's really running out, sleeping is becoming a waste of time!!!!

你是唯一-张芸京

Blessed

2010-08-02T00:30:00.006+08:00

Yet another wonderful weekend in my hometown!!
Finally, I got to hold you in my hands for the 1st time,
after hanging on those dreadful days,
wishing possess you so badly...
And now, you're mine!!!!!
Outing with my dearest Yi,
no time will ever be enough for us when we're together...
Eating with fellow youths,
fun and laughter accompany us each and every moment....
Glad to be back in church again...
granny and everyone who matters...
Got to spend some quality time with mua's beloved vio....
parting with you makes me live in agony (Yeps, this is exaggerating.. )
Longing to have more 'sessions' with you....
And most of all, got a new bro for meself! (ok, and for mum's case, a son)
wahahhahahahahahha!!!! Sedap!
Inception was fantastic,
what a wonderful movie that one would definitely regret not watching it.
Dream in dreams, one after another...
It juz makes the world seemed unreal to us...
Which is our real world and which is not,
how confusing...
And Who-what-huh,
is still the best game ever to make people confused!! wahahaha...
Life juz rocks when I'm back!!!!
Will miss mua's dear Yi heaps....

Till we assemble again... Love ya!
Anticipating the next time to go back again!!!

This is dedicated to the you who cannot make it back to s'ban this week... XD

芙蓉的天空....

And juz received a shocking news!!
He's getting married?? For real???
Though it's still not confirmed yet,
I'll be happy if he is!!! ;)

p.s.: TOM rocks! Jing RULES!!!!

* Time flies when you are enjoying it the most...
Time stops when you are heads to heels in love...
Time kills when you are in suffering endless pain...
Time drags when you are all alone with no one beside you...
Time ticks like a minute bomb when you are in a hurry...
and most of all,
the time comes when you least expect it to come.....

萤火虫-朱洁（please watch her on Youtube)

Random

2010-07-29T01:57:00.003+08:00

Dunno why these days so many people get sick.
J, Ash and even Mr. Choy (My Eng teacher)...
Hopefully all of them can get well and recover soon!
Eat well, sleep well, and play well before you go into 'business'...

Juz a simple thought to share
and maybe someday that someone will see this.
Wanting out doesn't really solve anything. You wanna runaway just because you dun like how people act and behave here. But what makes you think that this will not happen in other places? And why are you so sure that you will be happier in other places? Just hope that you'll know that sometimes somethings happen for a reason and that you may be a part of it. Try evaluating why you feel uneasy seeing some people and why some people treats you that way. Not saying that you have fault, everyone plays a role in it. No one is perfect and everyone makes mistakes, hopefully you will learn this soon and what is the best way to solve all the unpleasantness you are feeling... I love ya friend, and I hope for the best for you... Please dun feel offended as all I want is to do is to help...

Wanna explain that somethings
Whenever you are facing a dilemma of whether or not to tell a person what someone else had said about him/her, juz be very sure that the person you feel like telling is a positive person and won't care what everyone else says.... (Ok, thats like... NO ONE!) To those of you who like to gossip or 'evaluate' others, please think before you talk as whatever you say (Good/Bad) about that particular person, will definitely leave an impact on him/her (Huge/small). Even towards those who you think that won't mind.. I tell you, everyone minds.. Its just that how serious they take what you said....
And to those of you who do not know how to reject others.. I'm sorry to say that I can't help you in this because I claim to be bad at this as well.... Some people dun even bother if what they say will hurt others, but to those of you in this stage will be very worried that whatever you say might hurt that someone no matter how hard to try to loosen it.

Dead tired now, wanna head to bed now. (Please ignore what I wrote, I'm half asleep now...)

The Best of You-Foo Fighters

One down

2010-07-27T22:54:00.005+08:00

Haha, just finished my 1st presentation of my sem 2 today.
Mad happy now... (Teacher didn't have bad comments about me... XD)
Am very grateful that some of my friends came to support today,
wasn't expecting anyone to come but they came!
Rally glad about that. ^^
Had been worrying about this presentation for ages and now,
if feels as if a huge weight is lifted off my head and can finally sleep well now.
Next there's 7 more assignments and 5 more presentations to go!!!
And everything will due in the next 2 weeks!!
Gosh, isn't that 'NICE'?
Oh well, that's what U life is for, right?
Right now, am slowly fitting comfortably in the picture...
Hope that the whole picture turns out right! ^^

These are the 2 structures built from paper
the tall and handsome looking one is made by my group! haha..

It doesn't matter how high it goes, its the base that counts.
Just like in life, no matter how high your ambition is, and how far you can go, what is important is that you still remember the reason your journey and stick to it until the end....

p.s.: Am in a real good mood now. hehe..

To Be With You-David Archuleta ft. Kara Dioguardi

Nanny McSaturday

2010-07-25T04:32:00.006+08:00

Super relaxing Saturday!
Hadn't even step foot out of the door the whole day... wakakak..
Here's some random silly thoughts of the day:

It's truly mesmerizing seeing a bunch of cheerleaders kicking their a** hard in order to achieve what they want. Their moves, their style, their choreographs, their attitudes, all I can say is: BRING IT ON! It's just like us musicians (Or should I say long ago) what practiced our heads off to achieve perfection and harmony... Those were the days.... (But so is now. XD) Come on, baby! and there's the Nanny McPhee 2- M.I.A (Missing in action) which sort of explain the mua who has lost the spark and urge to do what I really want these days.

"Whenever you believe it, you can surely do it! "

That's basically one of the lesson I learnt these few days and will stick to this awesome principle in no matter what. Strongly believe that MIRACLES do happen and DREAMS do come true, all you have to do is believe and have faith. These are very important in our lives, please do tell yourself the same. There might just be one question you will ask: even if you do believe that you can, the others might not think so and tend to go with the easy way. So, what do you call that???
Bad influence, I reckon. These are the people who do not have enough faith to trust in you (Well, maybe some of them have good intentions though) Still, dun let them get into your way as you know better than that. Keep it up and give your best, you can definitely achieve what you set out to get.

p.s.:
1. I have no idea why I'm crapping this much, juz felt like blurting things out, maybe?
2. Love the streets, love the hoods.
3. Am still struggling with food... Once I see it, I will wanna have it. Now I know how prisoners felt when they see food but cannot touch it... I'm like a pathetic prisoner right now... T.T
4. Who am I? I'm spiderman... hahahhaha!!!
5. Alright, I'm happy, that's why I'm crapping awfully much. What to do? It's coming my way!!! Just can't help it! hahaha!!!

Just feel like treating myself with a plate of yummy Nasi Lemak right now... Yum yum..

"Oh Mickey, what a pity, you dun understand...
You take me my the heart when you take me my the hand..."
I Love ya Mickey!

Mickey-Toni Basil

Good

2010-07-23T19:06:00.003+08:00

It's my time again!
Am sort of obsessed in watching videos these days,
one after another.
Really have great time sinking myself into different genres of music,
experiencing different kinds of feelings through the powerful voices,
the beautiful melodies of the instruments..
It makes me feel.... Alive.

Am in quite good mood lately,
Happy feelings... haha..
Good sign. ^^
I mean like I get to see some people, who can really make me very very happy, dunno why.
Juz seeing them is enough...
Guess that's the feeling when you met a long lost friend and all the feelings come back?
But in this case, it's not like we are even close, still..
Oh well, happy feeling is a good sign, right? hahah..

1. Waiting to get home next week, wanna see mum, dad, dudes, monsters (hopefully)...
2. Food food food, it's really torturing to resist you.
3. Music saves my soul.
4. Mid-terms are all over! Assignments and presentations awaits!
5. Wanna to hold you in my hands!!! Come come come to mua!
6. Happy, but simple-minded mua, loss of ideas...
7. Someone deleted my precious pics!!! T.T
8. Gonna miss MY's farewell!!! Not fair!!!
9. Lunch and dinner with big bros and sis-s... Cool. : )
10. Spent too much this week... Going broke~~~

Something to show how I feel these days.. A bright and beautiful evening sky...

We'll Be a Dream-We Are Kings ft. Demi Lovato

Jingles...

2010-07-21T01:12:00.007+08:00

You're so cute that I can't take my eyes off ya.
I can and would spend the whole day just watching you,
seeing you, listening to your songs, knowing you...
When I lay my eyes on ya,
nothing in the world matters... Lolz..

Dead happy right now! lalalalalaaaa.... Yippee...

p.s.: Please dun get the wrong idea. :)

"You will... When you believe..."

[As long as you believe in yourself, there's nothing you cannot achieve...]
What a great song...
Make sure you listen to this before you go to bed.
Dream dreams that will come true...
Sweet dreams～～

When You Believe-Mariah Carey & Whitney Housten

Relaxed...

2010-07-18T00:12:00.004+08:00

A very laid back Saturday here in Kampar...
Hadn't spent much time for myself lately,
so, today was perfect! ^^
Got up rather late in the morning,
had some strawberry milk and bread for lunch,
instant noodles for dinner! :]
Though it had been a fun and relaxing day juz lagging at home,
will have to suffer the consequences later..
Oh well, who cares~

Juz finished watching The Perfect Man,
Boy, it was long since I last approached a movie that suits our age.
Hilary Duff and Heather Locklear is damn gorgeous!
Though the whole movie is an easy catch,
give it a try, it's really fun to watch!
Oh ya, the soundtracks are not bad too.
Simple and fun, you'll love them. ^^

Here's something: How can you tell a boy and a girl apart to a lil kid?
Found something rather interesting today.
There's this mum who faced some problem in explaining this to her son.
Here's the link: What's the difference between a boy and a girl?
Oh ya, do read the comments too, it's kinda interesting. :)
Had always thought that I can answer questions like this a-okay,
but after reading that link,
I don't even have a clue on what to say... Lolz....
Do comment if you have the perfect answer. ^^

Gotta struggle with my 5-mins speech again! Good luck to all!!!

Better Than This-Kimberly Locke

A day off!

2010-07-17T02:15:00.003+08:00

Am trying to abstain myself from touching my lappie lately.
There's so much to do but so lil' time
And am afraid that once I touch my lappie,
there will be no turning back.
And even if I DO touch my lappie,
all social networks are prevented....
Still, I waste a lot of time browsing for this and that...
Juz sort of realized that there are so many things out there to be explored,
there are so many things to be learned and understand.
The wisdom of the entire world is so wide that,
everything that's stuck inside my brains seem so useless...

And lately, I discovered some other things too:
1. My English had degraded, from bad to worst. Come on! Chinese is bad enough, but English too??
2. Whenever you are in a bad mood, nothing's good. And whenever you are in a good mood, nothing's bad.
3. I'm only in my natural form whenever I'm with people I feel comfortable with... XD
4. Life's a cycle. When you just stand by and watch some bad incidents go by, people will also stand by and watch when you face a bad incident.
5. Nothing will make me feel more satisfied than to fill my stomach with tons of food.
6. Being home's still the BEST!
7. Smile and the world smiles with you, cry and you'll get all wet. --Anonymous (Love the saying)
8. Getting the chance to touch musical instruments is the greatest joy of all.
9. I actually do need some time and space of my own.
10. Food...food...food.. I LOVE YA!

Enjoy having time for myself! ^^

p.s. Gave myself a day of holiday! Hopefully tomorrow will be recharged and finish all the awaiting tasks!

** I'm SOO Happy that I can't wait!!!!

Happy-Never Shout Never

有的人...

2010-07-05T03:29:00.004+08:00

有的人真的很伟大，站在他们角度看某件事情, 什么都好像真的都很美似的...
有的人，若生命中没有了那位特殊贵人的存在，恐怕就没有今天的他/她...
有的人，无论多么伟大，在他们自己的眼里，怎么看也觉得自己很普通，很平凡，不起眼...
有的人，与他们相比之下，是多么地微不足道...
有的人，尽管是什么简单或微小的事情，只要有他们存在，什么都会变得无比的完美...
有的人，永远都不知道自己身上能散发出耀眼的光彩，点缀着身边的人，为他们带来光芒...
有的人，在旁看到伟大的人做了哪些伟大的事，总会有种觉得自己很卑微的感觉，觉得自己永远都不可能像他们一样，
有的人，因为太在意别人对自己的期望与要求，不惜卸下真正的自己，努力达成大家希望看到他们的那个样子...
有的人，活下来，只因不要辜负爱自己的人们...
有的人...有的人...

这几天，不知为什么，突然感觉到世界真的很大，
有很多事情等着我去探讨，去经历...
许许多多的人等着我去了解，去援助...
时间好像真的不够用了...

生命无常，好好珍惜时间，把握时间去做自己想要做的事吧！

人生还有好长远的路要走哦....

p.s. 老大，有你真好

相反的我-张芸京

A puppy day!

2010-07-01T20:26:00.005+08:00

Ok, juz found out that actually the world ain't as perfect as I think it is.
Maybe all while long I had been happily living in the lil' world of mine and had not really witness what's actually happening around me.
Juz recently, I had been so obsessed about knowing more about ****sexuality,
that is obviously one of the major social issues these days.
Used to think that it is rather interesting and something quite cool and exciting to know,
but today, I have to admit that
I'm kinda sad knowing so much about them.
I mean, this is not what we are supposed to be right?
Isit real that some of us are really born like that?
I understand about those born with gender-fluid, but....
Juz dun understand why, sometimes....
I know it is a choice, mind set, feelings that one can't possibly have full control of,
still.... hearing someone talking about it in person, made me feel kinda.... disappointed.
I mean, I hear many things about what they do,
how they feel, what they like,
but for the 1st time, it just struck me that,
it's actually happening in this world,
a world full of corruptions and stuffs...
It's happening all around me...

Though it's kinda bothering me much right now,
they had given me an urge to wanna know more about them,
making friends with them,
and try to understand them....
Maybe they someday realize that,
this is not what they actually want/are...
Just maybe.
Still love seeing them, watching them and finally, hope to understand them as well..
What do you think???

Btw, if the you reading this knows what am I talking about
and you're actually one of them,
So, please dun feel offended or anything....
Am sorry if I've unintentionally hurt you...
Not trying to show any discrimination here,
you are who you are and I accept and like you as who you are,
just felt a sudden need of sharing this to everyone that's all.
So, please please please dun feel offended!

Oh ya, to tell the truth, some of my friends really thought I'm one of them too... XD

Will be heading back home tomorrow!!! Muahahhahaha....
Hopefully this will be an escape for mua from all the thinking and wondering... Or Maybe not.
Juz wanna list down a few people I hope to meet this weekend.
Prawn mee, Yen Jun, Cheah, Band mates, CALM Youths...
Ok, the list goes on, but still hope to meet Mua dear and the Monsters!! hehe..

Bata:" I'm sleepy~~~ *Yawn*"
Ain't it cute? I named it BATA, coz of something that happened earlier. haha..
Some1 brought it to class today... (wahahhaha.. you won't believe who)
it's so freakingly cute!!

p.s. Congrats to Cheah and Yen Jun again for getting JPA-s!!!
And happy Bday Man Yee!! <3

Neutron Star Collision-Muse

Search search search....

2010-06-29T00:20:00.004+08:00

Can't get the songs outta my head!
Haha, keep hearing them in my mind.
Whole day long like the radio is planted inside.
Almost danced to the songs, but luckily I didn't. XD
They make me happy,
but it's sort of disturbing if you wanna concentrate during lecture. ^^

Gotta thank KJ for introducing some nice songs to mua too.
Am enjoying them very much. ^^

Erm, loads of researching need to be done.
Loads of things are waiting for me to explore.
24 hours per day is not enough,
but since it's a Gift from God,
gotta really make full use of it!
Still caught in a dilemma of which topic should I choose to present,
Oh well..
Hopefully something good comes around soon la.
Gotta get back to info searching!
Wishing each and everyone of you a Happy Cantabile day!

Handsome right??? haha...

p.s. Waking up at 6.30am and have a nice jog at the park feels really great. XD

Nightingale-Yanni

Random

2010-06-27T13:25:00.004+08:00

Almost wanna cry dy...
How can someone sing a song that can move someone so much???
She's so freaking awesome!!!!!
Am totally drawn towards you.

And then there's the Glee cast singing at the back of my ear!!!
Can you guys please dun sing with so much feelings??
Wanna cry dy!!!
Can't help being moved by so many touching songs!
You guys are just so terrific!

Songs... songs... songs...
Affecting me and my mood now...
Tons of journals to read and assignments await!!!
Cannot continue to dwell in this feeling right now!!!

Had been quite occupied this whole week . Been rushing here, going there and staying back late. Had even came back from school at 12am. hehe... Neat, right? Am trying to enjoy these preoccupied days now. Hopefully I get to accomplish everything I target within the 24 hours given by Father everyday la. And sorry that am not blog walking often these days. Will try to arrange more time to do so! haha..

Food craving Mania starts right now!

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p.s. C.A.L.M dudes, I'm totally missing it all!!!

Don't Stop Believing-Glee casts

Happy days

2010-06-22T22:54:00.010+08:00

20 June 2010 (Friday)
(Day of Reminiscence Concert by CWCB)
Two of the most important days of the year had just passed not too long ago.
Both of them had been both fun, interesting, exciting and enjoyable to me.
Yes, I'm talking about CW Band's concert and UTAR Chinese Orchestra Night.
Yeps, I was dead excited on Fri when I know that I'll be boarding the train soon.
Went out to deal with the booklet thinggy, came back,
rushed here and there, packing stuffs as the taxi auntie is waiting...
(I didn't even style my hair!!!)
Reached the station, met Shirley (my housemate)
Chit-chatted, camming here and there...
The anxiety of boarding the train was gradually building as minutes went by.
After being delayed for almost half an hour, my 'saviour' finally came!
Was damn excited to go into the train, almost hopping all along. XD
Sat behind Shirley, made myself comfy and still very happy that I'm finally heading back home!
Then suddenly, someone kinda familiar came by and slipped into the seat beside mua.
She began asking me where I'm heading and stuffs and everything was so unbelievable.
She was my senior, since high school until now.
We were from the same state, same school, same U, same uniform unit, and share the same purpose of heading back-- to watch CW band in action!
Can't believe that there is such absurd coincidence.
Haha... It's like fate brought us there... XD ( sounds kinda funny right?)
Am happy to bump into her.
The journey back S'ban seemed so long and draggy,
my heart's pounding with joy as the train heads nearer to they city I longed to go..
I WAS SO DAMN EXCITED!!!!!
Almost leap off the train when we finally reached the ideal destination.
I'm finally home!!!!
Mum immediately brought me to McD when came. hahahahaha...
McD!!!!!!
And did some silly shopping...
Later headed straight to the hall....
My pace accelerated as I entered the hall, wanting to see my fellow Jr.s so badly.
Walked around, met many of me fellow 'comrades',
many hi-s and hello-s here and there.... (Sorry for being so specific, am picturing the scenes that happened that day)
So glad to see the teachers and ex-s!!!
The A-band members were all on stages and I saw each and everyone of them!!!
Run up and down the hall and finally entered backstage..
There are SOO many lil' kids sitting there!!!
Greeted by some familiar faces.. hehe.. so happy to see them as well!
Started to snap pics here and there....
Said hello to everyone backstage,
more pics... and something really shocking happened.
Dunno why all a sudden the lil' Jrs so interested to know my contacts and started to ask me for them.
Some even made me sign autograph on their books,
Made me feel so awkward, as if I'm some sort of a superstar.. LOLz...
Damn shocked.
And then blah blah blah blah, the concert started. (I'm so damn long winded, gotta cut the craps)
Okok.. here's the part when concert starts.
Found a seat and sat with mua dear Yi.
As the 1st song starts, my eyes were almost in tears..
It's the moment that had been anticipated for so long...
The only way I can express how I feel is as if I'm the one performing..
So nervous, but yet looking forward to it... (Ran out of words)
................................................................................

No gonna comment about their performances here....
After intermission,
Part 2 begins..
Strings section performance was so orchestral,
I juz can't keep my mouth close...
They were brilliant! So proud of them!!!
Loved the encore song, it wrapped up the who show with a enchanting touch.
I'M SO PROUD OF THEM!!!!!
Though there maybe some things lacking here are there, am really happy for them.
More shots taken after the finale.
Hugged my 2 gals when I saw them, miss them soo much. ^^
Snap snap...
For me, concert is too short, it ended too fast, and the packing was even faster.
GENG! Efficient.
Went yumcha in A&W.
Saw some cultural performances on the streets!
Too bad it's too late for me to sit there and watch the rest of the show.
Hopefully I'll get a chance to watch the cultural performance again la.
A&W was packed with all the band members and ex-s.
Went home after some chit-chatting.

All I wanna say is that was the HAPPIEST day of my life this year. Even mum can't stand me being so silly and high when I reached home.. DAMN HIGH WEI!

CWCB totally ROCKS!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

21 June 2010
(Day before UTAR Chinese Orchestra Night)
Rushed to the station to catch the train back.
Reached home, makaned, headed straight to campus.
Locked the key in my room, waited for sis to rescue me.
Rushed full speed to Block A for practice.
Something happened to the booklets,
made adjustments, more practice,
printed many things but the photostat uncle didn't charge me a thing,
am so thankful for him, spent a few hours doing booklet thingy,
dropped dead on the bed, doze off.

22 June 2010
(Day of UTAR Chinese Orchestra Night)
Woke up at 7,
Went practice at 8,
spend most of the time fixing the booklets the whole afternoon.
Many thanks to those who helped, my 2 'sis' , Sau Ting and Her Min.
Rehearsals, Practices,
had crazy time with Big bro, spiky and sis and Ali and Xiao rou and Uncle...
Dressed up, dinner,
arrangements, became 'lap sap po',
moved the refreshments here and there, cleared the room,
ran here and there again for last min rehearsal.
Became waiter, Hunt for the guard to on the lights, distributed booklets,
CONCERT STARTS!
Greeted the VIP-s, Sold tickets, closed the ticket counter.
Snap shots, stand by, went up stage, performed.
After performance, watch performances, more shots, concert ends.
More shots, autograph session, shots, autograph, crazy time...
Packed up, carried the drum from Block A to C,
moved the other instruments back to the room.
Good byes and headed for burgers.
Burger and tokayaki time.
Washed up, sleep.

That days was only one word. FUN!
Missed the days when we were organizing activities and concerts back then.
Though we COs could make more improvements, the performance are still ok.
Am glad to be a part of this new family of mine. ^^
CO Rules!

Sorry for the blurness, but it's the happiest pic I have here...

Tee hee~

To be able to be a part of Band and CO truly is something I won't regret for life.
Not everyone has this kind of chance. ^^

I'm SUCH A LUCKY LUCKY GAL!

p.s. Am really sorry for being so long-winded. XD
p.s. Glee's really nice! Their songs and the way they perform!

Somebody to love-Glee (AWESOME!!!!)

Bookleting

2010-06-18T06:00:00.003+08:00

Phew, finally finished editing everything dy...
Please please please dun ask me to redo the whole thing again...
I dun have so much time ah!!!!
Must must must be printed out ASAP!!!!
Wanna feel the birth of my 'Baby' again. XD

Going back at 11 am!!! Yooohooo!!!!
Can't wait the breathe the air of my home sweet home!
And yes, it's FINALLY the day!
Hohohohoho....
A day I'd been waiting for so long.... hahahahahhahahah!!
S'ban, WAIT FOR ME!!!!

Ok, better get some sleep 1st, later mengantuk on their big day then cham liao. Ciao~

p.s. : Hadn't been practicing for this whole week, am I still able to play??

How Do I Live -Trisha Yearwood

Random

2010-06-15T20:04:00.004+08:00

Actually I have nothing much to say about my simple life these days.
Was I didn't join the Chinese Ochestra,
I think there' nothing much to anticipate for me now.
Ok, that's after Band's concert la.
So, am really glad that I'd joined it. ^^
Oh ya, though my post are more simpler and short these days,
am really thankful for the one or two visitors who liked my posts.
Thank you for telling me that someone's actually reading them!

Juz too tell you guys that my food supply had been stocked up by dear momma and pappa!
haha.. There's so much to be eaten now! XD

p.s. What you sung was really amazing, love it much. Wonderful lyrics too! Can really feel how you felt when you sung it.. <3>

You're Not Sorry-Taylor Swift

Weekend

2010-06-13T22:33:00.010+08:00

Nice nice weekend with momma and dada around.
Though all we did was juz touring around Ipoh,
and loitering in Ipoh Parade.
The excitements felt adventurous.
Enjoyed the time when we were eating together,
talking and teasing each other.
Enjoyed being bullied by all of them.
Seeing mum's and dad's smile makes me feel so happy.
Missed seeing them these two weeks and they came to me.
Hahaha.. I'm a blessed lil' gal!

Mum finally bought something she longed to have-- Daisies!!
Hope that they will grow as well as they are now!

Two beautiful flowers, proudly bloom with pride!
Ain't them beautiful??

Boy, I miss my violin SO MUCHIE!

p.s. Happy Birthday Lemon and Ting En! Both officially become adult le!

Violin Sonata in A-minor, Mov. 1- Schumann

我是一只小小蚁

2010-06-12T10:56:00.004+08:00

天啊，做人怎么那么累啊？
什么事情都需要顾虑, 什么事情都得事先策划好，好烦哦！
还是做蚂蚁好。
天生长得比任何一样东西都小，
就凭这这一点，傻傻地活着，为生活而努力。
就因为自己的体型，
什么都需要很大的毅力和恒心来继续生活。
在它们的眼中，世界是多么地大，
而自己是多么地渺小，
每天每天就简简单单地完成生命中那小小的使命，
什么都不用多顾虑地为生活拼了，
哪怕会有那么一天，会被人毫无犹豫的一脚，
送上了自己那微妙的小生命...

蚂蚁是多么地伟大，
用尽一整生只为女王效劳，
生活是多么地简单自在。
我们常说的“犹如热锅上的蚂蚁”，
就显示着蚂蚁对于它们的生活，有多执着。
就算到了生命的尽头，
还是傻傻地在锅上跑老跑去，用力的拼了，
只为了保留着自己那小小的性命。
还是当蚂蚁好，
不用想那么多.... XD

我是一只小小蚁 :)

小蚂蚁-叶佳修（虽然没听过，但觉得歌词很有意思）

小蚂蚁歌词
词曲:叶佳修
一只小小的白蚂蚁
躲在一堆木料里
掩不住心中的焦虑
听着卡车呼啸向前行
(口白) 我本是一只快乐的白蚂蚁
住在一棵大树里
不愁风也不愁雨
诺大森林任嬉戏
有谁能告诉我
我们正往那儿去
回答呀回答呀回答是
声声怒吼的引擎
我们都象一只白蚂蚁
躲在茫茫人海里
一步一步地走下去
踏出时光的痕迹
一沉默一忧郁
岁月便悄悄流去
在午夜梦回的忧郁里
埋葬一颗年轻心灵
打从遥远的人生走来
走向遥远的人生去
在匆匆与匆匆的间隙里
种下豪迈步履

I'm not normal

2010-06-10T22:34:00.005+08:00

Ok, seriously, I'm sort of not myself today.
I mean, seriously, since when I became so cool and put:"Whatever" in my mouth all the time?
And yes, I hadn't miss my parents and friends so much in my entire life.
Had been hoping that I could be in S'ban now and is hanging out with my family + the gang.
Not to forget, I didn't realize how good our band was until now.
Everything seems better last time, I wonder why.
Perhaps it's because I'm not in my normal self,
or maybe, just maybe it is because of the lack of laughter in me these days.
Not in much mood of smiling or making friends.
Dun feel like indulging myself in a conversation either
Haiz... What's wrong with me??????
Gotta get back on track, FAST!
*SMILES* XD

Beautiful evening scenery of a peaceful lake. May you find some peacefulness in it.

FIFA World cup will be on today! hahahaha..
Can't wait to see pandas coming to class. ^^
Football Fever is Back on!
But 1st I've gotta buy myself a football jersey and a cap :P

p.s.: May intakes are so noisy and they make the lecture halls look small..
p.s.:) It's out! haha, Thank you everyone for voting!!!
p.s.s: Happy Birthday to all Jun 11 babies! There's so many of you that I have not enough fingers to count. Anyways, HAVE A HAPPY LIFE!

我不会唱歌-罗志祥

Pasta night

2010-06-09T02:11:00.007+08:00

Had Pasta night on Mon.
Once again, there are loads of fun.
Gonna thank Rannie, Spiky, Her Min, Sau Ting, Sensei, Wai Leong & Sis.
Because of them, I can only have this chance to have homemade food here.
Though this time we dun have a movie session,
Watching the news, and tv drama together are good replacements. ^^
Had a fulfilling night then.
We went walking around in search of the recycle bins,
and ended up loitering around Beijing, talking about witches and zombies...
Lolz.. Big bro and sis teaching lil' bro bad things ah. ^^
Had a wonderful night walking around with all the cups, plates and the pot tagging along.
Oh ya, not to forget our folks and spoons!!! hahahahaha...
Really had fun!
Thanks sis and bro!!

Still in the process of our experiment.
All the variables had been controlled and manipulated.

After starving ourselves for quite sometime, let me welcome, our end-product!
Looks yummy, right?
And indeed it is.

Two coloured butterfly~~~ Mmm....

Dunno why I felt a strand loneliness in me today.
I have friends and stuffs,
but something's not really right.
Maybe it's because dun laugh as often anymore. :S
Oh well, WHATEVER!
I still have my old buddies there for me :)
Old buddies are still the best!
Enjoyed all the chats with you guys!
Thanks ya!

p.s.: I miss mummy!!!!

温柔-五月天

Another day

2010-06-06T01:34:00.005+08:00

Went for "Kampar 1-day-trip today."
We started out initially as to search for sponsors and sell our concert tickets,
but ended up riding round town and came back empty-handed.
Almost, though.
At least we met a kind uncle who's willing to buy 1 from us
just for the sake of not disappointing us.
The kind uncle who opens a photo shop.
He will be working on our concert night which is also Father's day.
Poor him, working 365 days a year without rest...
Hopefully his business will grow la.
We are really thankful for him.
Kena rejected by most of the people though.
There are some who listens to what you've got say, trying to be helpful in any ways.
but there are also those uncles and aunties who dun even bother to let you introduce yourselves,
and just wave their hands saying :"No no no, dun want dun want.....” and forced us away... T.T
Oh well, it's not the 1st time kena rejected,
but if it happens too often,
you'll surely feel the fear building in you,
making you hesitate whether or not you should continue doing what you are supposed to do.

What satisfy me the most is the food.
Didn't expect Kampar to have such cheap food.
Jing Wen took me to a lil' home-like stall to eat.
We got to choose the "liao" of the noodles all we want,
and I simply picked a few (Approx 5-6 pieces)
expecting it to cost about RM 4 per bowl,
but instead, I ended up have a Rm 3.40 lunch plus Chinchau as my drink!
Damn cheap! haha.. No wonder so many people come here.
Gotta attach my gratitude to my tour guide of the day, Jing Wen,
for allowing me to present me 1st to ya!
Thanks a lot for bringing me round town ya! hehe...
It was really fun,
moving under the hot sun,
with the cooling breeze pushing towards my face!!
If there's another chance, lets do it again o! hohoho...

Oh ya, let me intro to ya.
This is J, a new mate of mine.
Hope that it will bloom pretty flowers soon!

Guess how much is this HUGE curry puff??
You won't believe it.
It cost only Rm 1.50.
The stuffing are all potatoes and there's half of an egg inside,
cool right? haha... Yummy too!

School holidays had started now!
Soo good.
May all school-goers use their holidays wisely o!
Have fun!!!

p.s.: Am enjoying the silence of this empty house... XD
p.p.s: Can't take my eyes off ya! <3

Angel-Sarah Mclachlan

Chiaki Senpai

2010-06-04T01:49:00.004+08:00

Ok, once again, I'm going mad.
Fell deeply in love with Chiaki once again.
Can't help it, seeing him just makes me melt!!!
Are there anymore Chiakis around???
And there's Nodame, who's another someone who I admire very much.
Though I loved her dear Chiaki very much,
I know more than to steal him from her.
As they are truly made for each other.
They both shines with the presence of each other...
How sweet~~~ <3

Once again another goodbye to be said to this fantastic, wonderful,
the most SUPERB anime ever as it had come to an end.
It's for real this time.
A true end where there won't be anymore of acts
from weirdo Nodame who doesn't like to bathe,
and the Magnificent Chiaki who's someone too perfect to even exist.
Just can't get enough of both of them,
and of coz, the music they give.
No one can ever get enough of them...
They are just so magical,
Influential.....
Feeling kinda sad as it's a true FINALE for the whole cantabile.
But it's a sweet epilogue for the whole sequel...

Nodame Cantabile is like coffee,
Sweet but bitter,
You'll always crave for it,
but one cup a time would greatly satisfy your senses.
More of it would be great,
but then you'll gradually lose it's primary goal...
NODAME CANTABILE, I heart ya!!!

I WANT MORE CHIAKI!
I WANT MORE NODAME!
I WANT MORE MUSIC!

A special thanks to Tomoko Ninomiya who made everything came true. Hopefully there will be more great mangas from her in the future!!!

Gratitudes to Lemon for this wonderful anime. Thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks!!!!
Will be looking forward to see the live TV version of NODAME!!! hahah..

p.s. Had my 2nd blood donation yesterday!! Yippee!!! XD

Symphony No. 7-Beethoven

Missing

2010-06-01T11:24:00.004+08:00

You Are Orange Juice

You are an energetic, driven, motivated person.

You are always eager to get started, and you face each day with optimism.

You are bright and hopeful. You tend to see what's right as opposed to what's wrong.

You are generous and caring. You're always happy to give someone else a little energy boost!

What Kind of Juice Are You?

Orange juice!! One of my fav. haha..

Still not getting used to the fact that 2 of my housemates had moved out.
After half a year of bathroom sharing,
There's ought to be some sort of heavy heartedness in it, right?
Though we seldom talk and mind our own business everyday,
there's still some reluctance of letting them move out.
And now, their room in replaced by new owners,
gotta share the bathroom with another newcomers,
hopefully we can get along well enough la...
Missing Avril and Wai Sun here! haha...

Sem 2 started yesterday,
no tutorials on the 1st week,
which means that our timetable is kinda free.
Was glad to see my Kampar mates again.
Am wondering how are the monsters and my other friends are doing right now.
Most of them are either in Form 6, matrics or colleges,
many of us are scattered in many other states.
Which means that it would be long before we could all meet again.
So, till then,
am wishing all of you enjoy life no matter in what circumstances!
Yi, Ni, J.Ni, hope that we can gather together again soon!
CW Band mates, see ya in this year's concert!!! (Can't wait!!)
Monsters, we'll definitely meet again!
Friends, dun miss me too much o!
And finally Yang, get back to school la!! You'll still be the Ponteng King no matter what.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Advertising here again:

Chan Wa Concert band will be having yet another stunning performance this year!

Date: 17, 18 June 2010 (Thur & Fri)
Time: 17/6 (4-6pm) ; 18/6 (7-10pm)
Venue: MPS Hall, Seremban
Theme: Reminiscence

Come join us all here if you care available on that day! You won't be disappointed.
If you are interested, kindly contact the people in charge below, or you can just comment here and I'll try to get you one. ^^

p.s.: Please note that the performance on 17 June is only open for all primary and secondary students.

Guys, there's also another performance by
UTAR, Kampar Chinese Orchestra on 20 June 2010(Sunday)
if you are interested in attending, kindly contact me ya!

美丽的神话-胡歌&白冰

Ali Mountain gal.. ^^

2010-05-29T03:47:00.006+08:00

Hey guys, it's been awhile since I last came here.
My holidays is gonna end dy.
Had done many things that I wanted these few weeks.
Many things happened too.
Happy and sad events,
but mostly jolly things...
What can be more happy than being with your family??haha...

Had played badminton with the guys,
Watched a show or two,
Ate a whole lot,
And met with almost everyone I wanted.
Life's like a dream,
But there are some nightmares too.
But lets just cut the nightmare part.

Had been back in Kampar since Tues.
Was back so early to attend our Chinese Orchestra music camp.
All the feelings came back as though I was still with CW band.
These few days was magical, unbelievable...
We played from day to night and night to day.
IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MUSIC! HEHE...
Just like old times....
It feels real great spending your day with the people who are like you,
will put in everything just to play the song well,
who work hard and strive to perfect each and every part of the song,
who are determined to play their part well so that they won't get scolded by the conductor,
and the best of all,
those who enjoys playing music just as much as you do... :)
Had been missing old times though,
when I was there with my dear violin and my fellow mates,
but now it's replaced by a new instrument and new friends,
it still feels GREAT!
Today will be the last day though,
am feeling a lil' heavy hearted now,
not being able to do it everyday.
But still, the memories will come along with me, right??
We had only been practicing two songs these few days,
Coz we're amateur players, (Just like new A-Band)
and playing the same song over and over again,
makes it stays in you the whole time...
Up until now, I can still hear the melody:"阿里山的姑娘..." all the time,
Even during my sleep... (I'm serious, I hear it everywhere!!!)
And not only me, sis does the same too! hahaha...

Oh ya, wanna do a small advertisement here.
The reason why we are having this camp and practicing so hard
is because we will be having our Chinese Orchestra Night (Which btw is a concert)

Date: 20 June 2010 (Sunday)
Time: 7pm-10pm
Venue: UTAR, Kampar Heritage Hall (Block A)
Theme: 优乐

Do support if you can!! For further info, please feel free to ask me! Tickets can be purchased from mua!!! COME COME COME!!!!!!!

My new mate in Kampar,
Loving it much now... ^^

Mad World-Adam Lambert

Fat

2010-05-17T04:48:00.003+08:00

Ok, am eating too much these days.
Can feel my lil tummy growing day by day.
Really getting fat dy.
From morning I eat non-stop until night.
Most of the things at home kena sapu by mua.. :P
Shocked my parents with my HUGE appetite. haha...
Hopefully you guys won't get to live with me for a day la,
If not will spoil my image le...
Btw, if you really get to spend a day with me,
please make sure that your food source will be sufficient enough ah,
if not, you surely won't get to eat much... wakakakkaka...

btw, Congrats to China as they won the Thomas cup in ease.
Thanks for putting such exciting matches these days for us ya!
Congrats too to Korea as their gals team become the Uber Cup champion,
beating China 3-1. Great fight there.
Indonesia too shown great strength in the finals...
Loved the 1st doubles team, both the teams showed strong fighting spirit,
It was really exciting! (Didn't know that watching sports can be so thrilling.. :D)
Now Thomas cup and Uber cup ended.
Next up, FIFA world cup! hehe...

Sharing today by auntie Mosha was really inspiring.
There are truly many things that we won't know unless someone who experienced it tells you.
Felt like hugging her after the prayer, but I didn't.
Hopefully she will be as healthy as ever and will continue spreading the good news.
God, please be with her and her family as they may be facing one of the toughest day of their lives......

Things may seem blur on the outside, but in the inside, everything's crystal clear.
Do search thoroughly everywhere deep in your heart,
and you'll find that the answer that you had been looking for
is just right inside you...

雨爱-杨丞琳

Random

2010-05-16T01:19:00.007+08:00

Long long time didn't come here dy.
Had been spending much of my holidays watching tv and lepaking at home.
Time really flies as my supposedly 3 weeks plus holidays are now left with 1.
Really dunno what to say... I did nothing these 2 weeks,
No achievements and nothing..
Gosh, I guess I'm eligible enough to get the moat laid back person award. XD

Went for my undang today.
Sat there for hours listening to the lecturer lecture...
Almost caught a fish at some point. haha.... (get what I mean?)
Glad that Char was with me so it won't be so bored.
Bumped into Weng Hong too, it was such a coincidence!!
Haha...

Ok, will be keeping this short.
Got a show to catch!
Wishing all of you to enjoy each and everyday of your lives
even though there are days of misfortunes...
Smile, and everything will be fine!!!

Dunno why I like this pic.
Both of them looked so happy. Whee~
(They are best friends...)

One Love-Bob Marley

Hihi!!

2010-05-05T23:41:00.010+08:00

Yo guys! I'm back!
Haha.. In my holidays now.
Trying to enjoy it to the max!
Ate much long anticipated cuisine.
haha.. Damn happy wei!!

Satay!!!! Yippee!!!

Had fun watching Iron Man 2 with the guys.
The 'ex-wife' part is hilarious.... haha..
Its cool hanging out together.
Too bad can't meet up with bro n guys la.. haiz..
Oh well, Thanks ya, Oyster for driving.
Dun be too sad la! Smile!!!

Anywayz, just wanna tell all of you.
No matter whatever trials or tribulations you face.
Be sure to overcome it with a smile.
Worrying or even making yourself stress won't help much.
So, Smile and everything will go away by itself.
SMILE! (Just like them)

(Just for you info. There are 3 MAIN characters in the pic ah, not 2 ^^)

okok.. Here's many p.s-s to all of you.. XD
Spot your name la..

p.s.: >>To Alvin, Jacky, Eling, Oyster, Jia Jun, Wasabi, Hui Yee, Yee Xian and the others who are going to college soon, mostly next week. Have fun o! It's a different life if compare with secondary school.

>> To Yen Jun, Hon Yee, Kah Mun, Yi, Khai Seng and the others who will be heading to different states for matrics, Sill long and have a good life there!! Never forget me o! Best of luck!

>> To Tofu, Lemon, Boon, dear, Lim Ming and those who are going to Form 6. Wishing you guys all the best and have another interesting secondary life ahead o! You are so fortunate to get to be in schools now. Treasure those valuable times together where you can have a nice classroom with a whole bunch or people you'll remaining with for the next 2 years!

>> To dear Char who's waiting for her intake. Enjoy your work! You'll be in college in no time! hehe..

>> To sis, all TE4, Form 6 (Y2), primary and secondary students, plus the you who is or will be sitting for exam soon, study hard and study smart! Dun freak out ya! If you are well prepared, nothing can stand in your way!!

>> To ZP, Yii Pin, Kai Jun and those of you who are having sem break and holidays!!! Spend your holidays wisely ah. We waited too long for this short holidays. haha.. Enjoy as much as you can!!!

p.s.2: To each and everyone of you who are reading, please do take care of your own self ya! Be alert of your health and alarm of what is happening around ya! Don't get sick so easily ah!!! Especially you ah, Yi!

Poker Face-Cover by Jing and 10F

Craps

2010-04-25T20:38:00.002+08:00

Finals tomorrow.
Just had a bowl of lembik maggi.. yum~
Gonna go back to the notes..
*off*

Mad-Ne-Yo

J-A-N_E

2010-04-23T01:40:00.008+08:00

"Friends", sometimes really tiring.
They expect you to tell them every details that happened during their absence.
And you must do so.
Even if you forgot something,
or have no clue of what should be done when someone's not around,
you still have the responsibility to tell them everything.
When you missed out something
Or if you dunno that something should be done because of their absence,
It's like you did it on purpose, and want to frame them or something.
Then when she is confronted,
She just sits there and cry...
And acts innocent as if everyone's framing her...
Then later blames everyone for not telling her about what she must do...
Just to let you know, we really didn't know that you must go see him when you came back.
And stop making it our fault that you cried.
We're guilty enough to cause you in that position....
And please stop cursing everyone for it, ok???
Tears, tears, tears, do that even help???

The world seems so blur, as though it's covered with mist.
How I wish I have a clearing kit to clear things up...

** Happy Birthday dear Khai Seng and Pohx2

p.s. Please don't go out into the rain these days until the 28th, heard that it will cause cancer.
p.p.s Happy Earth day!!! Love the earth ya!

Amazing Grace -Rhema Marvanna (She's an awesome gospel singer)

我是靓仔???

2010-04-20T15:37:00.006+08:00

今天发生的事，用华语讲好了。

我们学院的餐厅里有几个档口任由你选要吃什么，有两个华人餐，另外两个是马来餐和西餐。本人通常都会选择吃华人餐（吃得饱，价钱也比较合理），也常关顾青店（盘子是青色）。白店（盘子是白色）比较贵，然后常被Aunty 叫靓仔... =_=|||。不知为什么今天选吃白店，想说Aunty应该又会叫我一声：“靓仔，要吃什么呢？” 哈哈，很奇怪的，今天没有咧！难道今天不靓了??? 哈哈！

刚吃完早餐后，我就坐在一旁温习功课（因为下个星期要考试了）。这时，收盘的Aunty,走过来收我的盘子。她应该是看到我“专心”读书的关系吧，就问我：

“靓仔！考试啊?" =_=|||

听到了，都不懂要怎么应她，（如果我应她，一定知道我不是什么靓仔咯！会很尴尬）所以干脆假装听不到。怎知她又问：

“靓仔，是不是考试啊?"

OMG! 害我真不敢抬头，也不懂怎样应她，结果只好低着头稍微地点点头。幸好她收完盘子走了，要不然，会很够力尴尬咯！靠！还以为买了这么多次饭，应该知道我不是什么靓仔了吧！哪知... 哈哈！还好没有人听到... Phew~

想问下，它，是男还是女？？？

说真的，听到人家叫我靓仔，还蛮开心的。 ^^

I Ain‘t Got You-Alicia Keys

At Bliss 2

2010-04-19T20:04:00.005+08:00

Another blissful weekend back home.
Dada and mama's really gonna spoil us bad if the continue being like that. haha..
Spend loads again,
got everything we wanted...
I mean literally everything...
There's really nothing more to ask for!
Well, there's still one or two...
but they can wait. ^^
Soo Soo happy to get to eat the cheese cake that I've longed for.
Way happy wei! hahahhahahaha...
Everything was so perfect and life's seems so easy,
it was too perfect that it made me worry.
Hopefully I'm thinking too much la..
Anywayz, I'm a lucky lucky gal.
Thanks to dada, mama, and my Heavenly Dad!
Muakz~
Final's next week dy,
have to feed on books and notes again...
Argh... Books, taste yucky~ :S
Oh well,
at least hols is waiting for me after that... Whee~~~

This is how I felt when I know how grandma's doing;
How people ignores the pain of others;
When she shed her tears in front of everyone;
How lonely some people are;
When no one sees the hard work some put in for the benefit of others;
Open up your eyes, will you???

p.s: Special thanks to Myee and her 'parents' for eazing my job. Oh ya, not to forget, Mr. Al for burning the discs la.. XD

My Life Would Suck Without You-Kelly Clarkson

I Wanna

2010-04-16T11:06:00.006+08:00

I wanna dance in the rain, follow the rhythm, tapping all a long, till my knees touch the ground.

I wanna sing my hearts out, till the time there's nothing left to be sung.

I wanna fiddle with all means, till the strings of my soul snap with the beat of my heart.

I wanna strum and pluck with all my heart, till the day my fingers rot.

I wanna run with every bits of my strength, till my legs fail to stand.

I wanna see all the magnificent scenes, till the day, there's nothing left in sight.

I wanna listen to every beautiful frequency of the world, till there's nothing to be heard.

I wanna watch every genres of favored movies, till there's nothing to be seen anymore.

I wanna reach out for others, till the day when there's no such thing as the calling for help.

I wanna love every single being, till HATE vanishes from the world.

I wanna share every single with you, standing by your side, cheering heartily for you.

I wanna laugh all I can, till the day my heart stops beating.......

That's pretty much everything I wanna do now, yet there's nothing I can accomplish.

I this moment, I'm like this cute lil' lion,
waiting to prowl on anything that can be done.....

我就是这样-刘力扬

At bliss

2010-04-13T01:40:00.014+08:00

Last weekend was fantastic. Did not go back to my hometown this week, as I had just went back last week. Am really relaxed and had a wonderful weekend here in Kampar as all the assignments and test had been completed. What a wonderful world... Am very glad to get to sleep whenever I want, eat whenever I want and no alarm clock waking me up early in the morning rushing to class... This weekend is just-- NICE~

Had morning class on Friday and got back by noon. Splendid afternoon. Watched shows, listening to songs... Ignoring everything that happened the last few days. There's just mua in the quiet room. Am getting use of the quietness.

On Sat, sleep until I woke up by myself. More music, more relaxation. Dada and mama came here to see us. Went Ipoh Parade that day. Ate tauge chicken and sa hor fun. Nice~ Am very happy to be with my old folks. Ever since I've been in UTAR, I realize that being with them is the happiest moment ever. I can be myself, the genuine and original Shyuan that I've always was. No limits, no boundaries, no restrictions... Just the true old me. Dada and Mama treated us like we were princesses, no scolding (Complaints got la), no yelling... They are just so happy to see us. Guess they miss us REALLY much. ^^ Though we had really great time, still am feeling guilty that we had spent so much of their money in just 1 day.... Sorry ya~

The Most Famous in Town! Specialised in Chicken Bean Sprouts and Kuetiau..XD Can't stop laughing when we saw this sign board.... This is the most famous in town, tauge Chicken and hor fun. Jalan Teatre, Ipoh have plenty of stalls for you to choose from.

A really nice Old town coffee shop in Ipoh, love the environment there...
Really can't find in S'ban

Old Town coffee ice-cream. Had indulged into the nice coffee taste. Mmm...

Had this for lunch. 月光河。Mediocre only.

Sunday, had breakfast with dada and mama at the market. It has been long since I last ate at a market. The hawkers yelling, the nice coffee aroma, the chattering of the people, the stench smell.... It feels nice to blend into the crowd. Did some grocery shopping and bought watermelon for my fellow housemates. Cubed the watermelon and distributed to all of them. The contentment of giving truly defeats the feeling of receiving. Knowing that people actually ate what you offered to them really feels great as I was so scared that they won't eat the watermelon. Had a great relieve when they told me that the watermelon was sweet.... Damn happy wei! Dada and mama went back after lim tehing... Heavy-heartedly. But no worries, will be seeing them again the next weekend. kekeke.... Spend a quiet afternoon with Kaycee Miller and Max plus Stagga. Spend a night at a friend's, tasted her homemade spagetti... Yums... And chit chatted for I dunno how long...

Homemade spagetti... Loads of sausages... It taste ok...

What a great weekend I have.... What a great great weekend... Dada, mama, I LOVE YOU!!!

Be yourself, Just be who you truly are....

p.s: Jane, Jane, Jane, please reply mua, ASAP!

Should've Said No- Taylor Swift

Over dy

2010-04-08T19:22:00.006+08:00

Everything's finally over.
3 presentations and 1 mid-term.... DONE!
The presentations was a total chaos... I mean REAL CHAOS.
Kena hemtam by the teacher kau kau....Oh well.
Damn happy that everything's ended.
Just a lil' more finishing work to do and I'll declare holiday for mua.
Finally can really sleep, in peace.
Just wanna say how relieve I am right now...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Had KFC a few days ago. This x-meal is not enough for mua...

Marble Cheese cake! Mmm.... Still lacking of something though...

GTG, gonna give myself a lil' treat!
Enjoying the peacefulness now..... DO NOT DISTURB!!!

Ever ever after- Carrie Underwood

1st timer (Edited)

2010-04-05T22:25:00.006+08:00

Soo happy to be home once again...
Still the same old phrase " Home's the best!"

The best 3 days of the year...
Dramas, food, mum and dad...
Plus few silly friends to accompany mua...
What more can a gal ask for???
Enjoyed "Clash of the Titans" with the dudes.
The show not too bad la, dunno why some people say that it's boring...
We 4 'heng dai' had lunch at Jonny's.
Played basketball in the Arcade
A very simple outing,
yet means a lot to mua,
thanks ya guys!! ^^
Glad to see you all this week... It's nice hanging out together.
3 of ya going 3 different schools,
wonder if we'll still have another chance to meet up again.

Best friends forever!

Tom yam! Yum~

Bro's thinking of piu yi to go back to his tofu shop.. ^^

Easter was yesterday... lolz..
So was grandpa's b'day too!
Went to the cemetery just like every year.
Witnessed a touching scene there... Aww...
Mum was holding grandma's hand, walking...
Uncle and mum holding grandma's hands as we were about to leave.
It was so touching....
Many worked hard to clean the grave of their loved ones,
hoping that they can do something for their late siblings, relatives, friends...
That's our culture....
Youths were as crazy as usual.
Tim sang so loudly that we had to close our ears... haha
What great Sunday,
too bad I have to go off so soon...

1st presentation of my life... Finally ended.. ^^
Presented about ageism...
was like stucked there for awhile...
lost of words... Too nervous dy.. hehe...
1st timer ma...
Anywayz, am happy that they laughed at our silly act.. haha...
At least got a lil' respond, satisfied dy... ^^
2 more to go... Gotta really work heads to tails le...
tomorrow Eng mid-term,
Hope that I can get the words right la...
A, B, C, D, E, F, G......X, Y, Z... XD

The whole ground of blooming flowers....
Beautiful, yet no one knows how much effort was put behind it...

SAY NO TO AGEISM!!!!! Love the elderly!!!

p.s.: Al, now you know what happened la... Can burn the CD-s dy???

嘻唰唰-花乐队

Random

2010-04-01T19:27:00.005+08:00

Our presentation yesterday was cancelled!
haha... prepared and being nervous for so long,
in the end....
Anyway, its good also la,
we get to learn from other's mistakes and correct what we had done wrong.
This means that next week We'll be doom!

Mon: Socio presentation
Tue: English Mid-Term
Wed: Critical Thinking Presentation
Thur: Econs Presentation
Fri: Nothing... haha ^^ Whee~

If feels great to be occupied.

Rain rain rain,
That's basically everything that happens around here.
Wonder why nowadays the weather is so wet.
Gotta have a raincoat or an umbrella when you wanna go out.
If not.... haha... You know why...

Had great time yesterday.
Malaysia's ranking no.7 pro taught me.
She was nice... and patient too!
Was so proud to be taught by someone so skillful... Hehe...
Yesterday's lesson was the best of all....^^

April Fool's today.
Nothing much,
Math test, discussion, Math tutorial.
And here I'm...
Going back again tomorrow.
Easter's round the corner.
Gotta visit some special people....
Can't wait to see the monsters too!

You are high up there till I cannot reach..

Angel-Baby Face

1st presentation

2010-03-31T02:26:00.003+08:00

My 1st presentation in UTAR, kinda nervous now.
Hopefully I won't freak out during my turn la...
Crossing my fingers...
Praying hard...

BTW guys, there's no such thing of me having a lover in my life! Please don't ask me anymore!!!

Support World Peace！

我是谁我是谁我是谁-Magic Power

Progeria, Ignorance

2010-03-30T02:25:00.006+08:00

Sis rehearsed her presentation with me as her only audience.
The topic is about Progeria,
A type of rare genetic disorder that the symptoms of aging occurs in an early age.
Occurs in one per 8 million children.
According to sis, most of them can't live over 21.
Like when Benjamin Button was young,
their physical will look like old people.
Bald, no eye brows and have wrinkle skin.
This is really sad as there aren't any treatment for this disorder yet.
If someday you come across children with this kind of symptoms,
please, please, please do not look down towards them.
They are normal kids with some special features only.
They are special beings who deserves more love and care from all of us.
Here's a touching link about real life story of progeria patients if you wanna know more about it.

Nowadays, I'm quite sensitive towards sociological issues.
Dunno why.
Someone brought out the serious problem in the society nowadays
which I had been wanting to shout out a long time ago.
It's about the ignorance of human beings.
Many people now are really self-centered and they do not care about what is actually happening around the world.
Had been doing an assignment about materialistic people,
it's just another fact to tell how arrogant human really are.
Nature disasters, poverty, sufferings, hunger victims....
So many issues that need our attention,
but only few respond to them....
Not mentioning this issue,
human ignorance can even been seen through a simple school event,
people only clap and cheer for the popular people,
ignoring those others who too deserves to be cheered for.
And sad case in this cruel world,
when can this be put to an end???

p.s. Fulfilled the 1st day of Daily earth hour, waiting to do it again.

p.p.s 2nd batch of N.S. recruits went to camp today, Wishing all of you good luck and have fun ya! And Soon's going off tomorrow, have a great life there o!

七天追到你-林宇中<3

Earth hour '10

2010-03-29T02:12:00.009+08:00

Went back again this week...
It's really really nice getting to spend time at home with mum.
Thought the only thing we did was watching TV,
Still, it's the most relaxing moment of the week.
Went for K session with Soon and YC.
Boy, are they good singers..
YC, you senyap-senyap tak mau cakap ah, sekali nyanyi menjadi harimau ah..
haha....
Had had a really really great time!
Oh ya, that day must be our lucky day,
Bump into the number 8, twice! hehe..
Too bad we did buy toto la, maybe really can fatt ah!
muahahahhaahaha.... joking ni...
Went 'visit' the vineyard in S'ban the same day.
It's really amusing seeing the whole hill covered with vines..
Who says Grapes cannot be local?? haha...
It's located in Nustari something...
A place near PD.
You can't actually go into the vineyard as it's a private property.
Can only see it from far.

The whole hill is vine. Sorry that you can't get a closer look..

Love this pic. My pic of the day...

Earth hour was on the same day...
Was really enthusiastic in joining the whole world to observe that moment..
I even asked many many others to join in...
Too bad I was out that hour,
Didnt get to join the whole world and live in darkness for an hour.. T.T
This year is really disappointing though,
not many people observed the program.
Was in town during that particular hour,
Damn disappointing...
But still found some comfort when KFC, The store and the whole road of the shops near Ruby was in darkness...
+ the street lamps were all off that moment... ^^
Haha... The 'lights' in the end of the tunnel....

"Blackout" in KFC

No lights on ^^
There are actually people who are still shopping inside, neat right?

I even promised myself to have more meals in KFC and go The Store more often.. hehe....
Luckily there are really people out there who cares... :)
Did my earth hour when I got home...
I meant earth hours....
Got to persuade my parents to off the lights in the house for 2++ hours.. ^^
But too bad my dear's not here... If not we'll have more fun.
Anyway, Happy dy~~~

Really hope that we can have our own earth hour everyday.
Just try to finish all your work earlier and pick a suitable hour to turn off all your lights...
A simple act by turning off the lights will make a BIG difference..

Love nature, Love yourself...

礼物-刘力扬

My Time

2010-03-25T18:56:00.005+08:00

TIME!!!! I love time!!!!
Was off early today, dunno why the lecturer so good,
for 2 hours lecture, he let us go early for about an hour.
We were like... REALLY?????
All the huuus.. and the huhs..
haha... He really did let us go very early...
Plus our 5pm tutorial class cancelled...
Today damn syok man!
Hehe.... Enjoying time right now...
How I wish there would be more time for me... ^^

"Life is a traffic light. Often, we drive pass most of the things, having to slow down at times and times when we have to put a pause to it" ....-- Shyuan

Going crazy for ya! Am totally out of my mind for ya!!!

黑裙子-张芸京<3

Random

2010-03-24T02:09:00.006+08:00

Heavy rain in the morning,
signifying....
Gal's officially last day here.
Won't get to see her in campus dy..... T.T
Anyway, best wishes to you ya!!!
Got time come and visit us la.^^

This is interesting.... Stop! Hold! Go!!!!
See what I mean???
Try looking at it with a straight line.
Hint: colours

It's Wed again... Time passes real fast.
Will be a long day again.

Being Different
This is interesting, try reading it.
SPD is really interesting.

p.s.: Jie, be well soon ya!

I've got nobody, nobody but you!....I've got nobody nobody but you....

Nobody-Wonder Girls

manY

2010-03-23T02:33:00.004+08:00

ManY is really going off dy.
Feeling kinda sad... T.T
But still hope that she'll have a better life out there!
Will go visit ya if I got chance!
Study well and smart yea!

Stupid Econs assignment had finally been handed up!
Shoosh! Guys are really unreliable. BIG TIME!
Better not do it ourselves. lolz
It wasn't even printed and completed this morning,
but due to our hard work and simplicity,
Everything's done now.
Still got presentation to go... haiz~
Anyways, am still glad that I don't have to see those tiny lil' words again. hehe..

Had a small gal talk with the gals,
if seems nice catching up since we hadn't been talking much lately.
Glad to know that we can tell each others things.
I always enjoyed some heart to heart talk....
Hope that we'll have more time like this in the future.

Au Revior gal, have a great time there, k?

Me feeling blue, as the sun goes down....

Monsters, I'm missing you guys more and more each day!

我不会忘记-曾国辉

1st weekend

2010-03-22T00:56:00.004+08:00

Didn't go back to S'ban this week. Assignment awaits.
My 1st weekend in Kampar, all I can say is... BORING!!!!
Haha, seriously, I had not been so bored in my life as I was for the past 2 days.
Actually it won't be SO boring if I get to watch shows and stuffs la.
But sis gotta do her report and study for exam, Oh well...
Had to finish my stupid Econs assignment this weekend.
Friday I was like, damn bored. No com, nothing.... lying there with nothing to do.
On Sat, Econs the whole day. Gotta search to tons of sites to get info,
Eyes popping out dy still cannot find the stupid GPDs and whatsoever that I need.
Still, I managed to simply 'produce' something out lo.. hehe...
It's really a tiring work.
Sat from 10 am till 11pm in front of the com, searching for infos....
Damn tired wei!
Did not even step out of the house for the whole day...lolz.. This is my 1st too!
okok... glad that THAT was over...
Still got another 3 more to go.. GAMBATEH!
hehe, finally, it's today!
after 2 dreadful days in the stuffy room, I finally got the chance to do something fun!
Dad and mum came visit us this week, so happy wei. ^^
They came here this morning and brought FOOD to the S room! hehe...
Happy happy happy....
We went to Ipoh for lunch. The 'sa hor fun' really nice. Yummy!

Then we went Ipoh parade for shopping. ^^
It was fun! REally!
There were many 'leng zais and luis' around.
Sis says the people there really know how to dress up.
Quite true, but 1 thing is, everyone there are in shorts.
I mean all the gals la... haha.. same pattern geh.
Oh well, the norm there, what can I say?
Today's the fun. Glad that mum and dad came here. ^^

ok-s, gotta go now, sis got some reporting to do. Byes!

写一首歌-顺子

Reports

2010-03-18T20:55:00.004+08:00

Finally got some REAL time to post. haha... Had been kinda stressed these few days. Really wonder why. Hadn't progress much in my assignments, had not study much for my test.... Still, why am I feeling so stressed out and tired???

ManY and YJ's gonna leave soon. Jean, planning to leave after sem 1. Why's everyone leaving? Though we're not really close, but still it's sad to see you guys leaving one by one... T.T And there's KM struggling hard to fight the cancerous cells... Tons of mind winding assignments and the nerve stretching presentations... Is there any other happier things around?

Econs econs econs, will be due by next Monday. Not yet even started. Gosh, those killing statistical numbers, facts, dunno what you does it means words... REally driving me CRAZY!!! Spending whole week to sorts those FREAKING datas out, but still, no progress... Help!

Oh ya, my radio drama on Tues turned out quite ok. Teacher praised our sound effects. haha.. Hooray! Though speaking wise, we're not so good, but still, it's a very nice experience. (The Phantom... of the Opera is Here!!!! .... I'm Erik!
Looking forward to see the performance of others.

Speaking of Tues, almost forgot to mention, I have a new hair do! haha.. Loving it! Got many compliments leh.. haha.. So happy! ^^ Not gonna post it here. If you wanna see, ask me out la. haha... (juz joking)

Wait for the damn KTM which is delayed for about 2 1/2 hours ... So late man! 1st time taking the KTM to Kampar, lucky I met with my housemates.. hehe.. Thanks ya jie jie's ^^

Am in crave for food these past few days. I mean, I won't get full even after I eat rice or whatsoever. It's like the more I'm trying to loose weight, the more I eat, what kind of theory is that???? Am trying very hard to keep away from food but I ended up giving in.. Craps.... Still I <3 FOOD!!!!! GIMME FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!!! Speaking of food, am going to get myself some maggi now.. haha.. Be back soon!

I'm like those hungry lil' birdies, hunting for food. ^^

Back. Stuffed. Maggi rocks! haha... Gotta off dy. Assignments awaits!

爱情病-FT Island

Random

2010-03-16T01:19:00.004+08:00

Er... tomorrow, 1st presentation in U, wonder what it feels.
Feeling dead tired now.
Hopefully tomorrow can complete the radio drama successfully la.
Tired tired tired..... lalalalala...
"The Phan....tom of the opera is here.... Inside my mind...."
this song kept playing in my head. Can't get it off... haha...
" Oh Raoul.... Oh Christine.... The Phantom of the Opera..."
Jeez, whole head about them.. =_=|||

Movie maker, my best friend for now. Hopefully we won't be in this relationship for long la.. haha...

oh ya, Family will always be the best, trust me on this. Don't ever do anything that hurts them, ok???

Mr. Happy left me alone all of a sudden, where have you been????? Come back come back, k?? I miss you so much that I start to hate myself for it!

Oh ya, me wanna sing K. hehe, need recruits! lolz... Any K lover out there???

That's all for my craping... *off*

The Phantom Of the Opera-Sarah Brightman

Boring

2010-03-09T23:47:00.004+08:00

Craps..
Dunno why nowadays like to use this word, maybe is the influence of Miss Prawn.. haha
Ee... these few days.. really really boring.
I'm not saying that life here is boring due to the lack of entertainment..
Instead, it's the other way round.
These few days had been pretty busy for me.
2 assignments and 3 presentations, 2 mid-terms..
Gosh... BORING!
The other reason why I feel it's boring is the people here.
The lamao scene of rivalries between friends, I wonder what's gone into them? =_=|||
BORING!!!!
And life just gets 'better' when the stupid printing shop does not do their best to help you finish your job... BORING!!!
That's not just yet, having people around you criticizing this and that, but not actually helping in some sense when you need them...
And lastly, the 'birth' of my pathetic SPM results this Thursday, Double boring~~

It's enough stress having everyone expecting you to give them something you owe them for quite awhile, but you can't really make it on time because you are studying and other blah.. blah.. factors. Let alone all the assignments and presentations you have to chase after... And there goes some people who adds in pins and thinstles to your live. Oh great! How 'happy' I am... haiz... here's another "BORING" for that!

Anyway, moving on..
here's somethings I can actually give a toast for this week:
1. 1 mid-term down, 1 more to go!
2. We're the 1st group to present our drama! "Yi-Pee!"
3. Results will be out soon!! hahaha...
4. Mum, you ROCK! Thanks ya!
5. Sis, thanks for the guava juice and the bread la.. haha..
6. "Sis" we are really alike! hehe
7. Thanks Al, buddy.. thank you for everything!
8. BL, thanks for worrying..
9. I'm going back HOME this weekend! haha...
10. Tofu and the rest will be out from NS dy! "Fong gam lo"
11. For my boring life!!

haha.. Cheers to all of that!!!!! hahahahahahahahah..

Kkies, sis, grumbling I'm using the comp for too long...=_=|||
Bye-s!

Think Of Me-Phantom of the Opera

My my...

2010-03-03T02:58:00.003+08:00

Gosh, can it be tougher???
Now only I realized that the process of publishing a book isn't anything near easy.
It's really really time consuming and eye fatiguing.
And after all the hard work you put in,
you have to face the people who are reading it..
Their comments and reaction...
Gosh, it's really stressful.
In the end of the day,
whenever there's something wrong about something,
someone will point fingers towards you saying:"Yucks! we pay so much just for this?"
Stressful....

Having test on Thurs.
Gotta really stuff my head into the world of sociology...
There's nothing much I can do, can I?
Tests, assignments, assessments....
Everything really starts with a big question mark...
No idea how the heck can I start doing them..
Forget about finishing them...
Yiiksssss..... I desperately want some private time!!!!!

Oh ya, here's a something.
I experienced cycling in the rain for the 1st time in my life.
and it was.... FUN!!!!
haha... I actually forgot to bring my raincoat,
Umbrella is a big NO NO for me due to my body imbalance while cycling.
So... instead of a raincoat, I wore my pinky jacket and dashed off the streets.
hahahaha.. Exciting I must say... Got soaking wet when we reached Tesco.
With everyone staring at us... lolz...
The 2nd time going to Tesco with sis and friends....
It was really enjoyable.
Had even heard some pretty interesting real life stories which really got me wondering...
Are homosexuals for real??? I mean, guy and guy, Gal and gal... a happy ever after???
oh well, it's really up to them to decide...
Cycling at nite is pretty cool. haha.. loved the awesomeness...
Celebrated friend's birthday beside the lake..
For the 1st time again, I get to be fetched by someone on a bike.
It's nice... a lil' unsecure though..
but .. Nice! haha..

Last weekend was a blast for me.
Spent some time hanging out with friends,
Going to a K box twice a day.
Teacher's treat to all of us...
Shopping~
And most of all.... a frige full of carbonated drinks!! YIPPEE!!!!!
looking forward to go back to my hometown again this week...
lalalalala~

滚-杨千桦&梁汉文

Craps

2010-02-23T20:01:00.003+08:00

CNY last week was really a blast for me..
Going out everyday.
Meeting friends... Crapping nonsense... Visiting people..
It feels so darn great!
Especially when you get to see someone you've seen for ages..
It's like a dream come true.
I really did totally forget that I actually have another life out there.
Life as a student.
Haha..
Now that I'm back...
Had been longing to go back to my hometown these days.
The crave for food and snacks.
Someone to talk to that'll really listen.
Phone calls here and there..
My lazy life over there...
haha....

Exams will be going on withing these 2 weeks..
Totally have no mood for it.
Craps...
Much to say, but no words to express...
All I can say is,
Life here is a bore.

p.s. Go Min Nam!!!! muaks!!!!

*OFF*

天下无双-张靓影

Over The Moon

2010-02-17T03:04:00.002+08:00

OMG..OMG!!!
I've finally finished it!!!
Go-Mi-Nam!!! I LOVE ya!!! <3
hahahahahahahah...
Feeling as if I'm flying in the air dy..
She's damn cute being a man leh...
Love her so-so much..
And Tae-Kyung.. His expressions SOOO FUNNY!!!!!
hahahaha....
Love him too!!!
Jeremy and Shin-Woo... Cute Cute Cute!!!
A.N. Jell just ROCKS man!!!
Currently the best show yet (Apart from 恶作剧之吻）
haha.... Heart them all~~~~
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........
Going crazy for Go Min-Nam!!!!

Had had a very nice CNY visits today with the Jujurs
(And YC la, of coz..)
hehe... So glad to finally see my 'rou gan‘!!!
So long didn't see it dy! hahahaha.. Finally got to makan all of them..
muahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahah...
Oh ya, Thanks ya, YC for the drive, have to say,
You're surely a good driver la..
Oh ya, was SOSO happy to see all of them.
Even Ms. Farm recognized me!!!! Yuh--Hoo!!!
What a nice nice new year...
These few days had really been a paradise to me..
Food- Drinks-Family-TV- Go Mi-Nam!!!!
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
Don't ever feel like going back to study dy..
It's so nice having new year!!
Too bad it's only one year once.. T.T
Me wan more more holidays!!!!!! ME WANT ME WANT!!!
heheheheh.. I must be having a LONG LONG Dream then..

Tomorrow is us Monsters' turn!!!
Hope to see many of them lo!!!
Missing all the monster very muchie!!!!!!
Monsters, Lets P-A-R-T-Y!!!
It must be a blast o!!!

It's here!

2010-02-12T13:34:00.004+08:00

Yoyoyo!! I'm coming back!!!
I'm FINALLY going home!!! wahahhahahaha...
CNY CNY CNY CNY...
Wait for me o!!!
I'm coming back!!!! heheheheheheheh...
SOOOOO HAPPPPPPPPPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wahahahahahahahahhaha...
I'm getting sort of mad dy..
Waited for this day to come for so long..
AND here it is!!! hehehehe..

Everyone went back dy.
Half of the students in UTAR (Today damn quiet man)
NS recruits...(They get to go back yesterday leh)
Everyone around went back to their home towns..
And now, it's finally my turn!! hahaha..

I'M GOING BACK! Everyone wait for me!!!!!!
Reserve some angpaus for me ah. hehe..

Kampar again.. Looks like Kui Lin right??
Photography by Shyuan

* Hopefully that mail reach it's destination safely la..

Come Home-One Republic

Random

2010-02-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

Heh! The Tesco staff in S'ban are really a pain.
Wonder why nowadays I always bump into impatient staffs..
I mean, they show faces when I ask them about some item.
Did I do wrong by just asking for info??
Or my appearance have something to do with it?
Or is it that I asked to much that annoys them?
Still don't get it!
Stupid la, buy things also muz make myself feel so guilty.
Buy a thing also muz see the staffs' faces.. cham...
Met some really impatient workers earlier on today.
You see, mistakes in the placing of price tags often happen there.
(Met this kind of scenario n times dy)
so today, we met something similar again.
And we truly thought its their careless mistakes again,
and we went telling them about that.
They explain that there's no such thing but we'll have bonus of ** points for buying the item.
But we saw something different.
So we told them again...
But then, the staffs were like:
" mana? mana? Kamu tunjuk saya la."
So I went showing them what I saw,
and it ended up that we saw them wrong price tag...
Same item, same amout, but different packing,
we overlooked the picture on the notice.
=_=||| Duh!!!
When we found it out, he was like:
" Kamu pergi beritahu ayah kau la, cakap dengan dia pun tak percaya...."
As if blaming us that this is all our mistakes..
How should we know? the same item with different packing is different price??
What la... It didn't state properly what type of packing isit wor...
What la... So rude!!!!
We are customers ma, explain a bit also cannot meh?
Haiz, services these days...
Going from bad to worst.
It's so damn hard to see those in the service industry smiling when they see you..
I mean, they practically extinct dy!
Ish! if you don't like your job, find another one la!
Why wanna show faces to us customers who happily enter your shop,
wanting to find something we like,
and having to buy something by looking at your face..

Enjoyed church very much!!
No matter what happens,
being in church makes me feel so happy!!! hehe..
Can't wait for next week to come!

CNY!!! Here I come!!! haha..

Oh ya, just wanna clarify something..
Nowadays, I sincerely belief that some gals are more handsome and cuter than boys.
I don't mean in THAT sort of way,
but I mean,
I think and enjoy watching cute gals which are truly handsome..
Guys are no way to be competitors..
Maybe it's because until now in UTAR,
I find many cute, handsome gals,
but not so much of cute guys..
Lolz..
Dun worry, I'm still the normal gal,
who would be seen dead having a serious relationship with the same gender..
hahahaah...
Just that, I can't help liking handsome gals..
they are like damn cool and cute!!!
Looks just like boys but they are not! XD
To tell the truth,
most handsome gals are truly beauties themselves.
Serious! Handsome cute cool gals are really pretty if they know how to dress as a gal.
Take a good look at them,
then you'll know what I mean...

Shoosh! How I wish there's no assignments to be done..
So that I'll get to concentrate more on watching drama series! haha..
No la, juz joking...
I know that every student needs assignments to make them a student. Lolz.
It's really a waste that I'll only get 2 official days of holidays this year..
So cham, I mean, we won't even have enough time to chit-chat dy!
No need to say about celebrating CNY lo..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............................
Me want L-O-N-G-E-R holidays!!!!
haha.... Come here!!! Come to mua!!!

Pic of the day:

Beautiful sunset view @ UTAR.
photography by Shyuan.

p.s: Ma!!! Me want hug hug!!!

A moment like This-Kelly Clarkson

To Mr. Yang

2010-02-05T02:28:00.003+08:00

STUPID MR. YANG!!!
Take your health as a joke ah!!!
Faster go and see Mr. Doctor and find our what's wrong with you!!!
Having aches everywhere is not normal for a human being la.
Stop fooling around and take this seriously!!!
If you don't see Mr. Doctor this Sat,
you are then the suckiest person here!!!!
You ROCK, RULE and are COOL when you are healthy,
but SUCK, UNCOOL, SILLY when you are not.
Go and see Mr. Doctor for your own sake.
Learn to love yourself 1st before you learn to love others...
This ain't funny, not a joke, nor some fool for you to play around...
Speak out if you feel unwell ok?

DON'T BATHE AT NIGHT AH!!!
BAD FOR YOUR OLD BONES!!!!

This is a warning!! and I'm younger than you!!!

Random

2010-02-04T23:24:00.004+08:00

Did Active Imagination yesterday.
It's a type of therapy used in Psychology.
Was asked to close our eyes, listen to soothing music..
and the therapist will slowly take us into our sub-concious mind to explore.
Then in the end, we were asked to draw what we see
and she will help interpret what our sub-concious mind is telling us.
It was kinda fun listening to the interpretations,
especially when she's talking about other people's 1.
So glad to hear about some of the interpretation of my own drawing..
tee hee!!! hahahahaha..

The night UTAR is also very beautiful.
Calm, quiet and mezmerizing..
you can see those resident lights sparkling here are there...
Reflecting on the water.. Thumbs up!

Oh ya, today, I earned myself 3 bodyguards.
I was actually escorted by 3 young brave man home..
haha.. A request from my darling sis..
and voila! 3 guys sent me home..
Really felt like a VVIP. XD
Lolz.. thanks ya, gor gors!!! haha..
Lil' Flower has been home safely... lolz

Oh ya, stupid Mr. C ah...
Got exam still wanna crap around!
somemore didn't say a word ah...
@^^@*^%@#^5^$@$@@^^@*^%@#^5^$@$@$&#^@%
amp;#^@%
Make me feel so guilty.. haiz..
All de best ya!

Stupid UTAR,
Only gimme 2 days official holidays!
Where got enough o!
Visit relatives oso cannot dy...
haiz... Grumble oso no use dy..

Monsters:
I'm striving hard to complete our mag.
Promised you guys that it will be given out on the BIG day..
So dun worry, you all have my word, ok?

Assignments!!!
Hush hush! Out you go!!!
Wasting so much of my time...
haiz...

YC:
Gambateh!!! You can do it !
I'll be helping you morally. haha..
Sorry that you have to do all of them alone...
If you need help, don't hesitate to ask ah...

Lemon:
How did your driving lesson went?
ok?? Got knock into tiang??? haha..
I'm sure it went well la... haha..

I'm now officially fully booked for all Saturdays of this months..
Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't wait!

Going home tomorrow dy!
haha.. So happy!
S'ban! here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 days without computer, wonder how can I coop!

CNY's coming!!! Everyone, faster go buys new clothes o!!!

Many things to be done, wasting so much of my time...

lalalalalala.... I want some time out!!!

Sunset view in UTAR

如果你冷-张悬

3rd week

2010-02-02T22:58:00.005+08:00

Er.. Yesterday was kinda fun.
Went to Tesco after class with sis and friends..
Haha.. can't believe shopping can be so fun.
I mean with people who you don't really know well la..
We planned to make pasta for dinner today,
so we went grabbing the ingredients like crazy aunties and uncles...
hehe.. we even pushed a lil mini trolley around fetching stuffs..
(I thought it was only for kids, but it seems that its for small amount of groceries)
Had our dinner with a bunch of flying 'friends'.
Wonder why a place which is air-conditioned will have so many flies de.
Food were So-so only...
After makanin, we headed back to the supermarket.
Broke some of the Tesco rules...(entering from the exit)
Kena warned by the guard.. tee hee.. We're born rebellious...
Went hunting for more food again!!!!
Here grab, there grab.. haha..
Finally, we reached the ice-cream section, and the WAR began!
Everyone was like choosing for which flavour they prefer,
We were:" I want this! No! Put that back! That sucks! I hate that! Take this!..."
haha.. it was hilarious!
We even counted votes just to choose 2 tubs of ice-cream..
Like big babies ya? XD
In the end, rainbow and lava were the final choice. *claps*
More laughs again..
Back home, watch shows, then the end! ^^

Today.
Went on a mission in rescuing lil' kittens.
We saw a few cute lil kittens lying around one of the blocks.
(I dun usually say cats are cute, but they are quite..ironic huh...)
An animal lover can't help seeing them grow and becomes stray,
so she decided to take them home.
One of my friends meowed one of the kittens our from the hole,
and the other quickly snatched it and put it inside the paper bag.
The whole incident was witnessed by the mother cat. Terperanjatnya!
Lucky it didn't attack us, or else... We'll be dead.
So, the whole day, we were thinking ways of how to hide the lil kitten from everyone.
and kept the paper bag as close as we can...
We even took it into the l. hall...
trying to kept it as quiet as it can be... We failed. haha..
It's really cute!

Here kitty kitty!

At night, we really get to cook pasta for dinner.
1st time making pasta, Fun!
hehe.. It's really easy to make.
Just boil the pasta, braise the gravy, pop in some meat and voila!
haha... easy huh!
We tried all the gravy flavours we can get,
It's really nice!
Watched Shrek 3 + ice-cream after the stomach filling meal.
More laughs.. Way better than what I expected...
Overall, it's really nice hanging out with friends...

Our Masterpiece! *Cheese + tomato sausage...*

p.s.: It's my fault you don't tell me things la.. Sorry...

9 Crimes-Damien Rice

*Off*

2nd week

2010-02-01T00:07:00.014+08:00

For the 2nd week in UTAR, I have nothing much to say.

Just that I get to spend more time snapping pics here and there...
Hang out more often with some new friends,
that's all...
Here's some of the shots I took for the week.
Enjoy...

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This is... er.. a guinea pig, only 1 day old that day...
Shocking huh... 1 day old only so big size dy.... ^^
Ain't it adorable.. aww...

Believe it or not: this baby came out, not when the birth date is due,
but it literally fell of it's mother's butt when she was taking a bath... LOLZ!!!!
(still dunno about the gender, hopefully its a boy)

Little guinea pig and mum... Dunno what's their names dy... lolz..

Look at the bird, ain't it beautiful? standing gracefully beside the pond..
I tried my best to get near to it, but this was my best...

One thing I like most about Kampar is that
there's a whole island full of birds..
No joke, there's really an island on the middle of the lake near our campus...

Here's the island... cute, right???
You'll find tons of birdies and stocks all over it...

Get what I mean??
There's more...

See those white white dots?? They are all birdies!!
They mesmerizes me every time I passby there..
What a rare scene to be seen....

Cloudy sky in UTAR campus, it's telling us to skip school and go straight home!!! wee~

Coconut tree of UTAR (at least I think it is la... ^^)

Er.. The week didn't really went AS well as I expected..
I terjatuh again from my bike...
2 weeks 2 times..lolz..
How neat was that..
There's only a few scratches the last time,
but this time, it's a lil' more serious...
I crashed when I was going downhill and were trying to cross a bum.
Well, the bums there was extra 'gao' according to my seniors..
I was going downhill, so it naturally catches it's own velocity without me paddling..
and there was the bum,
lying comfortably on the road...
waiting to booby trap me..
And yes, stupid old me fell straight into it.
I hit the front breaks, trying to slow down to cross the freaking bum..
That's when the "BAM!" sound came into the picture.
Damn! I was lying on my bike in the middle of the road before I knew it.
Hands were scratched here and there...
Knowing that my poor leg, sure kena already...
My bike's basket was crashed like a milo tin that had been ran by a truck...
Oh ya, there's also red substances danggling above my lips and chin...
It was... pretty bloody, to tell the truth..
Sis and her friends whom were far ahead suddenly found out that I was missing..
They came back for me!! (Oh, I saw light!)
I was so lucky that there's a sports centre nearby who has a 1st aid kit.
The workers there were so kind and friendly enough to help me clean my wounds..
Haha.. Thanks ya!!
Went straight to dinner after all that, with the blood stain everywhere... lolz..
(I dun wan to spoil people's plan of having dinner ma..)
I still think the whole thing was quite funny though...
It's like I'm cursed to fall every week of my life in UTAR...
Lets see if the curse remains there for the next week la.. XD

Eh... Not going to describe how I look now.
(People say I look like Charlie Chaplin now.. Aiiks!)
It's really a small matter... despite the stupid wound on my face (small one la)
Was lucky enough to keep all my teeth,
and other parts of my body with me...
Just a few pieces of skin being torn off that's all.. hehe...
Oops, and my 'lauya' bike basket too!! ^^(Managed to get a new one)
Despite how disgusting I'm trying to describe the incident,
it was a least bit of pain for in all my injuries... hehe...
Don't worry la, everything I said was sort of 夸张la.
It's all a small case for mua... hahaha...

Feeling sort of happy these 2 days... haha...
One of them is because of this:

hehe.. the product of our invitation card!!!
Specially done by our Magnificent Ms. Yu Chen!!!
What a great job you did!
Ain't it beautiful???
It got the compliments of many teachers leh.. haha.. So happy for you!!!
It's really worth sleeping for only 1hr and a half for it, right? hehe..

MISSING ALL OF YOU FROM SEREMBAN VERY MUCHIE!!!!
MISSING YOU, CW!

P.s.: Gotta try to 'jie kou' these few days... haiz... Kesian mua...

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